#717.

I was browsing through my old photos, and i saw this picture.


I MISS MY LONG HAIR!

Who's the idiot who persuaded me to cut my long hair?

PHUA ZHEN YUAN! even though we weren't even together.
GASPS, full of regrets now!

#716.

UPDATES ON FRIDAY'S MEETING!



Look at the number of people there! yuan and i was saying that if all these people were the JC1s and then they all screamed like those fans, orientation would be like WOOOOOOO.


LOOK AT WHAT THE STUPID HOCKHAO DID TO ME!
Take photo and then cut me out :(
But then i had my sweet revenge :) HAHAHHAHAHA



:)

Looks unglam though, tired body, aching body, sticky body, and messy hair.
Okay yuan's hair isn't messy. Only mine.
HAHHAHAHHAAHA!

I just got reminded, there was once,
yuan called me and said he just finished bathing, going to sleep.
Then i started wondering, "Don't you have to wait for your hair to dry?"
and then i was like 'OH YA. you don't have to wait anymore.'
Okay not so funny, but then I FORGOT HE SHAVED HIS HEAD!
Normally in the past he would chat with me while waiting for his hair to dry!
HAHAHAHHAA

I've been having a tummyache since i woke up this morning :(

I miss yuan :(

Tonight onwards i'm going to sleep earlyyyyyyyy.
Gonna put on masks and start taking care of my face and myself!

CNY is on V day and it sucks :(
No chance for us to celebrate the day together :(

OH and i've been thinking about his birthday,
now i don't know what to do for him on V day!

I was browsing around GV's and Cathay's website,
and i saw this when i was at the read more for 'Hachiko: A Dog's Story',
and below i saw this:


HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHA! I think its damn funny that it appeared on the page la!
It makes sense because i'm one of the people who'd want to buy animals after watching such shows even though in the end i wouldn't, but it makes sense to put it there.
BUT IT'S JUST FUNNYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
Maybe because i haven't seen this before...
HAHAHAHAH

I was quite interested in 'My Ex',
but he kept dissuading me to watch it.
And after awhile, without much effort, he said okay let's watch it! :D
So nice of him, everytime he gives in to me, i won't feel like watching already because i think he's really nice to give in to me and i want to be nice too! HAHAHA

I miss Mr Sim :(
if he was around, maybe things would be better.

I miss SG22 :(
All the fun and laughter...

Okay i'm going to practise piano! BYE:D

#715.

OH MAN. Totally sucky when yuan's birthday is on the day before my audition.

I was researching for ideas on what to do on his birthday, and most of them were like 'not so fun' if we ended at 10pm kind of thing.

And i have to think of smth that is really fun even if it was during the day!

Thankfully yingling helped me out and we now have a rough idea on what to do on that day! So excitedddddddddddd! :D:D:D

So yesterday after school, we went to Changi Airport to meet wanjing and the rest for dinner. We went there and saw ALOT of people there, but we didn't know who they were welcoming. So i randomly asked some girls and they said it was Shinee.

We then went up to Pasta De Waraku and ordered our dinner.
Blah blah blah, so because some of them went to welcome them, we waited for them and watched from upstairs.

It was quite comical la. We were like having fun and all.

Reached home really late and yuan reached home even later.


It's nice to see yuan getting along well with my friends. :)


i miss yuan :(

#714.

I was in the bus this morning and i looked at the advertisements in the bus. It says " These Adorable Children Will Bring Joy And Happiness To You." There are like 5 pictures of babies there, but they don't look very appealing to me! It's like they don't look happy la!

HAHAAHHAHAH oh! And there was this guy with a cool phone! Okay maybe not so cool, but cool enough to let me stare at it for like 5 minutes.

Anyways, school was boring. Don't even want to talk about it.

But i think my boyfriend's really cool. I enjoy gazing at him, look at him do stuffs. I think he's really handsome. :)

Weilun says he's going into NS next thursday! SO FAST!
I think he's really nice too. :)

Today after school, something happened to patri and she was so angry she cried.
I even told her: for me to cry in anger, i have to be REALLY REALLY angry.

And it happened.

I got so mad that i cried.

But yuan was really sweet to me and it makes me love him even more than before, and i never want to let him go.

Everytime i got angry with something, i'd walk very quickly and always leave him behind. I don't talk and i just frown and pout. Sometimes if i'm really angry i would even scream and shout out all my unhappiness to him even if i wasn't angry with him.
But he'd just let me scream, he'd let me walk quickly, he wouldn't stop me, instead he'd speed up and walk right beside me.
Everytime i cried in front of him, he'd hug me and it tells me that i shouldn't be upset anymore because i've got him.
I'm really really thankful that he's always there for me.

Everyone thinks i'm lucky that i have him as my boyfriend. I think i'm lucky too.

This afternoon, weilun talked about the 3 brothers. Though he made it really comical, his three brothers are Loss, Regret and Cherish.
I've learnt alot from that '3 brothers' and i WILL cherish yuan.

Today we've brought our relationship to a further step. :)

I love him and i'm NEVER EVER gonna pretend i don't know him.
Because he's the person i love the most.

#713.

So disappointing.

Everytime i dress up and am on my way out,excited and full of anticipation, i end up staying at home not knowing what to do.
I'm so sick of these disappointments.

everytime you disappoint me, i always don't want to expect anything more. But you always give me this kind of hope, and it makes me excited and all, but you end up disappointing me again.

It's like carrying me up to the sky, then pushing me back down to the ground.

Hard and painful.

#712.

Orientation starts tomorrow, I CAN'T WAIT FOR IT TO BE OVER.

I'm in OG18 and yuan's taking OG19!

Patri said smth that i thought was seriously funny!

P: You go to his class next door, ask the girls 'this korkor very handsome hor?' Then when they say yes, you say 'fuck you he's mine!'

HAHAHAAHAHHAHA the way she said it was REALLY REALLY funny.

Okay i gotta go meet yuan now for dinner! i should have blogged earlier so that i could update what happened yesterday, last night and today!
AHAHAHHAAH


Okay i miss patri! I hope we end up in the same class! :D:D:D
And i hope yuan becomes my OGL!
Okay only a half of me hopes for that. HAHAHAA

BYE BYE BYE!

#711.

Yihe's waiting for yuan :(
He's taking such a long timeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :(

Many things going through my head,
but i can't find the right words to express it, here or to anyone else.

But life sucks and i have to find a better life.

MUST MAKE IT!

#710.

Daddy, renny and ryan left for Langkawi this afternoon for some sailing competition and training.
I miss them :(

I know this is really bad, but sometimes i feel i love my brother more than my sister. And when i miss him more than her, i feel bad towards her. I wonder if other people who have two siblings experience such cases too...

Today while i was on the bus, i overheard two sec1 kids talking about whether they should go to a JC or a poly. One of them then began to do the comparison.
Okay i should not be eavesdropping but they spoke quite loudly. HAHA

Anyways i then thought to myself, WOW. i only considered a jc like ... after i got back the o lvl results! Oh well, but RANDOM ONLY.

Okay anyways, i then went to northpoint to meet sang and rach chua, and we saw MR POON!

We then bet that he would surely talk about that, and HE DID!

Oh and he even told me, he'd be sitting in during the audition on the 20th of march!
OMGOMGOMG
everytime i see him i feel like laughing out loud!
HOW TO PLAY AND EVERYTHING IN FRONT OF HIM WITHOUT LAUGHING?!??!

Yuan waited for me today because he ended earlier than me,
we wanted to have dinner together initially, but because of his math test tomorrow (today), we've postponed it to wednesday!
Instead, we walked around to get finger food and we bought bread from four leaves, and my favourite kueh from bangawan solo!

Today was a simple day, we didn't spend much time together,
but i'm contented. Because 1 minute of joy with him, is way better than an hour of sadness.
I'm looking forward to seeing him again :)

No one knows how much i love this guy.
I'd do anything for this guy.


P.S. I MUST GET INTO LA SALLE/NAFA!

#709.

People may think these teeth are ugly and hard to kiss,
but trust me, i think it's the nicest set of teeth and it is not hard to kiss at all.
HEH HEH HEH.

Though i always grumble about how little time he has for me and all,
i know he loves me more than anyone else :)

So i'm going back to the 'happy girl' he knew in the past and be happy,
not going to get myself upset over things that is not worth being sad about,
and i'm going to enjoy my life to the fullest because i have a great boyfriend to share my life with.

So to all losers who want me unhappy and dead,
BYE BYE, you've lost.

I'm going to be a happy girl again, and this time i'll open my eyes and make the right friends, and know who is genuinely nice and who's not.


Happy 9th Month Anniversary, BOTAK CHEEKY ROUND PHUA ZHEN YUAN,
I LOVE YOUUUUUU! :):):):):)

#708.

I just looked at the pictures in my HJMF folder to remind myself of the great boyfriend i have.
I must appreciate what i have.
I must not take this relationship for granted.
I must treasure it.
I must not make things worse for the one i love.

Okay tomorrow i'm going to enjoy my day with him to pay back what we've lost over the week!

We will survive 2010!


Today my period came and tomorrow we're going kite flying and picnic-ing!
But i'm not goint to let the period get me down!

I'm going to sleep now because my eyes are tired from the lack of sleep, straining and crying.


Everything's worth it as long as i've got you.

I love you, yuan. :)

#707.

Tomorrow Never Comes - Norma Cormett Marek

If I knew this would be the last time I would watch you sleep,
I would hug you tighter. I would plead with the Lord to protect you.
If I knew this would be the last time I saw you walk out the door,
I would hug and kiss you and call you back to hug and kiss you one more time.

If I knew this would be the last time I would hear your voice in prayer,
I would record every gesture, every look, every smile, every one of your words,
So that I could listen to it later, day after day.

If I knew this would be the last time,
I would spend an extra minute or two to tell you, "I love you," instead of assuming you already knew it.

If I knew this would be our last time, our last moment,
I would be by your side, spending the day with you instead of thinking,
"Well, I'm sure other opportunities will come, so I can let this day go by."

Of course there will be a day to revise things,
And we would have a second chance to do things right.
Oh, of course there will be another day for us to say, "I love you."
And certainly there will be another chance to tell each other, "Can I help with anything?"
But in my case, there isn't one!
I don't have you here with me, and today is the last day we have—our farewell.
Therefore I would like to say how much I love you,
And I hope you never forget it.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old.
Today might be your last chance to hold tight to the hand of the one you love and show all you feel.

If you are waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today?
Because if tomorrow never comes, you certainly will regret for the rest of your life

Not having spent some extra time for a smile, a conversation, a hug, a kiss,
Because you were too busy to give that person what ended up being their last wish.

Then hug tight today the one you love, your friends, your family, and whisper in their ears how much you love them and want them close to you.
Use your time to say,
"I'm sorry,"
"Please,"
"Forgive me,"
"Thank you,"
Or even,
"That was nothing,"
"It's all right,"

Because if tomorrow never comes, you will not have to regret today.
The past doesn't come back, and the future might not come!

#706.

Life's being an ass and so many things around me just keeps rubbing into it.
FML.


Today i woke up at 5.30am for NOTHING,
and then i went to piano lesson at around 9.
Was kind of tired and cranky because it was raining and it seemed to be getting in my mood.
I then went home to have lunch with chia mary,
took a shower and went to school to watch FRIENDS with YL and wait for them.

Done-ed, nothing else to say.

I had an enjoyable and a crazy laughing dinner today at Ion Orchard's BK.

'Friends' is now the thing that entertains me, and make me happy.

#705.

THIS IS THE BIRTHDAY CARD I MADE FOR HOCKHAO!
(inspired by peggy!)
Oh and it's sticker because my pens which could write on black paper was all with yuan.
and then i realised i was short on an 'A'. So i pasted the smiley there. HEH HEH.



Oh and this, i did this with that totally cool software. Still very fascinated by it.
HAHAHAHAHA

Today is stay home day.
Even though yuan asked me to go to school to look for him and i really want to because i miss him a hell load, BUT i have piano lesson tomorrow morning!
SHOULD I MEET HIM SHOULD I MEET HIM SHOULD I MEET HIM?!

#704.

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

I'm done with my 9th month present and now i just have to print it.
The most important person who needs to tell me if he likes it alrdy told me!

So to erdie, WHO SAYS HE WON'T LIKE IT BECAUSE IT'S SO PINKISH!
HE LIKES IT OKAYYYYYYYY!

HAHAHAAH

Okay i'm really tired and sleepy after downloading a few more episodes of Friends and talking to both yuan and yingling.

Yingling is a good friend!
YAY, we can be good friends like Monica and Phoebe!
YAY I LIKE PHOEBE!

If only the whole world watches Friends. How nice!

#703.

IT'S WEDNESDAY!!!

I've spent my time on music and friends, and even hock's birthday card, i have no idea how i should do yuan's card now!

I NEED IDEASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

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Okay i'm back! I've done this 'scrapbook' thingy!
I like it, so i may just print this for him!

Make a Smilebox scrapbook

PLEASE GIMME YOUR COMMENTS ON IT OKAY!
:D

#702.

"Everyone has friends & fiends. You just gotta know who falls into which category."
-Ronald Leong

I MISS RONALD! :(

#701.

I MISS BOTAK CHEEKY PENIS ROUND!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

He's having his Math test right now, he can do it! (Because i have been encouraging him and giving him moral support since .... Saturday!) heh heh, and also because i don't want gail to box him! HAHA

Should i write the letter or type it out on an email?

Oh today's CHIA MARY'S 80th BIRTHDAY!
HAPPPYYYYYYYY BIRTHDAYYYYYYY GRANNY! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥



PICTURES FROM THE BIRTHDAY DINNER ON SUNDAY NIGHT! :)






(Is it just me? I think i can see my tan mark!)

Okay i'm going back to watch FRIENDS :)
oh and i need to practise piano!

#699.

Yesterday i went to Ritz Carlton with family to celebrate granny's 80th birthday! :D
Didn't take much pictures though, (i'm not a camera person anyways).

Anyways it was a good dinner :)

Today i went to meet hockhao early in the morning ( i insisted he meet me because it's his birthday today and i made him a card over the weekend.)
So i met him and then we had breakfast, and i realised I DIDN'T BRING THE CARD OUT OF HOME!

Omg i'm such a stupid person. I'm beginning to accept brandon's nickname, sotong. (After 4 years HAHAHA)

So anyways i went to school after that, went to talk to mrs szetoh :)
And then we watched abit of 'Friends' and i watched ep12 of Da lang! :D
It's abit funny to see the 'senior' get kind of crazy in the show. He looked like he was going to have a nervous breakdown, i couldn't help laughing. HAAHHAHHHA!
And then sang and i watched 'Friends' again, TOW The Fake Monica, and just at the most impt part where Monica introduced herself as Monana, my laptop hibernated! ZOMGGGGGG

And i had yu pian mi fen with yuan! :) :) :) :) :)

OHOHOHOHOH! MY BOYFRIEND SHAVED HIS HEAD! now he really looks like his junior jingyuan. I saw jingyuan with no hair but i couldn't imagine yuan with it! Now i can! HAHAHAHA

we have been happy :) real happy :) :)

#698.

*(!&*$^Y%(!(%&^!*%!

my mom closed my 'friends' window and i have to buffer it again! URGHHHHHHHHH

Off to watch friends!
:D

I like phoebe :D

#697.

Ultimately, you win. Really, I admit defeat if that’s what you want me to do. But just know that you’ve disgusted me so much. Disgust would be an understatement. To think that someone of your maturity level would actually have said something like this. I won’t be surprised if nothing goes your way in the future because you are simply an empty vessel. A pampered empty vessel who thinks that the world revolves around you and your principles. So go on, act like this. It didn’t bother me a single bit. Rather, it made me have new found respect for myself.

The next time you want to come up with a lie, please come up with a more convincing one.
I feel so insulted when i know that your intelligence is only of this level.

I don't know why i even bother 'dedicating' a post to you.

I'm gonna work VERY hard to get into one of the two schools so that i can leave this school.

You know what's the biggest mistake i've made?
It's telling people "Hey she's nice! She's not that bitchy as you all make her sound." for 9 months.
I'm so glad i have three months to tell people "HEY I WAS WRONG. SHE'S REALLY A BITCH."

I've NEVER EVER seen a person who is so irrational and biased and egoistic.
I'm glad you're not a man if not you might end up not getting married.

Only the smart people will like you because you'll be very nice to them.
I hope one day they become stupid so that they get you see the way you change your expression REALLY REALLY quickly. I'm so impressed by the way you could do it, seriously.
That's probably the only thing i think you can do it perfectly nicely.

Thank you for letting me see your ugly side. I now think that i'm really a nice person and i have hope in this society because i'm a better person than you are.

I hope to throw my success at your face one day. It's my new found goal.
I'm sure this isn't the end, there will be a chance for me to throw it right at your bitchy face.

Well, do not be happy if people sides you and disagrees with me,
because it only shows that they are pretending to like you.
You have to feel sad because no one likes you genuinely.

See, another point to tell you that i have found even more respect for myself.

Really, thank you very much.
:)

#696.

8x23 TOW Rachel has a baby

HAHHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHH!

#695.

Our dear friend Yingling drew this.
And she made me look like Janice from Friends! :(

Anyways i'm more free to blog now because the gossips' over and i'm not talking on the phone,
OH yuan told me smth last night.
(Can't stand him!)

We were on the school topic again...

Me: Ain't you afraid that i might meet someone better at the other school and then leave you for him?
Yuan: Nah i'm not scared.
Me: Wow, you have so much trust in me??
Yuan: I have trust in my own looks! I think i'm the most handsome guy and you'll never leave me for someone else la!

Luckily he was just kidding!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Okay i wanna watch friends again. BYE!

#694.

I'm going crazy over janice. Srsly she's DAMN FUNNY!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH!

Today i spent my day at home!

Playing with my wall mural (which is not done)
and watching friends :D

Today, i overslept and forgot to wake yuan up.
I even forgot to wake up to go to school to celebrate apple's birthday!
SORRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

Now i'm having fun online with yingling!
She's a damn idiotic person. HAHAHHAHAHA

Okay i'm damn busy now, watching friends, blogging, fb-ing and talking on the phone with yuan! HAHHAHAHA BYE!

#693.

Today, i realised that i seem to have become the 'talk of the town(school)'.
Many many people (whom i don't know) knows that i'm leaving for La Salle / NAFA!

Anyways, i went to La Salle and NAFA today to hand in my certificates and blah blah.
My audition is coming in 2 months! *GASPS*

I then went to school to help out, it's open house!
I had fun :)

Anyways, yuan and i have been talking about me going to another school.
We're going to get through 2010 and hold hands together to welcome 2011. :)

Yuan said: Everyone seem to know that you're leaving! I have to pretend that i'll be sad la!
(THAT IDIOT.)
And i said: You can always just tell them that you won't miss me! HAHAHA

AIYA this thing is like totally random, i don't know why i'm blogging about this. (I'm just bored)

OH and i'm getting hooked on FRIENDS.

I was watching it with yingling and sang just now, we were like crazy people laughing out loud!

I even got so excited i called nithya!

R: HEY do you know janice?
N: janice? No... why?
R: I'll tell you something, i bet you know her! Here goes...
HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA
N: OMG! HAHAHAHHAH I KNOW HER!
R: NO IT'S NOT OMG, it's OHHHHHH MYYYYY GODDDDDDDDDDD!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA! I laughed till i cried!



LISTEN TO THE OHHHHHH MYYYYYYY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD AND THE HA HA HA HA HA HA HA PART!
OMG i'm still LOL-ing everytime i hear her say it! HAHAHA

Yingling, yuan and i had dinner together just now.
We were talking about the funny parts in friends, and gossiping,
telling yuan how girls think and blah blah blah.
I bet he got freaked out.

Okay tomorrow i'm going to school to celebrate apple's birthday! :D
i hope she'll come to school!

Okay i'm going back to watch friends! :D
Should i help yuan with his articles? Hmmm...

#692.

Today continued to be a terrible day.
The rain and everything dampened my mood even further.

Today is really a crappy day.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR 13/1/10 TO COME!

#691.

Today started out quite badly.

I'm going to Ms Kang's place to get the referral letter she wrote for me,
and then i'm going to school to look for yuan.

Hopefully the day will turn out better.


We originally agreed to meet to walk to school together tomorrow morning,
but because of i have to go down to la salle and nafa tomorrow,
i cannot do so tomorrow :(

I hope i'll be in school in time for the choir stuff.

#690.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Yuan: I'm sleepy...
Me: Don't be! I dont know if i should tell you to sleep or press on.
Yuan: No point staying awake! the work won't be good.
Me: You have to get used to sleeping less! This is JC!
Yuan: But if i sleep less i won't grow taller!
Me: It's okay! I'll still love you!
Yuan: But then you wont be able to wear heels...
Me: For you, i'm fine with pumps :)
Yuan: How nice, you encourage me and play bejeweled! :(
Me: You know i don't mean it that way...
Yuan: i know la, just joking only la!
Me: So you're okay?
Yuan: yeah, i'll try to do some work now.

HAHAHAHAHA

yuan is really cute {♥}

I really hope he'll press on and manage to finish some work.
Though my heart hurts to see him sleeping so late and waking up so early.
I really wish i could be there to help him..

But my boyfriend's the strongest man on earth! (besides my dad)
He'll pull through and do his family and me proud! :)

#689.

Today i went to school to meet yuan, caught up with my sg friends.(they're really funny!) :D

I then went for choir practice, was quite boring before gladys and alicia came. Then it got more fun when mr poon came.
He called me stupid because i applied for la salle and YES! he's most likely gonna teach me if i get into la salle!
When he said that, i LOL-ed and he gave me the 'WHAT?!' face. he then went on to say how good he was and he then said: If you're really gonna be under me, i'll insult you to death! Every year during the teacher's review, my students call me a bitch but they all love me :) i know :)

LOL, actually i like him! Life would be so interesting and boring-less and its gonna be damn fun!

So after choir i went dinner-ing with yuan, we were on the bus having fun with aidil, he started bitching about 'her' and then after he went off to sleep, for awhile yuan kept saying 'act cute! act cute!' and i suddenly laughed out loud!
Why?
HAHAHHAHHAA because... I felt my cheekbones for within me. He then LOL-ed with me and i started to do the thing he doesnt like me to do! he says i look ugly when i do that! HAHAHA

OH and my SG friends. Epic.

yuan & me: Woah look at yingling, walking on the track as if she's cat-walking!
Yingling: I'M DYYYYYIIINNNNGGGGGGGGGGG!
Everyone: Laugh out loud.

Shying brings out a hairband with rabbit ears,

SY: Nithya wear it again for me!
N: NO! (but then she wore it)
SY: HAHAHA! A black rabbit with white ears!

SY: Very cute right?! They sell all kind of ears! Rabbit ears, dog ears, bird ears, all kinds!
Me: Why didnt peggy get the bird one for you? Its kind of weird seeing a bird with rabbit ears...
Yuan: Birds DONT have ears.
Everyone: Laugh out even louder.

Okay i'm going to try my luck with bejeweled (again)
while yuan try to finish his work.

I'M GIVING HIM MORAL SUPPORT OKAYYYYYYYYYYY!

#688.

I see many people's facebook status as: I don't wanna go school tomorrow!

You have absolutely no idea how much i'd love to be in school!
HAHA, shocking?
I strongly believe if i had advanced, i'd be one of the many people.

Today i woke up at 6 to wake yuan up.
Couldn't fall asleep after that.
Was feeling quite lousy, but his message cheered me up.
Actually it was the way he said it that made me laugh.
(Super cute i tell you)
HAHAHAHAHA

Anyways today i expected myself to feel terrible.
But i have to learn to deal with it.
Now it's only 2 weeks, when i really withdraw from yj,
it would be 5 months!

It's nice to know that yuan misses me and feels weird that i'm not with him :)
I can't wait for school to start so that i can go to school with him together, eat lunch together, go home together, etc..

Da lang is interesting again! :D

After watching i'm going to practise piano!

And then i'm going to school for choir,
YAY, i can see yuan again! :D :D

#687.

My uncle likes to ask me: Where's Ah Dom?
Ah Dom is my cousin but they think yuan looks like him,
so they call yuan Ah Dom.

Yuan hates it! HAHAHAH
And today he asked again.

Actually, he asks everytime he sees me.
HAHAHA.

I'M HUNGRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

#686.

DIED :( :( :(

But it's okay, there'll be more to come! HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHA

#685.

School is starting tomorrow for yuan and the rest.

Feels funny that he has to wake up early while i don't,
we don't meet at the bus stops, don't see each other in school,
even though i'm still going back to school and all...

I'm glad he's taking the A levels this year.
We'll have more freedom next year onwards! :D

Time flies.
Very quickly he'll be graduating!
I like that :)



Piano practices have been fruitful and useful :)
I've gotten the touch back :)

Jude's coming back on the 25th, YAY, PRESENTS! :D:D
(that day happens to be our 9th month anniversary!)

Speaking of which..
what should i do for yuan?

#684.

Today yuan went to school for ogl training.
He came to my house after lunch,
we were happy. :)

He pulled me to dance the couple dance with him (god knows why he became like this)
and we danced twice, i was short of breath by the end of the dance la.
HAHAHA

He was really really nice, piggybacked me, carried me,
OH!

he pulled me by the legs just now, i pretended to have hurt my back.
I managed to fool him! :D :D :D
He said he got freaked out.
Damn, i missed the look on his face! HAHAHAHAHAHA!

We watched tv with Chia Mary.
Everything that happened today was nice and funny :)
Gives me a fuzzy feeling inside me.
I wish it'd last forever.


Anyways,
I REALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW SOME PEOPLE CAN GET 550000 FOR BEJEWELED IN ONE MINUTE!
Porky pig did it and he was laughing at me because i couldn't.
I end up always trying to beat him (or at least get a score close to his)
He's the top in my list la can! Super good, i suspect he spends his time in the office playing instead of working!

OH and yknow what, i like to try to eliminate yellow because i don't like the yellow diamond, and my favourite is the red one! :D HAHAHAHA RANDOM.

Tired, gonna wait for his call and SLEEP! :D

GOODNIGHT.


i don't like copycats :(
(not going to hate this year, HAHAHA)

#683.

Tonight (this morning) is crappy.
I can't sleep again.
Things never go well for long.

Anyways i got back my supp paper results.
Just as expected, i didn't make it.
Aiya, but i didn't study wad. So why am i feeling upset?
Upset because ultimately i'm really going to leave yuan.

Not talking about yuan,
I've been unhappy about orientation.
It has been my dream since day 1 in yj.
Ah, i should stop thinking about it because it's making me hyperventilate and feel unhappy.

Mom applied me in NAFA today, and i applied to La Salle in the evening.
Things are going very quickly,
very soon yuan's A levels would be over,
he'd be going to NS, and then by then hopefully i'd gotten my degree.
And hopefully by then we'd still be together.
I wonder when that time comes, would we still be staying strong, holding hands?

#682.

Mother cat kept licking her kittens, hoping that it would revive its kittens.
The kittens’ bodies were abused and bruised to death.
They were covered with bullet holes and blood all over.
One of the kittens had its neck tied with a rope and elongated, its chest cut open, heart exposed, while the other three kittens’ heads were stepped on.

So sad! :(
I bet yuan will get angry when he sees this.
He loves cats more than he loves me. hahah
But it's really sad :( :( :(

#681.

Today yuan and i went to La Salle to enquire about some stuff and walked around the school.

He was very very impressed with the carpet grass walkway (or whatever that is la) HAHA

Enjoyed myself today :) OH and i found out that if i got into la salle, mr poon might become my teacher! OMG that would be damn cool! :D
HAHAHA

Before that yuan brought me to have good chicken rice at liang seah street.
He bought me kangkong too! <3

So we walked around and went to this huge 7-eleven that reminds me of hongkong's 7-eleven! They sell food in there like beehoon, rice, i dunno what la. and they even have a place for people to eat there! i thought it was cool (because i didn't see that in s'pore before..), SUA GU right! HAHAHA!

So anyways we walked around bugis for awhile before going home.
Mom wanted me to apply today but i still haven't got prepared yetttttt!

It's midnight already. I promised yuan to sleep at 12 but it's 12.45am already!



We wanted to capture an image of us in La salle, but my camera had no battery and i forgot i had a spare battery! HAHA

#680.

BE HAPPY! BE HAPPY! BE HAPPY! BE HAPPY! BE HAPPY! BE HAPPY!

I think he doesnt like me.
He's like finding fault with me.
yuan got pissed off at him.

Maybe ... in front of me he's trying to be helpful,
but at the back, he stabs me hard.
Maybe, who knows right?

This morning i woke up early, left home almost immediately to yuan's chalet,
brought slippers for him and then we went to his house to get his shoes.
Okay sounds stupid. But anyways we then went to school for the ogl training.

Danced the mass dance with yinxian then did the learning part with him :):)

Aiya also dunno what to blog about.
BORING.

but anyways i'm really tired.
we both are really tired.
kaiyun patricia yvonne should be tired too.
HAHAHA

OKAY GOODNIGHT.

#679.

Not very excited over episode 11 of da lang.
It's becoming very draggy and i don't feel like waiting for next monday to come.
Even though one part of the show made me tear just now...

Anyways i was watching the 8pm show on channel 8,
the christopher lee one, idiot one, made me cry! :(

Looking back at the past 2 years, nothing could make me cry.
No shows, no movies, no song, nothing.
Okay maybe if i was being accused for something then i would la,
but AIYA, you know what i mean la. HAHAHA

i wish yuan was with me when i watched the show.
i very much wanted to hug him, hug my family.

Today after supp paper, i had lunch with yvonne and patri.
I then went to look for yuan. (He's got a bad haircut, HAHAHA)
Went to his house to watch 50 minutes of da lang,
and then went to downtown east just to show him how to get to his chalet -.-

Anyways i then went home, watched tv and blah blah,
so here i am.

Actually, i really don't like it when you say you'll try.
Makes me think that you're just pleasing me.

#678.

I've spent my day (unwisely) again.

Yuan called me out to watch CHAW but i rejected him
because this guy hasn't done ANY work since the holidays.
I wonder how much he's done today...

Yuan told me that i'd be embarrassing myself if i blogged about it,
but here it is.

On new year's day, while we were on our way to Ion Orchard, i saw this guy that looked REALLY REALLY REALLY like brandon! Till now i still think they look freaking alike!
And i waved at him! OMG, it was so embarrassing when it turned out to be someone else!
I still couldnt believe it, i went to text brandon! (forgetting that he always calls me a sotong.)

Ah but anyways, totally random.

Today I spent my day practising piano and watching high school musical 3.
I know i may sound childish but i still like their songs.
HAHAHA

Okay i'm going to bed now!
I don't know why i'm taking the supp papers when i already gave up on them.
All because of orientation.

La Salle, i must make it. :)

BYE :D

#677.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

The start of 2010 wasn't as bad as i thought.
Yuan came back just in before 12 midnight :)
HE RUSHED BACK TO SPOREEE! :D :D

So yesterday i met up with ms kang (my piano teacher) for lunch,
went over to her new teaching place at farrer park,
and met yuan at city square mall.
AND HE BOUGHT ME A SUNFLOWER!! :D



We were then going to watch CHAW (like finally),
but mom suddenly called and asked us to meet her at tampines.
Auntie flo bought tickets to Bodyguards and Assassins.

So we all (my family, my mom's sister's family, my mom's brother and wife) went to Ion Orchard to get dinner and i bought my second and third pair of pumps :)
We then walked over to Shaw House to watch the show!
I was freezinggggggggggggggg inside man.

The movie was not bad, quite sad.
When the people died one by one, felt like crying,
but only until the last part, i really cried. :(

Yuan then rushed to take the last train home.
Slept almost immediately, (i slept only at 6am for the past 2 nights!)
And Viola, i only woke up at 2pm today.
HAHAHA.

Gonna practise piano hard for these 4 months,
it's time i spend some time with my piano, so TATA!

:D


thank you yuan :)