#808.

THE TWO MOST IMPORTANT MEN IN MY LIFE. :)



So yesterday, we celebrated Dad's Chubby's and Aunt Flo's birthday together at aunt flo's condo function room. Left home to meet Guodong to pass him his cookies, then went to pick godpa and family up because justin had golf lessons. Spent about an hour at the golf course before heading to aunt flo's home. The kids went swimming and shortly after that dad mom and i went to meet yuan at City Square Mall. We had yoghurt (alot of them) and then we headed back. They were still swimming and playing with their water guns, suddenly yuan started playing with them!! At first ryan wasn't sure if he could play with yuan, but then dad encouraged him!! So yuan VS justin and ryan, he obviously lost!! He got all drenched and cold! HAHA it was really funny to see them play :p

We sneaked out to take a stroll, but we stopped at the pool because we saw a really cute cat! First time i let a cat rub itself on my naked skin (As in i'm not wearing jeans or smth) HAHAHA.



After that was dinner, yuan was such a dear (as usual). Helped me to peel prawns, even though he himself ate the prawns with the shells even though he knows he's allergic! I'm so gonna peel the prawns for him in future so that i make sure he doesn't eat them together! :)

After that we just slacked around, took photos, cut the cake and stuff, laughed around and then Er Ge and his gf sent yuan home :)

Can't really remember much details, but i'm glad dad liked his present!! :D

#807.

This card made me feel v touched. And smth creepy, we wrote nearly the same stuff for each other. Writing our full names and thanking each other for the same things, etc! Nearly the same!!!

Today i went to school to deliver cookies, went down to town with yuan and yingling. We had fun, i bought two dresses and three belts! :D

Tired ttm.

#806.

Today's a bad day. _|_

#805.

Today is the 25th again, and it's the 13th 25th i've spent with yuan :)



Do you have the feeling of bliss when you work till late to come up with a gift for your loved ones, you have no time to call/text him, but it doesnt matter cause he's also busy doing something for you?
I felt the feeling last night. We both made a card for each other till 1am, waited for each other before falling asleep together (on our own beds la!) HAHAHHAA

Yuan's phone batt is dead, and he's prolly on the way to my house. He's gonna bring me out YAY!! :D
Can't wait to see what card he did for me, shall take a picture of it!! :)
And the picture above is the BIG card i made for him. I like it! :p

#804.

So what have i been doing?


Mr Poon's birthday present :)

Studying with yuan always ends up like this. Yuan even wrote smth cheesy for me. Literally. HAHAHAHA


Yesterday i went to Wild Wild Wet with my family. Yuan was supposed to come but he couldn't come in the end. His ticket is still in my bag! :(


My siblings have muscles and all. But i'm all skin and bones (and fats). Yuan ordered me to do sit ups at home! So far how many done? ZERO. ;)

So today yuan came over to my place to make up for not turning up yesterday! He came over while i was still sleeping!! So we went to lunch with my family, funny moments and after that he hung around before going to AMK to meet his friends. I love all the times we spend together! He saw his card on my table but he refused to take it or open it. He wants it only on tuesday when he comes to meet me! 25th is our month-sary and it's Tuesday! Every Tuesday is pure indulgence day at haagen dazs!! :D We had haagen dazs last tues, this tues i wanna have frolick yoghurt!! (See why i need to do sit ups?) Tuesday is our 'dating day'. HAHHAHAHAAHA

Daddy's birthday is approaching. Starting from yesterday i've been working on the scrapbook present for him! It's tiring and it requires alot of patience! But i completed it (halfway), now i need to get photos printed and i can get it done by the day of the party!! (Yuan's invited too, i hope he can come!) :D

K he's online!!! :D BYE!

#803.

Mr Poon: Very nice. Thanks. ;)
Me: Hahahha mr poon sasy the cookies very nice! :)
Yuan: Woah! For him to say that, it should really mean that it's good :)
Me: Yeah i thought of that!! :D i happy leh. It means more than you saying it is nice! Hahhahahaahahhahahahahah
Yuan: I know.
Me: Aiyo.. Don't like that leh.. You know i don't mean it that way right?
Yuan: Aiyo.. Don't like that leh.. You know i don't mean it that way right? Hahaha. Exactly what i want to reply you

DO YOU BELIEVE?? IT'S EXACTLY THE SAME!!!! HAHAHAHAAH HARD TO BELIEVE! We always have instances where we say the same things at the same time, or when we do smth alr expected by the other party, but this time it's exactly the same words!! Even the dot dot all the same!!! HAAHHAHAHAHAH

Just when i thought i could take a short break from the baking, I got like new orders and ALOT of them! Mom says thinking of it makes her scared, i said thinking of it makes me tired and wanna sleep!!! HAHAHAHAAHA
So sorry to yuan, cause i wouldn't be free to go out with him on friday! He asked me out to eat laksa with him. HAHAHHHA!
Okay not so lame as it thinks la, laksa because we wanna reminisce the past!! :)
But i have to bake and bake and bake :(

I always have weird dreams.
There was a day i told shiying i dreamt that she was murdered! And today i told nithya and jiali i dreamt that they stayed over at my place to watch Friends! K a nicer dream. HAHAHAHA
And i also dreamt that i had huge red spots on my body because i baked too much (-.-) and i sat outside Wild Wild Wet for the doctor to come and clear my red spots before i went in to suntan!! SO LAME! HAHAHAHAHAH!!!

K so yuan replied me and he said,
Hahaha! I meant just nice la, your msg was sth like what i would reply. I was kidding
Me: Idiot!!!
Yuan: Can't believe you went to check. Hahaha.
Me: Hahahhahhhhaahahahahahha what's wrong?!?!?!?! Cannot check meh!!!!!!!!!!!
Yuan: Who's the idiot now? Haha!
Me: Don't friend you alr :(
Yuan: Don't worry la, i won't tell the world what you did :)

SO MEAN RIGHT THIS BOYFRIEND!!!!!!
HAHAHHAHAHHHAH

I have a really really retarded boyfriend. Today we were walking to the interchange when we smelt soyabean, so we went downstairs to buy. And while walking the same way the second time, (with the soya bean drink in his hand) he said: i feel like buying soya bean. Let's go! That was exactly what he said before that -.-
HAHAHAHHAA k i think i'm crazy. It's as if only i understand what i just typed.

K i'm going to sleep! Work at Chongzheng Primary tomorrow! :)
Hope to get cute kids like that time when i was at Rosyth with yuan! :)
BYE!!!

#802.

Today i had an enjoyable day with yuan :)

Woke up and went to Phoon Huat with dad and mom, mom and i then went to see bro's teacher. After that we went home, baked cookies (i only baked one batch) and i went to prepare to meet yuan.

We went to Haagen Dazs cause porky pig said there was some free cone thingy, but i got scammed by him!! We ended up buying 3 scoops and we got a complimentary scoop cause members get special treatment on tuesdays!!!! :D We wanted to dine in and we'd have 30% discount but then we decided not to. So yuan chose rum raisin and mango with passionfruit, while i chose strawberry (as usual) and Mac Nut. I wanted two scoops of strawberry! But yuan didn't want :(

So anyway his rum raisin were like melty and its alcoholic smell overpowered my poor strawberry icecream :( He even ate the icecream with the mac nut cookies i baked him!! HAHAHAHA

We then walked around, went to Popular to buy stuffs and bought quite a number of pens! Two pens he bought cause he liked it and one pen is like totally redundant! We bought it because it looked "Different" and "Special", compared to the others. Shall take a photo of it one day!! HAHAHAHHA. Sis was damn fascinated when we showed her! Same, we were damn fascinated when we discovered it. Actually no big deal la, we just liked it alot. HEHHHEHHHEH

We then walked around, went to Fairprice to get baking paper, and we headed to my place for dinner! Mom ate with us and the conversations were damn funny.
We then hung out at my place till around 9 before he went home!

I really enjoyed today :) even though i'm damn tired now!

K anyway i bought a book to write all my reflections from the cookie baking business, and i'm gonna start on it now while waiting for yuan! BYE!! :D

#801.

Just finished baking and there are new orders. Tomorrow i gotta head down to Phoon Huat (again) to buy more containers.

Today i completed mr poon's birthday present. I baked him cookies, just that it's a different kind of jar. Hope he likes it!! :)

I feel so tired. And lazy. Today i haven't spoken to yuan. He said he'd call me when he gets home cause his phone battery went flat but he haven't called me since. :(

I feel like buying a nice notebook to write my reflections for my cookie business!! :D

#800.

HI TODAY IS MONDAY AND I HAVE TO START BAKING AGAIN.

I got a few jobs now, which is like what i did with yuan during the march holidays, i'm going to primary schools to be a coach, but this time not with yuan, with my mom. And we've calculated, i'll prolly earn about 800 bucks but i have to give it to the family, only gonna have 100 bucks from there :(

So i'll still be broke when i go out shopping even though i've worked. SUCKS!

K i better sell more cookies, cause the profit from the cookie making is mine!

Today i gonna work hard and sell cookies, BYE!!

#799.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR POON!!!!! :D

K today i told mom i don't wanna bake because i wanna pack my room, it's near evening but i haven't really packed yet!!! :(

I'm GONNA GO NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!

I'll update more when i finish packing my room!!!
BYE:D

#798.

Yesterday yuan and I had an argument. It lasted for about half an hour before we decided to take a shower and cool down. So we hung up, and less than half a minute later he called me back. He said loads of stuff that made me cry. Not because he said something that upsetted me, but i was really touched by what he said.

Today is more baking again.
I have been going to Phoon Huat nearly everyday.
Today i finally succeeded with the new oven! YAY :D

Heading to Ikea soon to get more photo frames!!! :)
And meeting guodong to pass him his cookies, and meeting auntie for dinner!

Hopefully yuan can come over tomorrow!

And mom asked us out to go to Wild Wild Wet together, she got some free tickets to the family day or smth like this.
Told yuan about it and he said: But i shy leh. HAHAHHAAHHHA!!
Cute ttm!

K so bye.

#797.

So yesterday yuan and i went to catch The Back Up Plan,
it was a happy day spent with him.
I hope we'll spend more happy days together even though i know he's too busy!!

We rushed out of school to buy tickets, and went to grab a bite at the foodcourt. And he left my blazer at the dessert counter. (By the way their dessert suck!!!)
HAHAHAHAHAHA

So later we're going to collect it back, and i have more cookie orders.
I hope i can do some tomorrow so i don't have to finish them today cause i wanna go to AMK with yuan!!!!!

I'm glad i have yuan whenever i feel unhappy.
It's funny that he feels more sadness when something unhappy happens to me!
But when we part, i start to feel the sadness and disappointment.
But life is such, i have to think positive, and tell myself i still have great friends around and i have a loving family and a wonderful boyfriend!
:)

And a big thank you to those who praised my cookies. I never knew it was that nice. I don't know if it's me or everyone's like this, but i really dislike eating something i bake. Even if it's nice. HAHAHAHHAHA!

And i love my brother. CUTE TTM!
K my sister isn't as cute but she has her funny side which i love too.
HAHHAHAHHA

K now i'm going to bake again :(

#796.

What should you do, if the people you thought were 'Friends' do not treat you as their friends anymore?
Meeting up once a month to catch up, staying in contact all the way till 10 years later when we all are teachers, plan to get into the same school to teach in the same school?
When you thought this could really be the real friends that would stick together for the next decade, you find out that they have already turned their backs against you and treated others as their friends, planning about what they should say, thinking twice about how to answer a simple question like 'do you have cca later?', choosing only somethings to say, how should you react? How would you react?

How would you react, if this is the friend you call up crying when you quarrel with your boyfriend, if this is the friend you talk to about anything and everything under the sun, this is the friend whom you pass messages with in class, laugh over everything, and if this is the friend whom you hang out the most with, you go to a favourite toilet everyday like a routine?

How would you react if you realise your two best friends signal to each other, quickly change a topic when you come, look at each other with messages in their eye contact whenever you say something? How would you react if you realise all these are happening because you have been away from them for only a week or so?

How would you react if you realised that this friendship you thought could last for a decade, was actually so fragile and gone within a week?

#795.

Do you remember the nights
We'd stay up just laughing
Smiling for hours
At anything
Remember the nights
We drove around crazy in love

When the lights go out
We'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be a dream

I love you, that's why.

#794.

So, i'm not as understanding as i thought i already was.

Today i made a mistake.
I feel so guilty over that mistake i made.

Yuan said: Daryl wants one $5 one.
Me: Ok:)
Yuan: I want you, the priceless one.

:')

i really can't figure out why he knows the right time to give me assurance. :')

#793.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO MY WONDERFUL AND AWESOME MOM, MY SUPER AWESOME GRANNYs, and all the moms on earth!!!!!!! :)

#792.

Me: I remember grandmother would bring me to the minimart and buy me those jellies whenever we went to her place!
Mom: Yeah and she always buy you pocky pocky! Everytime when we go on a Sunday, you'd fall sick on the following Monday! You're the only child like that! Super weak!
Me: Yeah, and yeye(grandfather) always scolded you for not letting me eat stuff!

HAHAHAHHAHAHA

I then remembered yuan telling me i'm physically weak.
(HOW TRUE)

Today i woke up early, we went to MOE to get the agreement signed, and we went to have duck rice for lunch. After that i went to Phoon Huat to get more containers and we went home to put the stuff down. Dad then sent me to Tampines Mall before sending auntie home.

My intention: Go to the toilet, print photos, and check out the ovens at Courts and Best while waiting for mom to join me and while waiting for yuan and boonhao.
But after i went to the toilet, i realised my phone was missing!!!!
I then went home to get my phone, (luckily it was at home) and went back to tampines mall! IN THE HOT AND HUMID WEATHER!!!!!!

So i went to develop some photos for Mother's Day, went to take a look at the ovens and we went to Popular to buy stuffs. Yuan then came to look for me and we went to grab a bite.
And after that, WE WENT TO BUY AN OVEN!!!
Like seriously! I didn't expect myself to get an oven today la!!!

Went home and started baking. Wasted about 2 trays of dough while trying to find the right time and right temperature. Super demoralised!!! :( And i still haven't found the right temp yet.
I gave up and went back to my old oven.
Gonna try to finish baking tomorrow, if not on Monday!! :D
I hope i get new orders!! :)

K so that's about it.

Yuan's a sweet boyfriend. :)

#791.

Today is a boring day.

Went marketing with my family in the morning, went down to phoon huat to get more containers and went home to bake cookies.

BORING! :(

I'm getting sick of the cookie smell alr!!! HAHAHA

Tomorrow i'm going to MOE to sign the agreement and after that i have to go to phoon huat to get MORE containers and bake more cookies!!!!!
Yuan said he'd be coming over to accompany me and study at the same time. :)

RACHAEL IS A HAPPY GIRL CAUSE SHE GOT QUITE A NUMBER OF ORDERS ALREADY!!! :D

K i'm going to pack my stuff and go to bed!
Should i wear heels?

I HOPE MY DRESS GETS DRY BY TOMORROW MORNING!!!!!!!!!

#790.

Today we did a mini birthday party for my little sister.
Okay not so little after all, it's her 13th birthday. HAHA

Woke up in the morning, went out with dad and mom to do some stuff, we then went to phoon huat and bought lots of ingredients! Mom wants me to start a mini business, she wants me to bake cookies and then we'll sell to earn some pocket money!! :D sounds exciting and i hope we get some returns so that i can persuade her to buy me an oven!!!! :D

Oh yes, maybe i should add an oven in one of my plans! :)

So we went to collect the birthday cake from Bakerzin after that, went home and prepared the food and all.

Yuan came over after school ended :)

It's been 2 days since i last saw him but he looked so different when i opened the door for him! Missed him to the max!!

K so that's about all. :D

#789.

So i've been spending my time shopping, sleeping, watching Friends...

Also gonna be a relief teacher so i hope the teachers fall sick quickly so i got something to do!!! :D

Spent alot over these two days and I MISS YUAN A HELL LOAD!

But i'm glad everything's fine, except he's lonelier and busier :(

YAY i hope i can see him this sat!! :)

#788.

Today is 'Mom-Is-Angry' Day.

Went over to yishun to meet yuan after he handed up some stuff (because i left home alot later than him!). Was supposed to go into school with him!!
We went for breakfast together, and headed back to his home cause his brother was at home!

So hung out there for quite awhile, left at around 4. Yuan's mom was in a bad mood, so there were so many awkward moments! :(

OH we went to feed the cat today!! :D 'Wang en fu yi'! :( Eat the food alr then just walk away. :(

We then headed to tampines with the intention of going to my godpa's house to play with the two kids, but they were going out to town, so we met up with them and headed to town together!!

Wasn't as fun as i expected cause it was their first time meeting yuan and they were shy!!!
They were less shy after that but we had to rush home :(

Went home and met mom on the way home. She was in a bad mood too. But things turned out fine. I love my family :) So cuteeeee

I was on the phone with yuan earlier,
and yuan was going on and on about not meeting me to go to school together and not going home together.
He insisted on calling me up in the morning to go school with him!

Thinking about it, he's been meeting up with me to go to school ever since orientation ended last year! That's for more than a year!!!

Okay i know this moron would miss me :)
Today we made a promise to each other. I know we'll stand by it till the end. :)

K i'm going to bed! I promised him to wake him up tomorrow morning! I hope i do wake up :)
GOODNIGHT!!

#787.

We still have a long way to go.

Few days back, i wrote this on FB: Something tells me we will go far ♥
But i lost the assurance over these two days.

But as i read the archives in my blog, i remembered all the happy days spent together. The last happy day wasn't too long ago. How could i forget that and still got so unhappy over the trival stuff?

Everything feels so wrong.

Yesterday was officially my last day of school and everything felt so wrong.
Going to a new school in july feels like a dream.
I can't visualise myself going there everyday!

I've 'booked' yuan on the 25th july already! HAHAHA damn fast but that day happens to be the first weekend after i start school and it's the 25th!!
HAHA

I miss yuan.
I hope to see him tomorrow or monday.

Mom said: Hurry go look for job and earn some pocket money la. Shun bian help me find also. HAHAHAHAHAHA
Super lazy!!! She's resigned for a month and she's still slacking at home! Getting herself busy with those sailing stuff... *Waste Of Time*

Okay i'm going to accompany my sister and watch teevee!!! BYE :D