#347.

rachael's slacking at home now!

HAHAHA.
someone tell me,
what use is there to go to school today,
when i have to leave at 12,
and will not have any papers for the three hours,
no lessons also,
and i just have to waste 3 hours of my life?
lol.

anyway,
im still contemplating whether i should wear school uni to the interview later..

so much for trying to pull your grades up,
so much for trying to help you.
i've got this urge to wash my hands off you.
i dont think i deserve this,
and of all people, her.

OH WOW.

you know, i know that you dun like me.
i know that you've been waiting for opportunities to shoot us down.
and sometimes you do get opportunities.
but dont forget,
i get these opportunities too.
lemme warn you,
if you dare talk rubbish in front of my student,
i promise you,
i wont let you off like that.

and who do you think you are?
you're just some extra they call for the sake of calling.
you think you're really that popular?
you think everyone really likes you as it appears to be?
come on,
i dont believe you cannot sense it.

but then again,
you're NOBODY to me.
you die or what, none of my business.
anyway,
no point getting pissed off over you.
i dont give a shyt about you, seriously.

im more of concerned about my own student.
rather than someone like you.
what a waste of time, loser.

i think if you still wanna play tricks with me,
i seriously advise you to stop wasting your time.

till then,

"Loyal and efficient work in a great cause, even though it may not be immediately recognized, ultimately bears fruit."
-Jawaharlal Nehru

#346.

before the interview. i think i look like some ..... HAHA.
these two pictures were taken while studying. WHAT HAVE I BEEN DOING!!

PUSSY AND I!. HAHHAHAHA.
ISKANDAR! I WANT THAT CAP MAN! lOl.

leroybum. HAHAHA. it's the TALLIE and the SHORTIE.
fyi, IM the tallie, and He's the shortie. WHAAHAHA!

#345.

TODAY'S HISTORY PAPER,
OMFG.

you should have seen afeeq, gabriel, leonard and pussy's faces.
HAHHHAHA!
everything i studied,
never come out.
LUCKY i never listen to pussy.
he said study fall of communism.
LUCKY i never!
otherwise,
waste of effort.
but whatever the case,
WHY COLD WAR NEVER COME OUT!!!
WHY NATO NEVER COME OUT?!

damn upset man.
oh btw,
NATO stands for North Atlantic Treaty Organisation.
MsJu and us calls it; No Action Talk Only.
LOL!

th hist period and break,
i got damn high with afeeq.
HAHAH!

anyway,
the interview was crap la.
not as grilled as gab's,
but i stammered at some places.
omgomg.
before going in can really feel my heart at my throat sia.

anyway,
back track to yesterday,
IM SO PLEASED WITH THE SS PAPER!
every chapter i studied, CAME OUT!
and pussy got some cold from dunno where,
in the end afeeq and i got it too
cuz we were sitting beside him during exam!
after that went to central,
saw varian shafiq, afeeq and pussy.
chatted for a while,
and afeeq became horny.
pussy got high too.
walao,
now i start to wonder what kind of friends i have.
HAHAHA!

and then he's like still sick.
so i helped him with the hist revision,
but was too tired.
and i sacrificed the last three episodes of tang xin feng bao okay!
and i'll be watching it tonight.
WAHAHA.

tmr gonna rush again.
gonna rush th paper 1 for pussy,
and rush to SP.
omgomgomg.

sigh,
tired.
will post pictures i think.
LOL.

"A mind troubled by doubt cannot focus on the course to victory."
-Arthur Golden

#344.

OMFG!
SS later is definitely screwed up man.

ytd studied until like 4 plus,
fell asleep,
and when i woke up,
i joined dad&mum to watch tang xin feng bao.
watch until left 3 episodes,
and i watched all the way till 11pm!

but im not that bad,
at least i wasnt asleep the entire day.
unlike PUSSY,
he slept throughout from 4 to like 10 plus.
what an idiottt. :D

today,
not in time to buy sweets.
dammit la.
later exam sure feel like sleeping.

AND WHAT AM I DOING?!
IM SUPPOSED TO BE STUDYING!!



went on hunger strike on sat night.
and i so regretted it man.
lasted only with gastric pain the entire night,
and i lost like 2kg from 2 meals.
COOL HUH!
hahahaha.

pictures sent to me from leroy aldy,
will post when i use the comp at home.

till then,

"In the hopes of reaching the moon men fail to see the flowers that blossom at their feet."
-Albert Schweitzer

#343.

my saviour when i was chiong-ing mr seet's essay at midnight. :D
SEE THIS HANDSOME TUTOR OF MINE! :DDDDD
eugene and the rest did this to us during self study. LOL
eileen calls this DO RE MI. HAHA!
okay, we were rebelling during PE. never change to pe attire, summore enjoying mushroom soup.
i look unglam,
syafiq look retarded. HAHAHA!
and what the hell is michael doing?


my chem teacher, AKA grace low, CANNOT DRIVE. slanted one.
see this terrorist. his name's PUSSY. HAHAH.
and that redbull cap cost 69 bucks? for one sticker. like LMAO.
eugene's bro. EFFING CUTE I TELL YOU.
look cool hor. i like this pic. HAHHA.
look at how pathetic this is. my hand's so small compared to pussy.

PUSSY! HAHAHAH, so cute man.

the new hip hop girl in pasir ris. HAHAHHA!

camwhoring with pussy's phone. LOL.





okay, more pictures after i get it from leroy,
and when i find the time.
TATA! :)

#342.

OMGOMGOMGOMG!

pussy passed his kinematics test!!!
i was SOOOOOOO damn freaking happy la!
imagine you teach someone (who cant even break a diagram into triangles and rectangles) for 2 hours,
and he gets 10 upon 16 for the test the next morning.
OMFG.

the sense of achievement and satisfaction is REALLY good.
even he's happy.
and what he said is true,
i didnt fail. :))))))

anyway,
ytd's amaths sucked.
i really got lost man.
im soooo disappointed in myself.

and,
today was tuition with mr seet and ms neo.
i soooo love them ok.
:DDD
i think i'll do well man.
i dun wanna fail them.
10am to 12nn,
tuition at mac.
12 to 1,
lunch at mac.
1-5,
tuition for pussy at mac.
i practically spent the entire day there.
after that,
we walked out of mac,
saw this shoe shop,
on great offer.
jing and i then decided,
one whole week not gonna eat,
next sat come back and buy.
HAHAH!

then walk walk abit,
after that the three of us sent her home.
we WALKED to her house,
and almost walked back to tampines.
lucky never. LOL!

isk and pussy then sent me home.
thanks ah. HAHHA.

and then here i am,
slacking.
later gotta chiong ss aldy.
:(((((((((((((((

im like
panicking over the interview.
oh and that reminded me.
LEONARD'S cute man.
he like SOOOO EMO la.
everytime he sees me,
th first thing he'd say is, "WHY NEVER CRITICISE MY DRAFT?!"
LMAO.

okay,
gonna update some of the pictures taken today,
while the rest are in leroy's phone.
and then,
CHIONG SS!!
toodles! :)

"Courage is what it takes to stand up and speak; courage is also what it takes to sit down and listen."
-Winston Churchill

#341.

DEEP SHIT!

gab and the rest think im lucky.
mum says it's everyone.

i dunno la.
i just dun wanna screw it up.

and
im sooooo gonna make pussy pass his kinematics test tmr!
LOL!

today's macromolecule test kinda suck.

and it's 3 more days to prep!
omfg omfg omfg.


"Running away will never make you free."
-Kenny Loggins

#340.

OMFG!

why banking and financial services?!
i want accountancy!
i want law and management!

sigh.
so sian.
now i keep researching on risk management.
HAHAHA.

omfg.
now im shortlisted for sp's music technology interview!
DAMMIT!!!!!

#339.

Check this out:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pasir_Ris_Crest

poor shafie. LOL.

anyway,
kudos to mr seet man.
he's gonna help me with my speech.
:DDDDDDDDDD

#338.

RACHAEL IS DAMN HAPPY!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

i missed NP's call twice!
i nearly died man.
and then i was so anxious until i forgot i unsubscribed voicemail.
LOL.

but lucky they called the third time.
interview's next week,
and same day as hist paper.
LOL!

yeah man,
i got picture with mr seet!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

"Always laugh when you can. It is cheap medicine."
-Lord Byron

#337.

I've just made myself BUSY.

im gonna keep myself busy with different teachers on different days,
to improve on everything,
and get myself hooked off this damn comp.

that's my goal for the next 2months.

prep is next week.
and i think im dying.
i havent started on revision,
and right after i blog,
i have to do the compre for clara,
and the essay for mr seet!

oh yes,
tmr's mr seet's and the rest's last day!
:((((((((((((((((((

and mr seet has kindly agreed to teach us on saturday mornings!
so thats it for this week,
i gonna study and mug!

go go go!

omg,
im high-ing again.

oh yes!
im SUPER HELPFUL TODAY,
god knows why.
LOL.

"Books, like friends, should be few and well chosen."
-Samuel Paterson

#336.

EMO!

damn sad la.
ytd mr siow said,
"Is it just me? or have you really deproved?"
"you could do ANY question under the sun.
where's your standard now?"

i admit,
i seemed to have lost the touch.
and im desperately looking for that 'touch'.
but i dont seem to be able to see even a glimpse of it.

WHERE'S IT!!!
damn la.
im feeling damn upset now.
okay,
im gonna get out of this room,
and do maths.
afterall mr seet's coming up.
:DD

"Our doubts are traitors, and make us lose the good we oft might win, by fearing to attempt."
-William Shakespeare

#335.

changed blogskin,
and wonder why?

I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED MY TEMPLATE.
and didnt save it.
omfg,
i was soooo mad at myself,
i could swallow a cow man.

and im soooo not happy with this la.
see that empty space on top?
i dun know how to get rid of it man.

and i've lost some links i think.
so
if the link is wrong or not there,
please tag me!

okay, after i finish this episode of fated to love you,
i'll work on amaths and ss. :D

school tomorrow,
OH YEAH!
mr seet and his kakia are leaving in one week!
:(((((((((((((((((

okay,
im so gonna go back to my show.
toodles! :D

"What does not destroy me makes me stronger."
-Friedrich Nietzsche

#334.

f*cked up.

#333.

this was taken like starting of june la. LOL
aFeeq! :DDDDDDD
jinhwee took this when i was chiong-ing summary homework. hahah.
I SOLVED THIS RUBIX CUBE!!!! (claps)
idiotic varian. no wonder ihe's my sister! HAHHAH.
while slacking. shafiq did it most naturally man.
pussy not too bad either. HAHHAHA.
see what i mean? he cant stop. i couldnt stop laughing either.

sigh. that finger again. SHAFIQ IDIOT LA!
this was taken cuz the two guys were fighting over the seat. LOLOL!
omfg. this yougurt is damn fantastic. mine look nicer right!

peach yogurt! (loves loves!)
this girl dreams and eat at the same time. HAHAHA.

#332.

initially wanted to post the pics.
serious.

but i've lost all moods.

i'll do it soon i guess.
when i find the mood.

amaths suck man.

#331.

TIRED!

these few days dunno why,
get easily pissed off.
and get easily high.
LOL!

ask wc eileen and wanjing.
they've seen me going DAMN high.

oh yes.
it started on wed.
when playing hide and seek with the P.
LOL!
shafiq and erdie are the cutest man.
omfg.
that pussy. :DDD

anyway,
mr siow told me today,
he feel that i seemed to have lost touch.
and i think so too.
it's time i do some extensive maths revision man.
my a1 MUST be there man.
sigh.

ytd mr seet told me,
they're leaving next week.
;((((((((((((((((((((((((((
LOL,
we'll miss them man.

aiya,
i dun know what to blog about man.
too much things has happened.
and im feeling so pissed off.
i may post some pictures jinhwee and the rest took.
lol.

"Heaven has no rage like love to hatred turned, Nor hell a fury like a woman scorned."
-William Congreve

#330.

OMFG, I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE HAS OR DOES THE SAME THINGS AS ME!
i feel so pissed, and i feel so !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway,
yes, im in the library again. HAHA.

i just had ss,
and i forgot to bring textbook.
standard, stand outside class.
BUT
JU and the class took the chance and suan me man.
!#$^%&*!&%
it was fun though.
in the they had to do some group work,
and i'm the judge.
when they present tmr.
LOL!
free lunch today! HAHAHAHAH.

oh yeah!
today there'll be ice cream!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

haha,
today mr seet drove here.
so we can get free ride again! :))))))))
but i'll definitely remember not to drop my darling pencil in there again!
HAHAHA.

omfg,
im freaking hungry man.
LOL.

"As I grow to understand life less and less, I learn to love it more and more."
-Jules Renard

#329.

"Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together."
-Anonymous

I GOT MY NEW PHONE!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

the speakers are damn chio la.
super big and loud.
OMFG.
hahahahaha.

anyway, havent been blogging.
1) NO TIME.
2) NO COMP. ( mummy wants me to stop)

but apparently,
i dont have to heart to hibernate this blog.
LOL.
hence im here in school, BLOGGING!

yes.
my dream came true.
on monday,
mr seet really told me he found my pencil!!
omfg. i was freaking happy,
my LC got hope aldy.
since i have my darling pencil back with me.
BUT HE DIDNT BRING IT ON MONDAY!
pftbh.

anyway,
stayed in school to do the DPA thingy,
and th teachers thought that i did a great job.
impressive, they said.
except this idiotic guy,
keep on sun me.
LOL.

and then ytd.
during english,
we took back our worksheet,
and hock + isk's worksheets were stapled with mine.
on top of all our worksheets, there was this big big COPY?? on the worksheet.
like OMFG.
freaking pissed off man.
I DIDNT COPY MY WORK,
and on monday still SUAN me like dunno what.
i swear i was angry until i couldnt breathe man.
i then made isk tell her who copied whose,
and made her cancel that COPY word.
omg, i was damn damn angry la.
then went for ju's class,
she looked at me and laughed.
then said, ' dun angry, later very fast old'.
LOLOL!
after that i really laughed man.

then amaths lesson,
BIG FIGHT.
over that damn date thing.
i tried not to get involved,
but IT'S REALLY PISSING AND SADDENING TO KNOW
what kind of selfish classmates you have.
say we troublesome,
but she's the one who is selfish and refuse to compromise.

MAY I KNOW,
WHAT IS WRONG WITH PUTTING THAT DAMN PAPER ON THE LAST DAY OF PREP EXAM?
it's not even the last day la.
after that still got prelims, practicals, and the big O's!
i swear,
if they really put in on the 29th,
im so not gonna give a damn to the amaths paper.
i'll do well for my history man.
$%*&^(&*&*(%#*&^$^!&*%^

omfg,
for the sake of this damn blog,
i've forsaken meeting mr seet.
HAHAHHAHA.
damn.
i should go up soon. HAHAHHAHA.

it's wednesday flu again,
I'M STUCK WITH FLU AGAIN!
:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

"The heart was made to be broken."
-Oscar Wilde

#328.

#327.

宇宙洪荒那时候
第一句爱是谁说出口
当时的他 如何形容
对方 听懂不懂

开天辟地了以后
第一对恋人什么结果
洞穴湖泊 日升月落
他们 爱了多久

如果我们那时就相遇
会不会爱得比较放心

也许分离 还没被发明
来折磨爱情

一千次轮回都不错过
一万里相随都不放手
在每个尽头 再约好碰头
再睁开眼 就认出你我

一千次轮回足不足够
一万里漂泊又算什么
这人海辽阔 爱总被蹉跎
总该留一篇传说

我会尽我全力 抵抗时间的侵袭
不停的爱你

一千次轮回都不错过
一万里相随都不放手
在每个尽头 再约好碰头
再睁开眼 就认出你我

一千次轮回足不足够
一万里漂泊又算什么
这人海辽阔 爱总被蹉跎
总该留一篇传说

还好我有你
幸好你有我
一起写一篇传说

#326.

拥有了再失去，比没有拥有更痛苦。

i wish i've never known you.
at least my life wouldnt be in this great shit.
i wish we remained as years ago.
so i wont even feel like dying.

for the past two hours,
i've been thinking about what to write for the dpa application.
of course with some distractions here and there,
i havent completed.
like this damn blogger.
haha.

anyway,
im damn sick and tired of these fighting.
i so hope i'll get isolated for the world,
and so i wont know what's going on out there.

i've lost all trust.
i dont know when someone will build that trust back.
but im totally turned off now.










some kind fellow, please save me.









"Age does not protect you from love. But love, to some extent, protects you from age."
-Jeanne Moreau

#325.

I SUDDENLY MISS GOODWOOD PARK HOTEL'S DURIAN PUFF!

#324.

just want to run
Just want to hide away
Close my eyes to your gaze
Just want to leave
Don’t want to hear them say
“You’re no good at this”

When the world swirls with naysayers
Broken wings and torn pages
The road ahead
Drowning in my tears

Break me open
Tear me down
Into pieces
Broken crumbs
On the ground
You can mould and shape me
In your image
Breathe your life
You know I need it
Scars make us stronger for life

Losing myself
Gaining it back again
Forging strength from weakness
All that I am
All that I’m meant to be
Melting in your hand

Let the world swirl with naysayers
Pickled hearts and sour faces
What is real is what I cannot see

Cut away
All within me
That won’t bear fruit
Cut away
All within me

Scars make us stronger for life


was feeling bored,
changed my blogskin back to the old one,
for like 2minutes,
heard this song again.
many memories returned.
):




你最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
你最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
爱我却不能给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福

happened to hear this song again,
and i still love th lyrics la. LOL

#323.

SPECIAL THANK YOU TO MRS NEO!
for helping me get the FSI tee!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

speaking of fencing,
ytd i went to NP,
and th vice-president of NP fencing approached me.
jing and hock sabo-ed me,
go tell him i was from fencing.

he went to get a foil, and asked me to fence.
LOL LAME SHIT!
i was wearing heels la!
but when i held the foil,
lots of memories returned to me.
good, and bad as well.
i missed the grip.
and this guy is crap,
he told me if i join,
i'll be the vice president. -.-

it's unlikely that i'll enter NP,
since i've decided to do what i originally intended to do.

but anyway,
im still contemplating whether to go back to PRC fencing.
all the teachers are gone,
leaving mrs neo alone.
and there's this new teacher in charge,
omfg. i so dont like him la.
how i wish it was that tallie! HAHAHA.
coach told me to go back,
and he'll give me free training lessons.
LOL, gimmicks aplenty.

seriously,
i dont wanna go back and face some of these people.
they made me stop fencing,
if i ever return,
i dont wanna have anything to do with them man!

oh yea!
ideal boyf's cousin is in fencing!
whats his name again?
cant remember.
i think he told me his cousin's name like 3 times aldy.
LOL.


FSI is held at NTU,
and i all the while stupidly thought NTU was at buona vista.
mr seet told me NUS is at buona vista,
NTU at boon lay.
ytd when the train went past buona vista,
I SAW NTU.
i then sms-ed him, and suan-ed him.
LOL, but in the end i got it back.
cuz that is not the campus.
only the alumni building.
LOL!
so paiseh la.
but whether buona vista or boon lay,
too lazy to go down.

OH YEAH!
:(((((((((((((((((((((((((
my pencil's lost for good.
mr seet only managed to find a purple pen,
which dont belong to me.
:(((((((((((((((((((((((((
i seriously hope he didnt search thoroughly enough.
i hope he'll tell me on monday,
I FOUND YOUR PENCIL!
but that's unlikely to happen,
BOOOOOO HOOOOOOO!

im seriously bored.
bored until im blogging nonsense.
lol.

#322.

BORED BORED BORED.


what am i waiting for?
i dont know.

just now at tuition,
did pure physics,
cuz i ran out of questions to do for the normal tys.
STRUGGLED,
and lucky i had a chance to copy out the notes for fission and fusion.
LOL.

ah yes.
i've gotten the answer for that relative velocity question,
which everyone in the office is trying. (i heard from mr seet)
HAHA.

the answer behind was 64.3,
but i got 64.4.
so we were kinda unsure.
then i pressed the calculator again,
using all the long long values,
and i got 64.3!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD


LMAO,
edwin just told me,
he didnt answer my call cuz he was sleeping on the bus!
and i think i gave him like 5+ miss calls!
OMG. hahahah.

"An optimist may see a light where there is none, but why must the pessimist always run to blow it out?"
-Michel De Saint-Pierre

#321.

happened to see this at peijie's blog. :D

#320.

okay, VERY SORRY FOR THE PREVIOUS POST.

anyway,
went to NP just now.
had alot of fun man.

but still had to deal with some disappointment.

anyway,
i just reached home like 11.25pm.
went to tuition after going to NP,
and before that cancelled mrs' class.
she kp-ed me,
and it added to my pissing off.

anywy,
i find mr soooo much better.
at least he still advises me on the career prospects.
after listening to him,
i've decided.
i wont think about all other stuff,
concentrate on music,
and do full time music.

anyway,
im supposed to watch the midnight movie screening now,
called ICE RAIN.

but my eyes are shutting, so i'll just try. :D

im confused.
im baffled.

"The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams."
-Eleanor Roosevelt

#319.

F*CKED UP!







i hate it when my classmates are f*cking selfish.
i hate it when no one seems to understand me.
i hate it
i hate it
i hate it!

ARGH F*CK MAN!

why cant you people understand that history and amaths on the same day is f*cking heavy!
why cant you people just compromise!
just because you have no papers on that day,
you only think about yourself!
HOW F*CKING SELFISH!
imagine if we put the paper on the same day as your geog paper!
HOW WILL YOU FEEL?
f*cked up as well right?

well,
you dun wanna budge,
we dun wanna budge either.
if you cannot accept the fact that the majority has chosen the 6th,
then f*ck off!

and fyi,
majority is referring to more than half the class!
9/16 IS THE MAJORITY!
not 7/16!

and EVEN IF the majority choses the 29th,
WHY CANT I GRUMBLE?!
im just grumbling, with ABSOLUTELY NO INTENTION TO REBEL OR WHAT!

there's simply no need to wait for the rest to come back,
it's SHOWN
tht the majority wants the 6th.
ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS TO TELL THEM!
not LET THEM REBEL!
if we can compromise,
WHY CANT YOU?!










argh.
im still pissed off.

i wish you could be here to talk to me.

#318.

ALERT!

RETARDED PICTURES BELOW!










this is how i'll look like if i go for botox. LOLOL




when my drink had no straw, and i was too lazy to get another one.









my tortoise back (bag). LOL.
in case its not obvious,
i was in th air.
proving to hock that tortoises can jump. LOL!

#317.

LOSS FOR WORDS.

too many things had happened,
i dun know where to start.

my oral ytd was screwed up.
dunno why, but caught a flu in the morning,
and it went all the way until tuition.
couldnt stop sneezing,
and kept having runny nose.
it was really bad until varian couldnt even make out what i was saying.
but the consoling part is that the passage was !#$%^& easy.
no difficult words at all, (or maybe it's my cleverness.) HAHAHAH.

school today,
FUN.
morning we asked seet if he was going for the run,
he said the 21km one.
we were like *faints*.
then he wanted to ask when the closing date was,
wong came in aldy.
so he quickly 'escaped'. LOL

ju's cute, really cute.
she whacked my head, and told me to stop vaining. HAHA.

dnt, slacked at the library,
looked for interesting books,
vexed over the stupid relative velocity.
lucky i solved it, or im soooo gonna hate myself. HAHA.
so anyway,
break time was really funny.
we all got really horny,
then dunno why talk about botox,
then i did that 'constantly shocked' look,
and said i must live with that 'constantly shocked' look for the rest of the day.
it was really funny,
then hock slapped me! :O
i chased him up, and nearly fell off the stairs.
i laughed really really loud and funny (wanjing said)
and ppl downstairs looked up to see what the commotion was about.
HAHAHA.

and amaths lesson,
we had this test.
omfg, soooooo tough la.
i didnt bring my brain i think,
cuz before that was mt period, and it was free for all,
so we did relative velocity,
and i was cracking my brain over that question,
even during the test.
got really sleepy and slept.
anyway the test is screwed up,
like yesterday's test.
i cant even remember what we were tested on.
log or indices, dunno la.
HAHA.

lunch break,
i solved the question! part a, b, c. the next part after that,
stuck till now.

maths period,
cannot go home.
so had to stay at the library.
saw ms cheong.
she was like, why keep bumping into you? LOL
then mr seet brought his kakia up as well.
spent some time fretting over that idiotic question,
then ms neo gave up and started joking with us.
there came a part where eugene said we must do maths for leisure,
we broke out into evil laughter,
and mr seet sort of found out who we were referring to.
i guess these teachers do know what's going on.
HAHA.

and then i found out,
reverse psychology works for him too.
LOL

after school,
ate the usual mango ice cream,
then we saw mr seet driving out.
so he offered us a lift.
omg,
so impressing.
he has car, career, cash, credit, condo (we guessed)
haahha.
what a waste huh, wanjing. HAHA

then went to central,
and i found out my pencil was missing!
OMFG.
i hope it's in his car,
cuz i just bought that damn pencil
and im loving it la.
HAHA.

okay,
THANK YOU to eugene,
for helping me with the DPA thing.
LOL.

sigh.
decisions, decisions, DECISIONS!! x(

oh yes,
alvin goh's losing to mr seet!
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.

i miss you. ):

"There is little difference in people, but that little difference makes a big difference. That little difference is attitude. The big difference is whether it is positive or negative."
-W. Clement Stone

#316.

SIGH.

im having this SUPER DUPER BIG HEADACHE.
kns kns kns!

i think i laughed too much today with eugene, afeeq, erdie and varian.
LOL.

anyway,
today's maths period was fun.
we managed to find out the problem with the PNC question.
that DAMN question that bugged me for the entire weekend!
pftbh.
then we gossiped about teachers,
asked about JC life,
and even seed's personal life!
hahahaha.

and that bio teacher who looks REALLY LIKE cass,
we've this common habit,
we love to buy shoes.
so we've agreed to call each other out to buy shoes.
LOLOL.
i think seed and hock is like throughly grossed out!
HAHA.

anyway,
i wanna do uni maths!
so i think i'll take h2 maths private or something,
since im not going to go jc.
I HATE GP! HAHA.

and hock thinks he's li bai.
hahaha.
he created a poem,
which goes like this:
qu bu xi,
xiang pusni.
ran hou hui jia wan pussy.
like WTH MAN.

so pervertic.
to even put it up!
HAHA.
but i wanna put it up for th sake of him,
HOR? HAHA.

okay,
im sooooo gonna rest or sth.
oh!
today's the last episode for the 10pm show!
omfgomfgomfg!
HAHA.
toodles! (:

"Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get, it's what you are expected to give - which is everything."
-Anonymous

#315.

闭上眼就仿佛回到昨天
手微微出汗的错觉
一瞬间我看穿你的笑脸
藏不住的爱期待冒险
纸飞机投进心里面
只担心你没有发现
指头绕头发一圈一圈
写着我的思念

现在你是否和我一样
懒懒对天空胡思乱想
穿上云朵系上阳光
爱让我们飞翔
我猜现在你一定也想
轻轻画我在你的心上
在你心里真重要
分分秒秒不顾一切去想

闭上眼就仿佛回到昨天
手微微出汗的错觉
一瞬间我看穿你的笑脸
藏不住的爱期待冒险
纸飞机投进心里面
只担心你没有发现
指头绕头发一圈一圈
写着我的思念

现在你是否和我一样
懒懒对天空胡思乱想
穿上云朵系上阳光
爱让我们飞翔
我猜现在你一定也想
轻轻画我在你的心上
在你心里真重要
分分秒秒不顾一切去想

现在你是否和我一样
懒懒对天空胡思乱想
穿上云朵系上阳光
爱让我们飞翔
我猜现在你一定也想
轻轻画我在你的心上
在你心里真重要
分分秒秒不顾一切去想

heard this song again when my mp3 was on shuffle mode.
and i still think it's nice.
LOL.

#314.

went to th hospital to visit limlee,
and she was put on drip for 24hours.
she kept complaining hungry,
and erickor purposely talk about ya kun kaya toast,
loy kee chicken rice, fish porridge, omfg.
we all heard it, and we could feel hungry.
what about the person who hasnt been eating!
that's why erickor is damn evil.
HAHA.

ah yes.
i've decided to go for the safra bay run.

after looking at this,
I'VE DECIDED TO GO!
HAHA.
i hope wanjing decides to go man.

!!!!!!!!!
i must MUST MUST continue with my amaths man!
omgomgomgomg.

"Facts are stubborn things; and whatever may be our wishes, our inclinations or the dictates of our passion, they cannot alter the state of facts and evidence."
-John Adams

#313.

MY NUFFNANG CAN WORK AGAIN!

was updating my organiser earlier on,
and while marking the dates for o's,
i realised my time is up!
and plus seet's 'motivational' talk that day,
omfg.
im dead meat.

but i wasnt that worried for that.
i then put in dates to see the siows,
i realised myself missing them!
omg.
i dun know why,
but it's kinda like...
not used to not going for tuition.
i love them la~

hahahaha.
had spaghetti just now,
still it aint better that the time jun and i cooked!
LOL.
and erickor told us limlee jie was warded to hospital
for rejecting food.
she had food poisoning too,
and i find myself so lucky.
lucky that mine's not that serious,
but lucky for her,
she knows who loves her.
LOL.

i wish i had that too.
LOLOLOLOLOLOL.

i soooo feel like running tmr.
HOCK! let's go run tmr!!!!
LOL.

should i go for th safra bay run?
should i go for th red camp?
omgomgomg.
i hate decisions.

"Kindness in words creates confidence. Kindness in thinking creates profoundness. Kindness in giving creates love."
-Lao Tse

#312.

!@#$%^&*$%^&**&^%$$%(*&^!@#*%(^&#$*@!&!

What's WRONG WITH NUFFNANG!

someone tell me it's just me,
or all of you are experiencing this!
WHAT FORBIDDEN SERVER KNN!

omfg.
im effing pissed now.

im soooo gonna go back to my amaths binomial.

!@#!@#(&%*$@*^!*@^%$*#^$#)@*$@%^^$%&@^%!

#311.

爱的意义广泛，亲情之爱，友谊之爱，男女之爱，人与人之间互动的爱。
一个美好世界应充满著爱，然而爱的其中又掺杂著嫉妒、猜忌、多疑，许多不美好成分也都由爱引起。
尤其是男女之间的爱，倘若任何一方不爱另一方，相信绝下会产生嫉妒、猜忌、多疑的情绪；但若深爱对方，若是有人多看他或她一眼，多跟他或她说一句话，都会萌起嫉妒、猜疑、多疑。
所以奉劝热恋中的男女朋友，当我们面对爱时，一定要放宽心胸，才能将爱推至完美无缺的境界，假如每一个人都能像花莲慈济证严法师一样，将小爱化为大爱，相信这世上就会没有猜忌、嫉妒和多疑了。
但说归说，许多人都做不到，我也不例外，小爱都处理不好，又怎能将小爱化为大爱？充其量我也只能做到关爱。　　
爱一个人是痛苦，被爱的人是幸福。　　
这是不变的定律！
当爱上一个人，就会毫不思索地为他付出一切，甚至牺牲生命也在所下惜。　　被爱的人，则能享受无微下至的呵护。　　
再笨的人都知道要做一个被爱的人，我自认不笨，可是偏偏没遇到可以让我享受无微下至呵护的男人。　　
然而，拥有无微不至呵护的人，又往往下会珍惜，甚至恣意妄为地消磨这份难得的爱。　　
爱呀，本令人猜不透！

chanced upon this on eileen's blog!
damn cool i tell u. :D

#310.

HO HO HO.

Just woke up with a headache,
and i suddenly forgot everything i've wanted to blog about!

oh yes.
on thur, i sms-ed JU to ask her if friday got remedial,
she replied no, cuz blah blah.
so i replied," ok! :D THANKS! :D:D"
and her reply was,
"you dont have to be THAT happy you know! :P"
like OMFG.
i laughed the shit out of me man. HHAHA.

anyway,
ytd during lesson,
we were revising on M&S,
then we sort of li ti,
and talked about the F1 thing.
hock said something SUPER DUPER LAME,
he said,"later the cars drive at nicoll highway,
kena booked for not paying ERP."
like ROFLMAO.
JU said,"you think go-kart ah?"
HAHAHAHAHA.
i couldnt stop laughing man.
JU IS FUGGIN CUTE la k.
hahaha.
and then i asked,
why cannot just open the roads during the day,
since the thing is at night?
she said the same thing to me.
HAHA.

and dunno what was wrong with her,
she said sunset,
though she wanted to say suntec.
LOL!
and then walk to work,
she said work to work.
like WTF MAN!

anyway,
thanks for her valuable suggestion to the L&M thing.
at least she didnt run me down like mummy did.

and ytd,
went to settle the problem,
and like what shan expected,
she didnt dare to meet us.
like AS IF WE'll do anyhting to her. -.-

anyway,
just as we were about to report this to the school,
the teachers approached us.
saved us the need to sign in and blah blah.
and that ms tan was like,
you look familiar! you're from the school right!!
like yeah. hahaha.
so wanted to look for eliz simon to get some valuable advice too,
but she was too busy.
so i put it off to next time.
and seriously,
they DO NOT LOOK LIKE THEY'RE SORRY.
but at least i've gotten back the acc for sister,
and if they dare do anything,
i wont let the matter rest like now.

and,
i know you will read this.
DONT MAKE US SOUND LIKE SOME MORONS in front of your friends.
fact is,
you're the one who lied about being 23 years old.
omfg, so lame la.
please try harder to imitate.

like mr seet is 23 years old
i cant believe it if he behaves like this.
LMAO.

anyway,
i wont let things be so easily.
if need be,
we will involve the police.

okay,
went for tuition after that.
felt really tired.
but still stayed there till like 9.
he said it's okay!
yeah! yeah! YEAH!
LOL.
asked him about the question that zapped all my energy,
and i cant believe it's so simple!

today went tuition again,
and after that went to jack's place.
daddy mummy and i agreed on their bad service,
and lousy food.
anyway,
the only thing that pleased us was this person who resembles --->

HAHAHAHAH.
dad kept singing the song when he appeared.
but HE'S HOT LA. LOLOLOL.

anyway,
i have to chiong revision for physics,
test coming!
and hist, ss, amaths, chem,
OMG!
okok, TATA. XD

"Concern should drive us into action and not into depression."
-Anonymous

#309.

Qns; The person who tagged you is?
AMANDA POH! XD

Qns; What is your relationship with him/her/them?
goodie music classmate!

Qns; Your 5 impressions of him/her/them?
clever, kind, helpful, friendly, hardworking!

Qns; The most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
i remember there was sth! buti forgot wad. LOL.

Qns; If he/she becomes your lover, you will ... ?
jump off the building and die. i dun wanna be lesbian! LOL.

Qns; If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improves on?
nothing, since she'll never become my lover! :P

Qns; If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ...?
that will never happen. :D

Qns; If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
too kind. LOL

Qns; The most desire thing you want to do for him/her/them now is?
not sure leh. eh amanda what you want? HAHA.

Qns; Your overall impression on him/her?
vvvv good.

Qns; How do you think people around you will feel about you?
crazy.

Qns; The character you love of yourself is...?
being happy!

Qns; On the contrary, the character you hate dislike yourself are ...?
impatience.

Qns; The most ideal person you want to be is?
myself! if he doesnt love me for who i am, he dont deserve to be loved. (:

Qns; For people who care & like you, say something about them.
they must be blind, right hock! SINCE YOU ALWAYS SAY THAT!

Qns; Pass this quiz to 10 people.
1. wanjing
2. hockhao
3. bev
4. eileen
5. ronaldKOH
6. seekhei
7. xueyi
8. fitriyandi
9. junliang
10. elsen

Qns; Who is number six having relationship with ?
ELSEN. EH HEM!

Qns; Is 9 a male or female?
male

Qns; If 7&10 are together, will it be a good thing?
i dont think so. 10 is straight! HAHA.

Qns; How about 5&8 ?
same, i dont think they're gay. HAHAHA.

Qns; What's number 2 studying about?
let's see. MATHS. hahahha.

Qns; When was the last time you chatted with number 3?
yesterday!

Qns; Is number 4 single?
yeap.

Qns; Talk something casually about number 1.
sweet, funny, nice, good to talk to when sad. LOL

#308.

CONTEMPLATION.

should i go for the safra bay run?
6KM!.
can i do it?
last time can, now?
LOL.

anyway,
I ENJOYED SCHOOL TODAY.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

i soooooooooo love it when he gives me the attention,
think and ponder over what i said,
tell me great job!, well done,
HAHAHA
im like so getting into it.
and i soooooo appreciate his help la.
sooo cute and smart.
HAHA.

oh and he's got this very cute mole with lots of hair on his arm!
hahahaha.
and he's only 23!
within my range.
HAHAHA, just kidding man.
omgomgomgomgomg.
im going mad.
HHAHA.

anyway,
happened to see waikhang ytd,
though he didnt see me
but we still managed to catch up a little via sms.
he's still so handsome. xD

ALVIN GOH!
this toot toot toot ideal boyf of mine,
is soooooo busy,
he's ignoring me!
you're soon losing your position to kevin seet!
HAHAHA.

oh ya.
today's recess was vegetarian.
got told off by uncle.
HAHA.
and bought winter melon tea,
but didnt realise got no straw!
so i had to drink without the straw,
and they were like taking pictures of me doing that.
PFTBH.

today during Ju's class was fun man.
dunno what was wrong with me,
i just seemed to miss everything she said.
Ju went,"what's wrong with u rachael! forgot to bring your brain ah?"
LOL.

and after that was DNT,
stayed in class,
did maths,
recess.
came back,
did maths,
lunched.
then maths again.
OMFG.

speaking of DNT,
im like literally avoiding chang.
everytime see him,
feel DARN guilty la.
i really love him man,
but i really hate his subject.
sorry chang! :((((

"Preach not to others what they should eat, but eat as becomes you, and be silent." - Epictetus

#307.

sigh,
amanda just tagged me,
but I too lazy to type out everything again.
so AMANDA,
please do me a kind favour by sending me th questions kk! :DD

anyway,
TODAY WASN'T LATE FOR SCHOOL!
:DDDDDDDDDDD
and then had fun at dnt,
3 FREE PERIODS!
and i told myself not to talk to mr chang,
cuz everytime i talk to him,
he's like so nice to me
and i get so guilty.
:(((

had fun during PE,
play hide and seek with that ASS.
she's such a pain in the ass really.
hahaha.
syafiq is like so ... FAKE,
say wad,"eh, where's my ball ah? i thought i saw it roll into the canteen."
like WTF, no chance can. LOL.

and i realised,
brother laughs like me.
hock says we come from the same factory indeed.
HAHAHA.

had many laughing gas around us,
and it resulted in my tummy ache.
dunno karma or what sia,
every wed will ache.
I WANNA GO SCHOOL TMR!
and EVERYDAY!!!
HAHA.

school's interesting man.
LOL.

"Forgive your enemies, but never forget their names."
-John F. Kennedy

#306.

ARGH!

something's wrong with me.

it's MT oral next week i think.
but im still not feeling any stress.
omgomgomg.

had fun after school today
with eugene, jinhwee and hock.
gossiping here and there,
LOL.
no. jinhwee says it aint gossip.
it's stating of facts.
LOLOLOLOL.

oh yeah.
late for school today.
like WTF.
i dont know what's wrong with me,
but i seem to have lost track of time.
TIME MANAGEMENT!!
argh.
it's probably because of this im so grumpy.

got scared off by a lizard today.
everyone was like laughing at me la.
pftbh.

and that new teacher teaching us amaths is SOOOO HANDSOME!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

"Anger at lies last forever. Anger at truths can't last."
-Greg Evans

#305.

IM JEALOUS.

JEALOUS JEALOUS!

WHAT THE F*CK MAN!

TOOT TOOT TOOT!!!