Thursday, October 18, 2007

#37.

so long since i last blogged. comp was spoiled.

one week since the end of n's.
and it's one week to olvl maths, and music.

my music practical sucked. i just had to screw it up in the exam hall. although not much, but still enough to kill. the sonata didnt go as smoothly as i had expected, was very careless when playing nocturne, and the worst is the duet. I JUST HAD TO SCREW IT UP DURING MY PERFORMANCE. so ironic. play for jude, play until quite good. but play for myself, screw up. and it wasnt the first time. prelims oso liddat. but my mistake during the o's was more grave. came in at the wrong opening. which is so damn obvious. ARGH.

just hope that everything goes well for the theory section.

as for emaths, just dun screw up. i think i'll do fine. haha.

received my report card yesterday, quite happy with the results. but kpo uncle kept saying about my eng results. it makes sense. i should aim for a distinction. haha. if not he ask me dun go and see him. haha.

just received news that my friend's friend passed away. he was involved in an accident, where his head was hit first. he then was in a coma, ICU. cos the doctor removed a blood clot in his brain, for some reason, he passed away.
it suddenly dawned upon me that life is so fragile. i also havent been treasuring things around me, taking them for granted.
and hey i agree with what u said. u said:"its so scary to know that there's only a thin line between life and death.one moment you're up and running, the next you may be fighting for your life."
was thinking to myself that if i suddenly left the world like that, i would be living my afterlife in regrets. there are too many things i havent done. too many things i havent told my loved ones.

the feeling is simply ironic.

last week, went job hunting. happy that i obtained the interview of the job i wanted. something gotta do with my passion. music. thankfully a piano promoter wanted me to work with her, to promote pianos. on one hand, learn more about pianos and widen my knowledge about pianos. haha.
jude's applying to work there too. hopefully he gets in too. haha.
tomorrow's the second interview. should be okay right? i seriously hope so. keep my fingers crossed.