#761.

Both NAFA and La Salle have accepted me and now i have to choose one school to go to, and one school to reject.

Have been in alot of arguments with my parents and the people around me to which school i should choose, and whether i should accept the scholarship.

My mom even called yuan to ask him to persuade me to go to NAFA and accept the scholarship!!

On sunday, she left for Macau and before she left she told me: YOU BETTER CHOOSE NAFA! IF YOU DON'T IT MEANS ZHEN YUAN HAVEN'T PERSUADED YOU AND I WILL WHACK HIM AND I WON'T LET HIM MARRY YOU!!

i was TOTALLY shocked by the comment she made!!

Okay so anyways, have been really tired and lethargic.
Maybe it's the subconscious mind that keeps telling me 'you don't have to study! slack!!' that makes so tired and don't feel like studying,
but i still wanna enjoy my days in school, seeing my loved ones and my best friends, all my friends and even my enemies! I haven't had enough fun of a bully yet!!! :D

Okay so now i'm waiting for yuan to finish revising his econs stuff and my eyes are shutting!
:(

#760.

Yesterday night while we were dining at Donut Factory,
yuan showed me his notes in his handphone,
and he asked me if i've seen this.
I opened it and it said:

Hi yihe! Surprised right? This was created on the 22nd of December and it indicates the next time you scan my phone since that date. Hahaha. Anyways, i love you:)

SO CUTE RIGHTTTTT!!
i made me smile, even on the train when i randomly thought of it, it still made me smile.
It's all these small things he does that really make me smile.
So what if he does not celebrate our month-sarys with gifts and cards?

His tiny actions are enough to keep me going :)

Yesterday throughout the day, everything i made a stupid comment, he'd just say "Why you so silly!" in a cute way.
He's damn cute!

And anyone who laughs at me for having a crooked teeth boyfriend, I'll make sure you get hell!

Oops, when he sees this he'll scold me for calling him that! HAHAHA
But i love him just the way he is. I don't even want him to put braces because i love the teeth more than him!

He always tells me: I don't wanna put braces because i think i'll be damn handsome after i take it out and you'll have alot more competitors!
Okay la, i'm scared of the pain!

This is damn random, but i really wanna brag about how lucky i am!
He is VERY VERY VERY cute!
Love him to the maxzxzxzxz. :D

#759.

Enjoyed the second half of my day :)

Yuan came over to my place at around 3.30pm, we headed to town because i couldn't wait to leave tampines.
Had alot of food today. At least more than the usual..
We had katong laksa, herbal prawn mee, two rounds of ice-cream, one of which haagen-dazs, juice, donuts and chocolates!

The chocolates were cool, it was kind of like a vending machine. We inserted the coin and turn turn, the chocolates would come out!
And, yuan scared me with fake cockroaches and fake lizards and fake snakes!
I got so scared i screamed and cried.
HAHA! i bet he won't dare to do that anymore!!

Okay and we went home like REALLY late, but he still insisted to send me back!
(L)

I think i've got good friends.
Like yingling, (Y)(Y)(Y)
called me because she was worried about me!
And shiying, (i miss her manzzzzz :( )
Music lessons and gossiping abotu mr sim, omg.
i love her!!
They're all very nice to meeeeee!!


Okay it's really really late,
gotta go sleep!
Hair not cut today :(
Tomorrow!! :D

Sorry gets we didn't go to the carnival today.
SORRY!!! :(

#758.

"I think of you when I wake up cranky in the morning, hoping you could be there for me to throw my temper at. I think of you when I trip and fall alone, hoping you could be there to laugh along with me. I think of you when I see things that you hate the most, hoping you could be there to complain to me the usual things I’ve heard a thousand times. I think of you when I have headaches, hoping you could be there to tell me “Stop eating panadols, eat oranges!” I think of you when I get pissed off by perverted men, hoping you could be there to protect me and teach me how to protect myself. I think of you when I can’t solve my sister’s math problem, hoping you could be there to tell me I’m really stupid. "

You’d always be the first person I think of.

#757.

I hate choosing.
Why can't one school reject me and so i don't have to choose?

I should have gone out,
at least i won't be so unhappy now.

#756.

I feel stupid wasting about 4 posts on her.

Have been deleting 'friends' on facebook because i didn't like seeing so many people,
so i deleted people whom i don't know directly and people who wouldn't make a difference to me in facebook.

So over 2 days, i deleted 400 friends! Now i'm left with 309 friends.
A person just added me minutes ago and i forgot i wanted to restrain accepting requests, i accepted it. HAHA!

Okay anyway, today was a fun day!
All the breakfast, suaning of fat, polaroids, nail 'painting', etc.
Yuan and i went for lunch with gary, patri and yuding,
LUNCH WITH GARY IS ALWAYS GOOD.
He will recommend the good food (though yuding recommended today's lunch)
and he'll make us very happy! HAHAHAHAA

So after lunch, yuan and i headed to town and we watched 'When In Rome'! :D
OMG THE GUY'S DAMN HOT I TELL YOU!!
OH and i bumped into ronald today!
Missed him and those pasar malam lunch during the yamaha days :(

We headed back to tampines, had dinner at BBQ Chicken!
I missed BBQ chicken, long time since i had that!
We then walked around in search of shoes, clothes, watches,
we even got to take a polaroid picture with this 'fashion police' because it was that store's idk what event. Quite cool!

So went home, watched some tv, and practised piano for awhile!
Niji's tough but i've finished learning the notes, so now i've conquered the chorus and it's time to fluent it before Arts Fusion!
:(

Gotta go to bed soon, tomorrow yuan and i gonna cut hair again (I like that hairdresser!) and then meet up with gets and rach to go to ACJC's funfair!
And i feel excited about yuan buying new shoes! HAHAHAHA

BYE!

#755.

Seriously man, you're really taking it too far.
Please please please come up with a more convincing lie.

Do i really need to bring evidence out?
Who do you think will believe you? Your boyfriend?
Please la, if you got guts then settle in school la.

You must be thinking why i speak like a gangster.
Yes, i think i should behave like that towards people like you.

I've never done this to anyone but you're really getting on my nerves.

I wonder how do you get to sleep every night,
knowing you just told a lie just to save you own bloody ass.
It's saddening to know that you sleep with a bad conscience every night.

You know youself best, whether you copied or not, you can just answer to your own conscience.
People around us know. We don't have to make things very ugly and obvious.
We just laugh it off, but we're laughing at you.
Don't you feel a little ashamed? JUST A LITTLE?
It's really saddening.
I don't understand why people like you exist in this world.
Such a disgrace to the human population.

Sometimes i really think the things you say/claim are really funny and humourous.
You're like a joke man. Please read what you type before posting because you're forever making a joke out of yourself.

I'm sorry if i've insulted you.
But this is how i really feel about you.

Fuck off man. I feel like using the word bitch, but you really are not even fit to be one.
Seriously go and find some nerd and copy their template because i think you suit it better.

#754.

Yuan is right.

I shouldn't be so upset and angry over someone copying me.

I SHOULD BE PROUD OF IT!
I SHOULD FEEL HONOURED!

Thank you kid, for copying my template.
You've made me feel good,
now i know my template is POPULAR :)

Shall be magnanimous and not bully her :)

#753.

THIS IS DAMN FUNNY.

You're damn lame seriously, you're like talking to yourself by deleting our posts and you still can ask me questions. You're effing dumb srsly.

This is meant for you, whoever you are. You're like a joke in school. If i were you i'd just stay at home and hide my face from the world.

you're seriously the worst loser i've even known. Wait, i don't know you. I don't even know how you got my blog link and copied my template -.-
Such a loser.

And i'm just trying to be bitchy towards you.

Mr poon should really know this girl.
He'd suan her all the way and then give me a cheeky smile. HAHA!

And you're contradicting yourself. You changed it and you asked me, "Why should i change?" -.-
Effing funny ttm pls.

I srsly feel like looking you up in school man.
See you tomorrow, kid. :)

#752.

I REALLY FLUNKED MATH TEST.
Guess what, i forgot to bring my GC!
HAHAHA it was like crap pls.

After math test, jianwei, renhao, waichoong, shengwei, sufian and i slacked around while waiting for patri and gary.
We then headed to United Square to get our free cone!
Besides sufian and gary because gary was slightly not so smart and had to stay back even longer while sufian wanted to be a nice friend and waited for gary. HAHA!

So we went there, and we nearly made it. We actually made it but they were like, go find eugene first! when we came back, they stopped the queue alr!

So we were like so sore about it, we went upstairs to buy!

HAHAHAHHA but in the end, i still got a free cone because they forgot to collect payment from me!
Probably the person in the entire Singapore who got the best deal because it wasn't just a normal cone, it was waffle cone! HAHAHAHA!

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On a side note, i wanna blog about my new findings yesterday night!
I happened to find a blog of a YJC-ian, and horribly, she has nearly the same blogskin as me!
The skeleton is taken from blogskins.com, and i totally have no issues with it. But background colour wise, it's super similiar and most disgustingly,
The part where i wrote about yuan is AWFULLY SIMILIAR!
I think that's like the worst thing that someone could do because of how much yuan mean and what i do about him matter the most to me.

Quite confident that i didn't copy her because i did mine months ago while hers is just days old. Friends could also verify that i hardly change my blogskin.
Check it out HERE!

P.S. I totally hate 'copycats'.

And, it's probably time to change blogskin.

#751.

MY LOVE'S BIRTHDAY!


This was taken last year, notice the change!



And this! Look at how much we've changed man!!


Anyways i'm glad he liked the birthday surprise and everything.

Okay then i'm going to talk about the La Salle Auditions.
It was okay, not very scary because mr poon was there to make me feel less scared.
Sometimes he feels like a friend, we talk and bitch like normal friends, just that during practices i still respect him and all.
But anyways he's a really really nice teacher, nice person, nice friend!

Okay then today, i didn't go to school and i went to NAFA instead for the audtitions.
Though mr poon said i should be accepted, i still really dislike the way they bitch at me.

I wanna go to La Salle! (Haven't gotten enough of mr poon!)

Tell me who's so nice to help you in so many ways and some of them are quite extreme?!
Besides the fact he told someone else that i was not very bright...
But it's all for my own good!
Okay i think the two nicest teachers i have is him, and mr siow!
I still love mr siow okay! HAHA

I think i'm a lucky girl and i should really treasure all that i have.
Gonna hang on tight and survive these years!

Okay i'm gonna flunk math test tomorrow and holiday homework not touched at all.
BYE!

#750.

its so scary to know that there's only a thin line between life and death.
one moment you're up and running
the next you may be fighting for your life.

in any case,
if one gets to leave peacefully,
i guess its not that bad.

treasure everything you have in life.

rest in peace.

#749.

Rest in peace my friend, i'll miss you.
:'(

#748.

Yesterday was a fun day.
Went to Rosyth school as a coach under AKLTG,
had alot of fun and saw many many cute children!
<3<3<3<3
Yuan took Primary 1 kids while i took Primary 2 kids!
He ended earlier so he went home to pack his table and came to pick me up after that!
(FYI Rosyth School is just opposite his home. HAHAHA)

So we went to have lunch and then went home.
Slacked around before i went to bathe,
and after that i did a teeny weeny bit of my essay.
Can you believe it? It's 2 days to my audition but i'm not even prepared.
Idk what the hell i'm thinking about man.

I stayed at his place till around 9pm.
Had dinner together with his mom and brothers,
we told many jokes over the table, it was really really funny.

Yuan then sent me home.

Till now i still haven't gotten a birthday cake for yuan.
And it's his birthday tomorrow!
HOW HOW HOW?!?
I can't decide between Dark Chocolate Truffle, Strawberry Sweetheart and Blackforest Cheese!
Everything's done except that!
:( :( :( :( :(

#747.

Today yuan lied to me about wanting to get his ipod back from nithya,
just so that he could sent me home!

Yesterday was a friend's birthday.
His name is Ricky, we knew each other ever since 2004.
But we hardly kept in contact, only on his birthday,
i just always remember to wish him Happy birthday and he'd be really surprised and touched that i remember his birthday.

Every year on the 15th of march,
i always wonder to myself,
why do i not have time to keep in touch with all my friends?
Why is it i neglect someone when i keep in touch with another?

Yesterday as i was on Facebook,
i viewed the photos of a friend's birthday celebration.
This friend was my best friend for 2 years.
The photos were foreign, but her face, her expression, her hands, her fingers, her skin colour, they all looked familiar.
They gave me a nostalgic feeling.
I felt sad that we no longer keep in contact,
everytime i text her happy birthday, the reply would be 'thanks, who are you btw?'
It's saddening to know that she doesn't even save my number even though i wish her every year.
I miss her and i miss those times.

Okay this is like so random and all.

Tomorrow yuan and i gonna work for Adam Khoo for the camp thing!
Yay i'm quite excited actually.
We purposely chose the school opposite his home!
HAHAHAHAH

Okay i need to work on his birthday card already!
BYE!

#746.

"Hi, this is a DVD for you, but the video isn't inside. It's in this thumbdrive, return me the thumbdrive after you saved the video in your computer!"

OMG! That sounds really irritating right!

HAHAHA but i'm gonna tell that to yuan on Friday! :(

Today yuan bought me a bag and a skirt! :D :D :D :D :D

Okay i've really been slacking.
Sat's audition,
essays not done, song not composed, scales not practised,
and i'm still here, painting my nails!

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG


Okay bye!

#745.

I was packing my table, and i saw this present from a friend from China.
She was priscilla's 'buddy' during the exchange program and we knew each other through priscilla.

She came back to visit us in December and gave me this gift.
There was a postcard in it, and as i read it just now, i suddenly wanted to post it here.

She said:

Dear Rachael,
I love the cookies you made yourself. When my mum took a bite, she said Singapore girls made amazingly tasty snacks. Thank you
One of my friend once told me, a girl with shiny smile can never be unlucky. Then i thought of you. The pleasant smile seems never fade away from your face. No matter whether you're in Music class, math tutorial or chemistry lecture, you are smiling, passing on happiness and warmth to your friends, also to me.
Thank god for bringing me to a warm-hearted girl-you, rachael. I will cherish all the beautiful memories we share together. All the best~
Yolanda, 3/12/2009

I thought back to those days, i kind of miss the 'happy' me.
I'm still happy and laughing and all, but somehow i don't feel myself bringing joy to people!

In particular, my boyfriend yuan.

I wanna be happy everyday so that yuan will be happy too!
He once said that as long as i'm happy, he'd be happy too.
I will be a happy girl!

Okay now i'm going to do math and work on the birthday card!
BYE! :)

#744.

Yuan came to my place in the morning today.
We slacked around, and he tried to study.
The day passed really quickly and he left at around 6.

Things i really need to do NOW:
-Pack my table
-Work on the La Salle essays
-Work on the birthday card and present

BYE!

#743.

#742.

Yuan just left my place not too long ago,
he went for band and came over for dinner.
It was really super late.
He reached only at around 9 and slacked around till about 10.30.

Now i'm really sleepy and i wanna go to sleep!

I'm not a happy girl today. :(

My first attempt on the chocolate cake wasn't as great as i expected.

tired, bed now.

#741.

I come to blogger nearly everyday,
and all i have in mind is how nice my boyfriend is to me,
and how i wanna share my joy with the people around me.

He lets no one sleep on his bed in school uniform or un-bathed.
Except me.

He sent me home from his home today,
even though he has tons of work to do.

He did his work on the bus,
just because he wanted to allow me to have a shoulder to lie on during the journey home,
just because he was afraid i'd miss my stop,
just because he was afraid i would faint halfway on the way home.

He'd pat me to sleep,
he'd look at me sleep (and smile to himself),
he'd give me warm hugs whenever i feel uncomfortable because of the cough and headaches,
he'd make sure i take my medicine on time,
he'd make sure i drink water all the time!

Today he called me a 'dead pig' in chinese.
THAT IDIOT, he's never given me such nicknames for the past 10 months!
HAHAHAHAHAHHAA
But i still love him :)

Okay i promised him to rest well and get well ASAP!
So now i'm off to bed! BYEEEEEEEEEE

#740.

THE LOVE OF MY LIFE.

I'll still love him even if he has such an ugly hairstyle!
Okay but then i'll probably convince him to cut his hair if he really keeps such long hair.
HAHAHAAHA

Today i was terribly sick.
Okay terribly in my terms because i've never felt this sick!

Yuan was such a dear, he sent me home.
He allowed me to sleep on the bus with no worries,
he didn't let me get affected by the bus jerks and all.

Really appreciate him alot and alot, till no words can describe how i feel!

On friday night, when he sent me home, we started singing the Children's Day song tune but then we put our own words in.
Today we did it again.
It was damn funny.

I hope yuan and i get well soon!
Maybe i should see a doctor so that we can share the medicine and get well together! HAHAHA

#739.

I like this picture :)


I'm sick. :(
Yuan's sick too. :( :(
Yuan passed it to me. :( :( :(
I haven't done any homework. :( :( :( :(
I haven't prepared for my audition. :( :( :( :( :(
Audition's in 2 weeks. :( :( :( :( :( :(

#738.

Today was an enjoyable day.

Yuan came in the afternoon, we laid down side by side and he started telling me how he did for his NAPFA. Felt really proud of him :D
And then he helped me to dig my ears! Some people may think it's gross but we dig each other's ears. An action of closeness, i like it :)

We then went to get our hair cut!
First time i cut my hair with him and it was a good cut.
yuan loved it :)

We then walked around and took neoprints!
He didn't want to at first, but then he gave in and he liked the pictures :D

Wanted to head down to town but it was late and i was tired already!
He wanted to bring me to Plaza Sing to see the watch i liked when i saw it online.

We left rather late, but he still sent me home. <3

I really really appreciate the things yuan did for/with me today :)
Can't wait to see him on monday ;)

Thank you so much, yuan.
Everytime i count my blessings, i count you twice :)

#738.

Yuan's coming down to meet me and we're going shopping!

He wants a watch for his birthday and we intend to get couple watches and i have no idea why he's buying me a watch.

Yesterday we got out Chinese results out!
Awesomely awesome, i got a C!
Okay maybe some would be really disappointed at a C but i'm really happy i got a C!
My chinese teacher looked down on me.
He hated me.
He always expected me to fail.

Yuan didn't do as well, but we're both happy. :)

Some seniors i know did well, some of them didn't.
The first thing i thought of was, will yuan be able to do well for A's?
Will he be happy or sad when he gets his results?

I really want this guy to have the best.

Okay i really need to go prepare!
BYEEEEEEEEE!

#737.

(L)(L)(L)(L)(L)

Today yuan and i went to tampines for dinner.
We wanted to have BK but it was crowded with people and their bags,
so we decided to eat at Mos Burger.

We sat beside this man and woman, and while we were eating, they were just sitting there, chatting, and then the two of them were talking and talking, going on and on about students, spelling, so we figured they were primary school teachers.

But what disgusted us the most was the things they say, their kind of language, and the things they thought they did right.

They are the kind of people who makes me feel more determined to go into teaching and be useful.

Shortly after this man and woman left, a couple sat next to us.
Soon after they sat, yuan and i left.
The man said to the woman: What's wrong with your fucking lip?
Totally ridiculous.
We should have stayed at Northpoint for dinner!


Today was a rather funny day, had my tired and happy times :)
Yuan and i finally had lunch together, and it's the first time since monday.
HAHAHHAHAHA


Shucks, spent so much time online and my homework are not completed! Should i do it or go to sleep? I'm sleepy :(

#736.

Today we had fun :)

Fun till i left my phone at yuan's place -.-

So i went home broke, phone-less, and i don't even know if my ATM card is spoilt (because my maid accidentally soaked it with my skirt :( )

Okay it's totally dumb and retarded!
Yuan passed me his mp3 and told me to listen to it on the bus,
i said: no it's okay, i have my phone's mp3.
He insisted that i take it, so i took it thinking 'aiya take la, anyway won't use one la.'
And in the end i forgot to bring my phone so i ended up using his mp3.

So i reached home and called him, and he said: So what happened to the 'i can use my phone to listen to songs!'
So dumb la.

Oh and today yingling and i played a tiny prank on him.
He got me laughing and everything today.

I enjoyed today :)

And i'm really really sleepy.
Haven't been doing homework, haven't been practising piano!

NEED TO PRACTISE ON MY PIECES AND PATHETIQUE SONATA!
AND NIJI! :( :( :(


Okay it's a nice song and the guy solo is hot!
:D


Oh! And i can't wait for yuan's birthday! Like seriously! HAHA