#786.

Today we bought cat food to block one, but the cat was nowhere to be seen. :'(

We'll probably have to wait till tuesday before we go to block one together.
I hope the cat will be there!!

Today we celebrated CK's birthday.
I chose to be happy and i enjoyed it.
Okay, that's if i don't think of the unhappy part.
HAHAHHAHA

And i caught a flu.
SUCKS.

Today i felt 'emo' so i called yuan. Talked about some stuff and i randomly cried.
EMO TTM. :(

Tomorrow i'm attending my brother's graduation dinner at some hotel,
i already chose my outfit!! HAHAHAHAH!
Yuan's not going because it's fully booked. :(

I'm going to shower and sleep.
Goodnight.

#785.

I wanna go to school and see my love and my friends and not attend lessons or do homework! Can i do that?

Today we snapped quite a number of pictures of the cat we always see at block 1.
I like that pretty cat! :)

I wanna sleeppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp.

#784.

Love, i want you to know that...

I really love you and i want you to be happy. I'll do my best to do anything for you if it'd make you happy. I'll always support you in anything you do, I'll always stand by you, be it happy times or sad times or hard times. I'll always hold your hand and help you in any way I can.

Love, i want you to know that...

I know you'll do well. I know you will persevere. I know you'll get through this tough period and this tough year. I know you'll succeed.

I know everything's gonna be fine.

So love, don't lose faith in anything you do!
Because yihe will always be here to accompany you! :)

#783.

That's my funnyman with a fake smile. :D



Awwww :')
I felt so touched when i read the contents, and i LOL-ed when i read the last line.
He's really my funnyman!



That's what i did for him. Intended to put photos there but i reckoned this board was supposed to be meant for him to put his own stuff!

Today was a great day.

Yuan came over to my place, we hung out for awhile before heading to SPCA!
Yuan agrees with my dad, i'm street smart!!
After going to SPCA, we decided to only get the cat in september or november when we're fully ready. He wants to adopt the 3 cats (Two males and one female) together!
Still excited over it!! Hopefully they'd be still 'un-adopted'!

We then headed to Bugis after much thought, and we dined at Fish And Co. The bugis branch isn't good! :(
We forgot to take pictures of our food, especially yuan's! HUGE SAMBAL FISH!
Walked around before he sent me home.
I got him into trouble :(

Okay but i really enjoyed the day with him.
Awesome Pawsome! :)

Wanted to blog about many funny things that happened today, but i can't remember what happened!!!

One thing i remember,
i love him TTM!! :')

#782.

Today's our first anniversary!!!!

I wanted to blog about alot of stuff, but yuan is on the way here to pick me up and i have to prepare!!

Blog later/tomorrow!! :D

P.S. Yuan wants to bring me to SPCA later, i'm damn damn excited!!!!!!!! HAHAHAH

#781.

Today is yuan's mom's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTIE!!! :D

I texted her with yuan's phone this morning because i left my phone at home!!
Was without a phone for the entire day, and if i had gone for choir, i would be phone-less till now!
THEY ARE STILL IN SCHOOL LA ZOMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

Tomorrow's Arts Fusion.

I wonder how tomorrow would turn out to be like.

YUAN'S BRINGING ME TO SPCA ON SUNDAY!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
I'm damn damn excited la!!!!
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

Okay i'm going to go read up on cats stuff before sleeping tonight,
LONG DAY TOMORROW!

#780.

Tired!!!!! :'(


Icecream ftw!!!!! :D

#779.

Feeling really excited about getting the cat!!

And i found my GC!!!!!! :D
Why so happy? Idk man, i'm just gonna let yuan have it and he can use it in case his GC is spoilt or smth!

Yesterday during choir, we went down to the band room to rehearse, i went late because of the other stuff. Embarassing!
and then so the band started playing, yuan started to make fun of me (as usual) and i put my file on the table, and i accidentally knocked mr rasull's bottle down!
*POMP*!!!!!!!!!!
DAMN LOUD. nearly everyone saw it la!!!
PAISEH TO THE MAXZXZXZXZXZX!!!!!!

He laughed real hard. :(

Can't wait for saturday to be over!

Ricky's coming to watch the performance!
:D :D :D :D :D
(So much things to tell him!)

Okay i'm going back to my drama. BYE!

#778.

I have a wonderful boyfriend.

He'd scold me when i don't have my regular meals/forget to eat,
he'd nag at me for not bringing a jacket,
he'd protect me from anything (when he's there of course) because he thinks i'm physically weak (-.-),
he'd encourage me when i feel lousy,
he'd reason things out for me, so when he says i'm not at fault, i know he's not saying it to make me feel better but he knows i'm really not at fault.

Today i looked at him for a few seconds and said:
"You know what, it's like as if i have a crush on you and i can't believe you're sitting next to me!"
He shook his head and kissed me!!! Awwwwww :')

I must have done like truckloads of charity to be with him this lifetime!!

He's been such a dear. His funny messages always crack me up!!
Not only his funny messages, his funny noises and funny actions!!
FUNNY TO THE MAX!!

Feeling real excited about getting a cat, i've alr chosen the breed i want and all!
Now we just have to save money, and learn how to take care of them, and we can get one alr!!!
*eggciteddddddd*!!!! :D

#777.

I'm starting to make plans!!

Short-term plans:
1) Buy a polaroid camera.
2) Buy more clothes and shoes.
3) Buy more bags.

Can't think of anymore at the moment, i remember having more than that la!!

Long-term plans:
1) Get a driving license.
2) Get a cat with yuan. (I'm still trying to persuade him to get a dog instead but i don't think i'll make it cause he LOVES cats. More than me! I think... HAHAHA)

I think that's about it at the moment.

Super random.

Okay but this isn't the most random thing.

I've been looking at wedding photos today.
My teacher's, my colleague's, my friend's,
I suddenly feel like wearing a wedding gown.
NOT get married okay.
HAHAHA

Yawning like mad alr, GOODNIGHT EARTHLINGS!

#776.

I'm baking today again!

Yuan came over and after lunch, i suddenly felt like baking!
So i bought butter and then here i am, baking!

Yuan is idiotic.

He kept wanting to put his grape in my cookie and see the grape cook!

We were like pushing and shouting and all!
HAHAHHAHAHAHAH

FUNNY TTM!

Yuan is now studying beside me, he's sitting beside my windchime and said:
I think i'm going crazy. I can hear bells in my head!

I LOL-ed and he said: I wonder if i can make a joke that won't make you laugh!

He always cracks me up and he always say: You treat me like a joke right, always laughing at everything i say!


But he's my funnyman! :)

#775.

Today i went to yuan's place in the late afternoon. Hung around then we went for dinner after that. He ordered my favourite veggie but it wasn't nice! Not as nice as the one at my place! HAHHAHAHAHA

Was supposed to meet up to get his mom's birthday present but we're going tomorrow instead.
Because it was late, he didn't send me back, and at the bus stop, i met a crazy person!!
This is like the 3rd crazy person!!
Scared the shits out of me man!!!!

Yuan said he'd send me to that bus stop to change bus if he doesnt send me back! <3

Reached home and then we chatted for nearly an hour!
It's funny how long our short talks become, he texted me: 59 minutes and 2 seconds!! after we hung up!

That boy is studying now and i'm giving him 'moral support'.
He says: Thank you for giving me moral support while playing facebook.
It sucks when i have so much things to do and you have nothing to do.
You have so much time to spare while i have no time to spare.
SUCKS!!!

HAAAHAHAHAAHHAHAHA


Few of my best friends!
They (esp June and CK) make me don't feel like leaving YJ.
:(

But of course, yuan plays a bigger role in not making me want to leave!
But then again, our relationship is strong enough! :)

#774.

Wonderful time and wonderful dinner with yuan today :)

#773.

Mom and Dad were saying:"GO TO NAFA, GO TO NAFA!!" while this picture was taken.

HAAHAHAHAHA.
This was taken when we sent mom off at the airport; she went to Macau with her best friend.
Today she left for Macau again, this time with some of our family members.
I totally have no idea why she's going there so often!!

So anyways, i went to Raffles Hospital to get my medical checkup done, and Mr Poon got me to meet him at queensway -.- (He told me town!!)
I never gone to queensway or IKEA alone (SUA GU TTM!) so i was quite scared i'd lose my way. Luckily i didn't, and mr poon still wanted me to look for him inside Ikea, as in inside inside!
I didn't in the end, just met him at the cashier, talked for awhile and i headed to yj!
But it was raining so heavily, so i just met chuping and yuan at northpoint.
Yuan and i then went to BBQ chicken to eat (after getting our pay :D)
It's funny how many times we eat there (countless!) and i always want to capture something but always FORGET TO!!

Yuan and i then took the bus, enjoyed our time together. :')
Time spent away from each other means quality time spent when we are together. (I got this from zt's blog and i think it's so true!)


Today yuan's goodbye kiss made me feel like crying. I wanted to hug him one more time and not take the bus.
I can't wait for the weekend to come so that we can spend time together!! :D

#772.

I WANNA BAKE!!!!

Didn't go to school today, because if i went i wouuld have to leave early and there wasn't any purpose!!!
So i slept through, woke up only at 10.30am!!
(Yuan is damn jealous)
HAHAHAHAH

Now i have to hurry prepare, go to Raffles Hospital to complete my medical checkup and then i'll be meeting Mr Poon to get some scores from him (So much things to tell him!!!)
And then i'll go back to school to meet yuan!!! :D

Maybe i should drop by phoon huat before going back to school.... :D

K i need to prepare now, BYEEEEEEEEEEEE!

#771.

Hi I'm blogging with ck's iPhone and this is damn cool!! I'm in econs class and june is sitting beside me!! Okay I'm lame, bye. :p




Guess who? :p

#770.

Yuan: "Bathe now! Later you sick eh..listen to me please?" at 18:09.
It's 20:16 now, and i'm still in my school uniform!!

He's gonna get angry at me!!

BYE, off to the shower!

#769.

Yuan: "That's my neighbour. He married a malay wife."
Me: "I thought i heard you say he married a malay guy."
Yuan: "HAHAHAHAHHAHAH!"

Yuan: "Did you notice something different?"
Me: "Oh, they built something there!"
Yuan: "It's called a hump, you silly girl!"

Yesterday i sent yuan a message saying, "I had yu pian mi fen with chrysanthemum tea. Bad combination, i feel like crap!"
And after that, i sent my class a message saying "Please go to LT3 for math."
But my phone can only sent 10 contacts at a time, so for the first 10 people i sent the right message, and the next 10 of my classmates, i sent them the yu pian mi fen message!!!

Stupid to the max pls!! They were laughing at me and all la!! HAHHAHAHHAHA

Had choir practice, Mr Poon only managed to talk to us for awhile and he started praising himself. Then gladys, jiayan, alicia and i started saying "Blah blah blah, blah blah blah."
He ignored us for the first time, the second time we did that, he kicked our bottles down!!
HAAHHAAAAH
We then sang "Marshmallow Cheddar Cheese!"
FUNNY TO THE MAXZXZXZX!!
:D

Yesterday on the way home, i saw two guys massaging their girlfriends. Yuan also massaged me while we were walking because i had stiff neck!
Maybe this is the era where girls are more tired and their boyfriends will wait on them!

#768.

Check out this great MSN Video: Daniel & Jaime share their secret bond in keeping a happy marriage

I learnt alot from this video!

#767.

Finally it's the weekend.

It's crazy how i'm going to school, slacking, not studying,
yet more stressed than my friends!

Choir. It tires me out. It sucks my energy and blood.
I wonder if there's anyone else as motivated and responsible except the few of us?

I wonder why it's YJ chorale.
Why is it we're stuck with all these problems which are unnecessary?
Why don't we have better problems like what other jcs face?


Today was a fun day because i had loads of breaks and it's breaks like on fridays where i can have fun with gary patricia, june and ck.
I will miss them the most (besides yuan) when i leave :(

After that i had choir stuffs to do, and on the way out to school,
i bumped into yuan's family.
Even zhenyu and zhenye came!

I went to downtown east to meet up with the 4/2A people, (missed them alot!)
and on the bus i bumped into sufian, fadly and renhao!
HAHAHHAHAHA what a small worldddddddddddddddddd.

We (Wanjing, hockhao, eileen and yuanling) went to whitesands to get some stuff and i got my dinner there!

And that's about it.

Life sucks but i know i'll survive through.
:)

#766.

I NEED TO SAVE BUCKS AFTER THIS WEEK ENDS AGAIN.
I NEED TO START THINKING OF IDEAS.
I NEED MORE MOTIVATION.
I NEED MORE ENCOURAGEMENT.
I NEED MORE FORCE.
I NEED MORE SLEEP.
I NEED MORE HAPPINESS.

I feel tired.
Mentally tired.

I feel so tempted to withdraw from school now!
I don't even know why i'm still going to school!

I need to go and take my urine test really soon.
Maybe i shall skip a day of lessons again to go :)

Yesterday Mr Poon was 'arguing' with me, and when he nearly lost the argument, he said: You can't even sight read!
I lost the argument.

But what bothers me most is not the argument.
I know my problem and i really feel scared.

Was it a wrong decision?

I should just go and sleep or continue writing my letter, or do anything except thinking about it!

Yuan is right, no point thinking and regretting. There's simply no room for regrets. I just have to go on and do it and just get past this.
Time flies, and time will fly.

GO YIHE! YOU CAN DO IT!! :)

Sometimes i grumble about how insensitive my boyfriend is, but things that happen always tell me that no matter what, he's always the one giving me advice and helping me out.

That's why i tell people that one of the right things i did in life was to be with him.

Goodnight world.

#765.

TIRED TIRED TIRED!

Today is a tiring day, even though i only had like 4 lessons!
Oh and the piano tuner read my post-it and got my pen out of the piano!! :) :)

Choir practice was tiring today :(
I got mad at some juniors who were really very rude.
How irritating could they get man!!

Couldn't help but to 'complain' to mr poon.
Well at least he shares my thoughts.

Today he kept calling me dumb, and he even said i was dumbest of all people!! :(

And i was watching him conduct the choir just now,
so that i could learn and do that in case i have to conduct :(
And he's really good. Could never reach that stage!! HAHA

Yuan ended earlier than me, we went for dinner after that and that's about it.

I'm really tired.

OH!

PEE DOUBLE YOU results out on friday!!
I'm like really scared.
I wonder what grade i'll get!

I miss PW times. Like ris low, pck, oh man! It was damn fun!!

HAHAHAHHAHAHA

Okay i'm going to bed now, GOODNIGHT!

#764.

BY GEORGE!

One question i'm gonna ask mr poon tomorrow,
why the title By George?
Is it because the first song was composed by George Gershwin?
Or is it because of him? (He loves the name George!)
HAHAHAHA

Went to the concert with the choir clique,
had fun laughing and eating and gossiping! <3

The songs they sang were different.
Some would say different from the normal songs we sang,
i'd say different from the art songs i learnt.
Maybe because for the past one year i've been listening to German Art Songs,
i forgot how English art songs sounded like!
It's different in a sense i didn't need translations! HAHAHA

Speaking of german art songs,
it's been a long time since i heard schumann's song cycle and schubert's song cycle.
I miss music lessons with shiying and mr sim.
:(

Today i went to Raffles Hospital to do my medical check-up.

The idea of me leaving YJ, entering MOE with a scholarship, studying at NAFA, fees and everything covered by MOE, and bursary every month seems really really unbelievable.

I wonder how i'd be at the end of this whole thing.
I wonder how we'd be at the end of this whole thing.
I wonder...

I seriously can't wait for this year to end!
I don't like 2010. :(

#763.

I TOTALLY ENJOYED MYSELF AT MR POON'S CONCERT YESTERDAY NIGHT!!
If i had blogged yesterday i would have alot more things to say but now, i kind of forgotten what i wanted to blog about.

Tomorrow i'll be skipping PE (YAY!), 1.5 hours of Econs (DOUBLE YAY!), and MATH TEST (TRIPLE YAY!)!
I'll be heading to Bugis to get the full body check up for the scholarship and heading down to MOE to hand in my reply form!

And i'm really really sleepy, so GOODNIGHT!


I saw this on Amanda's blog, (Y)(Y)(Y)!

#762.

Spent thursday slacking because i had very little lessons, watched a few episodes of friends (:D), and i cannot remember what yuan and i did on thursday.
HAHAHA

Okay i remember dropping my favourite pen in the grand piano on wednesday!! :( :( :(
I'm damn upset over it pls, that pen was given to me from yuan, he gave it to me after winning it. Money cannot buy that pen and i'm determined to get it out before i leave yj!
P.S. Yesterday night i dreamt i got it out. HAHA!

Saturday we had arts fusion sound quality check, was supposed to go to school in the morning with yuan but because i had something on, i only went for the last half an hour. I had to conduct 'Niji' because mr poon wasn't around, and i'd have to do it for the 3pm performance if there's gonna be one!
Blame myself for not wanting to play the accompaniment, but i don't mind conducting!
So while conducting, i had no music stand, so my file was on the floor and every time i had to turn the page, i'd squat down to turn it! Super unglam!
And and and, at one part, yuan texted me and i forgot to silent my phone!
It rang and i quickly just pressed any button!
Super embarrassing!!!

But i think i did okay! (Super high self-esteem) HAHAAHHAHAH

Yuan and i then went to have lunch with kerry, xiuxiu and jiayan.
We intended to watch Ju-on but he wasn't feeling well :(
So we went to my place and took a short nap before going to tampines mall to meet boonhao and gordon. We watched Clash of the Titans, and then we headed to dinner.
I'm really really disturbed by their appetites.
No wonder people would look at our table and wonder why there're so much food!

Today i caught the flu.
Went to old holland road to bai bai,
and then went lunch, blah blah blah.
Practised piano today and here i am blogging.
It's a few hours to Mr Poon's recital and i'm still deciding what to wear!!
:(
And i feel sick, kind of don't feel like going! :(
But i promised to show him my support!

Okay i'm going to take a short nap and start preparing!

BYE!!