#524.

HOHOHO.
I'M SOOO GOING TO SWENSONS. LOL

went to swensens for brunch with zy, pris and yvonne. :D



pris and yvonne had this lamb chop,
i thought it was not bad. HAHAHA



this was the steak and some chicken thing i shared with zy.
i thought the chicken and steak was not bad,
though he didnt really enjoy it. HAHAHA
it'll be a long time before i can step into swensons with him again.
HAHAHHAHAHAHHA





chem paper tomorrow,.


HAHAHAHHA i think i've given up hope alr.
but i will still study i guess.

eh but the hongkong drama showing at channel U, 10 pm,
its really nice,
i got addicted to wanting to know what happened,
so im on the last episode alr. HAHAHAHHA
(at the expense of chemistry)
LOL


I WILL STUDY.
I MUST STUDY!
:D

#523.

okay, the papers today didnt seem so bad.
maybe because i could write more, relatively to what i have studied.
reminds me of the secondary school days
where afeeq would sit beside me during exams,
and during ss and hist papers,
you'd see us shaking our hand because it's cramping after writing so much.
HAHAHHA.

those days,
i remember him laughing and asking me to shut up because i wrote two times shorter than him, but my marks were double of his. HAHAHHA i miss ms ju and the hist class man!


i know i will fail econs,
i just hope i dont fail too badly.

music, HOHOHO.
shiying and i have like totally different answers la,
she compared the extract with the first song,
i compared the extract with the second.
dont know who's right or wrong,
aiya dun wanna think about it alr.
i hope i can pass. *cross fingers*


today's choice of eating porridge in school was a bad choice,
i ate barely half of it,
and during the music paper gastric attacked me.

my ultra nice boyfriend who always bullies me
and always walk away from me,
saying im crazy,(LOL)
wanted to bring me to eat nice fried carrot cake,
but it was closed!
we think that it's me.
the last time he brought me to have nice meepok,
the store was closed too. pftbh.

i feel so deprived man.
but the popiah we had wasnt that bad. (:


i seriously think he's damn cute when i refuse to tell him the meaning of something, he frowns and keeps asking me, until i give in and tell him. HAHAHA

alright i gonna work on my chem,
so tmr i have questions to ask laozhabor when i see her for consultation tmr :)



i always get this nostalgic feeling twice a year,
first day of school on term 1 and term 3.
think it started since i got on to secondary school.
the air would smell exceptionally good,
and i'd go to school earlier than usual.
but today was a little different,
i had to go to school early,
but i still smelt the great air.
and i kind of miss home. HAHAHHA

but this year really feels different,
i felt lesser of that feeling,
because of moron :)


all the best to my powerpuff girls and my moron for their physics paper tmr :D

#522.

DOOMED!


im starting to miss holidays alr.
tomorrow onwards it'd be the usual 'wake up early' days,
leaving school only after the sun has set,
feeling tired and lethargic everyday,
falling asleep and trying to depend on sweets chocolates and coffee.

I MISS HOLIDAYS ALR MAN!


but i miss moron even more.
HAHAHA


watching movies, dramas,
but not studying.

WAKE UP RACHAEL!
THE PAPERS ARE TOMORROW!

Mr sim have to self qurantine,
so he cant invilgilate us tomorrow.
i hope he doesnt get a shock when he sees my paper.


dammit, i better go study now!

TATA! :D



that moron. :)

#521.

"Love is just a word until someone comes along and gives it meaning."
-Chuck Palahniuk

he is the someone who came along and gave it meaning.
he is the someone who told me what love really was,
he is the someone who taught me how to love,
he is the someone who made me feel loved.

"Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart."
-Kay Knudsen

he is the someone whom i will miss,
everytime we say goodbye.
he is the someone whom i will miss
when we dont meet each other for at most two days.
he is the someone who makes me feel warm and fuzzy.
he is the someone whose heart is close with mine.

"Love puts the fun in together, the sad in apart, the hope in tomorrow, the joy in a heart."
-Anonymous

he is the someone who gives me fun when we're together,
he is the someone who makes me laugh like crazy,
he is the someone who can make me smile widely,
he is the someone who keeps sadness away from me.
he is the someone who gives me hope,
he is the someone who gives me joy.
he is the someone who keeps the joy in my heart.

"I am so glad that you are here... It helps me realize how beautiful my world is."
-Goethe

he is the someone who helped me realise how beautiful my world is,
he is the someone who made my world even more beautiful.

"Love is something you can't describe
like the look of a rose,
the smell of the rain,
or the feeling of forever."
-Anonymous

he is the someone who gives me the indescribable feeling of forever,
he is the someone who gives me the feeling that i wanna spend forever with him.
he is the someone who gives me love.

"Life's greatest happiness is to be convinced we are loved."
-Victor Hugo

he is the someone who convinced me that im loved.
he is the someone who convinces me that he loves me.
he is the someone who gives me life's greatest happiness.

"Our anniversary is a time to look back at the good times and a time to look ahead to live our dreams together."
-Catherine Pulsifer

he is the someone who spent good times with me,
he is the someone who will spend more good times with me,
he is the someone who will live our dreams together, with me.


he is the someone who will say: why post all these emo stuff?,idiot. (HAHAHA)







this post is dedicated to you worxzxz! HAHAHAHA

thank you for always being there for me.
i love you! :)

#520.

As i looked back at my archives,
i realise this person's been there for me,
every time i needed him.
i realise this person's been making me happy,
whenever i feel upset.
on days im happy,
i realise this person makes me even happier.
i realise this person always waits for me,
i realise this person always gives in to me.


i dont know how appreciative i have shown to be to this person,
i dont know if i've been taking this person for granted,
i dont know if im worthy of this person,

but i know i appreciate this person,
i know i will not take this person for granted,
i know i will try my best to be worthy of this person.

i know there are many more people out there who deserve such great guys like you,
but i do know that i'll work hard to be one of those who deserve such guys.





this unique pair of teeth,
this unique smile of his.

only this person could make me feel like crying,
only this person could make my throat feels tighten,
only this person could make my face feel hot
and feel like crying
when he hugs me real tight and tells me he loves me.
only this person would make me look like the stupidest person on earth,
but hugs me and holds me tightly when i pretend to be angry,
and keeps laughing at me, until i cannot control my laughter and laugh out loud.
and then he'd look at me with that kind of eyes,
and walk far away from me, but hugs me even tighter when i pout.
only this person would play along with me when i try to crack a lame joke,
or when im trying to be sarcastic,
or when i lie about having a twin sister that has the same name as me.
only this person will play along when i tell him how great my boyfriend is
and how much he should know him, and how much i'd like them to know each other.
only this person will play along when i tell him how fantastic his girlf is,
when deep down my heart, i dont agree with whatever i say.
when deep down my heart, i still feel that he deserves a better girl,
when deep down my heart, i still feel insecure at times,
when deep down my heart, i hate myself for being such an ass.

but deep down my heart, i appreciate it when he unfailingly assures me how much he loves me.
i love this person.
his nice smelling hair,
his nicely shaped fingers,
his crooked teeth,
his overwhelming pespiration,
his super straight body,
his funny character,
his sexy voice,
his caring nature,
seriously, i love him.

you have been the greatest boyfriend,
i swear i love you for who you are and what you'll become.
EVEN IF YOU BECOME BALD! HAHAHAHA.
i swear i'll still love you,
EVEN IF I BECOME BALD! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

#519.

i'm so proud of myself, i have to post the picture :D LOL

went back to school early in the morning today for chem,
pris was there too, to my surprise. HAHAHA

when i want to blog and cant find anything to blog,
my day is boring to the max.



oh i went to look for zy to give him notes,
we had breakfast,
a very heavy one,
and i had 2 bottles of ribena sparkling! WOOOOOTSSSSS :D:D:D

went home, slept through until 6 plus.




and im off to experiment on the chocolate hearts chocolate :D
WISH ME LUCK! :D


after that, i promise
I PROMISE
I PROMISE to study :)






i love him :D
really.

#518.

i love him :D
the person who's nice to every girl but nicest to me,
the person who takes care of everyone but take greatest care of me, (and his family of couse LOL)
the person who always put pokemon games in front of me! pftbh.
the person who always steps two steps away from me when i laugh loudly! HAHAHAHA
but steps back to me and hug me when i pout.
the person who'll tell me to take this out of my blog the moment he sees this.

BLAH BLAH BLAH. HAHHAHAHAHAHA

i dun know if i blogged about this alr,
but if i had, then i'll just repeat this again.

I BROKE THE RECORD AGAIN!!!
AND THIS TIME, IT'S 10 SECONDS WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTS! :D:D:D:D:D
seriously, i think i have a hidden talent :D
and im a prodigy! HAHAHAHHA




peektures taken during the night cycling and airport :)

#517.

SUNDAY!!!
and i havent studied.

Im soooooooooooooo dead.



night cycling on friday night was totally crazy,
took up more than 95% of my energy.
my butts were aching, my legs felt like breaking,
my palms were swollen and strength-less,
i felt totally like crap.

zy cycled with my family and i,
and he stayed over after that :)

woke up the next morning,
and HAD TO RIDE AGAIN!
we had to return the rented bikes,
and after that went for breakfast.

it's really, really nice when your boyf takes dinner, supper, sleeps over and have breakfast with you and your family the next day.

he took great care of me, and my sibs.
i really love him :D

bro was super funny,
trying to be a poser. LOL




OH OH OH OH OH !

I BROKE MY RECORD AGAIN! 23 SECONDS WOOTS WOOTS WOOTSSSSSSSS!
his reply was: i shouldnt have taught you la.
LOL

ZY IS SUCH A LOSER.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.



okay,
im going off to bed alr,
off to study tmr! :D

#516.

As i said in my previous post,
i promised to study econs.


im 'proud' to say that i broke my promise.
i ended up minesweeping.


zy was at my place on tue minesweeping and breaking my record.
i was determined to break his record.
and I DID IT! :D

31 SECONDS WOOOOOOOOOOOOTS! :D :D :D :D



I BET HE CANNOT BREAK MY NEW RECORD.

HAHAHAHHHAHHAHA.




oh and he dared me to post this:

"i'm proud that i made my boyfriend lose his urge to shit."


HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!

i hope he doesnt see this man,
he'd prolly skin me alive. :D




i enjoyed lunch-ing with you today,
i enjoyed today alot.
thank you for always assuring me when i needed assurance.
ILY :D

#515.

#514.

Breaktalk's garlic bread is worser than my own toasted garlic bread,
when you keep the bread overnight.
HAHAHAHA.


im addicted to the garlic bread,
so im suffering from a worser sore throat now.

thankfully i have ribena sparkling in my fridge! :D:D:D:D



zy bought it for me and put it in my fridge yesterday! WOOTS
i woke up this morning feeling happy,
and he told me,
i drank it last night.
LOL,
i replied: that's impossible, i can sense its presence near me! LOL

and it's irritating that the bottle dont open,
i wonder how he always opens it for me easily.


okay, i promised to study econs today.
im gonna pick up those *urgh* notes and study econs!
then i gonna study math so that i can see shrek for consultation next week! :D
i miss shrek! HAHHAHA.


Happy Birthday pzys' dad. may all your wishes come true :D
HAHAHAHA




it's funny how a person can be older, but more childish at mind.
sometimes i feel like laughing out loud at the way they behave.
hahahahaahhahaha.

#513.

happy birthday to me.
the day i was not looking forward to.
i dont wanna turn 18!!!
LOL

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KHAIRUNNISA,
my twin who comes from a different mother but born on the same day as me.
HAHHAHA.


a big thankyou to the most important people of my life, my family.
and then then next most wonderful person of my life,
and my choir bestfriends.

namely zy, jinghang, lanyuan, alicia, jiayan, xuejun, zhenyu, khai, yvonne, ernest, amanda,yensoon, eileen, wanjing, hockhao, yuanling, minhui, peggy, rachel, joan, cassandra wang, winson, baoyue, bev, theodore, marcus, pris, jude, jun, OKE, cassandra seow, wenjie, siongkoon, siangwei, shivam, jen, zt, shaocong, ks, brandon, heman, pindong, hongray, ashley, and many more :D



thank you for the card, i love it. SERIOUSLY (im not being sarcastic)
the best gift i would have received.
your precious time, to shopping, simpang bedok for meepok,
laksa-ing and all,
THANK YOU VERY MUCH, ILY :D
(ps, i do know how much you love me now)

thank you lanyuan and alicia,
for singing happy birthday to me in the middle of the night,

pindong and hongray hoping they're the last to wish me happy birthday,
hongray is the last btw, haahhaha

aiya, i truly appreciate everything that everyone has done.
like shivam 'sang' happy birthday to me via msn. LOL
and pris and siangwei's overwhelming wish. HAHAHAH.


and dunno why the councillors suddenly msn-ed me at the same time.
like seriously, at least 8 of them. HAHAHA.

this year is like utterly SIAN-ED.
i have no mood for birthdays, i dun know why.





i wanna cut off my nose and eat one bowl of chilli to numb my throat!



okay im gonna get my ass and fingers off the seat and com,
and sit beside him on the couch and watch prison break! :D


#edited

#512.

you know how much i love you,
but i dont know for sure how much you love me.

"My love for you is a journey;
Starting at forever,
and ending at never.
- Anonymous"

#511.

:)

#510.

had a flu today,
was sneezing my way from tampines to causeway point,
from causeway to jen's house.

my mood starting going down only from the point when I COULDNT FIND ANY RIBENA SPARKLING i think
after going to her house,
talked to zy for awhile,
sneezing and all,
i sat down by the piano and played for a long long time.

at first i was trying to remember how to play pathetique,
they then made me play the school song,
and then his sms came,
and i then started to play anything that came to me.
all the soft and slow kind of music,
i guess it was my mood.

then went to buy ice with shivam siangwei wenjie and dennis,
the 23rds came,
had a small and light dinner,
and one of the girls happened to touch me,
and said i was having a fever.

the dress up part was funny,
esp when boon how wore red fbts over his long and thin legs,
weilun wearing yixian's red underwear outside like superman,
and many more.



but i didnt feel good at all.
i dun know if it was just me or what,

i think im really lousy.

#509.

I ENJOYED MYSELF TODAY :D



not exactly in the morning when we sent zhang xiao off at the airport,
but after that was really great.


i felt that i had real fun today.
like seriously.



damn,
everyone's asking me out on the few days of the whole holidays.
and i said what, must save money.
dammit, it's like so not happening la.

#508.

im watching a cinderella story today.

sighhhhh.

im freaking broke man,
i need to really stop spending and start saving.

#507.

如果那一天我不曾和你相遇
那么我将不会拥有那份痛苦 悲伤
而又包含泪水的回忆
然而 若不是遇到你
我也无法体会到那份愉悦 心动 珍贵 温暖
而又充满幸福的感觉


im watching sky of love again LOL






i really need to pick up my momentum and study for my block test.
zy says he's going to call me every half an hour to make sure im studying -.-

#506.

I've been appointed as sectional leader for soprano section of my chorale,
and i feel really honoured.

im really scared that i cant cope,
but i guess i have to admit im greedy,
i want to try everything.

i know zy will support me,
my family will support me too. right?


i've changed my blog song (again)
to Lucky by Ashily.
it's the soundtrack in boys over flowers,
and no im not crazy over the drama or something,
but this songs's lyrics are really meaningful to me.

cant remember the lyrics exactly,
but it tells about how much she's being loved.
something like that.

yes,
im lucky i have you. :)


okay, im going to bed alr if not zy will kill me tomorrow!

#505.

im gonna study chem!

i must work hard!

i must work smart!

i must be less lazy and see tham hin for consultation tmr!

okay, i must stop procrastinating too.



tata people, im off to hit the papers.





:)

#504.

I THINK THIS AD IS EFFING FUNNY.

#503.

MY CA3 CHEM RESULTS SUCK TOTALLY.

THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I GOT SUCH MARKS
AND IM VERY NOT PROUD OF IT.

I HAD A HEADACHE AND IM HAVING ONE AGAIN.
OMFG.

I REALLY FEEL LIKE TALKING TO LAOZHABOR,
BUT THEN AGAIN, SIGH.
I DUN KNOW IF SHE'LL LISTEN.

LAOZHABOR IS LIKE REALLY NICE TO ME
(THOUGH SHE TREATS ME LIKE A SPASTIC CHILD)
BUT REALLY,
I MUST START WORKING HARD AND DO WELL FOR BLOCK TEST.



I NEED TO SEE THE TWO LAOZHABORS FOR CONSULTATION,
I NEED TO SEE SHREK FOR CONSULTATION.
I NEED TO SEE THAM HIN FOR CHEM,
I NEED TO SEE DAVE FOR ECONS,
I NEED TO SEE JUDE FOR MATH.
I NEED MR SIOW!
I NEED MR SEET!
I NEED HELP!
HELP! SAVE ME!

#502.

okay, I seriously enjoyed the r/s programme thing,
and i feel that i've learnt alot from it.





no words can describe what i'm feeling and going through now.




i only know

I'M DAMN SLEEPY!

gonna let mummy sign the report slip,
and SLEEP!

GOODNIGHT PEOPLE! :D

#501.

IM USING THE SCHOOL'S INTERNET
AND I THINK IT'S COOL LA.

though it's not as fast as my home's,
but it's good enough.


IM EASILY CONTENTED. :D

#500.

500 POSTS WORZZXZZZZ.


HAHHAHAHA. if jiemei ever sees this, i'll have to listen to him say 'worzzzzzz' for another two weeks or so.
he's like trying to be tweet or sth la.


it's like the start of the june holidays,
but i have to go back to school for a week.


and yesterday i attended a concert at VCH right?
i ended ultra late, and reached home nearly at 1 am.
and this morning, I OVERSLEPT.
i was late for half an hour, mr poh called me horrible when i called him to tell him i'd be late.
hahahaha, i thought he'd scold me or something la.

and jiemei was coincidentally late too,
and he told mrs szetoh he couldnt find the keys to go out of the house,
so he was stuck and late. OMFG, super funny la.



oh and so, anyways
today had choir practice for post-syf performance on friday.
dunno wtf is wrong with my mummy, keep telling me to quit choir.
i wanted to ask her to watch the post syf,
but i reckoned she wouldnt want to because of the time and effort.
besides, because of the investiture rehearsal and skipping of choir prac as a result,
i didnt know about asking your parents or friends to the concert.

oh whatever,
i really dont have time to be bothered with her trival matters.









i need to pack my music stuff,
finish charging my laptop so that i can use tomorrow,
and OH YEAH.

today we had this relationship module thing,
i love the facilitator.
he's super funny la,
i laughed till my stomach ached,
till i felt so cold i had goose bumps,
and till i felt my gastric pains.
(I left home in a rush, forgot to take money.) HAHHAHAHAH.

oh and yeah,
i think it's damn useful.
like a quote i saw in there,
IQ helps you find a job, EQ helps you to get promotions. ah something like that.



and yeah, i wanna go alr! SUPER SLEEPY and i dun wanna oversleep,
though i can report only at 10.40am,
i still wanna go early to get the wireless fixed up,
and work on my PW!.



TATA! :D