#487.

IM HUNGRY.



IM HUNGRY FOR SLEEP.



GIVE ME 45 HOURS A DAY SO THAT I CAN SLEEP!













i know im greedy. :D



DAMN PI.

#486.

Alright, i havent been blogging.
I havent been online,
I was SICK!

still a good girl,
havent skipped a day of school. :D

(but there's been ALOT of days where we kept talking about skipping, buy MC, go Vivo, blah blah..)







anyways,
I PASSED MY MUSIC COMMENTARY!
3 days late, but I PASSED! 17/30,
and it was made one of the sample essays! :D:D:D
well, the thing is,
there's only 4 students in the class,
and 2 essays were picked.
so the probability was higher la.
HAHAHHA.

council was alright,
but im still not looking forward to camp...


ah great.
tomorrow's submission for PI = no sleep tonight
tomorrow's full dress rehearsal = late end school
thursday's math re-test = DOOMSDAY.

and he says, i hate holding your hands. it's so irritating that i cant let go.

#485.

MY FLU IS BACK.

i told jiemei,
my nose is running again.

he replied
i saw it run past me. no wonder it looked familiar.

i laughed out loud and scolded him.
HAHAHAHAHHAHA.


today choir practice was funny.
seriously, i love choir more than sc.

im not looking forward to the camp,
and mom just kp me for having to go camp and not going overseas with them.
she says i have no family like WTH.

friday was blazer fitting,
and then was full dress rehearsal at VCH.
went there, saw tpjc choir and saw joel.
totally didnt expect him to join choir, but oh well.
feet were hurting from that pair of super pain heels,
and was damn sleepy cuz i only slept at 3am the previous night.
so while singing,
my eyes were shut and i was moving,
looking as if i was feeling the music,
but i was actually sleeping! HAHAHHA.


sometimes i hate my home. really.
they're so damn noisy and i feel really pissed off at this place.

#484.

MY PHONE SUCK MAN.


since morning i didnt recieve any sms-es,
and till just now, i suspected sth was wrong and went to restart the phone.
and when i switched it on again,
i received like 11 sms-es! from morning till night man.

so i started replying,
after one hour or so,
and then NO REPLY AGAIN!
so i switch off and on again.
and the sms-es came in again.

and to read zhenyuan's sms,
i've restarted my phone for the 6th time.
OMG,
i hate my phone man.


DONE WITH PI! :D
im like super happy la,
and this week seems like a good week,
i didnt owe any homework la. HAHAHA.

what is tiring me now, is the two CCAs i have to juggle between.
both wants meetings and all, on same days and same time.
and both take up alot of my precious time too!

SIAN LA,
i feel like sleeping aldy man! HAHAHHA.
and today, i can afford to! :D


so goodnight, TATA! :D

#483.

OMG IM STILL DOING PI LA WTF.


i should have known,
i wouldnt skip lunch for this damn PI.


i only had 5 nuggets for the entire day la.

still had pains,
so went to eat after council meeting.

and now im home,
supposedly spending time with my hw,
but im blogging,
chatting on msn,


WHATEVER MAN.


EFF IT PI!







i know of repulsive people,
i also know wonderful people.


Thanks Nick,
for your kind advice.
Thanks Joel(F),
for your advice too.
Thanks WL,
for your concern.
Thanks all of you.


Thanks my best friend/haojiemei/...... too.
I LOVE ALL YOU TO THE MAXZZZ.

#482.

HOHOHOHO.
it's 4.05am,
and I HAVENT STARTED ON MY PI!






DAMN PI LA.

I HATE PI!!

#481.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIN HUI! :D

I STILL LOVE YOU BABE,
SORRY THAT I HAVE BEEN REALLY BUSY.
I KNOW YOUR BIRTHDAY IS STILL A HIT! :D



HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAUN! :D

I DUN HAVE TO REMIND YOU,
YOU'RE GETTING OLD! HAHAHAHAAHHAHA.





right,
and now, happy birthday to me.
i dun know how im gonna sleep and complete my PI in 6 hours.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RACHAEL. LOL




thanks alot haojiemei,
thanks alot brother.
thanks alot gun-ge-ra-leh, na-eh-no-mei.
HAHAHHAHA.

#480.

I GOT INTO COUNCIL!.


you're right if you dont sense any joy in the statement i just made.
i really dont feel any happiness or joy.
i dun know why,
i think it's just these few days.

these few days have been bad days (to me)
even though im still laughing and everything.
it's just the times where i'll 'hu si luan xiang',
and piss people around me off.

but, i seriously love haojiemei's family.

that day after the voting results,
i called zhenyu and told him i didnt get thru.
i sounded super sian and sad,
but i was giggling on the outside.
jiemei and livia were laughing at me,
and jiemei kept calling me an idiot.

he did believe me, and i didnt tell him i was lying,
until when he called me again la. HAHAHHA.

yesterday, went to school in the morning for choir.
i was late, and when i entered,
they were doing warm-ups and singing 'how are you today'
hong ray then started singing 'why you late today' -.-

then sectionals were funny,
when we sang the guys' parts for varsha and all.
then during break, met gladys and jiayan,
and i did that 'trick' again.

LOL


and today,
i woke up only at 11,
and i was laughing at jiemei for having to go to school at 7.30!
HAHAAHAHAHHAHAHHA.

and then did some baking after brunch.

havent done my PI second draft yet,
and IM WATCHING BUNNY SWAN!

this is really funny,
im like watching the one which i havent watched before,
i bet jiemei will laugh off his chair when he sees it HAAHHAHHAH.



OMGOMGOMG
practical assessment is coming real soon,
and i havent perfected mozart's last sonata!
GASPS

"I can't go back to yesterday - because I was a different person then."
-Lewis Carroll

#479.

Today's math test was...
(i dun wanna talk about it).

okay la, i did know how to do like 50% of the questions,
i just hope i pressed the calculator correctly,
and get the answers correctly.

2 questions, i left blank. worth 12 marks,
i honestly didnt study that, so ya.
i know mr poh wont die of a heart attack when he sees my paper,
cuz i showed him the blanks aldy. HAHAHAH.


tmr is the release of the results,
on whether we're officially in council or not.















this has been one of the few days,
where i wanted to study because of council.
if i still continue to fail, my teachers will definitely protest violently to get me out of council.

BUT,

it's also demoralising.
Especially when you're tired,
but dont feel like going home,
too much distractions at home,
and so on.
And also a best friend/haojiemei who's feeling as bad and tired as you.

i thought that if we both quit jc together and go poly,
we would probably live happier and have more fun together.
afterall, we cant study together. (that's his mentality)

he taught me chemistry today,
im really grateful for that man.
and its not true that we cant study together.
BEST FRIENDS ARE NOT ONLY THERE TO HAVE FUN WITH YOU!

as I said,
call Ms swan when you feel like it! :D
LOL


and ya,
tmr after the results,
i'll go to his place and watch movies with his brother and him!
hahahhahaha.

SOMEONE CARRY MY STUFF FOR ME! HAHAHA.


today was a pretty mad day for us.
i was like drawing on my post it pad on the bus,
and pasted it in jiemei's file.
SUPER FUNNY, couldnt stop laughing.
the lady sitting beside jiemei was like staring at me la WTH.

and after we alighted, i was still drawing and drawing,
until he nearly wanted to pull the marker out of my hand.
he said: go home then draw la!
i was like.. walao, suddenly i go YOUR home, become i go HOME. hahahhaha.
and then he kept scolding me sparstic and kept calling my nickname.
shant mention.
hahahhaha.

reached his place, SLEPT for like... 5 minutes only.
he kept waking me up la, that moron.

he pasted two of the post it on his table,
then i got addicted and kept drawing and pasted all over his table.
it was really funny,
i should take a picture man.
i said i would but forgot to. HAHAHHA.
we then studied chem,
his brothers came back,
taught his younger brother math,
and then there was the ICECREAM MAN!
wasted, didnt get to eat the usual favourite ice cream,
because there was Yam flavour and i didnt want to risk the vomitting and all.
the three brothers then walked me to the bus stop (AGAIN),
and zhenye is SUPER DUPER CUTE.
omg i like him man. HAHAHAHHA.
he kept imitating the way i walked on the sides and all,
and i was like acting like a crazy girl on the street
all because of my haojiemei. LOLOLOLOLOL




alright,
i gotta GO aldy.

I FEEL LIKE SLEEPING! !! ! ! ! ! !!!! !! ! !! ! ! ! ! !

#478.

OMG IM SUPPOSED TO BE STUDYING NOW LA.


choir today was crappy,
everyone was so damn tired.
we sang from 2.30 all the way till 8pm.
but i left slightly earlier, like 7.30pm.
my voice was too hoarse and i was too tired to continue.
besides, i have 4 upcoming tests, 2 of them TMR!

i seriously dont know how to pass the two tests tomorrow man,
if i still continue to fail, everyone will protest against me being in SC la i think.
and i might even retain.

AIYA QUIT SCHOOL LA. so difficult.


all the studying has driven me crazy.
just to keep myself awake and not stone,
i've done crazy stuff like writing on Post-It pads,
telling myself not to, else zy will come whack me.
like WTH, i really think im mad.
Plus the bus taking thingy,
shant elaborate here.
but in short,
IM BECOMING MAD.

i wish i'll lose my voice now,
and i wish i'll suddenly faint,
so i'll get hospitalised and tmr i dun have to go school! :D



AIYA,
but before that happens,
i should study first, in case it doesnt happen,
at least i wont fail SO badly.
LOL

#477.

IM SUPER DUPER ULTRA FULL.


well, that's only now. i was hungry the entire day.
HAHAHA.

totally didnt have time to eat today,
was busy drawing kenga and kaiyun's birthday card.
very impromptu, but i tried my best! hahahah.

so anyways, voting was during PCCT,
and i had to return everyone money for CVD.
it was annoying, but it's funny la.
like shixuan thought i so good, give him 10 bucks in exchange for 2.50.

LOL.


then after school, went northpoint to look for makan!
it was damn weird la, we walked out of YJ when it was scorching hot.
the only times i remember going out of school is either when the sun is setting, or has already set.

so DIDNT find any nice food there,
so with jiemei's recommendation, we went to the food centre near his place.
the other two ZYs (LOL) came to look for us and makan together,
and we rushed to his place so that jiemei could vote.

we were like laughing at the pictures la.

and im still pissed everytime i think that i didnt get to vote la.
blame my itchy fingers, dunno click what submit.
i really admit that my name is idiot.
hahahahahaha.

and then the 3 brothers sent me off to the bus stop,
and jiemei rode me there la.
he kept complaining that im a FATTIE,
like WTH.
but its true, cuz we just ate wad.
so ya. i'll try to lose weight! hahahahha.

some parts were scary,
like when he purposely go damn fast down the slope,
and when he lost balance. (he claimed that it wasnt on purpose.)
HAHAHHAHAHHAHA.


supposed to meet ideal boyf today,
but he totally forgot about meeting me,
wanted me to meet at like 9pm? SIAO.
he then told me to call him if i had problems. hahhaha.
i miss him man, so long never see him aldy.

and im really really sleepy. feel like sleeping now,
BUT IM REALLY TOO FULL TO EVEN LIE ON THE BED.


yay i cant wait for sunday,
I WANNA WATCH MOVIE! :D
movie marathon, i've never tried that before man. see how much i can watch in a day :D



alright,
im off to bed! :D TATATA

#476.

I WANNA DO WELL!



i had this sudden urge to stop slacking,
stop playing,
and start mugging.


i think it's the maths causing me to think this way.

we're now on Curves and Functions,
and it's my favourite Amath.
it's like the first thing in JC which i enjoy doing,
and im rushing to finish all of it la.


hahhahaha.

i wish i had such enthusiasm for my GP essays, my PW, my other stuff.


im really tired man,
i never fail to feel sleepy in class.


today was bad.
i fed on one pack of Chips More cookies and jiemei mum's cookies.
if i continue eating like this to stay awake,
i gonna gain 5 pounds at the end of the month man.

Choir was tiring.
damn sleepy,
and i took the long route home summore.

took 854 with livia and jiemei,
thereafter we alighted and walked to the usual bus stop.
wanted to WITHdraw money,
queued for damn long,
and end up didnt withdraw any.

wasted time,
bus came not long after,
on the way home,
got attacked by gastric pains again.
it's been here after soo long.
the last time i had pains were.... i cant even remember.



but that reminds me,
i had bad cramps last week.
it was bad, i hated it.




ANYWAYs, thats like out of the topic alr.

today was the J2s voting for the SC election.

ZOMG, tmr it's the J1s. so after that we'd know if we're in or not.
HAHAHHAA.

now so many people know my chinese name!
hong ray was disturbing me la.
like WTH.

and some said we looked like siblings. HAHHAHAHA.



and im SOOOO GONNA sleep now,
and wake up early to do GP essay.

#475.

“At times our own light goes out and is rekindled by a spark from another person. Each of us has cause to think with deep gratitude of those who have lighted the flame within us.”
-Albert Schweitzer

#474.

-.-
=.=
=.-
-.=
^.-
-.^
=.^
^.=



this is FUNNY. HAHAHHAHAHA.

#473.

OH MY TIAN, THIS IS SO DAMN FREAKING COOL! :D

#472.

Changed blogskin! :D

spent only awhile la, im SOOOO PROUD of myself! HAHAHA.


Moron Phua sms-ed me aldy,
i really replied lalalalalalalala. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

omg, i was laughing as i typed it la.

and moron, IM NOT ANGRY. HAAHHAHAHA.

#471.

MORON PHUA just made me hang up on him,
and if he sms-es me later, i'll reply LALALALALALALALA.

and if he dont, he can forget about talking to me tmr.


HAHHAHAHAHAHHA.

#470.

I WANNA STUDY!


wasted yesterday, didnt do any work.

today, wasted half a day not studying and 'sweeping wood'.
hhaahha.

i merely did one question in the car,
then found out i left my lecture notes at jiemei's place!

now i totally have no mood to study,
the two kiddos are here playing,
and making me play hide and seek with them.
and they're taking my chair as a wheelchair, wheeling me around.
HAAHHAHHAHHA.



okay, i really gotta study alr.
i havent done my GP essay! DAMMIT.

#469.

I AM TIRED OF DOING MATH.

so im here, posting pictures out of boredom. :D


Monil says i look retarded dancing in this picture.
And mr wong says those who cant tell it's an 'R' are dumb.
that includes ...................... (i shall not mention. but they're those 23rd student councillors that enjoy disturbing me. LOL)




the newest 'IN' thing in town, no more skinnies, WELCOME THE FATTIES! :D:D




I love it so much, i had to try it on and bought them. LOL.




I was trying to imitate 'Bunny Swan', and obviously i still look better than her, no matter how much i try. HAHAHHAHAHAHHA.





okay, that's all for now.
i wanted to post the rest of the pictures, but jiemei and his brother dun allow me to. HAHAHHA.


okay, im going to go back to my maths and GP!

TATATATATATATATATATATATATATATATA LOL

#468.

initially wanted to blog, but because of the stupid LMS,
i lost my mood.


it's 1.20am, and im still NOT ASLEEP!

ytd jiemei asked me to watch movie with him and his friend,
but i rejected it and went home, hoping to please my mum more.
I REGRETTED. (okay la, i dun quite regret it now)

mummy forced me to the hairdresser, (and im more pissed at the hairdresser)
and my long hair is GONE.
my hair is shorter than pris' and yvonne's. I SWEAR.

had a tiff with mummy after that,
and jiemei came to look for me after his movie.
thanks to him, i dun dislike my hair that much. LOL


so met up with him today,
went to ikea to play,
and it was damn retarded.
we totally crapped the whole way and it was really retarded.
some people who were genuinely looking for furniture stared at us for making a fool out of ourselves. LOL

then went to his house, did some studying,
and then went cycling with the 3 brothers.
I PROMISED not to post those photos. hahahhaha.

anyways, his brother calls him my chauffeur.
and his bike is the 'taxi'. hahahahha.


but ya. the photos i'll probably post next time.
no photos, not nice to describe aldy. HAHAHHA.

#467.

THE LMS SYSTEM OF YJC SUCK BIG TIME!!!!


WHY IS IT THAT I HAVENT VOTED BUT WHEN I CLICKED SUBMIT, THEY ACCEPTED IT??? I THOUGHT EVERYONE HAVE TO VOTE NO MATTER WHAT?!?!?!??!

OMG I'LL HATE MYSELF IF THE 10 PEOPLE I WANTED TO VOTE FOR DUN GET INTO SC.




WITHIN 2 HOURS, THE LMS SYSTEM CAN MAKE ME SO PISSED OFF.

FIRST IS ABOUT SOME IDIOT FLAMING THE SC. AND NOW IT'S THE SURVEY THING. OMFG, KILL ME MAN!

#466.

I WAS SO TIRED, I SLEPT WHILE PRACTISING PIANO AT BRAHMS ROOM.


was playing this Lots of semiquavers part,
and i fell asleep. the notes got softer and my speed of playing decreased, till it disappeared.
LOL.

had the rehearsal for thursday's speech,
and monil called me crazy girl.
reminded me of pussy, he called me that too.
hahaha.


oh yeah. this is funny.
in the morning, i asked weilun:

Me: What they check ytd ah? did anyone ask if you're gay?
Him: No la. you think i walk in then they straightaway ask meh?
Me: Ya la, you look gay wad. hahahaha.
Him: -.- NO Lor. they check my ku ku bird.
Me: OMG, they checked?
Him: Yeah! serious.
Me: Why they never ask if you gay or not?!
Him: I 'marched' in leh, never walk in like this la. (he walked ku niang-ly.)


Vincent and him are like super funny.

i love council man. LOL
i mean, i love the people at council.



jiemei waited for me today,
went for dinner.
we havent had dinner together for a long time,
and we finally had a chance to today.
i enjoy talking with jiemei.
we were on our way to the bus stop, when our buses drove past.
we then decided to walk to the next bus stop,
and i was telling him, if the bus comes before we reach the bus stop, how?
he said, then we walk to the next one.
so we went like.. so if always halfway to the stop got bus, walk the expressway to tampines ah.
LOL.


OH. and today's music lesson,
Mr sim was telling us to go to the audi early if not no space to sit and all.
so he said he'd be giving a talk,
i commented, "No wonder you wear so nice today."
he said, so i normally wear very ugly meh?
Hahhahahha. just that his shirt looked glossy compared to the rest.

and during the talk, he mentioned that i said that to him la. i was laughing like shit. HAAHA.


got the new ezlink card today, dun like it la.
looks like some imitation of the ezlink card.
moron said i looked like a bunny.
and he linked it to bunny swan.
STUPID ASS.








alright,
gonna continue with my speech thingy
and sleep!!
I NEED SLEEP! :( :( :(

#465.

SHITTY CRAPPY CRAP SHIT.



slept at 3am,
and today i found out,
i didnt need to do the essay for PI! !&^$&*%#^&%!&$


but now i gotta do the ppt for the speech,
and im damn lazy la,
so i think i'll just do it tomorrow during my breaks.
IM DAMN SLEEPY and im gonna sleep soon.


went to watch slumdog millionaire,
complimentary tickets from FARMER CHONG.
left choir practice early with livia,
and conductor was pissed off.


but anyways,
im really really sleepy now.

kit kat is nice.
and i dun mean the chocolate,
i mean kit kat the person.

i kind of miss the short period of time when we were doing the understudy project.
hahhaaha.
everytime i see him, i call him kit kat,
and everytime he sees me and jiemei,
he says 'ANYWAYS'.
random, but i got reminded of him when i typed anyways.
hahahahah.


my godson went to get his NS check up today,
feels weird when i dun see him tgt with B and M.
like something's missing there.
HAAHHAHAA.




alright, im really gonna sleep aldy.

SORRY JIEMEI!
im really tired to wait alr. :X

#464.

OH SO GREAT,
OH SO FANTASTIC.

Im 4 hours away from the time i leave home for school.


and im NOWHERE near the end of my PI.
as it is, im still working on the group speech.




i suddenly feel like bathing now, so i can nap awhile later and go straight to school.


ytd slept at 4am,
haojiemei slept at 5.30am because of me,
and both had to wake up early.

and now its 2 plus,
we're still doing our work.



DUN be shocked if you see both of us die tmr.

i have choir after school, he has band.



WISH ME LUCK.

GOOD LUCK HAOJIEMEI.


AHAHAHAHHAHAHA.

#463.

Erdie says: You failed your math test? I go jc how, get negative aldy ah.


LOL.




erdie,
i've failed my second attempt.
this time marks better,
but still a U.

IM !(&^$!&^$&*^#^!% pissed off.









PI is driving me mad.
the group speech is driving me crazy.

#462.

I LOVE ZHEN YUAN TO THE CORE MAN.
I love priscilla alot alot alot alot alot too!



im really sorry for what happened today pris,
but im really thankful i have you.
you have been a really great friend.
even when i was damn stressed, you still took it and didnt get angry.
i really love you my dear! :D



and zhen yuan,
sigh. no matter what happens,
even if he's not involved,
people still contact him,
either expect him to know what happened to me
or asks him to talk to me and all.

im really glad i have him.
he's the one who never fails to be there for me whenever i needed someone.
he'll hear me cry,
he'll hear me laugh,
he'll hear me complain,
he'll hear me crap,
he'll hear me grumble,
he'll hear me nag,
he'll hear me whine,
he'll hear me scream,
he'll hear me sing,
he'll hear me fall asleep,
and the list goes on.


i thought today would be the first time he probably wont know what happened,
or even if he knew it'd be when it's all over.
but i was shocked to receive his sms.
"Hey you cooled down alr? I hear from pris bout what happened. You can call me if you want"
I did, and i really felt even more like crying.


he was the first person to make me laugh after all that happened,
we were talking and
I said: I really felt like dying la.
ZY: make sure you dun stab a lecturer.
Me: i'll stab lao zha bor.
ZY: but she's been nice to you leh.
Me: yeah, find someone else. but the teachers all like me. i'll just jump.
ZY: wear red!
Me: no.. must calculate the wind direction, speed of the wind and all, so i know how to tilt my body, so that i'll land in a nice position. then cannot wear flabby skirt, if not will zao keng.
ZY: die still must care meh? hahahha.
Me: i expect myself to appear in the headlines mah.
ZY: wan bao ah?
Me: NO, straits times la.

and the conversation went on........


he's still accompanying me,
and it's 2.25am.



zhen yuan rocks the socks man.


HJMF! :D

#461.

!^$%&^%!^%%#*!($!


I SWEAR I TOTALLY SCREWED UP THE SPEECH.



these are some of the comments i received today:

1) You crazy ah? speak like machine gun.
2) I thought it was okay, short and sweet. not too fast wad.
3) Your speech's too cliche!
4) I thought it was good, you got your point across.
5) I thought it was impactful.
6) You were too nervous!
7) Lacked confidence!
8) You were too soft!
9) You usually speak perfectly, but today you stammered abit. Nervous?

and so on and so forth.


I think i have bad stage fright.
I either laugh like crazy and cant stop laughing,
or legs turn jelly until dunno what,
or my heart pumps faster like duno what, as though hyperventilating.

yesterday was the rehearsal,
monil, boonhow and weilun were damn pekcek with me la,
cuz i couldnt stop laughing.

and joel was nice, help me edit my speech and all.
ESP to my GP teacher and Mr Sng! :D :D :D

and the after effects of the speech is bad.
everywhere i go, the teachers would smile at me like....
i dun know. HAHHAHA.


and now i have to do all my homework and all. HAHAHHA.



next week got one more speech,
but it'd be a group one,
so i think it wont be so bad.

VOtE FOR RACHAEL! LOL.


mr leong always roll his eyes when i tell him that.
HAHAHHAA.