#420.

It's such a miracle that im awake!

well, wasnt supposed to work today,
intended to go shopping,
but NOW I HAVE TO WORK!

BOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOO! :( :( :( :( :(


i cannot deny im in a holiday mood.
and i cant seem to get out of it!



now i gotta go shower and do some shopping before 12,
else i wont be able to sit still at work.


TATA! :D

#419.

WISHING YOU GUYS A VERY BELATED MERRY XMAS!

LOL


hasnt been online for one week,
and i've lost the blogging mood.


so now,
im going back to bed,
for i lost lots of sleep this week.


TATA! :D

#418.

SLEEPY!


had to force myself to wake up,
when i slept for barely 6 hours!
wenmiin and jenna only slept for 5 hours!
like LOL,
lagi poor thing. HAHHAHA.

thankfully today was 'slackery',
except for a certain time where all the customers suddenly came.

OH YES!
FOR ONCE,
im FASTER than the rest!
normally, when im th cashier,
th rest checking studios would finish faster,
for i roll th audit rolls SLOWEST in th company.

today,
i divided my audit rolls into two,
and i finished everything before they did!
was super happy la..
LOLOL.

James was such an ass just now,
prank-called my extension number,
made a fool out of me for few seconds.
LOL.
and leandro was not any better.
took my hp number,
prank called me RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME.
to think i still went,"whose number sia."
he couldnt stop laughing la. like CRAYZEE.


alright,
i gonna re-watch my video. it's too addictive.
HAHHAHHAHA.

TATA!

#417.

CUSTOMERS DRIVE US CRAZY ALL THE TIME.


1st example;
notice the birthdate and the highest qualifications.
Karen was asking me to notice what's wrong with this form,
i kept calculating the age, and told her nothing wrong.
HAHHAHHA.



2nd example;
irritating indian customers who pressurizes me to do refunds,
dont give me time to terminate and do AP,
just want me to offset and pay her.

3rd example;
irritating indian customers who refuse to accept the fact that payment after the 7th is late and a $5 admin surcharge is needed,
call us th next day and demand to speak to th management and demand a $5 refund.

4th example;
sickening customers who choose to pay by GIRO just because they dont want to pay the $100 refundable deposit,
and their GIRO deduction fail ALL THE TIME,
keep telling us 'next week, next week',
and do not pay next week.
in the end we have no choice, but to take the girl out of class and make her mother pay before allowing her to take lessons.
mother comes, pissed off saying she wants to terminate,
settle fees payment with her,
and she says this:"I WANT TO USE THE DEPOSIT TO OFFSET THE FEES."
like HELLO, you do not have any deposit, offset what?!
keeps making yamaha sound so bad in front of her daughter,
still tell her "i bring you to christofori to learn, they're not as unreasonable.",
writes one whole load of crap on the termination form, saying:"we're unreasonable to take her daughter out of the class just because she havent paid only $100+."
yeah, since its ONLY 100+, why dont you pay?

5th example;
customer keeps asking for me whenever she calls,
when i've already told her im NOT the in-charge for ballet,
rudely hang up on cheng,
comes to yamaha and still look for me. -.-
comes in, keeps asking whether we have CSTD exams,
and it's our third time telling her, NO, only have RAD.
nothing ever goes into her head i guess.
looks at the teacher, and comment that she's fat.
heard from leandro,
she's blacklisted. LOL
and thinking of this part really pissed me off.
i heard, she told felicia off for being sick,
and her son slammed the glass door on herbert's hand while he was taking the violin for them.
and she didnt make her son appologise.
pftbh.


CRAZY CUSTOMERS RIGHT.

oh yes, these pictures were taken LONG time ago,
but didnt have time and patience to post them.

PRESENTING the super duper cute son of leandro! :D :D :D










this farewell card was drawn for philip,
badly drawn in fact, for i had limited resources.
one black marker, one blue paper, and luckily brother brought me my silver marker. LOL





and these flowers were done by him,
still very impressed and dont know how he did it.
SUPER NICE right.





back to sickening customers,
i remember getting myself and liping into trouble over this partial refund incident,
and i was real shocked when i realised i had shortage of 69 dollars.
nearly cried man.
all of us were thinking hard of where the money went,
herbert was still waiting for us to leave together,
and my mind really went blank.
luckily liping found the reason,
otherwise i might even camp there. LOL

ideal boyf was real kind too! :D


and the XMAS season is BACK!!
liping says im in the xmas mood already, HAHHAHA.
lots of chocolate eating going on in the office,
and one of the teachers even gave turkey!
didnt get to eat it though,
for i was too lazy to walk to the pantry!
LOL.


gonna pack my room soon, so TATA for now! :D

"If A equals success, then the formula is A equals X plus Y and Z, with X being work, Y play, and Z keeping your mouth shut."
-Albert Einstein

#416.

TALKING ABOUT MONEY REALLY HURTS THE RELATIONSHIP.



i guess you'll never ever see this,
but im really sorry.
please dont be disappointed in me.
it stresses me out more than when you're angry.


after 4 years,
he still managed to make me cry.
whatanass!.




oh yes,
happy belated birthday.



and darling, i miss you so.



"We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."
-Sam Keen

#415.

SHAGGED.

th friday-saturday madness is back again,
and this time it's gonna be worse,
cuz I HAVE TO WORK ON SUNDAY AS WELL!!

bad start today,
my shoes gave up on me.
granny was nagging that it lasted for only a week,
but i've glued it back and am gonna risk wearing it tomorrow.
LOL

felt tired and bored for 3/4 of th day,
and only had lots of fun later on,
while waiting to close th acc.
hahaha.

had this SICKENING customer,
kept arguing with me over th 35 months and 36 months.
wen miin said: im not gonna call a bitch like her.
like OMG, i didnt expect her to say that.

and MY THROAT IS STILL HURTING AFTER SO MANY DAYS.
i think i lost some weight,
for i hadnt had proper meals for days! LOL




oh and i just realised th very very very nice erica just left me some quiz,
but am toooo tired to do it. :D

#414.

ARGH.
still feeling pissed,

but still wanna blog about yesterday.

reported to work,
couldnt find my PUNCH CARD.
looked for it but cant find.
so happen leandro came in,
this was th convo between us.

Me: Leandro! i cant find my punch card!
(Leandro looks for it, cant find it.)
Leandro: You didn't come yesterday right?
Me: Nope.
Leandro: Came on monday?
Me: Nope.
Leandro: Aiya, now december, new punch card.
Me: OH YA HOR.. hahahhaaha. okay thanks.
Leandro: OMG, you damn blur sia.

and this went on for th rest of th day.
everytime he walked past my desk,
he'd say this: Eh? Where's my punch card? Ask me that again next month ok!
LOL.

sucha idiot,
but his son is FREAKING CUTE.
i soooooooooooo love his son man.
shall post pictures of his son when i feel 'not so lazy' to do so.
HAHAHA.

and yesterday,
i got cut by th audit roll again.
first thing that came to my mind was th time
when i was with Jansen after i cut my finger.
Aww damnnnn.


anyway,
heard from liping that there's some chocolate sculpture building thing there,
intended to go today,
and at th same time visit Marks&Spencers.
but im really in NO mood to go out man.




damn,
i miss him again.
:(

#413.

the death of my beloved tortoise has hit me hard,
and i cannot accept th fact that it was due to my negligence.

and i just found out,
the tortoise may not even be dead.
just because it smells, they assumed it was decomposing.
THEY/SHE ASSUMED.
ASSUME, and make an ASS out of U and ME, bloody bitch.

like WTF, they just threw it away just like that.

WHO IS SHE TO DECIDE THAT TH TORTOISE IS DEAD?!
she should have just waited for me to come home right.
WTF WTF WTF.

im effing pissed off now man.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

!(*^$&*!^&*%$()*%^)!^_%(*!^*&$~!*(^$&(!_$!

#412.

REST IN PEACE, MY DEAR.


i'll miss you.

#411.

IM SUPERRRRRRR FREAKINGGGGGGGG BOREDDDDDDDDDDDD !!!!!

staying at home for 3 days is real torture man.
though i dislike that place,
i hope i can work on more days,
so it'd mean more income,
and LESS BOREDOM!


thank goodness im going out soon,

and hopefully i'll BUMP into him.
:P



well, trying to stay out of contact with him for a week is torment,
but im near to success, for it's the FIFTH DAY ALREADY! :D :D

and afeeq was an ass,
making me laugh while my face mask was on.
LOL.




i really miss you baby,
do you miss me?


"Don't hug me, it only makes me want to never let go."
-Allison Mosher

#410.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR SIOW! :D :D :D



still feeling sick after two days,
working full shift is seriously NO JOKE man.
LOL


i miss you baby.

#409.

And i've decided to cast that pair of heels aside,
wear something else that's less painful,


but im still not throwing that pair of heels away.

:)

#408.

I miss your cologne smell baby :(
and it's still smelling strong on my hands. :)

Today was spent at this HIGH CLASS area,
and our dress code was totally 'OUT'.
Leonard was in T-shirt, bermudas and SLIPPERS,
while Erica and i was in shorts.

Went to Recruit Express, had our fair share of oogling, LOL.
Did our registration and blah blah,
and was contemplating whether to meet mummy and get a free ride home at 5.30,
or wait for Jansen ol' boy till 6.15.

decided to wait for him,
so we head off to Clarke Quay for Haagen Dazs,
reason being, i was sure there was one there,
and i missed that place!

Jansen ol' boy then told me he hadnt had lunch,
and wouldnt be having dinner,
hence i bought him Tiramisu from TCC.
I told him, th Tiramisu i make would taste better than TCC's,
he dont believe.
hahahha.

After separation,
we then headed home.
and that's how i wasted my day.
HEH.

we're still gonna head there next week,
hopefully with some interviews,
or we'll just sit there and look at those handsome, smart, decent angmos. hahahhahah.



ah yes, this letter really makes my day man!
received it 2 days ago,
and sadly they didnt put th amt i'd receive. hahhaha.

Alright, presenting today's pictures while i was out,. :D



Maybank Tower! Lol.



we totally dont belong to that place with this kind of outfit. hahaha.



okay, while looking for Haagen Dazs at Clarke Quay,
we found this 'Mini' Haagen Dazs. LOL!
couldnt stop laughing,
i bet th guy knew that something was going on. HAHAHAH.



well, we obviously found th BIGGER Haagen Dazs. hahah.



FONDUE! i couldnt wait till christmas. hahahaha.






evidence!
watch out Jansen ol' boy,
this is how much it'll cost! HAHAHHA.



the x'mas tree outside Central! :) :) :)










kudos to the loving couple! xD



see what i mean? omg, i soooo envy them la.



the lovely mini x'mas trees within Central.
LOADS OF THEM LA, i saw like a total of 8+ of them can.







Presenting the Deliveryman of the year:
RACHAEL; for delivering the best Tiramisu from TCC.
LOL



OMFG, dun play play.
our dressing could only be compared to the CLEANERS at FULLERTON HOTEL.
HAHAHAHAHA.
'EVEN TH BELLBOYS DRESS SMARTER AND HANDSOMER AND NICER THAN US.'



okay, the rest of the pictures presents Aaron Christopher Jansen.
Only Erica is capable of such pictures,
and it's made me realise HOW SHORT I AM!
pftbh.
















"All, everything that I understand, I understand only because I love."
-Leo Tolstoy

And i do understand what you were trying to say baby.

#407.

I just got reminded of something,
which i thought of posting.


today, i suffered blisters again.
and needless to say,
it was because of the heels i wear.

well, i've always had such problems,
colleagues tell me to just bandage my feet.
LOL.


I knew this pair of heels would give me problems.
But i still wore them.

it's kinda like...
i know HE aint the guy for me.
he's far from ideal boyf.
i dont know if i do want him or can accept him,
but i dont like myself when im overly stubborn,
knowing he's not suited,
but still insist to try it out.

the metaphor is the pair of heels.


till now,
im still refusing to discard this pair of heels.





tell me what should i do?.

#406.

Looking for a job is tough,
Looking for a admin job is tough,
Looking for a job at Maybank is tough,
Looking for a job near Maybank is very tough,
Looking for a job is VERY VERY VERY VERY TOUGH.

i feel like a retard,
looking for a job despite having one!

im tired man,
have to search in and out,
high and low,

but jansen ol' boy aint helping me man.

AHHHH,
i wanna sleep man!

#405.

THe process of donut making..








I know i look like im calling for help,
but th person i was talking to definitely know NUTS. hahhahha.
and yes, th person on th other line was Mr Aaron Christopher Jansen.
WAHAHAHHA.



and thanks to his distraction,
u used th tablespoon marking instead of the teaspoon!



i remember getting pissed off with auntie aldy. LOL



this looks like utter shit la.
erica! u should have just taken th second attempt one. hahha



this is hard work man,
i was trying my best not to make it look like shit. HAHHHA.



apparently it didnt work. LOL



this was meant for th choco slaze,



but didnt use it in th end cuz we were too lazy to boil and cook it again. HAHHA.



oh yes oh yes,
th whole second part was skipped, cuz erica th photographer was busy playing my piano. HAHAHHA.
i look unglam here, pls hurry scroll down. HHAAHHAHA.
th sugar on my donut was FALLING OFF!!!


this girl scared fat, refused to advertise my donut. HAHHA.



and TADA! persenting th best donuts in the world!
well, it's best, better than donut factory becuz it's made out of love. :)

#404.

Does this look nice?

I hope he'll like it,
and the THIRD attempt is gonna be better than DONUT FACTORY.
HAHAHHAHA.


supposed to succeed on the first attempt,
but "DUNNO WHAT HAPPENED",
I FAILED!.

and MISTER JANSEN HAD THE CHEEK TO LAUGH AT ME!
when he just needs to sit in his office and wait for my donuts.
pftbh.

but because i had to prove that i could do it,
i sacrificed going down to raffles place,
and pool with eugene.

am going to take a shower and head down to TM with th rest.
TATA!

#403.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUGENE! :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAIKHANG! :)

#402.

will you please enlighten me?

#401.

MY FINGER IS HURTING DAMN BADLY
as im typing now.

today was an 'accident-prone' day.
Aaron suggested we find a place which has an empty area around th table,
since i might just fall off anytime. -.-

after ONE YEAR,..
i finally did a registration.
and the name was LER ....... sth.
i typed, LEE ....... sth.
F7 the thing,
and was typing parents' particulars,
i started to wonder why the surname of the father and the child is NOT THE SAME!
i really went WTF,
and rita changed it for me.
OMG,
i thought she'd tick me off or sth.
but, she didnt.

second accident,
i dont know what went into me today,
felt REAL EMO.
i didnt engage myself with the rest of the conversation,
and ugh.
i dun know. just felt like shit.
and this customer came to pay for the fees and all,
and so happen my phone vibrated,
and for some reason or another,
the drawer wasnt closed.
so rita saw the phone vibrate,
and said; no sms-ing when working.
karen immediately closed the drawer.
was disturbed, and distracted,
and i didnt even notice th nets transaction was declined.
i still clicked F7,
and end up the school system printed th receipt and all.
tried many times,
and still declined.
she then went to draw money,
while we void that receipt.
was feeling real lousy after that.

and this indian customer really pissed the shit out of me man.

one parent came real late,
didnt even register in the class,
wanted to pay for coaching fee,
got me so confused.
was supposed to do closing,
but because of her,
we couldnt close.
so i went to lock the doors and checked studios and blah blah.
checking of studio went real smoothly today,
wen miin and i were real happy,
thought can leave earlier,
and i was still thinking of where to go while waiting for mister JANSEN.
went back to the cashier,
then realised there was a problem, a BIG problem.
the nets and cash didnt tally,
and till now i still cannot figure out why there was a problem.
fretting over what to write in the summary,
fretting over whether HQ would understand,
and herbert wasnt there to help us because of the 'Asian Beat'.

finally decided to wait for karine before deciding what to write.
IM SOOOO DEAD.

i then started to roll the audit papers,
and CUT MYSELF on the finger.
till now it's still so blardy pain la.

roll roll roll,
nearing the end,
aaron jansen called,
and he was ready!
i told him i wasnt,
and he went suaning me.
hung up,
and MY FINGERS SLIPPED.
had to re roll the damn thing,
and told christine this is just soo not the day.

met up with aaron after that,
initially felt super damn hungry while checking studios,
but after that lost all appetite.
we then decided to go to subway,
to have their cookies and compare my cookies with theirs.

spent a long time deciding what to eat,
and he told me to tell her what veggie i didnt want,
but changed his mind and told me to tell what i wanted.
LOL.
and his reaction was real cute when the girl asked, lettuce?
he went " OH NONO!, no lettuce, no tomatoes, no peppe-ro-ni, no ........"
we then broke out laughing.
the girl was like huh, so that's all?
hhahahhahahha.

then sat down,
and as he drank the coke light,
eugene called.
so i talked to him and blah blah,
put the phone down,
he said: "th phone is nice."
i heard, "the coke is nice."
so i replied, "all coke taste the same."
and he heard me say, "all cock taste the same."
really couldnt stop laughing man.

and he said,
the way u eat at subway and order food,
is like going to donut factory and telling th person there,
donut without donut. just chocolate.
and this reminded me of hock.
LOLOLOLOL!
"Auntie, ice kachang without kachang."
HHAHAHHAHHAHA!.

talked alot with each other,
talked about work, school, whatever.
really missed him man.
though meeting him did make me feel happier,
but the appetite was still lost. LOL.

no fondue today,
fondue is confirmed on christmas.
YAY YAY YAY.
hahahaha.

Ah yes,
and it's only till now,
that i believe leandro has a child!.
hahahaha.

anyways,
im feeling super tired,
my eyes are hurting,
my finger is hurting even more,
and my head is longing for my pillow.
so toodles! :D


"If you judge people, you have no time to love them."
-Mother Teresa

#400.

Yesterday was the first day i went back to yamaha.
Up till now,
i still dont like the idea of going back.
i shouldnt have, maybe.

anyway,
IDEAL BOYF IS BACK AS WELL!.
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

besides ideal boyf,
the others are gone.
ronald, aaron, SIGH.
i soooo miss them.


Finally found aaron's contact,
for i lost it together with my phone.
Caught up with each other for awhile,
and he promised me this!




but that's secondary.
the primary thing is that i SUPER MISS HIM.

thankfully TMY will be hosting the 'Asian Beat',
otherwise i wont have the chance to see him again.
LOL.

went to the bank with leandro ytd,
and while going out to buy felicia's curry puff,
i bumped into wanjing, minhui and wc.
was kinda happy when i saw them.
kind of miss them too.
HAHAHHA.

and then,
mr azhar came to yamaha at night,
was SUPER SHOCKED.
and surprisingly,
HE RECOGNISED ME!.
hahahhaah.



thinking of work tmr turns me off.
i've to cover up those damn holes in the studio,
and it's those itchy fingers' fault.
INSTEAD OF HAVING LESSON,
go poke holes into the wall.
MAKE MY LIFE DIFFICULT ONLY.
(**$&*^(&!^&$*^

and then have to change the teachers' pigeon holes' name tags.
and that reminds me,
kelsy's gonna be so disappointed
when she sees me working for rita and karine again.
hahaha.

gonna buy chocolate again,
because mummy LOVED the cookies i did on tue!
HAHAHHA.

tata,

"For beautiful eyes, look for the good in others; for beautiful lips, speak only words of kindness; and for poise, walk with the knowledge that you are never alone."
-Audrey Hepburn

#399.

All has come; and all has gone.

I looked back at my life,
realised how much i've changed through the years,
and many memories which i havent had time to think of came back to me.

As i was clearing my stuff up,
i realised how MUCH amaths papers i've done with mr siow.
minus all those notebooks,
those loose papers were enough to make 5 foolscap reams.

I dont know if it's just me,
or everyone's facing the same stuff:
I cant bear to throw my stuff away.
I've kept practically everything,
and it's back to square one.
still those piles and boxes of books and papers.

Thinking about these few years,

BIG Thank-yous to:

Leonard, Erica, Felicia, Varian, Erdie, etc..,

for giving me the chance to teach you guys maths.
I'm not sure if i managed to help,
neither am i sure if your grades will improve.
It's been great joy helping you guys,
and whether you appreciate it or not is secondary.
I really hope you guys will do well. :)


Wanjing and Hockhao,

for standing by me throughout the year.
I really appreciate the help, the encouragement,
and of course the competition.
I hope the competition between us is healthy.
Love you guys! :D


Eugene and Jinhwee,

i dont know where i stand,
whether im a spare tyre,
or a laughing stock, or a clown,
or a real appreciated friend.
But i do know, you guys mean quite alot to me.


Afeeq, Varian, Syafiq, Erdie,

The little time spent with you guys during the times before exams
are gonna stay with me for the rest of my life.
Without you guys,
i might have gone mad from the studying.
Those 'Tallulah' days, those slacking and all,..
Had i known this would have happened between the two of us,
I wouldnt keep rejecting going out with u guys at night,
for i might have slightly more time with u guys.
I'll miss you guys. Really.


Zengting, Beverley, Tingting, Constance,

Time spent with you all during the sec3 days were the best of the best.
No one prolly played as much as us.
Till now i still cannot forget those days.
I really miss us all together man.


Of course not forgetting many more,
Sigh,
I SOOOOO miss secondary school days.




Prom came and went,
though with the deco and all,
many of us went in and first thought came was, THE BIG O's.
HHAAHAHA.

pictures are at various cameras,
so i'll probably post only after i get all the pictures.


gonna start work at yamaha in two days,
decided not to teach YET,
since i cannot commit to it yet,
and i REALLY HOPE my ideal boyf comes back too.
:D :D :D :D :D

"We tend to forget that happiness doesn't come as a result of getting something we don't have, but rather of recognizing and appreciating what we do have."
-Fredrick Koeing

#398.

I NEED A HI-FI SET THAT CAN PLAY DEATH METAL AT CERTAIN TIMES.

supposed to meet hazel at 8 to bring her to the dermatologist,
and i woke up only at 8.30.
went to outram and all,
then went to simei to get errands done,
bought colouring books for justin and girly,
and OH!. i soooooooooooooo miss the both of them. :( :( :(

changed my blogskin,
and hock says it looks like some baby room.
LOL.


interview over,
performance coming soon.
DAMN,
i havent gotten ready!.
i needa start sleeping early and practise more piano.
period.






:D



"Everything in nature is lyrical in its ideal essence, tragic in its fate, and comic in its existence."
-George Santayana

#397.

THE 'O's ARE OFFICIALLY OVER!! :D :D :D :D



have been doing alot of thinking,
and have started missing school,
missing the times with my teachers and friends.



MR SIOW:
a teacher i respect the most in my entire life.
since 4 years ago,
i became his student thru his teacher, paul.
life there initially was real bad.
it was such a torture,
he once told mummy not to waste his time and her money.
but luckily he didnt give up on me.
thru the years, he's groomed me to become his elite,
and all my success in math belongs to him.
over the years,
my tutor became my teacher and now a mentor to me.
i'll miss lessons with him,
i'll miss those di-siaoing,
i'll miss those laughters at his house.
he's my aspiration no.1! x)


MR SEET:
the second teacher whom i respect the most.
though i knew him only this year,
his overwhelming helpfulness and selflessness has made him my idol.
his strongest subject is maths,
but he still tries his best to help us in english.
he still spend his saturday mornings willingly,
without expecting anything in return.
he's my aspiration no.2 man!


MR CHANG:
the teacher who never fails to help me,
the teacher who never fails to solve my problems.
i'd have lost alot if not for his help,
but i'd have lost even more if i didnt even know him. :)


MS JUNAINAH:
3 years ago,
i thought she was the most boring teacher i ever encountered.
now,
i think she's the most interesting teacher i've ever encounted.
i sooooooo miss her history and ss lessons.
aww DAMN!.


MS CHUA:
a chance encounter,
if not for ms ju's absense,
i wouldnt have known such a nice lady. :)


MRS SIOW:
a chance encounter,
and a bad encounter.
filled with misunderstandings when we first knew each other,
but im glad our relationship improved over the 2 years.
a teacher filled with humour, i'll never forget. :)


of course there are many more,
but im seriously too tired.
legs are aching from walking up and down orchard road with eugene & jinhwee.


and im uberly lazy to go for th red camp!.


"Love in the mind sees Love in the world.
Love in the world means Love in the mind."

#396.

I NEARLY DIED OF A SEVERE HEART ATTACK.

Thank you uh, mentor cum tutor cum teacher.

HAHAHHAHA.

#395.

I need a LONG LONG LONG break.

#394.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BROTHER! (:

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SHINING!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TSZ KEI!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY NAZRETH!



lol,
i just realised they're all belated.
HAHHAHHA.

#393.

I AINT YOUR BITCH!. (aFeeq! LOOK. HAHHAAHA. just as you said. :D :D )




get this clear:
YES, indeed you didnt ask me to give you those notes.
but EVEN SO,
you didnt have to use it as a tool make a mockery out of me.

i should have given it to felicia, leonard, erica, vae,
ANYONE.
anyone who will appreciate it.


i do not expect you to thank me,
or feel appreciative about it.
but i thought the notes which i spent so much time on deserved some basic respect.

IF, i spent the time on the notes,
on my combined humanities or science,
i bet my grades can further improve
and i dont even need to be risking the edusave scholarship award.

thinking back,
i dun even know why the hell i did the notes for you.
yes,
doing the notes do not require much effort on my side.
but it doesnt mean that you can TAKE ADVANTAGE of it.

have you any idea,
I DUN EVEN NEED TO GO READ MY EMATHS TYS,
TEXT BOOKS and stuff anymore?

and i still had to carry those heavy assessments books home and to school for u,
and the only comment you made was:"wah, so heavy."

really THANKS you know,
i thought i deserved better than that stupid comment.

and i thought it was REALLY cockless on your side,
to pick a fight with me,
refuse to apologise to me,
and go beg some bitch to take you in on the last minute.
i would LOVE TO SEE HOW YOU'RE GONNA PASS YOUR O LEVELS.

if one day you decide to beg me,
when you realise you failed your O's,
be assured that i will take you in,
not because i want you,
but because i LOVE CHALLENGES.
i love to see myself make a failure succeed.
and yes,
YOU ARE THAT FAILURE.


i know i sound like a bitch,
and i know i sound insulting.
but PLEASE REST ASSURED,
those words you said to me that day,
was FAR MORE INSULTING aND ASSURING.


i would like to thank you once again,
for letting me see what kind of a bastard you are.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH.


and lastly,
you're the LOUSIEST LOSER I'VE EVER SEEN.

#392.

TIRED TIRED TIRED.



amaths paper 2 was alright,
not exactly difficult,
but was real irritating because almost every question was so damn tedious.
and cambridge is real dumb.
25% of the marks come from proving.
as long as u prove it, 20 marks is yours.
and that's 1/4 of the paper.
REAL CHEAP SEH.


physics,
terribly easy.
easy until it scares the shit out of me.
i hope there wont be much moderation.

ah yes.
HISTORY!.
COLD WAR CAME OUT!!
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
i literally laughed during the paper,
felicia was telling me she saw me laugh and smile over the paper.
HAHHA.
until now im still super duper happy over that la can.

today's music paper was okay i guess.
i hope i can at least pass man.

has been feeling tired since the paper just now,
feeling sick, tired, lethargic, whatever.

I SEEM TO HAVE LOST THE MOOD TO BLOG.
feel UBERLY SIAN NOW CAN.
i want entertainment!!!!

mummy got me 4 free tickets to some korean cultural dance performance,
and it's so freaking difficult to find ppl who enjoys such thing.
some fairy, please change it to movie tickets and it'll be so much easier.
HAHAHAH.

i hope NI comes out on monday.
HAHAHHA. i bet all of us will jump for joy man.

okay, im gonna hit the sack and mug for SS TMR.

i hope mr siow marks that paper,
so i can know my results.
*cross fingers*


"The heart does not need coffee. The heart needs friends. Coffee is just an excuse."
-Old Turkish saying

#391.

WOAH BLOGGIE!

I SO MISS YOU VERY VERY MUCH!
hahhaha.


halfway through the BIG O'S,
and found some time to blog,
since today i have no paper, and tmr is amaths.

uh-uh, im not slacking for amaths.
hahhaha.

i guess i havent been drinking ribena,
when i drank it ytd, i got a little sick.
hahaaha. but luckily i recovered before the paper.
and i cant wait for mr siow to quickly finish marking the paper,
so i can roughly know how much i got.

first paper was prac,
quite okay, but i found it so retarded.
up till now, i still dun know what the hell they wanted me to find.
normally they'll ask us to conduct all the tests,
then determine what salt or sth right?
this time they told us what the salt was,
and then do tests,
and write down your deduction.
MAY I KNOW, WHAT'S THERE TO DEDUCE??

anyway,
after that was chem paper.
initially not confident with my answers,
but i guess it turned out okay.
and there was this particular question,
they asked something about it.
i SWEAR, i didnt study about it.
but i still got the right answer.
why?
the previous weekend when i was at the siows',
mister was disturbing worm, called him an inert gas,
and then called him argon.
so i just bang on luck and put argon.
and IT IS CORRECT! WOOTS~
ahhahahaa.

and then english paper.
SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH.

i have nothing to say.
maybe i did okay,
but i just cant get over the wrong format thing.
that's only three marks, but SIGH!!!!!!!!!
as for my essay, i wrote GREED.
it started off as general subject for 1 para,
then narrative all th way.
compre,
they tested on CATS, AGAIN!.
tried my best aldy, so yeah.
SIGHHHHHHHH...

yesterday, amaths.
nothing much to say,
just SUPER HAPPY THAT the relative velocity question is easy.
i wouldnt say the paper was easy,
but i was really careful.
if i still make mistakes, careless ones,
i'll hate myself man.
im going all out to not let mr siow down.
period.

i wonder,
what kind of P&C questions they will ask tmr,
i wonder,
what kind of linear law questions they will ask tmr,
i wonder,
if they'll give another rv question,
i wonder,
what kind of integration question they'll ask,

AIYA.
im so gonna complete the tys before tmr.
hahahha.

history paper coming up next week,
same as what i've always wished,
I HOPE COLD WAR COMES OUT!.
please please please,
COLD WAR COLD WAR COLD WAR!.
haha.

after that, phy paper,
ss paper,
MT paper,
sci MCQ,
and IM FREEEEEEEEE!.





last week,
that uncle passed away.
i heard he got slightly better,
and they said they wanted to send him to the old folks' home.
he agreed,
and on the day he was supposed to go to the old folks' home,
he passed on.

moral of the story,
NO MATTER WHAT,
dun send the old folks to the old folks' home.

up till now,
i still feel kinda sad for him.
but oh well,
if it was me,
i would rather die as well.


damn,
im having a performance/interview on the 6th nov,
but i havent practised my piano.
i think,
i've lost touch.
damn damn damn.


okay,
amaths and history,
HERE I COMEEEEEEEE!


"When you were born, you cried and the world rejoiced. Live your life so that when you die, the world cries and you rejoice."
-Cherokee Expression

#390

SHAGGED.




have been cranky these days,
dont seem to be able to take jokes and tolerate like before,
and i seem to be losing myself.


some say it's too much maths,
but i think it's too much happenings around me.


wed's holiday were spent with my family instead of the books,
and daddy, mummy and i accompanied granny to visit her old friend.


here's the situation:
her husband is sick.
cancer at different areas,
and his legs were swollen. with water.
i think they call it retention or something.
not quite sure what the english term is.
even though illness-stricken,
he wasnt oblivious to things happening around him.
he knew what people around him were talking about,
he still had his clear mind and thoughts.

auntie was catching up with granny,
while uncle was sitting at the dining table,
rather far from the living room.
we were talking happily,
and i guess he felt left out.
he requested to move to the chair next to the sofa,
so his daughter-in-law helped him to move.
slowly and steadily,
he made it there.
with much effort, he finally sat down.

i had a better view of his legs,
and i was horrified.
swollen, and filled with water.
just like grandad's hands before he passed on.
he striked a conversation with granny,
and they started chatting.
dun know when or why,
as i realised, we were talking among ourselves again,
leaving the old man alone.

i guess he really wanted to talk to us.
he told his wife, he wants to sit on the sofa.
she helped him there,
and as the sofa was lower than the normal chairs,
he sort of didnt dare to sit.
she pushed him onto th sofa,
leaving us startled.

the conversation went on,
and as we talked about the man,
she began to grumble about how ridiculously he fell ill, (she didnt know he had cancer)
and she sounded real pessimistic and unhappy.

i didnt feel good,
because i knew the old man knew what was going on.
he knew and understood what she was saying.
if my spouse were to say this in front of his friends, and me,
i wouldnt have the courage to live on.
i would feel like a burden.

well, i guess this was how he felt.

the feeling of being left out is never good.
whether its a 3 year old toddler, 16 year old teenager, or even a 70 year old man.
this was prolly why he tried to be 'in' the conversation.

i guess,
he didnt feel happy,
and would blame himself for the suffering and torment the people around him had to go through.

daddy told me,
"someone ever said
that if a person owed his spouse a favour or something in his previous life,
his spouse in this life would fall ill and he would have to take care of her."
this is karma.
what goes around, comes around.
afterall, when someone fall ill,
he dont suffer as much as the people around him.
his loved ones to be exact.

this incident, with th movie money no enough 2,
has made me treasure granny and my family more than ever.
i knew i treasured them,
but now i know i treasure them even more.










oh well,
i have no idea why this emo post.


the studying is killing my brain cells.

i cant wait for this to be over man.


im so gonna go back to my videoes.
tata! :D


"Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it."
-Mother Teresa

#389.

An only child
Alone and wild
A cabinet makers son
His hands were meant
For different work
And his heart was known
To none
He left his home
And went his lone
And solitary way
And he gave to me
A gift I know I never
Can repay

A quiet man of music
Denied a simpler fate
He tried to be a soldier once
But his music wouldnt wait
He earned his love
Through discipline
A thundering, velvet hand
His gentle means of sculpting souls
Took me years to understand.

The leader of the band is tired
And his eyes are growing old
But his blood runs through
My instrument
And his song is in my soul
My life has been a poor attempt
To imitate the man
Im just a living legacy
To the leader of the band.



My brothers lives were
Different
For they heard another call
One went to chicago
And the other to st. paul
And Im in colorado
When Im not in some hotel
Living out this life Ive chose
And come to know so well.

I thank you for the music
And your stories of the road
I thank you for the freedom
When it came my time to go
I thank you for the kindness
And the times when you got tough
And, papa, I dont think i
Said i love you near enough

The leader of the band is tired
And his eyes are growing old
But his blood runs through
My instrument
And his song is in my soul
My life has been a poor attempt
To imitate the man
Im just a living legacy
To the leader of the band
I am the living legacy
To the leader of the band.

#388.

THIS BLOG IS RUSTY.


i am GENUINELY WORKING HARD,
GENUINELY MUGGING.


yesterday and today,
the 'downest' days of this mugging period, i suppose.

i've never felt this affected.
i feel upset,
i feel like screaming.
i feel like punching the walls.
i feel like dropping dead.

LOL,
i also feel alot of pressure.

not stress and pressure to study for th o's,
but stress and pressure to make sure i dun under perform and do badly.


i cant wait for the o levels to be OVER!.
so i can get rid of these bad feelings.


anyway,
my prelim results are out.

I PASSED ENGLISH! :D :D :D :D :D
many thanks to ms wong, mr seet, ms neo, mr shafie, and mrs siow!.

next,
I TOPPED THE CLASS FOR AMATHS PAPER!.
many many thanks to mr siow!, and mrs wong!

and,
i failed combined humanities,
again.
APPOLOGIES TO MS JU!. :(

and thankyou to mr leung for putting 69% for music! :D.


overall percentage is 66.8%,
and im not quite sure whether im 4th or 5th position.
now, confirm got 300 bucks. :D,
if im 4th position, i MIGHT get 500! :D :D



and,
i've gotten another job offer to teach at katong,
many thanks to kelsi. x)







have been cranky these days,
and reallyreally sorry to eugene,
for blasting off at u THREE TIMES today.
appologies to JH and th rest,
for being such a spoiler.




anyway,
gonna mug thru th holiday,
and hope things get better after that.





Selamat Hari Raya to afeeq, syafiq, syed, azri, amirul, fitri, and the others! :) :)

#387.

MUG MUG MUG.



okay,
i've just wasted 3 hours on youtube videos.

I MUST MUST MUST STUDY!.
if i dun want my dream to come true.
HAHA.

this reminds me,
i always dream of my results before exams and results.

last year before emaths prelim,
i dreamt that i got a B5.
why B5 i dunno also. LOL.

and before release of Nlvl and Olvl,
i also dreamt of my results.
last night i dreamt of my results too.
and i sooooo dun want these results man.

so now,
im so gonna switch off the comp,
and mug for ss tmr.

HERE I COMEEEEEEEEEEE BOOKSSSSSSSSS!
LOL.
im getting hyper.


i should have just gone out to study man.












i hope i dont have to slap you, u know.


dearest wanjing bestfriend,
so sorry about today. ):

"No love, friendship can cross the path of our destiny without leaving some marks on it forever."
-Francois Marie

#386.

MUG MUG MUG.


told myself that i'd mug th entire week,
i ended up mugging in those youtube videos.
im SOOO ASHAMED of myself mannn.


overslept this morning,
and reached downtown east only at 10.30.
and then i realised what an idiot i was.

on thursday,
i smsed felicia and shahdan,
"so confirm tmr 9am?"
felicia replied: huh? i thought sat?
i was like.. SORRY SORRY! i meant sat. dunno why i typed tmr.
i then sent shahdan this,: sorry, not tmr. it's sunday.
and he still said okay.
till today,
he asked me, i thought sunday?
i was like ... no la! it's today.
when he told me, i told him sunday,
i still didnt believe him.
i checked my sent messages,
and i really told him sunday!.
i couldnt help but to think that im such a moron.


today's maths was fruitful.
i feel so accomplished when i taught them things that they didnt know,
and they understood what i was talking about.


you know,
you're like a leech.


HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHRISTINE! (:


"Only your real friends tell you when your face is dirty. "
-Sicilian Proverb

#385.

TIRED.


woke up with both eyes swollen.
dun know why,
but it didnt look good.

still went out despite that,
and caught a flu out there!.

now im feeling super lethargic,
and i sooooo hope that this will end.
i dun want this to affect my prelims man!

prelims,
cannot play.
CAUSE,
i can get scholarship awards with my prelims.
500 / 300 bucks, HERE I COMEEEEEEEEEE!!
:D :D :D :D :D




it's totally unbelievable.
i'll only trust my eyes.

#384.

THANKS EILEEN. (:

#383.

i feel UTTERLY disgusted by you,
and i TOTALLY ABHORE YOU.

get out of my sight,
and get out of my life,
bastard.

#382.

it has been raining these few days.

yesterday,
while walking to the siows',
i happened to see alvin.
how i missed him,
i felt this urge to hug him.
but of course i didnt. LOL.

and after that,
till now,
i still miss him alot.
it's been a long time since i talked to him,
it's been a long time since i played with him.

i miss the days at yamaha.
the days where aaron would help me screw those chairs in the studios,
the days where we had mcdonalds in the pantry together,
it was the best mcdonalds meal i've ever had in my entire life.
i miss the days where ronald and i bought all our favourite food,
and feasted in the pantry.
the pantry may be small and plain,
but i sure had the most fun there.
and then there was also times when alvin would accompany me to check studios,
and the calling of each other when we were super bored,
even though we were less than 50cm apart.
also,
there was the fighting of chocolates,
and the guys hid their chocolates in the drawer!.

i can never forget all the fun i've had,
but now it's never the same.
alvin's not there,
aaron's not there,
even ronald's not there.

SIGH SIGH SIGH.



a very emo post,
and i dun know why im missing them too badly.
LOL.













i've decided,
i love my life now.
carefree, and stress-less.
i dun have to worry about what the others say,
and i can hang out with all the guys,
without having to give my life to one person.
that's it, i hope you understand what i mean. :)



must continue mugging,
and i sooo must make pussy pass his damn prelims.
LOL.


“Nonsense and beauty have close connections.”
-E. M. Forster

#381.

OH YES,


that 'bros before hoes' thing was cute,

but your 'chicks before dicks' is even cuter!

:P :P :P :P :P :P

#380.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EILEEN!

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D

#379.

PEEVED.

its simply annoying when everyone arranges everything,
and one person say cannot,
everyone simply cancel it.

i just cannot get over it today man.


anyway,
i dun wish to talk about it ever again.

#378.

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY TO ALL TEACHERS! :D

&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST GIRLFRIEND! :D :D :D :D

1st sept,
start of sept holidays.
i told myself i would mug this entire holiday,
but it's only the first day and i FAILED to mug!! :( :( :(
thank who?
VARIAN TANG AND ERDIE PUSSY SHAFIQ!

was supposed to go to tuition at 8,
but i thought it was 9.
overslept somemore,
ended up going at 9.30.
bad start of th day,
but it turned out fine.

left th siows',
daddy picked me up,
went home for lunch, (oops, i was supposed to fast with th guys. HAHHA.)
then went over to ms ju's house with hock to pass her her teacher's day gift.
really happy to see her again man!
ms ju PLEASE PLEASE TAKE GOOD CARE AND COME BACK FAST,
before all of us die! of over-slacking.
HAHAH.

then went down to tamp library,
met up with pussy,
and COINCIDENCE DOES IT ALL.

(super unglam! vae didnt warn me! HAHA)

went in,
only to realise that the library was OVER CROWDED.

walk around,
waited for vae,
and then we decided to head to tm.
walked in,
went to starbucks,
and started to study.
while pussy was doing his maths,
vae did this:



spent some time there,
then went to yamaha.
they went to look for their "Whatsoever",
while i went to talk to liping.
SOO LONG since i spoke to her.
i soooo miss her.
then crapped with melvin,
and home sweet home.


and dun think that it's only one day.
tmr i have to meet them to go to bugis and peninsula.
DAMMIT,
another day wasted.


and im in deep shit.
by thursday i have to finish all 10 revision sets,
and im only at the first, qn5!!
omgomgomgomgomg.





pussy did this for me during english lesson last week!
and i paid th price for it,
i had to help him copy the summary notes!
LOL.


"Woe to the man whose heart has not learned while young to hope, to love - and to put its trust in life."
-Joseph Conrad

#377.

this was taken at citylink mall. and we all agree that it's super obscene. HAHHA.
taken during th run, and it's as nice as the ones u see in brochures and blah! HAAHA.

okay, we were trying to be lame. HAAHA.
vae and pussy gay-ing together. SUPER GROSS, fiqo and i couldnt stop laughing.
pussy says if he sees this on my blog, he's gonna do sth to my blog!.
HAHAHA, come on man. x)

the DRASTIC change over the years.
from a very cute boy to a naughty pussy. HAHAHAH.
fruitful discovery man! HAHA.
taken at the usual yogurt place,. :) :) :)