it has been raining these few days.
yesterday,
while walking to the siows',
i happened to see alvin.
how i missed him,
i felt this urge to hug him.
but of course i didnt. LOL.
and after that,
till now,
i still miss him alot.
it's been a long time since i talked to him,
it's been a long time since i played with him.
i miss the days at yamaha.
the days where aaron would help me screw those chairs in the studios,
the days where we had mcdonalds in the pantry together,
it was the best mcdonalds meal i've ever had in my entire life.
i miss the days where ronald and i bought all our favourite food,
and feasted in the pantry.
the pantry may be small and plain,
but i sure had the most fun there.
and then there was also times when alvin would accompany me to check studios,
and the calling of each other when we were super bored,
even though we were less than 50cm apart.
also,
there was the fighting of chocolates,
and the guys hid their chocolates in the drawer!.
i can never forget all the fun i've had,
but now it's never the same.
alvin's not there,
aaron's not there,
even ronald's not there.
SIGH SIGH SIGH.
a very emo post,
and i dun know why im missing them too badly.
LOL.
i've decided,
i love my life now.
carefree, and stress-less.
i dun have to worry about what the others say,
and i can hang out with all the guys,
without having to give my life to one person.
that's it, i hope you understand what i mean. :)
must continue mugging,
and i sooo must make pussy pass his damn prelims.
LOL.
“Nonsense and beauty have close connections.”
-E. M. Forster
