#676.

I SAID I'M NOT READY FOR 2010!
2009 DON'T END YET!
I DON'T WANT 2009 TO END THIS WAY!

:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

Yesterday (today) I waited till 6am before i fell asleep.

I DON'T WANT TO START 201O LIKE THAT!

:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

Damn, what should i do to make myself feel better?
I've used up all the butter in my refrigerator.

I doubt i will get to watch CHAW with yuan already.
WHO WANNA WATCH WITH ME??

Miaoting is still luckiest, she can countdown together with her idol!

I really miss you baby. :(

#675.

Blogging again to kill time.



Now i know jude read my blog! HAHAHAHA
So he saw the post i dedicated to him,
so he'll buy me presents! HE WILL!
HAHAHAHAHHA.

Jude is a really nice person (at least to me). He's the second guy who's nicest to me, so which girl wants to know him, tell me! i'll give you his handphone number! HAHAHA

(of course yuan's the first guy who's nicest to me! HAHAHA)

#674.

It's 3.06am, and i'm still up, waiting for yuan.
Liar :( he said he'd be back by tonight.
But he's not back yet :(

I'm tired. Should i keep my promise and continue to wait?

Yes i should. Read story book! :D

#673.

I know jude's reallyyyyyyyyyyyyy nice :)
He bought me chocolates from europe last year,
so this year he'll buy me stuff from melbourne, sydney, ......
RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT!
I know everyone agrees that jude is nice!
SO he'll buy me stuff! YAY.

#672.

2009 is ending really quickly,
2010 is coming really fast.
So fast that i can’t catch hold of my own breath.
So fast that i can’t seem to catch up.
Seem too fast for me.
I'm not prepared.

Year 2010 Resolutions:

BE A BETTER AND NICER GIRLFRIEND TO YUAN.
SETTLE DOWN WITH PLANS.
BREAK NO MORE PROMISES TO YUAN.
SPEND MORE TIME WITH FAMILY.

Most importantly, be happier, smile more,
because yuan loves me the most when i'm happy. :)

#671.

SMELL LIKE BUTTER AGAIN, pftbh.

Gonna take a shower and watch tarzan tonight,
so that when yuan returns, i can tell him the story!

TOO BAD YUAN, YOU'RE GOING TO MISS THE GOOD PART!


Baking lifts one's spirits.
I feel less upset after baking :)
I may consider sharing my cookies with yuan,
if he brings me to watch CHAW tomorrow! :D


Miaoting is happy that i made cookies in front of the television while rui en's show was screening! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

#670.

Year 2009 is coming to an end.

This year has been a ... great and not-so-great year.


In short, I'M NOT READY TO EMBRACE THE NEW YEAR!
I WANT TIME TO STAY AND NOT MOVE!
Don't stay today of course, because today isnt a good day :(

I WANT TO WATCH CHAW!

WHO WANNA WATCH WITH ME?!?!?!

#669.

Maybe it's my mood, but the internet and everything around me is pissing me off.

I wanted to watch CHAW today, but yuan went to malaysia just now.
He woke up and was told that they were going to go to malaysia.
Super last-minute.

So i can't watch it with him, and he didnt like the idea of me going out with eugenue.
I wanted to ask eugene to watch it with me since he asked me out today.

I shall finish my cookies ingredients today.

The ones i baked on monday received good response, yuan loved it, wisarut, rosani, weilun, vincent, joel they all liked it too.
And since xiong-ge asked me to bake for him, i shall do it today to kill time.


Really feeling lousy today.
I hoped today would be a better day.
But it doesnt seem like a better day :(
even videos i watch seem very .... depressing.

#668.

Today yihe feels quite emo-ish and tempremental :(
Yuan's out riding and i want someone to talk to. :(

I was browsing through facebook and i saw many things.
I saw some couples who made me feel nice (like i feel really happy for them)
and i also saw some couples who made me feel not so nice (like i really felt disgusted by them)

But it's really up to how people look at them i guess...


and i'm like really really irritated with this girl's name appearing in my facebook news feed page and msn. TMD, i don't like you! STOP APPEARING CANNN?



I'm in a really bad mood.
Shall watch my videos and wait for yuan's call.

#667.

HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAH

yuan just called me to tell me that while he was having dinner, (his dining table faces the gate of his home) he saw a girl walking towards his door, and she looked really like me, carrying a plastic bag. He thought i came to deliver cookies, he got shocked!
It turned out to be his neighbour's daughter or smth like that.

Maybe he misses me too much.
HAHAHAHHAHHAA

or he's secretly hoping that i'll do that to surprise him.
Maybe i will, i'll keep that in mind.
HAHAHAHAHAH!

#666.

Shit i smell like butter now.
Hate the smell even though the cookies taste quite good (oops so BHB) HAHAHAH

Sent yuan a picture of what i made specially for him,
he said he likes it! :D
hahaha, but he'll have to finish all of it tomorrow!

Okay jinhwee just told me that he's gotten his car license already!
SUPER COOL, i know who to call when i need a driver!


Okay i'm going to bed early tonight, determined to go to school early tomorrow!
CANT WAIT TO GIVE YUAN HIS COOKIES! :D:D:D

Cookie baking is getting so common and un-original,
i'm going to go back to cake baking and puff baking!
After i finish my last pack of ingredients for the cookies,
i'm going to get my pastry skin and make pastries!
I remember it tasted good when mom and i did it tgt few years back!

Maybe i should try donuts again ......
The first and the last time i did donut was with erica and felicia.
Quite fun though not very successful.
SHALL TRY IT AGAIN! :D

so eggcited! Can't wait for the 8th! :D

#665.

Didn't go to school today,
i woke up only at 1+ pm!

I finished watching episode 9 already!
Kind of irritating that i have to wait for one week to just catch 70 minutes of the show!
But it's damn exciting, I'm going to wait for the next episode! HAHA



Mummy said that yuan has always been giving in to me,
i must be more understanding towards him.

I haven't been a good girlfriend.
Time to be a better onee now. :)

#664.

Getting very irritated with things happening around me.

Everything seems to be getting very UN-original.

Hate it to the core.

WHY CANT PEOPLE BE THEMSELVES?
WHY CANT THEY JUST LIVE THE WAY THEY WANT?

WHY MUST PEOPLE COPY ONE ANOTHER?
WHY MUST PEOPLE LIVE IN THE SHADOWS OF OTHERS?


ARGH I FEEL SO INTRUDED.
I FEEL LIKE I'M FACING A BUNCH OF PEOPLE WHO ARE TRYING TO BEHAVE LIKE OTHERS, TRYING TO IMITATE AND MIMICK THE WAY THEY BEHAVE, THE THINGS THEY WRITE, THE WORDS THEY SAY, THE THINGS THEY DO, THE HABITS THEY HAVE, THE HOBBIES THEY KEEP, ETC ETC ETC ETC.

CAN'T SEEM TO STAND IT ANYMORE.

CAN'T YOU HAVE A MIND OF YOUR OWN?

MUST YOU ALWAYS AGREE WITH OTHERS?

ARE YOU REALLY HAPPILY ATTACHED?
ARE YOU SURE YOU'RE HAPPY?
ARE YOU SURE IT'S BECAUSE OF LOVE?


THIS IS PROLLY THE REASON WHY I DISLIKE YOU,
WHY I CAN'T STAND YOU,
WHY I HOPE I DON'T SEE YOU EVER AGAIN!

OH MAN, GET OUT OF MY LIFE MAN.

#663.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D


I hope you enjoyed your day :)

This was the pictures i wanted to post yesterday :)

STILL LOVE IT SO MUCH, CANT GET TIRED OF IT :)

WINNIE THE POOH PLANNER!!!!! GASPSSSSSSSS


Yes. I can. I found him :)

i'm really sleepy already.
Been up since morning, getting food from the market,
dad drove yuan and i around to get food and cake,
and preparing food for the party.
Quite a success i would say, :)
yuan and i had fun too :):):)


okay i'm really sleepy already.
Tomorrow there's class BBQ, wanted to go for the council one but i already gave my word to go for the class one.
Afterall it's a 'Post-Japan' kind of thing,
i wouldnt even feel 'in'.

Goodnight everyone :)
OFF TO CALL YUAN AND SAY GOODNIGHT :D

and he says, i wanna carry you back to my home!

#662.

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!

YUAN BOUGHT ME THE WINNIE THE POOH PLANNER FOR CHRISTMAS! :D :D :D
I love it to the maxxxxxxxxxxxxx!

AND AND AND,
he gave me this super cute puzzle for 8th month!
He drew and decorated the whole puzzle!
<333333333333333333

I'm going mad alr, because i'm SOOOOOOO VERY HAPPYYYYY! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D

But blogger's not nice at all.
I cant upload the photos :(

Okay, i'm going to catch Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 with my family at Plaza Sing! :D


SERIOUSLY, Why do balloons burst on their own out of the blue?!?!?
IT'S SOOOOOOOOOOOOO FREAKINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG IRRITATINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!

#661.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! :D

HAPPY 8TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY YUAN! :D:D:D:D:D
(and no, we didnt purposely pick the 25th because of christmas.)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

my retarded boyfriend just sent this: Merry christmas everyone! Gong xi fa cai! Wan shi ru yi!

i nearly replied WTF.
HHAAHHAAHAHHA


LOVE YOU HELL LOADS :)

#660.

Yuan came to my place to pick me up for dinner earlier this evening.
It was rather surprising because i thought i wouldnt be meeting him!

We then went to have dinner at The Manhattan Fish Market.
Wanted to go to the Plaza Singapura branch, but we thought it might be crowded because of the christmas season, so we went to the White Sands one.

Instead of the usual salmon fillet, i ordered the manhattan fish and chips.
yuan ordered that too, but we both couldnt finish it because we were too full.
I only ate slightly more than half of the fish!


Balloons are seriously freaking me out, a balloon just burst in front of me.

#659.

I'M BORED, SO I'M BLOGGING!

Maybe i should do somemore baking since i have all my ingredients and i have nothing to do!

I gave a bottle of the cookies to DAGE, and the other two boxes are for my two aunties, and one for my granny!
NONE FOR YUAN because they finished a bottle of it during the party!

Yingling says: Your cookies not nice leh! SOOOO SWEET.
(continues to chew)
Miaoting: Ya then you'll say "I'll finish it so that the rest won't have to suffer eating it."
Yingling: HAHAAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

walao i thought she meant it okay!


What's For Christmas??

I GOT YUAN SOMETHING HE WANTED FOR QUITE A LONG TIME!
I INSISTED IT'S PURPLE AND NOT WHITE (Because he loves the white and hates the purple!)
But i got the white la of course.
HAHAAHAHAHAH, not afraid to put it here because i know he wont see it.
Even if he sees it, he'd have opened it already! HAHAHAHAHA

I'm giving him my mp3 (with something inside of course) for our anniversary:D
Time flies, 8 MONTHS!

Yesterday i confirmed what i have noticed over the months.
Yuan likes to open presents. Though i look more excited than him, he's actually MORE excited than me! REALLY!
HAHAAHHAHAAH

I'm really really bored.

Since i'm only going to meet him tonight, i'm going to bake another batch of cookies now!

BYE! :D

#658.

BACK!

quite fun, my SG is totally crazy.
ALL CRAZY PEOPLE!

I got sang's mug for the gift exchange,
yuan got jiali's.
ALL SO NICE. :D

the mug is like cool la, will take a picture of it when i receive all presents :D
I also received a super creative card from gets, i'll take a picture of it too! :D

Oh and when i came home today, i saw yvonne's xmas card! hahahahaha
super cute too!

I feel so bad that i havent sent out the cards!!!
Gonna send them REAL soon, belated then belated la, better than not sending them.

okay i'm kind of sleepy alr, so GOODNIGHT! :D


(even the smiley sticker behind him smiles better than him! :P)

#657.

I REALLY DON'T LIKE YOU.
I FEEL SO DISGUSTED BY YOU!
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU MAN,
WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO PROVE?


SG22 xmas party later,
i wonder how it'll turn out to be...
-cant wait-!

#656.

I look at friends who easily completed a levels,
i wondered to myself why i cannot do it.
Why am i giving up now?

yuan is right, so long as i don't disappoint myself.
I hope i dont regret this choice.

Our relationship will still stay strong i believe. :)


Spent my day baking today :)
Feel so tired now.

yuan's MIA! i wonder what he's doing now...

#655.

Tomorrow is non-yuan day,
because yihe is going to give him time to prepare my christmas and anniversary gift!
WAHAHAHAHA.

felt so tired today,
kept falling asleep everywhere i went.

walked around with yuan to get presents for the gift exchange for the christmas party!
GASPS, cant wait for wednesday! :D

tomorrow's baking day! :):):)


damn, my christmas cards are not ready yet!
havent finish writing them, havent bought stamps!
sorry to those i took addresses from, if you don't receive anything from me!

okay i'm going to watch tv now :D
BYEEEEEEEE!

#654.

I DONT LIKE YOU!
GO AWAY!

#653.

SUCH A BORING LIFE.

I'll be heading to Genting tonight!

Shucks, that's like the only sentence i can think of to blog.
DAMMIT IT'S SO PATHETIC.

yuan came over to my place yesterday.
.......................
.......................

I REALLY CANNOT THINK OF WHAT TO BLOG ABOUT.

OKAY I'M GOING TO PACK MY BAG ALREADY, BYE!

#652.

I MUST NOT DISAPPOINT YUAN.
HATE TO SEE HIM DISAPPOINTED.

Today i was woken up by the shoutings outside my room.
It was my parents and my sister.

And everything i heard was so so shocking.
Totally disgusted with her.

Stay strong brother, your awesomest eldest sister (ME OF COURSE! :D) will support you all the way! HAHAHHAAAHA

#651.

HAHAHAAHAHAHHAH! i LOL-ed when i saw this.

It's 7pm now, but because of the rain and all that, it feels like 8pm already!

Brother came home today! :D :D
I missed him (though not as much as when he went to india)
But he's like sleeping already and tomorrow he's going for sailing! :(

I don't feel the motivation to study. Everyday is like a slacking day.
Sucks.
I really wish i could just sit down and study.
I know yuan's very disappointed in me.
:(


I added photos to my mural today, but i'll just take a shot of it when i add more pictures!
HAHAHAHA yuan came today and said: dun put these photos leh! So paiseh leh, later your parents see how retarded we behave. HHAAHAHAHA

Today during lunch, i ordered laksa and yuan ordered meepok.
Once we sat down, i felt that i should have ordered meepok because it looked so much better than my laksa. we then exchanged our bowls after eating half of it.
When we exchanged the bowls, the meepok didnt look as good as the laksa.
HAHAHHAAHHAHA so random.
but i really don't know why. HAHAHAH

Okay i'm going to try to finish my card today! :D

#650.

"IF YOU BULLY YIHE I WILL BOX YOU!"
HHAAHAHAHA


we look funny when we exchange specs. it's quite cool that our left eye has the same degree. HHAHHAA


okay, yesterday i spent the day at home packing my room.
Here to show it off. (actually it still looks messy AHAHAAHA)





The mural is still on the way! I havent found enough pictures, my aim is to fill it up! :D

Today was a -not so good- day.
But tomorrow will be a better day i'm sure! :)
Off to complete my anniversary card!

OH I'VE BOUGHT YUAN'S CHRISTMAS PRESENT! :D :D :D

#649.

Thank you for wiping my tears for me. :)

#648.

!*(%^!*&$^&*!^(@*@%&)!&$!^&@

SO PISSED OFF WITH THE DAMN PLAYLIST THING.

#647.

I went to watch this show with yuan, peipei and why-von-ney today.
I think it's good leh! There are 3 couples shown in this show, (name them A, B, and C), and one couple are killers.
I thought A would be the killer couple, and yuan thought B would be the killer couple. But in the end, C was the killer couple and IT'S REALLYYYY NOT OBVIOUS!
HAHAHHAHA that's also why i think this show is nice!
But i dunno why it doesnt show in GV..

WATCH IT! I THINK IT'S NICE.
HAHAHAHA

It's really such a waste of money to go to the place we went today.
It was so much better in the past, though in the past we'd all say that it could be better and blah blah.

Enjoyed myself today :)

#646.

RACHAEL FEELS VERYYYY BLOATED!

feeling very full and sleepy now :(
I WANT TO SLEEPPPPPPP!

if i had put in more effort to study,
i would be prepared to head to japan with my council mates tonight!

But it's alright, at least i get to stay with yuan in spore.


:( I NEED TO START ON MY CHRISTMAS CARD ALREADY! :(

#645.

RACHAEL WANTS TO BE MEAN TODAY. :D


GUESS WHO?


SO CUTEEEEEE! HAHAAHHAHA





DA LANG, DA LANG, DA LANG DA LANG DA LANG, DA LANG DA LANG~~~

HAHAHHAHAHHAH! <3

#644.

Today, we had Burger King for lunch and i was telling the girls funny things about yuan.

Then i suddenly remembered something funny he said last night, i took out my phone and was looking for the sms, he started to get shy! He stood up and kept walking up and down (because he didnt know where to go),
and i show them this:
"Tsk, go to sleep la yihe beh (semi-quaver rest) beee.."

HAHAHAHHAAHHA we totally laughed out loud!

In case you do not get the joke, he was imitating Chen Han Wei on text. HAHAHA
In the previous 9pm show on channel 8, he calls his wife beh beeeeee. My dad and i kept imitating him, and my dad kept calling my mom that, always making my siblings, yuan and i laugh!

But the super funny part is like the (semi-quaver rest)!
He always tell me he's like so lousy in band and all that but HE FREAKING USED A MUSICAL TERM!
Today while i was walking back to school alone (for music lesson),
i started to count in semi-quavers to see if the pause between beh and bee is really that, and it really is a semi-quaver! Of course counting a beat as a second.
HAHHHAAHAHAHHA Crazy. Why the hell am i even talking about this.

But my boyfriend's really cute.

Today was music crash course part 2 on Balinese Gamelan. I was falling asleep and trying to stay awake, and there was this part where a song title was "Crow Steals Eggs". I laughed and shiying didnt know why i was laughing. I then pointed the words to her, and SHE WHACKED ME. Come on, it's funny la. And it's not the first time alr!
HAAHAHHAHHA, there was once where we were doing Beethoven's song cycle and BEETHOVEN USES A MOTIF FOR BIRD CALLS! HAHAHAHAHA

We were talking to Mr Sim today after lesson, I nearly cried :(
I feel so useless sometimes.

I love music lessons with Shiying. I MUST ADVANCE AND JOIN HER AT SAJC NEXT YEAR! :D

I told yuan about my past, in the bus today.
Thank you so much, yuan.

You supported me since day 1 and there's nothing else i can say to you but thanks for being a part of my life. You're my everything.

#643.

Brother's flying off to Japan tonight,
I'LL MISS HIM! :(

That time when he went to India for his sailing competition,
he didnt buy anything for us, didn't take any photos,
the only thing he bought was: The 4th book of Diary of a Wimpy Kid.
HAHAHAHA, he said he bought it because it cannot be found in Singapore.

So this time, i told him WHAT to get for me. HAHAHAA

Today i texted my friends to ask them for their home address because i want to send them christmas cards. I received alot of funny replies!
Huiyuan said,"why? you wanna bomb my house ah?"
Yingling said,"shotgun ah? HAIYO" when i bluffed her that i'd be sending wedding invitations.
Alvin said,"Gonna wrap yourself up with easy pull-off plastic and show up at my door as my xmas present?"

My friends are cute! :)

Gasps! It's gonna be christmas soon and i have freaking NO idea on what i should do for yuan.
Usually by now i'd have a rough idea on what to do!
HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW?!! :(


okay i'm going to go to the airport with brother now, TATA! :D

#642.

I LIKE MY NEW BLOGSKIN! :D

Actually i think they all look the same,
i always get such plain blogskins.

Today i went to Mandai Crematorium to visit grandfather.
(sorry yvonne and peipei for not being able to go to escape today!)
I miss grandfather. It's been 3 years. It didn't feel so long ago :(

The day was really boring, i wished i had gone to escape. :(


Shucks, i've ran out of things to blog.

I was touched when i saw yuan's email today.
Not with all the 'fuck's, but his obvious protection and care towards me.

I hope he's not angry that i didn't tell him about that incident. :(

#641.

I like my new planner! :)
But i love the winnie the pooh planner more :(


Yuan said that i'd regret if i didnt get it.
He's right. I'm kind of regretting it now,
and i can't get my mind off that planner.

It's really very nice,
but the price is really a little too steep.

BOO HOO :(

If any of my friends buy the planner after today,
i'm gonna be so angry with yuan. HAHAHA

I'll really really regret not buying.




Today we went to Plaza Singapura after the concert,
walked around and bought christmas cards to send out :D
We then couldnt decide for lunch,
so we walked malls to malls till we reached Ion Orchard,
AND WE COULDN'T FIND A BLOODY ATM MACHINE.
it was damn tiring and damn hilarious,
we were like a crazy couple laughing like mad,
answering random people's questions when they walked past,
and waved at everyone we saw. (only yuan kept doing that)
HAHHAHAHAHA

we finally found an ATM at the MRT station only because i suddenly recalled there was one there.
We then realised we had walked for 2 hours unknowingly!
I saw the planner at first at Plaza Sing i think,
then i saw it again at wheelock place.
I should have bought it. :(


After lunch, we took a train back to tampines and bought a planner at Urban Write :(
It's nice but i thought the 'one day to a page' part spoilt it.
And it's freaking so common.
More spaces for me to write and draw, but :(
i miss the winnie the pooh planner :(



I spent so long trying to convince yuan to allow me to buy it,
he finally agreed but i somehow didnt want to buy it.
But now, I'M REGRETTING! :(







I was facebooking just now, and i happened to see my teacher's profile. He added me months ago, but today i clicked on it and looked at his pictures.
He was my fencing teacher in charge back in secondary school.
He was smiling in most pictures, and some taken with an epee and etc.
But when i saw the pictures, all the bad memories came back to me.
For 4 years, everytime i saw him i was given 'that kind' of face.
He gave me the impression that he looked down on me. He didnt believe that i would succeed, i would do well for O's. Everytime he looked at other girls or other fencers, he'd smile at them but when he looked at me, it'd be the face that made me feel as small as an ant.

I remember when i was sec one, we had fencing camp and on the first night, he jumbled up all of our armour and we were made to look for our own stuff. I put my hand on the ground, and my body wire accidentally got pierced into my palm. It was an open wound, but he insisted i fence with the tanglin sec guys the next day. And fencing them would mean that i have to wear my glove, and the glove would stick to my wound. I was in pain, i remember crying when i bathed and while i fenced, and till now there's still a small hump on my hand.

I also remember my hungarian coach wanted to me to learn to fence both foil and sabre, but he didn't allow me to. I was disappointed as not all of the people was offered to learn two weapons.

I also remember 'that incident' at the equipment room. I'll never forget that incident for the rest of my life. Because of that incident, i refused to attend trainings anymore. I refused to see the fencers and the teachers in charge. I remember he chose not to believe me and sided the other girl. I hated him.


It was because of these that made me don't wanna join fencing in YJ. Mr leong keeps asking me why why why, even up till end nov, he still asked me. I told him everything that happened.


Bad memories, i wish i won't think of it anymore.

I'll never forget them siding that girl. I'll never forget the feeling of being accused.

The worst part of the past 18 years of my life.

#640.

Peipei and Whyvonney introduced a show to me,
yuan and i were watching it just now.
SUPER FUNNYYYYY.


yuan bought breakfast for me today. <3


My classmates came back from South Africa few days ago,
they're so super hilarious.
They dedicated a video to me about why not everyone can wear leopard prints.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

i feel so damn sleepy, and i'm going to sleep now.
don't wanna be late tomorrow!



goodnight!

I LOVE YOU, YUAN :)
nothing else is more important than me telling you 'i love you',
because you know i mean it and that's all i really need to know.

The whole world can misunderstand me, as long as my boyfriend believes me,
that's all that really matter to me.

I saw this on Cheeyang's blog. He said,
"Ultimately, you win. Really, I admit defeat if that’s what you want me to do. But just know that you’ve disgusted me so much. Disgust would be an understatement. To think that someone of your maturity level would actually have said something like this. I won’t be surprised if nothing goes your way in the future because you are simply an empty vessel. A pampered empty vessel who thinks that the world revolves around you and your principles. So go on, act like this. It didn’t bother me a single bit. Rather, it made me have new found respect for myself. Tyvm."

Yup, i totally agreed with what he said. He helped me to put what i thought in words.
YES, THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
:)

I shall listen to my boyfriend and live my happy life with him and my friends and not get bothered by other people. Afterall i wasn't the one who did something morally wrong and my conscience is clear.
Well, I wasn't the one who lied and twisted the facts.
You can carry on lying to your current girlfriend and her friends.
It is none of my concern, and the only person losing out the most is your poor girlfriend.

I hope you go to hell, loser. :)