#573.

helllloooooo




Firstly, HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY TO ALL TEACHERS IN THE WORLD!
(shiying, i admit it's S' okay! HAHAHA)

went to school for lessons till 11am, (but my lessons ended at 10 because mr sim was on MC)

it's really funny and heartening to see him 'TRY' to buy flowers for me.

had the celebrations part,
then rushed down to pasir ris.

boyfriend and i parted at tampines interchange, while he went to his secondary school.

i felt damn tired and sian after that.


went home to bathe can change after that,
met yuan and boonhao,
went to mr siow's place,
caught up a little with him and mrs siow.
i miss their home, really.

mr siow looks worn out.
totally different from the times when i was there.
happy teachers' day mr & mrs siow :)


we then went for dinner,
had tzi char at the coffeeshop downstairs my place.




and then here i am.



my legs are all aching.
i've freaking walked sooo much today.
i dun even feel like moving now.


im going to bed, goodnight! :)

#572.

I'M AT MY GODFATHER'S PLACE,
trying to do math,
but now online talking to yuan and blogging!



i'm determined to finish my math homework by tuesday,
finish my chem tutorial by tonight,

and OMG, the EoM.
i havent completed it.


OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG





I NEED 100 PEOPLE TO DO THE CIP WITH ME!


who wants to go, PLEASE PLEASE GO!


i sent out so many sms-es today la,
but i only got like 20 people so far.
demoralising,

i hope more people can go.
:( :( :( :(



i'm still a little bothered by last night,
(just a teeny weeny bit)




but please be rest assured,
i still love you like before. :)

#571.

PLEASE HELP ME DO THIS SURVEY IF YOU SEE THIS!
it's open to ANYONE.

it's for my school's PW,
pls do it by tuesday, 1st sept!
THANKS! :D




just click on this link:
http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=SifPWnlgFaOunhZ0idY99g_3d_3d



THANK YOU! :D

#570.

WHO WANTS TO GET CIP POINTS?!?!

it's at EAST COAST PARK
from MORNING TILL 3PM
BREAKFAST AND LUNCH WILL BE PROVIDED
if im not wrong,
we'd be doing stuff like marshall duty and ushering for a trialaton event.

WHO'S INTERESTED?!?!?!




i have to say this.

yuan's maid has gone back to her country today.
he has to wash his own clothes in future!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

i think im damn mean la, laugh at him.
okay la,
if you need help in washing your clothes,
i lend you my maid la okay! HAHAHHA



baked cookies today (for teacher's day)
i missed the smell and the mixing and all.
the last time i baked was AGES ago man.
HAHHAHA

oh and
IM SOOOOOOOO SORRY SORRY SORRY! (to chinrong and 24th SC)
i was supposed to reach school at 8.30am,
but i overslept and woke up only at 9.40am.
like OMG LA,
i felt really bad.
IM SORRY IM SORRY, like really. hahaha


went to fairprice with mummy just now,
to buy stuff for tomorrow's prayers.
I BOUGHT THE GRAPE BISCUITS! :D
and sugar biscuits,
and AIYA ALOT OF THINGS LA.
we spent like... $298.
IMBA.

OH and then,
there's this super cool black box with pads in there,
by kotex,
i thought the box was REALLY REALLY COOL,
i bought one and mummy bought one too.
SUPER COOL,
boyfriend will say im crazy for posting smth like this.
AHAHHAHHAHH



okay im going to try to do some work now.
BYE:D

#569.

like nothing to blog lehhh.



teacher's day is approaching,
promos is approaching.

i'm going to mug for the few days of holiday,
and during sept holidays.



you seem to have changed.
im thinking too much right?


we're going to pass the promos together,
we're going to stay together for a long time.
:)






samantha's leaving for canada on monday alr,
i'll miss her, like seriously.

today she came back to school,
gave us bookmarks (which are damn nice la)
and SHE CALLED ME YI HERRRRRR again.
hahahhaa.

but she's really really sweet.
i'll really miss her mannnnz.




CIP on 13th sept 09 at east coast park,
from morning to 3pm.
(do what im not sure yet)
breakfast and lunch will be provided.
ANYONE INTERESTED?
call me! :D




im going to try to finish my EoM tonight :)



tmr still need to go back to school :(
i wonder when's the next sat where i can sleep in.

#568.

so many things i wanted to say,
but as i face the screen,
im lost for words.


"Many things will catch your eye, but only some will catch your heart."


i hate this lonely feeling.

you were too nice to me.
too nice.
so nice that i've become dependent on you.
i cant seem to do without you.

i seem to become greedy and want alot from you.
that's bad.

i sat at the couch in the council room,
stared into blank space.
chinrong asked if i was okay,
they tried to cheer me up.
i cheered up and started playing with them.
but i didnt manage to get rid of the lonely feeling.

as i sat in the bus,
i looked at the empty seat beside me.
wild thoughts ran through my mind.
my eyes felt hot,
i could feel the wetness in them.

i looked outside of the bus.
i wondered why the bus ride seemed so long,
compared to the other times.

i felt like switching off my phone,
so that i wont keep looking at it to see if you replied.
but i didnt,
i figured out that i would switch it on in less than a minute because i didnt want to miss your message.

as the music played on my phone,
i wonder why all the sad songs kept playing.

you finally replied my message.
i could sense unhappiness in the message.
i didnt want to reply.
i picked up my phone and wanted to type,
but i put it down.
i picked it up again,
and put it down again.
i decided to reply because i didnt want you to think that i was angry.

but i failed to reply in my normal tone with all the 'hahahaha's and smileys.
but i still wanna assure you that i still love you.
i am not angry, im just affected.
i know you tried, i tried too. but i failed.
but i'll get over it.

i reached home, laid down on the couch,
my eyes turned hot and wet again.
this time it reached the brink.
i forced myself not to blink.
i quickly sat up and walked around.
the tears didnt roll down,
i looked into the mirror,
my eyes were red.

but i'll get over it.
i'm sure.
we still got a long way to go, boyfriend.

like what you say,
tomorrow will be a better day.

yes,
TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY!




rachael will get over this.




now, give a call to yuan,
tell him i love him,
and do math homework.

add oil rachael,
you can do it.
:)

#567.

HAPPY FOURTH MONTH ANNIVERSARY :) :) :) :) :)



time really flies. i always say this,
but really. time REALLY flies.



you're right,
the love you give me is enough,
that you dont have to give me anything.


im sorry that my temper is really bad at times.
like today,
i really feel like an asshole.


i always feel that i dont deserve such an undestanding boyfriend like you.

i really will try my best to change.





i love you, boyfriend.
i really do.
:)






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i'm going to study econs and do my math homework NOW.

i MUST mug.

I MUST PROMOTE.


i wont let yuan down. :)

#566.

pictures taken yesterday, (except the first one, it was from the bintan camp)
more would be uploaded when i receive them :D


LOOKS THE SAME RIGHT!
shixuan always does this when he helps someone take photos.
lame shit. HAHAHA





:):):)


alright :) we'll work hard together and promote together.
:):):)

#565.

I HOPE MY BOYFRIEND GETS WELL SOON.

:(


I AM A GOOD GIRL.
IM NOT STUBBORN AND I LISTENED TO THE SICK MAN.


he told me to wear more clothes because it looked like it was going to rain.
i wore my long sleeved pj,
AND I FEEL SO WARM NOW LA.


boyfriend hasnt contacted me.
i wonder what the doctor said.
he's back at the doctor which ripped him off the previous time.



i miss yuan.




and i really want to post pictures la,
but this damn internet dont allow me to.
pftbh.




im going to start mugging from now onwards.
i really cannot retain.
IM NOT GOING TO RETAIN.




period.





MORON PHUA CALL ME NOW! LOL

#564.

SHAGGED.




i really feel so tired, i feel like dying.

sorry boyfriend, for making you worry.


i was playing with boyfriend and i just fell asleep while playing.
he laughed at me la. pftbh
(hahahahaha)


surviving a tuesday in school with only 2 hours of sleep the previous night,
is suicide.
i talked rubbish on the phone with boyfriend,
he laughed so hard and he knows all my secrets.
it was as if i was drunk.
during music lesson, i talked rubbish too.
LOL


chinese teacher didnt come today,
so i took the chance, finished the work allocated in like 10 minutes and slept for the rest of the 1 and half hours.
i was so tired, i fell asleep the moment i laid down.

woke up in a rush,
i nearly fell off the stairs.
that was then i really woke up.
HAHAAHAHA






oh ya,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS SURYATI!

okay, im going to bed real soon.
i need to catch up on some sleep.
i hope i will be less tired tomorrow.


im sorry for always behaving like a spoilt brat all the time,
when im tired and all, and expect you to give in to me.
i promise i'll try to control my mood better in future and not be unreasonable.

thank you for sending me home today :)


i love you. :)

#563.

IM TIRED.

my blogger still has problems but it's looking better.



im honestly not looking forward to tomorrow's game :(

i want to spend some time to study.




PW sucks, like really sucks.
whoever who thinks otherwise dun come near me! hahaha


okay i really need to focus and not get distracted.

i want to sleep! :(:(:(

#562.

IT JUST WARMS MY HEART TO KNOW THAT YOU'RE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME.


i dun know the real reason for your appearance at my house an hour after that incident,
but i really appreciate it.
you really cheered me up :)


you're always there for me.
this time, you even appeared right before my eyes.

i really felt like crying when i was at the bball court man.

and you still bought me icecream!
now, the thought of me makes me wanna cry because i feel touched.





thank you v v v v v v v v v v much, boyfriend.


i love you like nobody's business.



and i'll change.
for your sake.

give me time :)



LOVES :)

#561.

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH BLOGGER?!?!


I HATE THIS MAN,
NO COLOUR AT ALL! HAHAHA


went to school in the morning for an event management workshop,
had lunch with boyfriend,
penny and jessie joined us after that :)

went home to change and all,
and we headed to wisarut's house for samantha's surprise farewell party.


she was freaking shocked man,
and less than 5 minutes, she went 'YEE HERRRRR'.
LOL

they're really fun man,
and mr leong came too.
all SOOO FUNNY PEOPLE.

we all laughed and laughed,
had a little bit of red wine, (but im still fine)
and some of them were like drunk la.
jessica lai's face was totally red man.
HAHAHHAHHAHA




anyways im tired.
PW for awhile and off to bed :)


TATATA :D

#560.

I LOVE PHUA ZHEN YUAN! :)

#559.

i love yuan :)

yuan sent me a message last night,
to tell me that if he never text me when i wake up,
i should text him to wake him up.

i woke up,
and texted him.

and guess what, he texted me at the same time.
SUPER CRAYZEE.

what do they call this?
TELEPATHY. :D



so anyways,
went out with yuan and boon hao.
had lunch together,
the way boon hao eats is totally mad.
i think there is an imaginary external stomach attached to his mouth.
he freaking eats alot la.
HAHHAHA

wanted to watch 'Where got ghost?'
but it was all nearly fully booked.
so we caught the hangover instead.
i thought it was funny,
but not THAT funny than i expected when shengwei told us about the movie.

i hate school. :(

but seeing yuan gives me an imaginary strength to wake up early in the morning and head to school :)


my yuan :)

#558.

BACK FROM ESCAPE THEME PARK.

some parts were funny,
but i managed to catch 20 minutes of sleep there!
like anti-climax la,
but i really did.

my dad and mum were queuing for the go-kart
and i didnt want to go,
so i waited for them with granny.
waited so bloody long,
i fell asleep la.



i look forward to going with yuan :D




HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!

i took part in the pledge moment okayyyyy
HAHAHAHAHA


yuan just sent me a super idiotic email.
he totally makes me look like an idiot.
but he doesnt realise he's a bigger moron. :D




okay, back to PW. (BOO HOO)

#557.

NOW MY BLOGGER HAS PROBLEM.


yvonne and shiying have been saying that their blogger cant post pictures,
and now that their blogger is fine,
MINE IS NOT!
pftbh


luckily yesterday i posted the photos alr.
HAHAHAHHA



going to work on my PW first (bleah)
and then out with family :D







i miss my cheeky round.
:)

#556.

LOOK WHAT PW DOES TO YOU.
you end up blogging. HAHAHA



i thought this was cute, and it's cozy inside pikachu's body :P



retard with a retarded smile. :D



presenting HENG HENG :D
LOL



and she folded this for us :D
must teach me how to draw it eh. HAHAHHAHA



oh this.
yuan did this with the remaining chain i got him last time.

that day was mad, i remember.
the surprise nearly failed.
thank god his brother was there to help me,
i even got to catch an hour of sleep.
:D




yuan asked: how come never blog about today?

SHOULD I SAY?
IT'S BU NENG SHUO DE MI MI EH.
HAHAAHHAAHAHHA.


i love my cheeky round.
HAHAHHAAHAHHA




okay,
i gotta go back to PW alr. :(

#555.

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND :)



yuan accompanied me to ICA today.
wanted to go to lavender food square,
but ended up going to the temporary market in bugis because we didnt know how to get to lavender food square. haahhahaha

it's fun logging in to yuan's account.







i have SOOOOOOOOOOOO many secrets.
right, yuan? HHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHA




time to work on my PW.
*bawls*

(still lazy to post pictures, next time. HAHAHA)

#554.

THANKS ALOT YUAN FOR SENDING ME HOME :)



slept in the bus on the way back,
i like it when he secretly kisses me while im sleeping.
he makes me feel totally loved :)


today was college day,
performed with the chorale.
it was funny when i was looking out for yuan
and after i saw him,
he purposely pointed at me to his friend,
i think to confirm that i was looking at him.
super funny la.


gladys and jiayan are funny too,
the way they say things on purpose to let other people hear. HAAHHAHHA



went to the hall, laughed and highed for so long.
the house excos are all crazy people.
AHAHAHAHA

went to BBQ chicken with yuan and heng heng.
totally crapped there,
but im super sleepy,
so i'll post photos tomorrow.




GOODNIGHT :D

#553.

RACHAEL IS IN SCHOOL BLOGGING :D


supposed to have PE now,
but im here watching videos because i forgot to bring my PE attire
HAAHAHAHA


im super hungry man,
but im going to wait for yuan to come out at 12.40 before eating :)


im such a nice girlfriend.
HAHAHAHAHAHA

#552.

I NEED ONE NOW.


but that moron seem to be sleeping!
AND HE HASNT DONE HIS EOM!



rachael is proud to say
she completed her draft 1 alr :D

now she'll be a kind soul and help yuan look for an article.




i hope i can pass chem test tmr. :(

#551.

YUAN IS CRAZY.
HAHAHAHHA




yuan passed his math test :D:D:D:D:D:D
and retest is next week.
if i fail, i'll have to take the retest and i'll be ALLL ALONE!
:(:(:(:(:(:(

i wanna see whether i passed or not!
i hope shrek puts it on LMS NOWWWWW!



okay im going to do my EoM noww, pftbh.
i'll blog later or tomorrow when i remember what i want to blog,
TATA :D

#550.

YIHE LOVES YUAN.



yuan really makes me laugh like crazy in school,
he really makes me feel happy when he does retarded stuff.
HAHAHA

today there was a talk on NS and all that,
and this person talked about 'ALIEN INVASION' -.-

and the moron started saying:
'what if pokemon attacks singapore? like pikachu comes and use thunderwave on us,
then we'd be paralysed, and BLAH BLAH BLAH'
PPG kept laughing and yvonne added on with the antidote and all that.


today school was crazy.
during first break, gets asked: rachael can i carry your bagpack? i never carry bagpack before neh.
so i said okay, and she carried my bag to the library.
the moment we sat down, she asked me to change bag with her for the rest of the day!

it was super funny la,
i was sooo amused i had to call yuan to hurry up to the fourth floor to see 'my new bag'.

after that when i saw gets,
i told her her new bagpack looks really cool.
HAHAHAHAHA


but i like her bag eh, i wanna buy a bag something like that! :D



i feel so tired.


yesterday i didnt do any work after coming home.
but i slept at 2am la what the hell.


okay i just put on a mask earlier on,
i dun wanna waste it by sleeping late.
rachael will sleep at 11pm! :D



TATA :D





my boyfriend is just so great.
everytime we walk on the streets,
whenever he sees people walking towards us that look scary and dangerous,
he'd pull me to his other side and be in between the person and me :)

my boyfriend told me today,
"i like the happy you. be happy okay? :)"





yuan, i'll be happy.
for your sake, i promise :)

#549.

thank you boyfriend,

my wonderful yuan never fails to be there for me
everytime i need him.
my wonderful yuan never fails to cheer me up
whenever i feel down.
my wonderful yuan never fails to make me feel loved
when i always feel the other way.
my wonderful yuan never fails to make me cry!
:( :( :( :( :(

rachael's a sad girl now.


rachael hopes yuan would give her another tight hug.









your tight hug always suffocates me,
chokes me,
gives me a tight feeling and make me feel like crying.
hugging you makes me never wanna let go forever.



i miss you, boyfriend.....

i suddenly miss you alot man,
i feel like crying again.
i wish you were here so i can do so in your arms.














STOP THINKING!
DO YOUR MUSIC COMMENTARY!



TATA WORLD.

#548.

RACHAEL IS A HAPPY GIRL! :D





oh by the way, we took this when we were eating potato chips,
and we happened to see this piece that had a 'smiley' on it.
looks like right! HHAHAHAHA



anyways, as i was saying
RACHAEL IS A HAPPY GIRL! :D

accompanied boyfriend to cut his hair at the usual place,
then took a bus from boon keng to bugis,
and HE BROUGHT ME TO EAT YANG ZHI GAN LU!
it's mango pomelo with sago btw,
and i was craving for it since.....
4 months ago i think. HAHAHHA




we then walked around at bugis junction,
and then we went to the new mall.
i forgot to find out what name is this new mall,
but anyways,
walked and walked.

OH AND THERE'S THIS SHOP THAT SELLS CDs,
and crystal balls,
and carousels that have music when they turn.

in the shop,
there was a small section that has all of those,
and boyfriend was in there, looking at them,
and i was totally captivated by the sight,
i tripped on the step.
SUPER PAINFUL I TELL YOU,
i couldnt even stand up for the first few minutes la.

walked around, looked at clothes,
looked at lingerie (HAHAHAHA)
and then the salesgirl went,'this is new stock'
LOL!



went home at around 7 plus,
and OH. I MET SIANGWEI THERE. AHAHHAHAHA









now im going to hurry finish my videos,
and start on PW AND CHEM!
:D



I LOVE MY YUAN.
:D