#499.

gonna prepare for my PW mates to come to my place,
and after that off to watch braddell heights orchestra at VCH! :D

that place reminds me of SYF,
i miss choir again! HAAHAHHAHA

"So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don’t, and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it, if it changes your life, let it. Nobody said that it’d be easy, they just promised it would be worth it."
-Grey’s Anatomy

#498.

Tomorrow Never Comes - Norma Cormett Marek

If I knew this would be the last time I would watch you sleep,
I would hug you tighter. I would plead with the Lord to protect you.
If I knew this would be the last time I saw you walk out the door,
I would hug and kiss you and call you back to hug and kiss you one more time.

If I knew this would be the last time I would hear your voice in prayer,
I would record every gesture, every look, every smile, every one of your words,
So that I could listen to it later, day after day.

If I knew this would be the last time,
I would spend an extra minute or two to tell you, "I love you," instead of assuming you already knew it.

If I knew this would be our last time, our last moment,
I would be by your side, spending the day with you instead of thinking,
"Well, I'm sure other opportunities will come, so I can let this day go by."

Of course there will be a day to revise things,
And we would have a second chance to do things right.
Oh, of course there will be another day for us to say, "I love you."
And certainly there will be another chance to tell each other, "Can I help with anything?"
But in my case, there isn't one!
I don't have you here with me, and today is the last day we have—our farewell.
Therefore I would like to say how much I love you,
And I hope you never forget it.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old.
Today might be your last chance to hold tight to the hand of the one you love and show all you feel.

If you are waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today?
Because if tomorrow never comes, you certainly will regret for the rest of your life

Not having spent some extra time for a smile, a conversation, a hug, a kiss,
Because you were too busy to give that person what ended up being their last wish.

Then hug tight today the one you love, your friends, your family, and whisper in their ears how much you love them and want them close to you.
Use your time to say,
"I'm sorry,"
"Please,"
"Forgive me,"
"Thank you,"
Or even,
"That was nothing,"
"It's all right,"

Because if tomorrow never comes, you will not have to regret today.
The past doesn't come back, and the future might not come!



















went for piano lesson in the morning,
overslept by an hour!

went to school after that, and i took nearly an hour man.
and when i reached school,
i was FREAKING HUNGRY LA.
i totally forgot i hadnt eaten anything.

so kept whining about being hungry,
but i had fun at council.
:D

went lunch with zy,
had a hard time deciding.
went to study,
and the questions really irritated me alot man.



and then it's all the gift wrapping, card drawing and stuff.



NOW I WANNA SLEEP! I REALLY FEEL SLEEPY.



i really love my friends.
thank you zhenyuan,
thank you monil, dave, weilun, shaocong, priscilla, and many many more :)

#497.

ALRIGHT,

today was like 6 hours of block test la WTF.
GP for 3 hours and MT for another 3 hours.
KNS.


it's freaking 12.35am,
and i still havent gone to bed.
tomorrow i have to get to outram park at 10am,
and after piano i have to go back school to clean the council room!
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.


my results are horrendous,
but seniors say my results aint too bad alr.



ahh whatever,
i've lost the will and drive to study anyways.












i wonder what my jiemei is doing now,
he's taking so long to reply my sms. LOL

#496.

RACHAEL IS A BUSY GIRL.



INVESTITURE IS OVER!

i loved it, because the success of the event gave me a sense of satisfaction,
for all the hard work the 24th have put in with the 23rd,
i kind of miss council.



BUT BUT BUT,
I MISS CHOIR EVEN MORE.

as we rehearsed for investiture nearly everyday,
i missed a few choir practices alr.
they're learning new songs but i've yet to know how they even sound like,
let alone having to have learnt how to sing it.

but tomorrow im going for choir practice,
no matter what im still gonna go.



oh yes, early this week on a monday morning,
we were nearly late for school,
and everyone was rushing me to hurry up (because i cant be late)
so as i reached the tap card thingy,
I FELL!
LIKE OMFG,
the first thing that came into my mind was:
"SHIT SO UNGLAM!"
so we walked up the stairs and zy kept asking me if im in pain.
i said no and he kept saying that im lying.
so i remember clearly my reply to him was: ask me then say i lie, you dun ask better!"
LOL

and i managed to skip PE and was given time to be late for class, though i was most of the time punctual :D


im gonna MUG real hard during the june holidays,
somehow i feel that i have alot of time during the hols and little things to do,
so IM GONNA MUG.
i really need to do catching up on my work,
and I CANNOT RETAIN.

i cannot retain,
both of us cannot retain,
all of us cannot retain!


seniors have been telling me to get tuition,
i told them mummy dun wanna give me tuition,
they all say
"you cant survive jc without tuition."







somethings about choir i really wanna post,
but i can only post them after tmr.

I'll blog soon! :D

#495.

RACHAEL MUST SERIOUSLY PICK UP HER HJMF FILE AND STUDY HINDUSTANI MUSIC FOR HER TEST TOMORROW!


why HJMF, because i wrote that on my file.
and theodore thought that HJMF meant HiJack My File.
LOL.








okay, nearly a day has passed since i typed the above.
it's 7pm alr,
and i still havent done anything.


about an hour ago,
zy texted me and asked me if i wanted to have dinner with him and his family.
his parents asked me out, like LOL.
i got a shock man.




and NOW I REALLY HAVE TO STUDY!

#494.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR POON! :D


have been really busy trying to study, do homework, and investiture.

time really flies,
the block test is coming soon,
and very soon the promos will be here.



PROCRASTINATION WILL GET ME NOWHERE.

im procrastinating for every single thing,
even what i wanna do for my jiemei,
i havent started.
IT'S TIME I MOVE!

i hope i can pass this math module test.
i wanna start passing my tests and all.
I MUST PROMOTE!



had CIP in school today,
together with the choir.

it was fun, and TIRING.
considering the fact that i only reached home at 11.30pm the previous night,
i didnt have enough sense to know that i was supposed to wear PE attire.

thankfully chin won lived nearby and her mum took PE attire for me to change.

it was fun man.

jiayan and i took 5 KIDS!
omg, hell tiring. i bet i lost at least 2 kg or smth.
HAHAHA.


the starting was like crap,
they kept whacking me with the rope.

after that they were nicer,
made fun of me as i was texting jiemei.

he went: what you doing? messaging ah?
Me: yeah
Him: who? your boyfriend?
Me: No la, i dun have. you wanna be my boyfriend?
He laughs and wants to whack me.
LOL

i still love kids.

oh and i was using this pink rope,
and around 3 plus, one girl came up to me and asked me to exchange with her.
i agreed to do so,
and then this boy named jeremy went to the box and looked for a pink rope for me.
SO SWEET RIGHT!
then, another girl came and told me she also wanted a pink rope,
so i gave it to her,
and another boy Jon went to look for another one for me.
he came back and told me,
jiejie no more pink rope! red okay? it's pink but darker only.

HAHAHAHHAH
omg i swear i could kiss them.
they're ultra frigging cute la.
I so love them.

and there's this jing jie.
super cute and obedient.
i love all of them man.




yesterday the chorale helped mr poon celebrate his birthday.
i was only there for the surprise part, because i had investiture rehearsal.
the surprise part was really..... nearly cried la.
a pity i had to go off, i felt really bad.
I LOVE MR POON LA.

we'll be performing Reach by Gloria Estefan for investiture, and i'll be the pianist while steph and zalizan will play guitar.
i hope i wont screw up on the rehearsals and the actual thing of course.
AHAHAHHAHA.



ah yes,
tmr i'll have to get my court shoes and study for my music test!








and start on what i wanted to do :)

#493.

What makes a good musician, one who can play anything, or one who plays with principle?

thamhin is right, a good musician is one who can play anything with feelings.

i can play with feelings, but i cant play everything with feelings.
so im trying, trying my best to be a good musician.
if i have to play that song, i'll try my best to play it well and with feelings.
true feelings.

Okay, this aint serious till the extent of having to go against my principles,
but i dun know how i should go about playing something i dun think i should.
i mean, i can play it. it's about how i should play it WELL.


i dont know what i should do.


i dont want tomorrow to come.



i wanna sleep and never wake up forever.





suddenly, i seem to like classical music more.
suddenly, i wish they can sing something that is tuned with pathetique sonata.
LOL.









I MISS MORONNNNNNNNNN!

#492.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOTHERS IN THE WORLD :D


that obviously includes my mummy, my grannys, jiemei's momma and granny, pris' mum,wanjing's mum, etc.

may all of you have a great time today!









busy trying to know the song inside out, before im able to try playing it on my own,
cause I COULDNT FIND ANY SCORE! :( :( :(

and if i have time, i'll try to change some parts of the lyrics.


i just hope they're appreciative.






today jiemei and i gonna try not sms-ing each other for a day,
see what time we can 'tahan' until LOL

and he says, you're my coffee.

#491.

MY WONDERFUL AND FANTASTIC CHOIR CLIQUE, consisting of:
lanyuan, hongray, alicia, yiyang, xuejun, jinghang, gladys, jiayan and I! :D




jiemei took this picture from the brahms room. this was drawn by someone in choir. i thought it looked wonderful.



darren gave this to me in lecture last week (i think).
it's chocolate, and it was really nice. HAHHAA.



it's the 'SAME SPECS DAY'! LOL
we were walking around and found this pair of specs in uniqlo that looked like the one he was wearing. TOTALLY FASCINATING.
there was this pair of shades i tried on,
he said i looked like some taitai who got beaten up by my husband and trying to cover it up.
HAHAHAHHA. that moron.



okay THIS IS TOTALLY awesome.
my tigger "UPGRADED" because of this girl in school that carry a tigger keychain too.
i totally cant stand it when someone does something the same as me.
SO WE UPGRADED THE TIGGER! I bet no one would ever carry that.
including me. ROFL

#490.

PISSED OFF!.


i seriously have NO mood to continue trying to survive in the students' council.
i seriously feel like getting out of that hell and concentrate on my studies and chorale.












i need a big hug,

#489.

I can almost see it.
That dream I'm dreaming, but
There's a voice inside my head saying
You'll never reach it
Every step I'm takin'
Every move I make
Feels lost with no direction,
My faith is shakin'
But I gotta keep tryin'
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down, but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it, but
These are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most
I've just gotta keep goin', and
I gotta be strong
Just keep pushing on, but

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on movin'
Keep climbin'
Keep faith baby
It's all about, it's all about
The climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, woah

JUST GIVE YOUR BEST, NO ONE CAN ACCUSE YOU OF DOING BADLY.
INTEGRITY, PRIDE, SINCERITY.


THANK YOU MR POON,
THANK YOU YJ CHORALE.

WE ROCK THE WORLD MAN.




say congratulations to us,
we've done our best and GOTTEN A SILVER! :D:D:D:D:D

we've broken free from the usual 'bronze choir' term.



and i totally agree,
there's nothing wrong in working hard.




time to work on my PI and GPP aldy.

jiemei was sick,
and he still forced himself to come to school (for i dun know what)
forced him to see the doctor,
and according to him, he seemed to have been ripped off.
which i think so too. HAHAHAHAHA.

and my immune system is good la,
i havent gotten the flu from him. HAHAHHAHAH



alright, off to nap for awhile! :D

#488.

SHAGGED.



im practically dead after the council camp.
still had to attend the choir practice,
I NEARLY DIED.


i'll prolly blog about camp tmr or something,
for now, SLEEP!




special thanks to: zhenyu for helping me with that chain thing.
really thanks to you! :D




tmr choir again.
SIGH



my PI got rejected,
and i not only have PI, i still have GPP!


OMG SOMEONE JUST KILL ME!