#426.

It's been so long since i blogged.

alright, obviously i've applied for JAE already.
choices were as:

1)Tampines JC,
2)Jurong JC,
3)Yishun JC,
4)Millenia Institute,
5)Serangoon JC,
6)Accountancy at NP,
7)Banking and Financial Services at SP,
8)Banking and Financial Services at NP,
9)Accountancy at SP,
10)Biomedical Science at NP,
11)Accounting and Finance at TP,
12)Financial Business Informatics at TP.


and it's really been long since i blogged. LOL.
the posting results will be out tmr!. HAHAHHAH.

and i prolly wont be working at YMS soon,
since they're cutting cost, and i may not have time to go back.
will miss them, it's been nicer working with them compared to the last time.


so now, im stuck.
i dont know how to continue blogging.
HAHAHA.


anyway it's been work, work and work.
Working was fun,
CNY period,
LOTS of goodies and all.
had fun eating and all,
and it was fun laughing crapping and all.


had a very bad dinner with Tim,
for the food there was really bad.
esp his beef hor fun! OMG, it really turned us off.

got my second pay, wanted to buy cigarettes for dad and granny,
but he didnt allow me to.


CNY,
visiting and all, dont have to explain much also.
hahahah.

but this one MUST say.
second day of CNY,
went to jun's house,
we all were entertained with Wii which chuenming bought.
and i took this SUPER EXCLUSIVE VIDEO, ************************.
hahahahhah.

CANT HELP LAUGHING everytime i look at that video. HAHAHAH.

yesterday, met up with jinhwee and hock for bowling,
went on to pool and arcade.
the arcade part was the best.
took neoprints summore.
we were like kids again.

watched Love Matters,
though i wanted to watch The Wedding Game more.
LOL.
will watch next week i promise.
HAHAHHA.

went on to aunt jo's place,
and then to keppel club for peranakan food.


supposed to go back to PRCS today,
but was too tired to.

tuition with alan starts next week,
i hope i'll teach him well.



alright,
gotta prepare to meet bev,
then help daddy buy his lost pants. LOL



"A quotation at the right moment is like bread to the famished."
-The Talmud

#425.

SIGH.


havent applied for JAE,
i hope i get what i want.
i hope i know what i want.
i hope i wont regret it.
i hope i live up to my parents' expectations.
i hope i live up to mr seet's expectations.
i hope i live up to my teachers' expectations.


there's so many 'i hope',
i hope what i hope will happen.

LOL!

#424.

SICK.

Right after the release of the results,
fell ill, took sick leave, and thought about where i should head.

My results were not bad i guess,
THANK YOU to all who wished me luck and congratulated me!


im super duper happy that my parents are proud of me,
im super duper happy that mr seet is proud of me,
im super duper happy that mr chang, mr collin, ms ju are proud of me,
im super duper happy that mr and mrs siow are proud of me.

many many thank yous to all the teachers that helped me through this two years,
even more thankyous to mr seet!
i SUPER LOVE HIM man. :D :D :D

thanks to my family and his encouragement,
im able to last out till now.
and i think i can continue to make do with this encouragement. :)


alright,
gonna continue with my research and all,
thanks once again to those who have been giving me advice.
love you guys loads! :D

#423.

OMIGOSH, im seeing Mister Jansen everywhere man.

it doesnt matter if you have friends doing adverts,
but it matters when their adverts are placed in every corner of this island!
it never fails to make me laugh when i see that ad.




The 'O' level results are gonna be released on monday.
Shit breaks.
Im losing confidence already.

No matter how hard i seem to try, i dont seem to be able to pass.
and it's like a BAD OMEN.

the theory results are nothing,
fail can retake. just PAY.
but what about the O's?!
I CANNOT AFFORD TO FAIL!





Leandro was like crap today.
He told me to bake cookies tomorrow, then bring to work on sunday.
I asked him why, i could do it after the release of the results.
His reply was: "I scared later the results no good, you sian and say you dont wanna bake anymore. So bake before that."
I gave him a glare, and he started hitting the table.
LOL!.

and yes,
i think i will do some baking tmr and refill the basket behind.
at least they're popular! LOL
mummy still wants me to bake them during CNY.
I believe Karen's going thru the same fate as me. xP


will not be working tomorrow,
for IM GOING TO COLLECT THE EDUSAVE SCHOLARSHIP AWARD!
:D :D :D :D :D

alrighty,
gonna hit the sack now,
and the next time i gonna blog is probably gonna be after the release of the results.
TATA!

"We say we love flowers, yet we pluck them. We say we love trees, yet we cut them down. And people still wonder why some are afraid when told they are loved."
-Anonymous

#422.

Has been working consecutively,
and it is SUPER tiring.
it's been peak period,
lots of registration and paying of fees,
i get tired counting those money man.


had an off-day yesterday,
and it was spent on baking, and clearing my undone work.

this is real retarded,
brought a bottle of it to office,
told the guys not to finish it,
leave for rita, christine and jenna.
and guess what,
they left 3 pieces for them.

HOW NICE OF THEM.


Liping didnt really like it,
and i thought it was really that bad,
since she was the first to try.
but after that, the confidence picked up again when wen miin, leandro and liling tried it.

It's been confirmed,
O LEVEL RESULTS WILL BE RELEASED ON MONDAY!
this is it man, it's D-Day.
and speaking of D-Day, i wonder how my combined humanities results will turn out.
gosh, another sleepless night.
luckily im not gonna work tmr.

Karine told me to collect results and bring to office to celebrate.
like OMG, what if i dont do well?!


oh, ideal boyf has reported to NS. Wahahahha.
next would be jonathan, then probably raynor.
how time flies man.
HAHAHHA.


Popular had a blackout earlier tonight,
and everyone was standing outside,
dunno waiting for what.
From yamaha, it looked like there's been a revolt.
LOL.


alright man, it's 1.51am,
i should go sleep before my eye mask loses its effect.

SHOPPING TOMORROW!!
:D :D :D :D
i dont think i can shop in peace man.

TATA!

#421.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Goodbye 2008, Welcome 2009!



Looking back, it's been an eventful year.

It's said that people change over time.
I believe I've changed, compared to the start of 2008.
The start of 2008 seemed like a day ago.

Met new people, made new friends. Made new competitors, lost some friends.
But as well, year 2008 made me look at human nature in a different perspective.
I've lived through 2008, and I've made it to the new year.
I wonder what lies ahead of me, and I wonder what will become of me.
I wonder what kind of friends I'll make through this new year,
I wonder what changes I'll make through this year.


"If two persons get to know 1000 people on average in a lifetime,
chances of them meeting each other is 1 in 100 000.
So what are the chances of them falling in love with each other?"

I long for a loving boyfriend,
and I'll leave it to fate, to find me the loveliest boyfriend.

I strongly believe in fate, and I believe it's a kind of affinity that I know people whom i know now.
Just like I believe I share a kind of affinity with my parents, my family.
There are SO many families in singapore, not considering the entire globe,
yet I became their child, their daughter, their sister, their family member.
It's a kind of fate, an unexplainable happening.


Thank you everyone, for playing a part in my life.
You wont be forgotten. :)



"The greatest weakness of most humans is their hesitancy to tell others how much they love them while they're alive."
-Orlando A. Battista