#388.

THIS BLOG IS RUSTY.


i am GENUINELY WORKING HARD,
GENUINELY MUGGING.


yesterday and today,
the 'downest' days of this mugging period, i suppose.

i've never felt this affected.
i feel upset,
i feel like screaming.
i feel like punching the walls.
i feel like dropping dead.

LOL,
i also feel alot of pressure.

not stress and pressure to study for th o's,
but stress and pressure to make sure i dun under perform and do badly.


i cant wait for the o levels to be OVER!.
so i can get rid of these bad feelings.


anyway,
my prelim results are out.

I PASSED ENGLISH! :D :D :D :D :D
many thanks to ms wong, mr seet, ms neo, mr shafie, and mrs siow!.

next,
I TOPPED THE CLASS FOR AMATHS PAPER!.
many many thanks to mr siow!, and mrs wong!

and,
i failed combined humanities,
again.
APPOLOGIES TO MS JU!. :(

and thankyou to mr leung for putting 69% for music! :D.


overall percentage is 66.8%,
and im not quite sure whether im 4th or 5th position.
now, confirm got 300 bucks. :D,
if im 4th position, i MIGHT get 500! :D :D



and,
i've gotten another job offer to teach at katong,
many thanks to kelsi. x)







have been cranky these days,
and reallyreally sorry to eugene,
for blasting off at u THREE TIMES today.
appologies to JH and th rest,
for being such a spoiler.




anyway,
gonna mug thru th holiday,
and hope things get better after that.





Selamat Hari Raya to afeeq, syafiq, syed, azri, amirul, fitri, and the others! :) :)

#387.

MUG MUG MUG.



okay,
i've just wasted 3 hours on youtube videos.

I MUST MUST MUST STUDY!.
if i dun want my dream to come true.
HAHA.

this reminds me,
i always dream of my results before exams and results.

last year before emaths prelim,
i dreamt that i got a B5.
why B5 i dunno also. LOL.

and before release of Nlvl and Olvl,
i also dreamt of my results.
last night i dreamt of my results too.
and i sooooo dun want these results man.

so now,
im so gonna switch off the comp,
and mug for ss tmr.

HERE I COMEEEEEEEEEEE BOOKSSSSSSSSS!
LOL.
im getting hyper.


i should have just gone out to study man.












i hope i dont have to slap you, u know.


dearest wanjing bestfriend,
so sorry about today. ):

"No love, friendship can cross the path of our destiny without leaving some marks on it forever."
-Francois Marie

#386.

MUG MUG MUG.


told myself that i'd mug th entire week,
i ended up mugging in those youtube videos.
im SOOO ASHAMED of myself mannn.


overslept this morning,
and reached downtown east only at 10.30.
and then i realised what an idiot i was.

on thursday,
i smsed felicia and shahdan,
"so confirm tmr 9am?"
felicia replied: huh? i thought sat?
i was like.. SORRY SORRY! i meant sat. dunno why i typed tmr.
i then sent shahdan this,: sorry, not tmr. it's sunday.
and he still said okay.
till today,
he asked me, i thought sunday?
i was like ... no la! it's today.
when he told me, i told him sunday,
i still didnt believe him.
i checked my sent messages,
and i really told him sunday!.
i couldnt help but to think that im such a moron.


today's maths was fruitful.
i feel so accomplished when i taught them things that they didnt know,
and they understood what i was talking about.


you know,
you're like a leech.


HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHRISTINE! (:


"Only your real friends tell you when your face is dirty. "
-Sicilian Proverb

#385.

TIRED.


woke up with both eyes swollen.
dun know why,
but it didnt look good.

still went out despite that,
and caught a flu out there!.

now im feeling super lethargic,
and i sooooo hope that this will end.
i dun want this to affect my prelims man!

prelims,
cannot play.
CAUSE,
i can get scholarship awards with my prelims.
500 / 300 bucks, HERE I COMEEEEEEEEEE!!
:D :D :D :D :D




it's totally unbelievable.
i'll only trust my eyes.

#384.

THANKS EILEEN. (:

#383.

i feel UTTERLY disgusted by you,
and i TOTALLY ABHORE YOU.

get out of my sight,
and get out of my life,
bastard.

#382.

it has been raining these few days.

yesterday,
while walking to the siows',
i happened to see alvin.
how i missed him,
i felt this urge to hug him.
but of course i didnt. LOL.

and after that,
till now,
i still miss him alot.
it's been a long time since i talked to him,
it's been a long time since i played with him.

i miss the days at yamaha.
the days where aaron would help me screw those chairs in the studios,
the days where we had mcdonalds in the pantry together,
it was the best mcdonalds meal i've ever had in my entire life.
i miss the days where ronald and i bought all our favourite food,
and feasted in the pantry.
the pantry may be small and plain,
but i sure had the most fun there.
and then there was also times when alvin would accompany me to check studios,
and the calling of each other when we were super bored,
even though we were less than 50cm apart.
also,
there was the fighting of chocolates,
and the guys hid their chocolates in the drawer!.

i can never forget all the fun i've had,
but now it's never the same.
alvin's not there,
aaron's not there,
even ronald's not there.

SIGH SIGH SIGH.



a very emo post,
and i dun know why im missing them too badly.
LOL.













i've decided,
i love my life now.
carefree, and stress-less.
i dun have to worry about what the others say,
and i can hang out with all the guys,
without having to give my life to one person.
that's it, i hope you understand what i mean. :)



must continue mugging,
and i sooo must make pussy pass his damn prelims.
LOL.


“Nonsense and beauty have close connections.”
-E. M. Forster

#381.

OH YES,


that 'bros before hoes' thing was cute,

but your 'chicks before dicks' is even cuter!

:P :P :P :P :P :P

#380.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EILEEN!

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D

#379.

PEEVED.

its simply annoying when everyone arranges everything,
and one person say cannot,
everyone simply cancel it.

i just cannot get over it today man.


anyway,
i dun wish to talk about it ever again.

#378.

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY TO ALL TEACHERS! :D

&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST GIRLFRIEND! :D :D :D :D

1st sept,
start of sept holidays.
i told myself i would mug this entire holiday,
but it's only the first day and i FAILED to mug!! :( :( :(
thank who?
VARIAN TANG AND ERDIE PUSSY SHAFIQ!

was supposed to go to tuition at 8,
but i thought it was 9.
overslept somemore,
ended up going at 9.30.
bad start of th day,
but it turned out fine.

left th siows',
daddy picked me up,
went home for lunch, (oops, i was supposed to fast with th guys. HAHHA.)
then went over to ms ju's house with hock to pass her her teacher's day gift.
really happy to see her again man!
ms ju PLEASE PLEASE TAKE GOOD CARE AND COME BACK FAST,
before all of us die! of over-slacking.
HAHAH.

then went down to tamp library,
met up with pussy,
and COINCIDENCE DOES IT ALL.

(super unglam! vae didnt warn me! HAHA)

went in,
only to realise that the library was OVER CROWDED.

walk around,
waited for vae,
and then we decided to head to tm.
walked in,
went to starbucks,
and started to study.
while pussy was doing his maths,
vae did this:



spent some time there,
then went to yamaha.
they went to look for their "Whatsoever",
while i went to talk to liping.
SOO LONG since i spoke to her.
i soooo miss her.
then crapped with melvin,
and home sweet home.


and dun think that it's only one day.
tmr i have to meet them to go to bugis and peninsula.
DAMMIT,
another day wasted.


and im in deep shit.
by thursday i have to finish all 10 revision sets,
and im only at the first, qn5!!
omgomgomgomgomg.





pussy did this for me during english lesson last week!
and i paid th price for it,
i had to help him copy the summary notes!
LOL.


"Woe to the man whose heart has not learned while young to hope, to love - and to put its trust in life."
-Joseph Conrad