seriously, i have alot to blog about.
but the irony is, everytime i get to blog,
i forget what i wanna blog.
anw, today was kinda crappy.
got damn pissed off at the bus drivers.
with the bus 81 thing, i got totally turned off with SBS Transit.
yesterday also.
we were nearly late because of SBS Transit.
then after amaths, we were about to leave the classroom,
when ong was catching afeeq and eugene.
i went back in, and pulled up my socks.
but i forgot my socks had a teeny weeny hole, i pulled too hard, and it became a humongous hole.
i was pissed off.
then PE, i went to be wanjing's pacer.
and it kinda pisses me off,
cuz i didnt do as well for my own 2.4km test.
dunno why, when help her, the timing is like effing better.
omfg. totally cannot stand it. T.T
but it shows i make a good pacer. xDD
then met alvin for dinner, and he was like spending 99.99999% of his time suaning me,
giving hock new ideas on how to make fun of me. )):
and trust me,
alvin goh can really sa jiao damn well.
LOL.
tuesday, i must make sure i do work.
if i ever steps into his house.
hahah.
but at least he helped me suan hock.
if not, i will never ever speak to him again! >.<
"When love beckons you, follow him though his ways are hard and steep."
-Kahlil Gilbran
im living well.
i suppose i can go on like this for the next few months
and still make it back to you till then.
There may be days when you get up in the morning and things aren't the way you had hoped they would be.
That's when you have to tell yourself things will get better. There are times when people disappoint you and let you down.
But those are times when you must remind yourself to trust your own judgements.
and after a while,
you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul
and you learn that love doesn't mean leaving that company doesn't mean security.
and you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises;
So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
Thank you, darling.
