#68.

A good looking woman with brains, a very interesting person. She has a fast movement and she could not sit still or stand still long. She is able to do many things at the same time and do it fast. If you date her, you will feel like dating many women at the same time. You can not tie her down with the word 'Love' because she cares about love but is it not a major factor of her life. You have to be able to adjust yourself to get along with her many different characters.She is a dreamer and has many dreams. She eager to learn something new all the time. Even she is the 2 in 1 mixed character type, she is quite lucky in love. You have to put all your efforts to win her affection. Even when she likes you and wonder about your wit, she will also see and inspect your bad side at the same time, because it is in her nature.She able to keep all kinds of mixed emotions without annoying you or letting you know at all. She can cheer you up by acting like a free little bird. Her conversation will not bored you. She able to talk to you in any subjects. She can make you feel like you are the luckiest man alive. She can make you feel like she needs all your care, but once she needs to stand alone, she can stand alone firmly an comfortably.She can be your best buddy and talk to you about anything. She can join all your activities with the same energy that you have. She is a quick witted person and learn new things very fast. She can see your projects and she can give you good advice. If she thinks you are not sure that you want her for yourself, she will act like your best friend only, a cool woman.She can easily make a guy fall in love with her. Her multiple changes and many moods is a 'Charm' for many men. She can be laughing for 2 minutes and later suddenly quiet. She wants to find only 1 true love and she wants to meet her dream guy. She expects a lot and nearly too much. She is constantly waiting for her knight shinning armor even she is with a steady boy friend.She can fall in love or fond of someone else while she is with you. If you break up with her, she will forget you quite fast, because change is in her nature. The Gemini woman breaks more heart than woman in other Zodiac. Because she is a dreamer and always waiting for her knight shinning armor, so her love life can be complex or a mess.She hates to write a long letter, so if you write her a letter and expect a prompt reply, forget it. Because she has a multiple personality and multiple ideas, so she hates to put them down in written proof. Because she knows what she belief today can be different tomorrow.
She could communication with more than 1 language, a real gifted linguistic. If she wants to tell you any bad comments, she won't say it straight away, but she will talk to you about many other things and accidentally come to that subject without offending you. Normally she will not lie.She will work hard and once a while take a long rest. She can get bored and tired with her own surrounding more than at work. She never feel content with her present work, money, or reputations, she will drive to have more. Don't ask her what is her ultimate contentment for she will not have an answer.Once you get to know her, she will be a supportive person and always be beside you. She has a beautiful dream and she loves to have someone walk side by side with her, together and equally.

my horoscope. HAHA. ern. some parts true, some parts i dun tink so lah.
but whatever. im bored.

feeling kinda sick now, slept for 2+ hours just now. had giddy spins. haha. till now, still feeling it. yea yea. i know im not supposed to be online. but im just trying to kill time. hahaha.
watching this taiwanese show now. romantic princess i think. it's super funny. watch it! wun regret. (:

He always let other people walk in front of him, but he will get there first. He is a very careful guy and small obstacles won't make him fall easily even he thinks life is a very serious matter. He is as romantic as any other Zodiac. He could look gentle, but inside he is as strong as steel.Once he determine to do something, he is serious about doing it well. He will keep any pressure or insult deep down inside without showing emotion. You will never see his emotion of burden or disappointment and always wonder what he thinks or feels. He will well kept his feeling.You will never see a guy in this Zodiac involving in other people business.He always concern with his own business. Sometimes he can be talkative, but he will never give anyone advice if he has not been asked. If you ask for advice, he will certainly give you one. He respects elderly and senior, so you will see he is the type who visit his parents steadily or often.He is a slightly shy but also a stubborn person. He will find many ways to make you happy when you are with him, till you realize he is the important person for you. Once he is in the 'Power Position', he will use his power gently. He is a good leader and 'Gentleness' is one of his effective method for exploiting his power. It is although he is borne to be a leader. He never hide his ambition, and he is a workaholic. he will not take any position that he has no control. He will work very hard to reach his goal and satisfaction.Compliment from his boss or superior are never enough for him, he want his deserved reward. His deep insecurity make him reach and collecting valuable things, and this you may think he is stingy. Actually he could easily spending money to buy things, traveling or pay for things that makes him happy and he think necessary for his need. He care what other people think of him and want to get good comments or compliments.Outside he looks like stone and steel, but inside he is a fragile person. He will hide and cover up weak emotion and his sadness in order to maintain and keep up his 'Image'. One method of cover up you could easily notice is suddenly if he is quiet, cold, or act very strong or very secure. Often, he feels insecure, even he is serious about his life and his own surrounding.This is the man who never hurry to get marry, so hardly sit back and regret about his marriage later. If he gets marry, he need to be very certain and very sure. It will take a long time for such decision, so if you tell him that you are 'breaking up' , you better forget him for good because he will never coming back.He always keep his promise. If he said he will meet you in your place in 2 hours then he will be there, unless there is a serious accident or unavoidable things happen. He hate people who is late for date or any appointment.He like to think woman should be a follower and take care of family and working is a man duty. He does not like to compete with his girl friend or his wife at work because competition already exist with himself and other people. He will be very proud if he can afford and care for his family. Do not try to over power him or insult him, he can not stand it. He likes to be in control of every things, every situations.He like a 'Classy Woman' ,if she also comes from a good family then it is a Plus. It will make him feel proud and very ego about her status. Flashy type of woman , forget it. He like a perfect or a nearly perfect housewife. He tend to be possessive. He will not tell you if he is mad at you, but will act very moody to show you instead.He like to hear sweet word and compliment so you can get his interest that way. If he approaches you to ask you out, do not act too stubborn or fooling around too much. He will get tired and just disappear. He has to feel confident when he is around you, so knowing this fact you should know what to do, right!If you want him, you have to make him feel like he is the most important person for you. He likes a kind hearted woman , polite and can get along with his family. When he feels sad, do not leave him alone, but be very supportive. Kind words and your smile will win him over, so this strong man will be like a chicken in your palm.

this is his. haha. yeah. i think it's kinda true.
BUT, i dun believe in horoscopes. HAHA.

#67.

happy birthday to u,

happy birthday to u,

happy birthday to bloggy,

happy birthday to u.

HHAHAHAHAHA. sorry. yeah. i know im lame.

anyway, my blog's one year old. ^^

still remember how this blog came along, bev helped me with it.

then jun say my blog sure wunt last.

HAHA. jun, LOOK. open your eyes and see! hahah.

one year old liao. hahaha.

and take a look at this. haha. with marc's permission. haha.

found it really really cute.

tada! presenting marcus sim. HAHAHA.

sorry ah. u allowed me to do so de hor. HAHA.

anyway, this guy's a long time friend. known him since i was sec2, and i suppose we click quite well? haha. i still remember once went to watch movie with him. wat's the title? i cant remember. some supposed-to-be horror. haha. there was 3 girls sitting on the right side, and i was sitting on his left side. then there was this part, when it was almost scary, the 3 girls screamed. after a few seconds, he turned to me and ask,"did you scream?" erm. like. hello? dun u have a sense of direction? or u cant differentiate whether u heard screams with ur left ear or right ear? HAHA. and zt was sitting in front of the girls. she told me, right after they screamed, she jumped. not because of the movie. becuz of their screams. HAHAHA.

OH. i remember the title. saint ange i think. i tell you, stupid movie. wasted my money. HAHA.

darling, sooo sorry about today. should have brought them home before meeting you. then you wouldnt be so pissed off at them. it's my fault too. so yeah, im really sorry. should have expected this kind of stupid behaviour from them. SORRY!!

#66.

o1. Love is something special, something which not everyone finds in their lifetime.
o2. Love is more than just a feeling in the air.
o3. Love is more than chemistry.
o4. Love is being there for each other through think and thin.
o5. Love is quarrelling and making up.
o6. Love is growing old together.
o7. Love is elusive.
o8. Love is waking up on a Sunday morning to a kiss.
o9. Love is sitting in the front yard with your husband at 70.
1o. Love is walking hand in hand down the street.
11. Love is when you fall down and he picks you up.
12. Love is when he says" i'll do the dishes", and gives you a massage when you had a bad day at work.
13. Love is when you do vice versa.
14. Love is offering each other full support.
15. Love is patient.
16. Love is kind.
17. Love is about making sacrifices.
18. Love is kids.
19. Love is when your neighbours, friends and relatives are jealous because you've got something they don't.
20. Love is that fleeting glance you share that no one else understands.
21. Love is a warm comforting shoulder.
22. Love won't pay the bills.
23. Loves creates and kills.
24. Love hurts.
25. Love is blinding.
26. Love is giving in even when maybe, you're in the right.
27. Love is unfathomable.
28. Love is deeper than an ocean and higher than a mountain.
29. Love is simple.
30. Love is special.
31. Love is refreshing, exciting.
32. Love makes you want to sing and dance and fly.
33. Love can also make you cry.
34. Love is about a lifetime.
35. Love is spontaneous.
36. Love is lasting.
37. Love is full of inexplicable contradictions.
38. Love is stupid.
39. Love is man's greatest weakness.
4o. Love is also man's greatest strength.
41. Love is saying sorry to soothe matters.
42. Love is a silent force that not many are capable of controlling.
43. Love can make you or it can break you.
44. Love is two bleary eyed souls in the morning smiling at each other for no reason.
45. Love is indescribable.
46. Love is like a butterfly. Hold it too loosely, it flies away. Hold it too tightly, it's crushed.
47. Love is personal.
48. Love is a magnificent feeling that is misunderstood by many.
49. Love makes life meaningful.
50. Love is hard to find but easy to give.

saw this on someone else's blog. found it nice. and her blog didnt allow copy and paste, i had to hand type everything.

#65.

argh. had a hard time getting out of bed today.
but at least i slept. compared to the previous night.
previous night didnt even sleep well lah.
so im not exactly a lazy bum. :P

later meeting darling for lunch, then go for interview.
and after that need to go marine parade accompany wc fill up application form.
should i? should i not? should i? should i not?

haha. tmr there's a 2/7 bbq. zt's not going. dun think bev will go. so im for sure not going to go either. xD
HAHA. just called bev to ask her. guess what happened.

bev: tmr what time?
rac: i dun know.
bev: evening time?
rac: er.. i dun know..
bev: alot of people going ah?
rac: er... i dun know..
bev: mrs koh going right?
rac: i dun know leh.
bev: okayyy....

HAHA. i dun believe this. it has successfully enlightened me that i dun know anything about the bbq. HAHA. i dun think i'll go lah. HAHA.

later got interview!!
AHH!!!
please let this be the last. im sick and tired of going through interviews.
THREE INTERVIEWS. i tell you. no fun at all. damn sickening. see them take the application form which i really hate, cuz it wasnt the best handwriting. HAHA.

im so glad im seeing him in 1 1/2 hrs. i really miss him alot. (:

#64.

BLOGGER SUCKS!! ):

#63.

You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you're beside me and look how far we've come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

by Jon Mclaughlin


this song's from enchanted. nice sia. haha. i thought this song depicts my mood now.

just now the school's executive called. ask me go down for another interview tmr. OMG. 3 interviews already. everyone else is like working already, getting their first pay, and im still stuck with this interview. ARGH. gotta fret over wat to wear again.
but just for the sake of this job. i'll just go. hopefully i get some surprise.

darling, im seriously sorry. if i had hurt you with what i said. but i really cant help feeling this way. dun feel guilty or anything. you live your life, while i live mine. so if i happen to need you when you're busy, i wont blame you.
but i didnt expect it to be because of that. i dun know why im feeling this way. i know there's nothing wrong. i did not lose confidence in you. it's not just you. it's love.
please forgive me. ):

#62.

i needed you last night. but yeah. i called you, only to realise you were at someone else's house, and didnt want to disturb you with my problems. so yeah. im sorry i called you.

i dun seem as happy as i thought i was. when something happened, i realised i had neither love nor friendship. they're near. i know. but they seem so far from me. i dun know why im feeling this way. but yeah.

i feel so tired. is it just me? or whoever who's in my shoe will feel it?
i dun know. i feel so shagged.

#61.

haha.

just had this argument with guoxin kor. dun know he really thinks im angry or what. i was, but not that mad lah.

anyway, we argued until we refuse to talk to each other. i swear, without arguing with him for a day, i wun die. so we bet that whoever talk to each other have to buy him/her a drink. im DETERMINED not to talk to him. i'll make sure that drink is mine. WAHAHAHA.

watch out man. everytime must go against what i say and must bully me.

BLEAHX!

sian lah. i miss darling! ):

#60.

sian. today's the best. no tuition, no work. :D

ytd went tm with jing. supposed to meet at outram, but she overslept. so in the end just meet at tm. went lunch, then go walk walk. walk until yamaha, then walk in lor. like so weird. go in then see so many ppl. then saw miss teo. wanted to call her. but herbard stopped me. sian lah. then he tell me wad, may have a change of date to when i start work. then orh orh liao, miss teo dunno at where liao.

went home, and kena from my mum. cuz nv tell her going out with jing. sian lah. sick and tired of this kind of life.

went to play bball with porky, limlee jie, ryan, mummy and daddy on sat night, while waiting for everyone to come. so we played match. porky, limlee jie and me was a team. mummy daddy and ryan formed another team. and then we started playing. soooo fun lah. kept laughing. laughing until stomach pain. haha.


seriously, i never ever knew about wat u had against me. i've always been so naive. thinking we were okay with each other. until when i found out how u had been stabbing me by the back, i dun know who's that friend u're toking about, but if it's something u made up to estrangle my friendship with jing, try harder bah. whether it's true or not, it's in the past. im no longer the rachael in the past. so stop bringing back those unwanted memories. i only remember certain things. things like my friendship with the psychoholics. i seriously dun think there is a need for everyone to meet just to solve the problem. no matter how hard we try to solve the problem, no matter how many times we solve the problem, the problem will always exist if u do not grow up, and be less possessive. we have all been giving in to u because of ur whatsoever childhood. but this is the most i can do. u hate whoever who is close to jing. even ur so called clique. ah whatever. who cares. i imagine my life being less problematic without u in it.
oh. and btw, i would love to know who's the friend you're talking about. please tell me who. not i wanna cover up my own ass or what, but if such a thing happened, i would tell jing myself about it. dun need u to help me tell her. like u got mouth i dun have ah. i can tell her things about me myself. thanks but i really dun need your help. and, no
offence taken. i just thought i had to spell it out.

many things have been happening to many people around me.
these things have made me wanna treasure what i have. before it's too late.
i dun know why these things made me feel this way, but i really wont want to lose what i have now.
i may not have everything, but im sure that im contented with what i have. love, friendship, kinship, that's enough.

so please tell me, no matter what happens in the future, dun give up on me and our relationship. face it together with me. will you?

you're the harmony to my melody. (:

#59.

went to mandai crematorium today, it was grandfather's 1st death anni soon. supposed to go tmr, but cuz second auntie cant make it, then change to today lor.
and sorry, but jun, u really look damn short today. either i grow or u shrink. but most probably the problem lies with u. :P
candid shot by my bro. haha. he dun believe i'll post this.
my neice. cute hor. haha. i love her.

if 7dec not working, i'll go again. i miss him.

next year's CNY will be totally different. without you.

these pictures below were taken by my dad. the retards belong together. (:

he think he's superman. so retarded lah....

as for this, that thing is there because he was helping dad to wash car. but he's cute hor. HHHAHAHA.

#58.

"不管你想对心爱的人做什么,
不要等到明天,
不要以为还有机会。
要马上去做,
不然会来不及。

记住, 时间不会等人。"

saw this on the video, so i thought it was really meaningful.

haha.

all i want to say is,

i really love you. (:



When you have hard times,
and all others are gone.
I will be there
when the troubles have come.

Through sunshine or rain
where no help can be found,
Things may seem hopeless
but just look around.

I'll be there till the end with you.
I'll do my best to be faithful and true.
Through the hardest of days,
we will choose the right way
My commitment I'll prove,
yes, I will be loyal to you.

:D

#57.

credits to isk. he sent me most of the pics.

carlsberg. these two bottles almost got jing, hock, isk, eil and me into trouble. haha.
may really love to blow this thing hor....
she was drunk. HAHA.
she's jing. haha. taken when i was in deep slumber. hahaha.
okay. may and isk. if im not wrong, he wasnt really sleeping. haha.

afeeq asked for it. he didnt even need to do it lor. the double whacko forfeit. find 4 tic tacs in a plate of flour. haha. it's diffcult okay.
eugene and may blowing balloon.
jing and isk. haha.
jl at the park.

isk at the park too.

lucky i didnt go. haha. they all look tired. i'll watch the sunrise only when he's with me. :D

#56.

was at class chalet since yesterday till today. did enjoy myself. (:

met up with jing at 1pm, and we were the FIRST to reach! we are proud of our achievement.

HAHA.

well, we had nothing to do. :D

couldnt find someone above 18years old to check in for us, in the end afeeq's dad became our saviour. haha.

and guess who i saw. sanche. he was saying, then it must have been so bright there for u to see him. haha. so idiotic.

checked in, and played double whacko. it was fun. and so awkward. when jing tried to create some chance for me. haha.

eugene and i kena for 5 times, and had to do forfeit. but in the end nv do. wc did the forfeit. although i did manage to escape from it, but i felt the forfeit was abit too far fetched. no matter who did it, it wouldnt look good.

after that went out for a breather, cuz just couldnt stand it.

luckily he was there for me. there to talk to me. ^^

felt alot better after walking out to breathe fresh air. went back and continued to play. played the pass the msg one. so funny sia.

then prepared for steamboat lor. and seriously, the soup is fabulous. dunno what eugene put inside the broth, drink liao cannot stop. like addicted sia. haha.

mrs wong came and have her two fishballs, which costed 25bucks per fishball. hahaha.

after that go meet him and had a walk. he piggybacked me. ((:

okay, i admit im heavy okay. haha. it's time i go on a diet. haha.

went to buy beer after that. almost failed, but of cuz i managed to do it. haha. asked another lady to help us buy. tried to bluff her, but she saw through it. haha. i really dun look like 18yrs old meh?.

it rained damn heavily. so hock jing eileen isk and me ran in the rain lor. it was damn cold. then drank carlsberg for the first time. very bitter. so i mixed jolly shandy with it. very nice. haha. and i didnt get drunk! HAHA.

becuz of the rain, didnt go out to meet him. but that short walk was enough for me.

12am, afeeq cooked maggi mee for us. haha. and it was fantastic. haha. then he slept beside me. took so much blanket. i almost froze to death. haha.

im at the right hand side. the one cuddling up is afeeq. on top without blanket is zhanrong. the other one is may. (:

some of them played cards through the night, and some went out to see the sunrise. i was last to wake up. haha.

then went to mac to eat breakfast. went back, jing and jh slept on my lap. jing said it's good.

haha. so now he knows sleeping on my lap is good. haha.

went home, watched video, and then went to prepare to meet him for lunch. walk oso feel like fainting sia. soo tired lah.

that's about it bah. feel so tired. gonna sleep anytime. tata! x)

btw, yesterday was bev's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

and today's khei's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOO!

#55.

okay. as promised. i saw this on jh's friendster. haha. that pic costed me 10 bucks. hahaha.
if he really claim from me, i would have whacked his ass. hahaha.

eugene one still cannot find. haha.

#54.

grad nite was fabulous. haha.
met jing and him in the late morning, then go do hair.

i thought she looked really really goood.
then took cab to cs, cuz we couldnt tie the ribbon properly. then the jiejie there touched up on our make up. after that went to spectacle hut to look for simon, cuz my lens had problem. then i asked him whether we pretty or not, he said okay. okay only. and to think i praised him shuai. haha.

then went to jing's hse, and two times we take cab, two times the uncle say we pretty. haha.

thought that zt and ks looked really good together. hope they can last long long.
then took photos with each other lorx. got one with jinhwee and one with eugene, they havent send me. send ler then update. (:

mr ng said he couldnt recognise me. haha. is that good or bad?
haha.

weiching minhui peijie and eileen looked really good too. but it would have been better if minhui and weiching take off their glasses. haha.

oh. and i liked aFeeq's outfit. nice nice. eugene looked smart too.

haha. he praised me too! haha. love you.! haha.

i think i like the pic i took with zt most. i'll keep that pic forever. pity i didnt see bev. think she didnt come. i would want to take with her too. and keep as momento.
i really love you guys. i'll miss you too. (:

the next time i go back school, will be going for the release of n's results. wish me luck. (:

#53.

my beautiful BESTIE; ZT! xDDD

YS!:D
aFeeq! XD

isk! (:
this is the full dress. and that stupid tan on my feet is just so sickening. :(

peijie, minhui, weiching, wanjing, eileen, yuting, shimin, and me! (:

MISS JUNAINAH! <3 my DIDI; ALAN LAW.

mr razak! :)

mr NG!xD
TING! (:

khairi!

shadan;

tan HOCK HAO!!!! (:

mr chang, mr ng, and me! xDD

see the hand behind? it's guoxin's. haha.

fazlee (:

alex, me, and guoxin. X)

shaun lee..

may, khang leng and me.

lutfi ((:

michael.
erica (:

yuting!
azeemah!! :)

sean yew!

JUNGUANG;

eileen, minhui, and me.

felicia (:

qiaoyan, me , and kheii!

mr azhar. (:

MS LIM!!! haha.

GUOXIN. my KOR. :D

4/2A; table 2. wait. where's afeeq?