im back, after 8 days.
on 7dec, 20.09, the grandad who loved me more that others, passed away peacefully.
i cried. i regretted not talking to him for the last time. i regretted not going earlier so that he could see me. cos when i went, he could not open his eyes.
screw those nurses.
because of them, we couldnt spend his last moments with him.
8dec, his body was brought to blk 585, pasir ris street 53, in a coffin.
he looked peaceful. everyone came together to pay respects to him.
the pastors came and did prayers and sang songs.
i hated it. kelsi cried.she's so sweet.
slept at 3 plus, with xiaoyi,xiaojing,and ryan.stupid aunt pissed me off.
nose bled.
9dec, got together again.dunnoe y,but shuan and i became quite close.the gg is now not that far. x)
slept at 5 plus,with second aunt and jun. shaun's jacket was quite useful.
(for your information, shaun is my cousin. he requested this to be put up.hahas.)
10dec, woke up super early to bring eldest uncle to places in tampines that sold nice food. went with jun.
came back, kavan kor came with his mum.he bought me mac,but i didnt eat. because of the two kids again. pissed off.
went to great-grandma's tablet to tell her that grandad would be joining her, with danny korkor,second uncle and jun. we were about to leave, when shaun called to say that he was there.that was like in the afternoon,when we were supposed to meet for BREAKFAST.
went to whitesands and elias mall to look for wheat grass.couldnt find any.kenna suan over the "communication" with that freaking bird. it was just PURE COINCIDENCE OKAY...
played cards with rayeejie,chuenmingkor,jun and shaun. slept at 3 plus with rayeejie and shaun.it was freaking cold and SELFISH shaun gave me only half the blanket. less than that due to his overly large body, compared to mine.
11dec, woke up only to know that i kicked shaun when i was sleeping.which i think is totally untrue.and also that i snatched the whole blanket and he even had to help me cover myself.really meh...??
sent grandad on his final journey, felt like crying but luckily didnt.
collected his remains after cremating, it looked...yucks.
saw belvin. think he didnt see me.
felt a sense of loss.now i really lost a person whom loved me dearly and vice versa.
luckily i had shaun who claimed that he dote on me too.hahas.
12dec, i slept for about 12 hours, although i had a headache.
sent eldest uncle and family to the airport. will be seeing u guys on 22 dec!
=))
i'll be back, though im not sure when, but i will be back.i promise. x)
