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today turned out to be a non-yuan day again.
i mean, what's the big deal?
it's not like we never lived 2 days without seeing each other before.
but the disappointment came in when he made me think that we'd see each other, since yesterday.
but in the end he told me he wasn't going to come.
i feel uberly upset now.
i shall not think of anything and go to bed.