When your boyfriend asks you to skip CCA to go home with him,
to study for an important math test the next day,
but because of responsibility,
you reject your boyfriend and goes for your CCA,
only to realise only 2/3 of the choir turned up,
due to many reasons and some even choose not to come.
How will you feel?
now i fully understand how the seniors felt when they couldnt get the choir together quickly,
how they felt when so many people do not turn up.
IF YOU EVER SEE THIS:
I DO NOT FEEL APOLOGETIC ABOUT MAKING YOU COME BACK FOR PRACTICE EVEN THOUGH YOU'RE ALREADY IN THE TRAIN.
YES, IT WAS MEAN OF ME TO MAKE YOU DO THAT, AND WE WERE FRIENDS.
BUT THIS WAS NOT MY CHOICE, IT WAS NOT OUR CHOICE.
SO BY KICKING THE DOORS, BANGING THE DOORS, SHOWING US ATTITUDE, GIVING US FACE,
IT DOESNT MAKE ME/US FEEL GUILTY.
IN FACT IT ONLY TELLS ME THAT YOU ARE NOT UNDERSTANDING AT ALL.
WE WERE FRIENDS, YOU WOULD UNDERSTAND WHAT WE DID.
BUT YOU DIDNT, SO IM NOT SORRY AT ALL.
and my day got worse with my foul mood and all.
totally sucky,
but he promised that today would be a better day.
and today really is a better day.
thank you boyfriend :)
econs lecture and tutorials are really funny.
LZB cried (again),
and while we were trying to be quiet and not laugh,
she shouted: NOBODY WANT TO GIVE ME TISSUE AH?!?!?!
omfg,
i laughed out loud.
and yesterday's lecture was recorded by yingling,
she totally crapped on my phone and said all the funny things.
i laughed to myself on the bus,
and i felt really stupid. HAAHAHA
okay, im going to try to get some work done now.
tata! :D
