RACHAEL IS CONFUSED.
you lead me to the right,
but you look as though you want me to go left.
so IS IT THE RIGHT OR LEFT?
you did all these, and did all that,
for what?
what are you trying to prove?
what are you trying to do?
i feel so tired,
trying to follow you,
trying to know what you want.
but i just keep losing track.
i offer you my arms, my brain and my heart;
the offer is open for a lifetime.
i know i'm not of much help, but i am not silly.
you mean much to me,
so regardless,
i'm gonna stick around in the shadows,
not get in your way, and perhaps,
become growing vines to soften edges of the seemingly sturdy wall.
