Monday, May 05, 2008

#186.

TODAY SUCKED BIG TIME MAN.
really can make me pissed off like toot toot toot toot.
LOL.

as it is, it's bad enough that i have 3 IMPORTANT papers on one day,
english, history and amaths.
english paper started late cuz of short of papers.
nevermind.
history paper, they lost our papers.
find paper aldy, dont even know if the paper is correct,
and no one ever told us we were supposed to do the full history paper.
!@#$%^&*
and after everything got settled,
we started the paper like half an hour later.
pissing, cuz we HAD OUR A MATHS PAPER AFTER THAT.
pfbth.
had a very short break, and after lunch, didnt really have time to do amaths.
omfg, i swore i could have screamed at them.

and soon's phone got confiscated.

i thought i really wanna do well for the amaths.
but i made alot of mistakes,
and i think it's unforgiveable.
LOL.

anyway, yesterday was bbq to celebrate sister's birthday,
and the candle thing sort of backfired.
LOL.
now i know i shouldnt play with fire.
LOLOL.

and girly&justin is effing cute.
they tried to push me down the pool
cuz i threw the float further than them.
HAHAHA.

and xiong ge just has to argue that a girl should know how to bbq.
HAHHA.
on account that he gives me his students,
i shant be bothered by him.
HAHA.

and i so love tmr and wednesday.
only have to go to school like 11 plus 12.
:DDDDDDDDDD

oh yes,
RIBENA REALLY STIMULATES THE BRAIN.

yesterday was doing this very tough amaths question,
and couldnt solve it.
i then went down,
walked a few rounds,
had a cup of ribena,
and i could solve it.
x)))

"love without patience is like soup without liquid - impossible to drink. in this frantic, demanding world we live in, patience has been relegated to a shadow of the past. patience makes it almost difficult to love without it.

in the Greek myth, Sisyphus was doomed to roll a very heavy rock up a mountain. right before he reached the top, the rock rolled back down again. Sisyphus then had to engage in the same effort, rolling the rock back up. his entire life was like this, mechanical, repetitive, empty of meaning or the gratification received from fulfiling a task. how many of us felt that way at some point of our lives?

we simply must stop rolling that rock back up the mountain. break our attachment to mechanical patterns and the false notion that the love we so desperately crave comes from somewhere else. conditions change, people leave, our sense of self falters with the changes wrought by time.

don't brood. get on with living and loving. you don't have forever."