IT'S TIME I CONTINUE TO WORK ON THAT SUPER TOUGH A MATHS WORKSHEET.
it's eff-ing tough, i spent 3 hours on 8 questions, and i still have about 7 left.
and then revision for mid-year will begin.
mid year sucks.
i dont wanna take mid-year.
just feel tired.
and i wanna get well! )):
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again I pretend I'm okay but that's not what gets me
What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doing it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin up, gettin dressed, living with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken
What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again I pretend I'm okay but that's not what gets me
you said im childish.
you said im naive.
you said im not matured.
but you dont seem as matured as you claim to be.
cuz if you were, you would reply my sms.
whether good or not,
you will reply.
im beginning to doubt what i see.
im beginning to doubt what i think.
im beginning to doubt what i see in you.
im lost, but you wouldn't let me see the light.
dont you think that's very selfish of you?
you want me to concentrate on the o's.
how to if i cant see the light?
im tired.
i seriously am.
"It's not how much we give, but how much love we put into giving."
-Mother Teresa
