just home from central.
went to uncle there to slack and watch video..
then almost forgot my phone..almost left it there..
although i told no one, although i appeared to heck care just now's paper,
but i seriously feel very affected over it.
i made so much mistakes.
studies, life, everything. even love.
i keep making mistakes.
i tried to learn from it and change.
but it didnt seem to work.
today's music paper sucked.
although i didnt study,
i could tell it was easy.
the qns were very straightforward.
but i just couldnt recall anything.
AND, i totally dont know how african music sounded like.
that's why i kept confusing myself with it.
i know it sounded like gamelan. i know it sounded like indian music.
but i just kept asking myself. does african music sound like that?
could this be african?
thank god i changed my answers last minute.
otherwise, gone case.
haix.
in the midst of the paper, i kept dozing off.
i was soooo bloody tired.
i dunnoe why, the fatigue,
but yahx. i just felt so freaking tired.
physically, mentally.
yesterday's english paper was do-able.
i sort of can expect myself to get a B, unless, everything i think should be right turns out wrong.haha.
ss paper was hai hao oso.
northern ireland came out for seq.
haha.
i was so bloody happy, although im not confident i will do well.
next tuesday and wednesday is emaths prelims.
haix.
i hope i do well.
today had maths remedial, but managed to escape for about 1hr, cos of the duet.
i was supposed to just play for jude.
but in the end, i ended up sitting for the practical, but just the duet.
totally unprepared.
actually i was,just that i panicked.
first time was okay. mr leung said it was not bad.
second time, it screwed up.
and the BEST PART IS, the second playing was for myself. ARGH!!!
during the paper just now, mr leung was super lame lahx.
cos we didnt know alot of things, mdm peh's notes were not enough.
so we all threw away 12 marks for the essay on haydn.
then mr leung started trying to explain the qn,
by going:
haydn composed XXX no. of symphonies, and which X is bla bla bla.
he kept going X X X X, and we were like.. breaking out laughing.
then jordon went like..cher, can i have foolscap? but he didnt have.
so jordon said: go staff room take, we wait for u can?
stupid sia..so obvious we wanted to try to cheat can..
then mr leung asked whether mdm peh got give this set of notes anot..then michelleHSC and i were like..can u verify with us by passing it arnd? so we can confirm whether we have it aldy anot..
like..another futile try. haha.
today maths remedial so funny sia.
mrswong told may to buy food for our class, but she buy until alot alot..
then she say: ask u buy for one class, u buy for one whole kampong.
hahaha.
we all cannot stop laughing sia..
even when mrswong leave in her friend's car, she still purposely wind down the screen and say her.
joker sia..
next tuesday is my solo performance..
wish me luck man. xD
kk. i gonna watch ALONE.. uncle lend me the dvd! (((:
haha.
cya!
i'll be back. (=
