#36.

PLEASE LAHX.

im self-centered?
it doesnt mean that if u do not see my rationale, then im not right.
at least im not as cunning as you.
i talk behind ur back?
yea, so?

at least i know i wun backstab my friends. like you.
not to say my friends. my sisters.

i can say it in front of you.
but DONT get me started.
i might even slap ur bloody face.

u may take me as a bloody fool.
but i know what the fuck u have been doing behind my back.
creating chaos in my life, making so many bloody ppl misunderstand me,
thanks man.

but i think i do not need it.
even if i do, it wuldnt be you.

you'd rather pangseh ppl who really care for you,
and be pangseh-ed by the ppl u really wanna be with,
but dun even give a shit about you.

i pity you.

#35.

this morning, woke up at 5.30am. and i WAS supposed to sleep till late.
went for the terry fox 4km run, at sentosa. it was still okay, didnt feel like it was 4km.
the 2.4km run in school seemed longer. much longer. haha.

went to chinatown for breakfast, and while waiting for my yiyi, went to the temple. very nice, but very commercialised.

then went to keppel club. and went home and had a nap. woke up, and felt sick. hhaha. this always happen. is it just me? or everyone will have such feeling?

nothing much lorx.. just take photos and stuff like that. haha.
friday went to tm with wanjing, yuanling, eileen, minhui and peijie..
met brandon..
then went to whitesands.. play play play. haha.

went to book chalet ytd oso.. so sickening. check in after 2.30pm, check out 12. wth.
but i seriously hope that everyone will enjoy! xD


will be back again! xD nothing to blog. kinda sick and tired with blogging. haha.

#34.

im a lil princess! xD

my princess friend! x)

it's called the LOVE BAND.

can YOU tell the difference between the two?

everything is about flower.

see what i mean? =P

im NOT ren-niang.haha. i was wearing shorts, and it's respect to the gods, that's why i had to wrap my legs with this sarong. hah.

my AUNTIE and me. x)

LOOK at the mess. haix. my family.haha.

flower again. sian.

EVEN THE DOORS! ARGH!

zhaojing. haha.

pomeloSAGO. YUMMY YUMMY!!

GONG!!

#33.

THERE WAS AN EARTHQUAKE YESTERDAY!!
and no, i knew it not from the news. i felt it.
haha. was at tuition, and at first i thought it was just my headache again.
until zhanrui asked, is there an earthquake?
mrs siow went, oh no.. i havent done enough shopping..i dun wanna die yet..
like.. thanks ar. haha.

today we finally came up with a desicion. FINALLY SIA.
we gonna book the pasir ris costa sands chalet.

i seriously hope we have a great time,
and i can fulfill hock's wish.
for once, at least.

and of course, i also hope,
the ice between us can melt.

i cant wait!
n lvls emaths, amaths, science, history, and dnt.
o lvls emaths and music.
especially the practical.
then the grad nite, and the chalet.
haha. lastly, christmas.
haha. i wuld have probably lived my life by then. haha.

music lesson today was postponed to tmr, and went for PE instead.
had lots of fun, played captain's ball with eugene, afiq, jinhwee, hockhao, wanjing, innmay, yuanling, eileen, shimin, and yiling. NOT FORGETTING ms lim BEE HUI. HAHA.

then went to central, watch videos at uncle's shop, and uncle couldnt pronounce PREMONITION. hahaha.
i was like his pronounciator. ( if there is such word.)
anyone walk in, ask wat show we watch, i must answer. haha. although they werent toking to me.haha.

aiyahx. got to go ler. spent too much time on msn.
haha.

i'll be back.. (:

#32.

grannyandME!

i think i make a good photographer.(:

it looks so professional.hahaha.

i did this in the fitting room.haha.

i love this blouse. mum said,: no wonder you took so long to dress. haha. cos i was busy taking pictures. xD

today was emaths prelims paper one. i did not need to come actually, cos i had mc. but i still came. all because of the name thing. if it dun come out, i'll hate the school. today was soo cool. 10.15am report to school. while others are singing the national anthem and taking pledge, 4/2A ppl are like sleeping. HAHA. the school called afiq only.so weird.why just afiq? haha.

i woke up at 5 plus.. cos i received an sms that woke me up from my beauty sleep.. brandon's sms.but at least he woke me up. otherwise i wuld wake up with ... idunnoe. cos i dreamt that i scored 43/80 for the maths paper one, an 70% for the paper 2. cos i didnt go tuition yesterday..was terribly sick. to the extent that i had to see a doctor. the thing i dreaded the most. haha. slept for a long time.. and im better now maybe cos of it. caught up with my sleep.
medicine seriously suck. if i remember correctly, the last time i saw the doctor was last year january, cos of dengue. and that's damn long ago..

arnd 7.30, i went to practise piano. had practical. miracle sia.. i knew how to play..i expected myself to screw it up. but my practise was like super good.. i could like feel the music again.. but screwed up nocturne during the real prac..could do the ornaments properly..cos of the aircon..my hands were like numb..and couldnt play..

then went siow after the prac..was damn tired.. luckily daddy picked me up. siow disturbed me. so sickening.

gotta take medication again.. haix. how long will this last.. really hate doctors and medicine.

tmr paper2. pray that i do well. xD

i'll be back..(:

#31.

just home from central.
went to uncle there to slack and watch video..
then almost forgot my phone..almost left it there..
although i told no one, although i appeared to heck care just now's paper,
but i seriously feel very affected over it.
i made so much mistakes.

studies, life, everything. even love.
i keep making mistakes.
i tried to learn from it and change.
but it didnt seem to work.

today's music paper sucked.
although i didnt study,
i could tell it was easy.
the qns were very straightforward.
but i just couldnt recall anything.
AND, i totally dont know how african music sounded like.
that's why i kept confusing myself with it.
i know it sounded like gamelan. i know it sounded like indian music.
but i just kept asking myself. does african music sound like that?
could this be african?
thank god i changed my answers last minute.
otherwise, gone case.
haix.

in the midst of the paper, i kept dozing off.
i was soooo bloody tired.
i dunnoe why, the fatigue,
but yahx. i just felt so freaking tired.
physically, mentally.

yesterday's english paper was do-able.
i sort of can expect myself to get a B, unless, everything i think should be right turns out wrong.haha.

ss paper was hai hao oso.
northern ireland came out for seq.
haha.
i was so bloody happy, although im not confident i will do well.

next tuesday and wednesday is emaths prelims.
haix.
i hope i do well.


today had maths remedial, but managed to escape for about 1hr, cos of the duet.
i was supposed to just play for jude.
but in the end, i ended up sitting for the practical, but just the duet.
totally unprepared.
actually i was,just that i panicked.
first time was okay. mr leung said it was not bad.
second time, it screwed up.
and the BEST PART IS, the second playing was for myself. ARGH!!!

during the paper just now, mr leung was super lame lahx.
cos we didnt know alot of things, mdm peh's notes were not enough.
so we all threw away 12 marks for the essay on haydn.
then mr leung started trying to explain the qn,
by going:
haydn composed XXX no. of symphonies, and which X is bla bla bla.
he kept going X X X X, and we were like.. breaking out laughing.
then jordon went like..cher, can i have foolscap? but he didnt have.
so jordon said: go staff room take, we wait for u can?
stupid sia..so obvious we wanted to try to cheat can..
then mr leung asked whether mdm peh got give this set of notes anot..then michelleHSC and i were like..can u verify with us by passing it arnd? so we can confirm whether we have it aldy anot..
like..another futile try. haha.

today maths remedial so funny sia.
mrswong told may to buy food for our class, but she buy until alot alot..
then she say: ask u buy for one class, u buy for one whole kampong.
hahaha.
we all cannot stop laughing sia..
even when mrswong leave in her friend's car, she still purposely wind down the screen and say her.
joker sia..

next tuesday is my solo performance..
wish me luck man. xD

kk. i gonna watch ALONE.. uncle lend me the dvd! (((:
haha.
cya!

i'll be back. (=

#3o.

it's photo time again! haha. xD



kelsi and me! xD erge and ryan!
daddy! (:
IPP, represented by hock and me! xD
memories........

o7o7o7. hahas. uncle's a substitute.
uncle and me.

smile smile smile.hhaha.

tsktsktsk.SIBEI ACT CUTE CAN??

UNCLE and me AGAIN, at his shop. HAHA.

#29.

today's teacher's day. HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY TO ALL TEACHERS!
including my fantastic teachers, like mr and mrs siow, mr chang, mrs wong, mr shafie, mdm peh, mr leung, ms kang, and doris jie.

got this for mr chang for teacher's day. except it's not in this nice shape. he will have to work a little. to put them together. haha.

completed music coursework today, yea! one more down.

next week's n lvl mt, eng and ss. the eng paper would determine whether i will pass or fail.