#683.

Tonight (this morning) is crappy.
I can't sleep again.
Things never go well for long.

Anyways i got back my supp paper results.
Just as expected, i didn't make it.
Aiya, but i didn't study wad. So why am i feeling upset?
Upset because ultimately i'm really going to leave yuan.

Not talking about yuan,
I've been unhappy about orientation.
It has been my dream since day 1 in yj.
Ah, i should stop thinking about it because it's making me hyperventilate and feel unhappy.

Mom applied me in NAFA today, and i applied to La Salle in the evening.
Things are going very quickly,
very soon yuan's A levels would be over,
he'd be going to NS, and then by then hopefully i'd gotten my degree.
And hopefully by then we'd still be together.
I wonder when that time comes, would we still be staying strong, holding hands?

#682.

Mother cat kept licking her kittens, hoping that it would revive its kittens.
The kittens’ bodies were abused and bruised to death.
They were covered with bullet holes and blood all over.
One of the kittens had its neck tied with a rope and elongated, its chest cut open, heart exposed, while the other three kittens’ heads were stepped on.

So sad! :(
I bet yuan will get angry when he sees this.
He loves cats more than he loves me. hahah
But it's really sad :( :( :(

#681.

Today yuan and i went to La Salle to enquire about some stuff and walked around the school.

He was very very impressed with the carpet grass walkway (or whatever that is la) HAHA

Enjoyed myself today :) OH and i found out that if i got into la salle, mr poon might become my teacher! OMG that would be damn cool! :D
HAHAHA

Before that yuan brought me to have good chicken rice at liang seah street.
He bought me kangkong too! <3

So we walked around and went to this huge 7-eleven that reminds me of hongkong's 7-eleven! They sell food in there like beehoon, rice, i dunno what la. and they even have a place for people to eat there! i thought it was cool (because i didn't see that in s'pore before..), SUA GU right! HAHAHA!

So anyways we walked around bugis for awhile before going home.
Mom wanted me to apply today but i still haven't got prepared yetttttt!

It's midnight already. I promised yuan to sleep at 12 but it's 12.45am already!



We wanted to capture an image of us in La salle, but my camera had no battery and i forgot i had a spare battery! HAHA

#680.

BE HAPPY! BE HAPPY! BE HAPPY! BE HAPPY! BE HAPPY! BE HAPPY!

I think he doesnt like me.
He's like finding fault with me.
yuan got pissed off at him.

Maybe ... in front of me he's trying to be helpful,
but at the back, he stabs me hard.
Maybe, who knows right?

This morning i woke up early, left home almost immediately to yuan's chalet,
brought slippers for him and then we went to his house to get his shoes.
Okay sounds stupid. But anyways we then went to school for the ogl training.

Danced the mass dance with yinxian then did the learning part with him :):)

Aiya also dunno what to blog about.
BORING.

but anyways i'm really tired.
we both are really tired.
kaiyun patricia yvonne should be tired too.
HAHAHA

OKAY GOODNIGHT.

#679.

Not very excited over episode 11 of da lang.
It's becoming very draggy and i don't feel like waiting for next monday to come.
Even though one part of the show made me tear just now...

Anyways i was watching the 8pm show on channel 8,
the christopher lee one, idiot one, made me cry! :(

Looking back at the past 2 years, nothing could make me cry.
No shows, no movies, no song, nothing.
Okay maybe if i was being accused for something then i would la,
but AIYA, you know what i mean la. HAHAHA

i wish yuan was with me when i watched the show.
i very much wanted to hug him, hug my family.

Today after supp paper, i had lunch with yvonne and patri.
I then went to look for yuan. (He's got a bad haircut, HAHAHA)
Went to his house to watch 50 minutes of da lang,
and then went to downtown east just to show him how to get to his chalet -.-

Anyways i then went home, watched tv and blah blah,
so here i am.

Actually, i really don't like it when you say you'll try.
Makes me think that you're just pleasing me.

#678.

I've spent my day (unwisely) again.

Yuan called me out to watch CHAW but i rejected him
because this guy hasn't done ANY work since the holidays.
I wonder how much he's done today...

Yuan told me that i'd be embarrassing myself if i blogged about it,
but here it is.

On new year's day, while we were on our way to Ion Orchard, i saw this guy that looked REALLY REALLY REALLY like brandon! Till now i still think they look freaking alike!
And i waved at him! OMG, it was so embarrassing when it turned out to be someone else!
I still couldnt believe it, i went to text brandon! (forgetting that he always calls me a sotong.)

Ah but anyways, totally random.

Today I spent my day practising piano and watching high school musical 3.
I know i may sound childish but i still like their songs.
HAHAHA

Okay i'm going to bed now!
I don't know why i'm taking the supp papers when i already gave up on them.
All because of orientation.

La Salle, i must make it. :)

BYE :D

#677.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

The start of 2010 wasn't as bad as i thought.
Yuan came back just in before 12 midnight :)
HE RUSHED BACK TO SPOREEE! :D :D

So yesterday i met up with ms kang (my piano teacher) for lunch,
went over to her new teaching place at farrer park,
and met yuan at city square mall.
AND HE BOUGHT ME A SUNFLOWER!! :D



We were then going to watch CHAW (like finally),
but mom suddenly called and asked us to meet her at tampines.
Auntie flo bought tickets to Bodyguards and Assassins.

So we all (my family, my mom's sister's family, my mom's brother and wife) went to Ion Orchard to get dinner and i bought my second and third pair of pumps :)
We then walked over to Shaw House to watch the show!
I was freezinggggggggggggggg inside man.

The movie was not bad, quite sad.
When the people died one by one, felt like crying,
but only until the last part, i really cried. :(

Yuan then rushed to take the last train home.
Slept almost immediately, (i slept only at 6am for the past 2 nights!)
And Viola, i only woke up at 2pm today.
HAHAHA.

Gonna practise piano hard for these 4 months,
it's time i spend some time with my piano, so TATA!

:D


thank you yuan :)