#o8.

the pictures below were pictures taken during the water-based training in june. not all though, but i promise to upload them.

finally found the link to jun's blog, after so long. first he said tat he have, then he sae he dun have. then he sae he have.wth??
make me so confused...what siah..all my cousins, i realise, are all like that. and strangly,
only to me.why? do i have extra sweet blood, or sumthing?hhahas.

in particular my dad's side's cousins. even the 38year old danny korkor disturb me..with his not so guai brother.hahahas..beware..otherwise in future u will have NO PINK BONES!!

muahahahhaha. im so bad.

hhahas...renny is having her swimming test tmr.dun let me and uncle jack down horx..

had a hard time saving jude out from the hands of my bro and sis..although i did not use any strength, but i could tell tat SUMONE WAS JEALOUS.

HAHAHAHAHA..


i'll be back. =))

#o7.

the process of the mummy-making..;

poorjoseph..;

he seriously looks like a guinea pig..;

not done yet?

THE MUMMY RETURNS!!;

#o6.

so sickening..
stupid siow made me stay for like 4 hours...thanks to shaun...force me to go..
what the hell??

i was told that grandad came home on the seventh night..cos they put powder on the floor to see if...uknow..hahhahs...
anyway.. im not publicising..im just writing...afterall..this is an onlineDIARY which means im supposed to write about happenings right?

haahas..okay okay...i better stop crapping, before i meet a fate worser than death..xPP

stupid keyboard..waste so much of my strength trying to press the space button..haahas...

anyway..jude is at my house and i have to go practise the duet..
dun feel jealous.haahs.iwill play for u when i see u.hahahas.

i'll be back.=))

#o5.

im back, after 8 days.

on 7dec, 20.09, the grandad who loved me more that others, passed away peacefully.

i cried. i regretted not talking to him for the last time. i regretted not going earlier so that he could see me. cos when i went, he could not open his eyes.

screw those nurses.
because of them, we couldnt spend his last moments with him.

8dec, his body was brought to blk 585, pasir ris street 53, in a coffin.
he looked peaceful. everyone came together to pay respects to him.
the pastors came and did prayers and sang songs.
i hated it. kelsi cried.she's so sweet.
slept at 3 plus, with xiaoyi,xiaojing,and ryan.stupid aunt pissed me off.
nose bled.

9dec, got together again.dunnoe y,but shuan and i became quite close.the gg is now not that far. x)
slept at 5 plus,with second aunt and jun. shaun's jacket was quite useful.
(for your information, shaun is my cousin. he requested this to be put up.hahas.)

10dec, woke up super early to bring eldest uncle to places in tampines that sold nice food. went with jun.
came back, kavan kor came with his mum.he bought me mac,but i didnt eat. because of the two kids again. pissed off.
went to great-grandma's tablet to tell her that grandad would be joining her, with danny korkor,second uncle and jun. we were about to leave, when shaun called to say that he was there.that was like in the afternoon,when we were supposed to meet for BREAKFAST.
went to whitesands and elias mall to look for wheat grass.couldnt find any.kenna suan over the "communication" with that freaking bird. it was just PURE COINCIDENCE OKAY...
played cards with rayeejie,chuenmingkor,jun and shaun. slept at 3 plus with rayeejie and shaun.it was freaking cold and SELFISH shaun gave me only half the blanket. less than that due to his overly large body, compared to mine.

11dec, woke up only to know that i kicked shaun when i was sleeping.which i think is totally untrue.and also that i snatched the whole blanket and he even had to help me cover myself.really meh...??
sent grandad on his final journey, felt like crying but luckily didnt.
collected his remains after cremating, it looked...yucks.
saw belvin. think he didnt see me.
felt a sense of loss.now i really lost a person whom loved me dearly and vice versa.
luckily i had shaun who claimed that he dote on me too.hahas.

12dec, i slept for about 12 hours, although i had a headache.
sent eldest uncle and family to the airport. will be seeing u guys on 22 dec!

=))

i'll be back, though im not sure when, but i will be back.i promise. x)

#o4.

im back!

but a sadder fate..no keyboard..hahas.

last saturday,some WEIRDOS came and created trouble.
they claim to be pastors,and do not force people,but they did things that showed otherwise.

and on sunday,when i told grandad i was leaving, he actually GRABBED me!!we were all shocked.
stayed there till about midnight..

cousin started work yesterday..SO ENVIOUS..
oh yah..when u read this,GIMME UR LINKIE!!!

jingjing jiejie came back from china(i think) ytd..i was told that grandad loved me and her the most..what to do?ren jian ren ai..hahhas..

i love kelda & kelsi!!they are soooooooo cute!!

i think i hit jude's head when sliding the door..if i did, im sorry!!but dont suan me.please~...

sat right behind him today..think only sylvia and me were freezing..my hands even went numb.
oh what memories i was reminded of..

haiiz..wun be coming online soon, but i'll be back!!

today's yes 933 dj jiahui's bday..HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! LOVEYA!

my hands' sour now..=)

#o3.

this look weird.3/4 looking so serious..;


this looks better...;


maybe i should start taking solo pictures.cos ting2 couldnt find any! dont blame me, i dont idolise myself. ;


i seriously think she's cute. ;


dont you think the photographer ks is being very intentional? ;


only the TALL ones get to stand behind;


the psych0s~ ;

the "hunkS" from the west side, clementi.;

#o2.

it's so pathetic. one miserable post.plus this,2.
who cares?hahas..

didnt blog yesterday cos i stayed at the hospital till midnight.
we celebrated grandad's birthday,
for the sake of hoping that it will prolong his life in the world.
something i notticed,
last week when eldest uncle prayed for him,(they're christians)
the prayer was about him getting well and stuff like that,
but,
yesterday the pastors and eldest uncle was praying and saying things like,
there's this place nicer than earth,with no sufferings and etc..

it's so..haiz.

shaun came only yesterday.after like 8 days,
and he was like...wow..zhang da ler?
he still talked about the ring i was wearing.
i so much wanted to take it off and throw it away to prove to him that im single.
that guy dumped me.
yet im still holding onto the ring..
went to 7eleven to buy drinks for the folks and cup noodles for my two troublesome siblings..and i was like...hyper lah..
it was so...SICKENING.
that sttupid shaun kept saying things that made me laugh..and when i wanted to buy chocolates..i was still deciding between milk chocolate nad cookies and chocolate..he kept making me change my mind and kept TALKING CRAP.
i met my match.
is this because he's in business course?
all of them in business course seem to be like that.

hahas.
went home,and had a heart-to-heart talk with my parents..
talking about life and death. and things like that.

i hope for the best choice.

got to make a trip down to the hospital later,
i'll be back. =)