DIAMONDS IN THE ROUGH

#893.

2011-03-26T13:29:00.001+08:00

"We need to realise that being a better musician doesn’t make you a better person, and being a not-so-good-or-so-they-say musician doesn’t make you any less of a person."

Hello I have shifted ! To http://delicatolove.tumblr.com

(should I return to blogger?)

#892.

2011-03-19T01:26:00.001+08:00

Today is Yuan's 19th birthday!!!!

Okay so this is the third birthday I'm celebrating for him, every year I look back at our photos and I recall how life was in the past and how much we've changed, how much we've grown.

I remember his 17th birthday I planned a surprise that night, the epic 'my friend passed me the cake through the bus door', totally unforgettable cause he was least expecting the cake to come like that. And he believed that I baked the cake. That oh-so-familiar four leaves choco exotic. It's my favorite cake and I get them for most of my friends' birthdays. Like ck's, Muhd nur, etc. And people eat it and go wow it's nice! So they buy that cake too and now I'm sick of it already. Hahahah and then the cake cutting at downtown east ehub, he even sent me home that night when we were just best friends. Yuan will then go 'yeah right best friends! Hao Jie Mei huh!' and he'd hold my hand, telling me silently that all those HJMF thing was bull shit cause we ended up together HAHA

So one year later was his 18th birthday, like a few days before his birthday I decided to bake a cake to test it out (never baked cakes before, only cookies), and a mean joke he made, stopped me from baking a cake. Till now. So yuan you see, women have wonderful memory. I can't remember when Beethoven was born, or where Haydn composed the 104 symphonies (actually I know la, it's London). But I'll never forget that comment of yours :<

So on his 18th birthday I failed to surprise him with his clique cause of he a lvls block test, and so with four of his orientation juniors we celebrated his birthday.

Thinking back, I think I suck at planning birthday parties or surprises. But this year I managed to surprise him! Okay I think biggest success factor goes to him in army and so he doesn't know what I do outside! HAHA

So for some reason I was preoccupied with history presentation, his card and his present, I totally didn't plan for tomorrow. Even the cake I didn't get!! :(

Today his aunt called me, asking me to go choose piano with her tomorrow! I told her it's his birthday and I'd be picking him and all, then she asked me what's my plan for tomorrow. I laughed and whispered, actually i've no plans for tomorrow leh. So embarrassed to tell them I didn't plan anything for my boyfriend. They must be thinking, what kind of girlfriend is this man!! His mom asked if I have plans and we were like, hehehe no plans leh.

Sigh. I really hope we still have fun tomorrow and he enjoys his day tomorrow. Oh! Maybe we should go to the jewel box! :))))

Okay gonna hurry finish up my history work and paint my nails for tomorrow! Heh heh can't wait to see my love again! Though every week it's that weird feeling I face before he books out. That 'what if it becomes an unhappy weekend' feeling. Hope everything goes well!

Tata!

#891.

2011-03-15T22:33:00.002+08:00

Ten Reasons Why I Love You

I love your gentle smile,
I love your tender touch and
I love your kisses so very, very much.
I love the way you flirt with me and
I love the way you laugh and tease,
I love the way you always find the nicest ways to please.
I love the way you cheer me up when you find me with a frown and
I love how you always raise my spirits when life has got me down.
I love you for your conscience and your true sincerity and most of all
I love you for the way that you love me.

#890.

2011-03-12T00:24:00.001+08:00

Dave check this out!

#889.

2011-03-10T21:29:00.001+08:00

Okay so last night yuan told me he'd be marching to the campsite today and tomorrow his SIT test will start. And this afternoon he called me but I was having piano lesson :( so he texted me to tell me he's leaving! Okay I'm really hoping he does well and I really hope he can book out on Saturday!

Initially I intended to surprise him on his birthday, with the help of his clique but Wisarut is leaving on monday! So we pushed everything forward to the coming saturday! Really hope things go well and I'm sure he will be damn surprised if he doesn't read me like a book. I even lied to him that Wisarut alr went back to Thailand! HAHAHA ok friends when you see this pls don't sabo me ok!

The thought of him being so happy makes me feel eggxcited and happy too! :D

Today over breakfast we were chatting about husbands, upbringing and all. Through the chat I considered myself as a person with good upbringing, a loud one too HAHA, but most importantly I admire how yuan was being brought up and sharing my experience and my relationship makes me realise yuan would make a good husband and a good father. That makes me not wanna let such a good guy go.

I see ourselves saving money together, getting married, planning our finances, designing our own home, starting a family, sharing our thoughts on how our child is going to be brought up. Even if we are not well to do with alot of money to spend after the necessary, I am contented. I see ourselves leading a happy life, spending the weekend flying kites with our child, we may not be able to give our child ballet lessons or golf lessons, but I still teach him music, you bring him downstairs and teach him how to ride a bicycle, play table tennis, we teach our child how to shower our cat/rabbit, I cut the food and you cook them, I wash the dishes and you mop the floor, etc..

Of course there would be times where our views on how to discipline our child is different, you want the piano here but I don't, I want a tiffany and co ring but you find it too expensive and impractical, I am angry and shouting at our child but you are protecting him or her, you want to get another two hamsters but I don't like the idea, etc..

I see happy times ahead of us, I see challenging times ahead of us, now it's too early to say anything but I believe in a few years I/we would be ready to face such times together with you.

Okay I think I've typed alot! Just feeling bored and lazy to do my stuffs and just felt like sharing how I thought then yuan can read them when he's back! :))

Ciao!

#888.

2011-03-09T13:17:00.001+08:00

One month since yuan enlisted, and I feel so touched at the fact that besides the days he went outfield and one night he had live firing till 3am, he calls me every night without fail. Whether is it lights out, whether he has no time to bathe, whether how tired he is, he never fails to call me to tell me he loves me.

I could go on and on about how awesome my boyfriend is.

So what if his results are lousy? So what if he can't go to the local unis (Well he can still go to NIE)? So what if he can't?

He is still awesome. His character, his attitude, his love, his heart, such guys are so hard to find nowadays. I wonder how much good deeds ive done to get to be with such an awesome person.

I look around me, I see many happy couples. Yes I envy them but I also see how some guys treat my friends and I wonder how my boyfriend could do so much for me. Really amazed and touched.

Maybe it's true, that I can't live without you. And maybe two is better than one.

#887.

2011-02-28T08:35:00.001+08:00

On my way to svf now, had only a crazy 2 and half hours nap! Anyway I slept at five when lol, yuan was supposed to wake up at five. He texted me at 7am to tell me he's going for the field camp already!

Though I was only half awake, I felt a tinge of 'can't bear to let you go' feeling. But I know he'll complete it!

Can't wait to see him but then would be end of study break D: part of me don't want study break to end ! I could really get used to not going to school for 9am lessons srsly...

Okay I'm gonna catch some sleep!

#886.

2011-02-28T03:35:00.002+08:00

Yuan called me. and i broke down. the history assignment is really driving me nuts. But everything yuan said in the short phone conversation really empowered me so much. I'm really amazed how much he could cheer me up with that simple few words.

He made me wonder why the hell i even felt insecure about us for the past two weeks. He just totally made me realise whatever i was thinking was totally uncalled for. And he really made me miss him so much at the moment. It's like such moments i really want to hug him and tell him how much i love him. Well i still did la of course but i really can't wait to see him. this time round we're going to get it right. :)

It's 3.40am, i'm about 75% completed with the essay, dont know what i'm writing but i really just wanna come out with the essay and that's it.

Dont think i will catch much sleep since i'm meeting cass at 9am at bishan!

Gonna get muhd nor a cake and we're gonna throw him into postman walk so exciting! But i'm going to catch some sleep later and at svf! Seriously need to sleep because i'll be stuck with like a test on tuesday, and teaching on thursday before yuan returns on friday! Awesome much.

Looking forward to my first lesson with chubby!

Yuan's auntie wants me to go choose piano with her, for nathan! which day should i arrange it to be? And it's kinda exciting cause i'll be like going out with her for the first time, without yuan. Just like how i was alone with his mom and aunt at tekong. Lucky zhenye was there!

Okay back to my essay, goodnight!

#885.

2011-02-27T23:21:00.002+08:00

I was shooting a scene in my new film, No Strings Attached, in which I say to Natalie Portman,

“If you miss me. you can’t text, you can’t email, you can’t post it on my Facebook wall. If you really miss me, you come and see me.”

I began to think of all of the billions of intimate exchanges sent daily via fingers and screens, bouncing between satellites and servers. With all this texting, emailing, and social networking, I started wondering, are we all becoming so in touch with one another that we are in danger of losing touch?

It used to be that boy met girl and they exchanged phone numbers. Anticipation built. They imagined the entire relationship before a call ever happened. The phone rang. Hearts pounded. “Hello?” Followed by a conversation that lasted two hours but felt like two minutes and would be examined with friends for two weeks. If all went well, a date was arranged. That was then.

Now we exchange numbers but text instead of calling because it mitigates the risks of early failure and eliminates those deafening moments of silence. Now anticipation builds. Bdoop. “It was NICE meeting u” Both sides overanalyze every word. We talk to a friend, an impromptu Cyrano: “He wrote nice in all caps. What does that mean? What do I write back?” Then we write a response and delete it 10 times before sending a message that will appear 2 care, but not 2 much. If all goes well, a date will be arranged.

Whether you like it or not, the digital age has produced a new format for modern romance, and natural selection may be favoring the quick-thumbed quip peddler over the confident, ice-breaking alpha male. Or maybe we are hiding behind the cloak of digital text and spell-check to present superior versions of ourselves while using these less intimate forms of communication to accelerate the courting process. So what’s it really good for?

There is some argument about who actually invented text messaging, but I think it’s safe to say it was a man. Multiple studies have shown that the average man uses about half as many words per day as women, thus text messaging. It eliminates hellos and goodbyes and cuts right to the chase. Now, if that’s not male behavior, I don’t know what is. It’s also great for passing notes. there is something fun about sharing secrets with your date while in the company of others. think of texting as a modern whisper in your lover’s car.

Sending sweet nothings on Twitter or Facebook is also fun. in some ways, it’s no different than sending flowers to the office: You are declaring your love for everyone to see. Who doesn’t like to be publicly adored. Just remember that what you post is out there and there’s some stuff you can’t un-see. But the reality is that we communicate with every part of our being, and there are times when we must use it all. When someone needs us, he or she needs all of us. There’s no text that can replace a loving touch when someone we love is hurting.

We haven’t lost romance in the digital age, but we may be neglecting it. In doing so, antiquated art forms are taking on new importance. The power of a hand-written letter is greater than ever. It’s personal and deliberate means more than an email or text ever will. It has a unique scent. It requires deciphering. But, most important, it’s flawed There are errors in handwriting, punctuation, grammar, and spelling that show our vulnerability. And vulnerability is the essence of romance. It’s the art of being uncalculated, the willingness to look foolish, the courage to say,

“This is me, and I’m interested in you enough to show you my flaws with the hope that you may embrace me for all that I am but, more importantly, all that I am not.”

- Ashton Kutcher

#884.

2011-02-27T22:52:00.002+08:00

so tempted to go over to tumblr!

it's study break, how fast it's half a sem gone alr.
but now i'm like stuck with a stupid essay which is so bloody hard to churn out.
but i have to get it done because tomorrow i'll be going down to SVF!
Come on rach, if you can't then you must!

Pretty awesome two days spent with yuan, actually only about 24 hours to be exact but nevertheless i still had fun.

Yesterday was spent slacking and making him food which i promised every book out will be different. Funny promise i feel like a housewife but then again i really find joy in making food for him! I like how he praises my culinary skills :)

He had dinner at my place, before we spent quality time and then he went home to sleep and came over in the morning. He left most of his stuff here and he was surprised i didnt check out the cool stuff! well i only helped him to wash his bottle and wore his funny cap HAHA!

We then spent more quality time together and i made him breakfast. poor yuan was feeling sick but he sacrificed resting time to be with me. feel really touched :')
then helped him to pack his stuff, attempted to fold his sleeve for him but damn fail and i ended up painting my nails while he folded the complicated sleeve HAHA

Then went for a late lunch, walked around to look at hamster cages and then we went back home so that he could get his stuff, get dressed and i really like the way he wear his stuffs i feel so proud of my man!

Went to pasir ris with him, and he bought me an army bag from that army shop there, for me to bring to camps! how sweet of him right, he complained that everytime we buy a bag to share i end up using it and he doesnt get to use it BUT it's not my fault! I offered to let him carry it but he claims it's gay! Well so who chose it in the first place? :)

Okay tomorrow yuan will be going outfield, wont be contacting me for the entire week till thursday night maybe and he'll be booking out on friday! kinda excited to meet him alr but it's a lvl results :/

i hope he'll be well by tomorrow, so that he can complete this field camp safely and happily, i have faith in my man, he won't screw things up! This is really why i always feel so damn proud of my awesome boyfriend. can't wait to give him a big bear hug!

His birthday is coming in 20 days, already making plans and preparing his birthday present i hope he'll like his card!

and why am i here? cause i really feel so damn crappy about the history essay and i need to release my stress and he hasn't called me. i. need. encouragement.

#883.

2011-02-19T00:04:00.001+08:00

No matter where life takes us, you can be sure I'll be there for you.

Even if your results isn't good, you wanna be a sailor, a pilot, an engineer, an officer, I will support you all the way.

As long as you have a goal and you don't give up on yourself. I will support you in whatever you want to do.

Thats my promise to you :)

#882.

2011-02-18T10:13:00.001+08:00

Yessssarrrr! It's Friday!! Two more days and yuan will book out!

Valentine's day was spent in school, I fell sick in the afternoon but I still went to watch black swan with the girls! Didn't regret going despite my body dying.
Was feeling soo terrible on the way home, was really wishing yuan was around to send me home. If he could he would I'm sure.

So when I finally reached home, I saw this on the table!

Totally caught me by surprise!!! Yuan got someone to deliver the chocolates to me and even got that person to design a card for me. But that person got my name Spelt wrongly HAHAHAH!

So... The epic fail I found out was kk, since he lived so near me and he knew where my place was and the previous night yuan asked for his number.

Totally caught me off-guard I was least expecting it! Yuan never fails to amaze me seriously. Felt so loved and I wish he was here I would run up to him and give him a mega hug!

Really can't wait for yuan to boooook ouuttttttt!!!!

Yuan has already planned what we are going to do on the day he books out I can't wait !

Ok time to wake up and shower and paint my nails bye!

#881.

2011-02-10T00:03:00.002+08:00

I went to this blog page, and listening to this song makes me miss you even more. i miss the slow walks we had from my place to the bus stop, with this song playing you sent me back home from the bus stop just because we couldn't bear to part with each other.

Miss you so much cheeky round. dont know why i didn't feel it yesterday, i was still so confident and happy and all but now i feel like a different person. A person who would tear when you called and said you love me.

Today when i received your text i was really surprised and i was grinning from ear to ear. Really can't wait for you to book out! Already looking at the recipe books and deciding what to make you on the 21st!

Okay i need to stop being emo! Gonna continue to be a happy girl and look forward to your return! There is too much about you for me to love. I wonder why i haven't seen such abundance of goodness in you in the past.

Absence makes the heart grow fonder, really can't wait for your booking out date to come!

Oh. Did i mention i have many awesome girlfriends around? I must have been blind cause i didn't notice it till this year.
I'm beginning to see more light in this world.

2011 is gonna continue to be awesome! :)

#880.

2011-01-31T23:19:00.002+08:00

Today i look at my boyfriend with a different perspective.
A truly handsome man whose beauty comes from within.

You never fail to amaze me, yuan

<3

#879.

2011-01-26T11:23:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was an awesome 21st monthsary spent with him!

Yuan came to pick me up from school and we went to have froyo at swirl art and after that we went to change his shirt, and we didn't know where to go :( so we decided to go to suntec to walk around and he bought another two shirts and we had dinner at Aston's. Really awesome dinner! Hardly hear him with lots of praises even while eating! Soooo gonna go back there again!

Before that yuan made me close my eyes on the escalator and when I opened my eyes it was all rabbits!!! Damn cute and some of the lop eared ones were so huge they looked like dogs. Hahahaah!

And anyway the card he gave me was really really nice I was so touched! Was alr close to tears when I finished reading it.

And reading it for the fifth time gives me the same feeling. I will miss him so much when he enlists :(

But that aside I really will find a hobby to take up! Hopefully I have time and I can surprise him hehe!

When he enlists, the happiest people are probably my friends. Hahah xinwei alr asked me out on the 12th since he enlists on the 8th! Valentines day will not be spent with him (again) but I'm quite sure it would be a fun-filled one because of my girlfriends in school!

Okay now I'm in school waiting for xinwei to come and I'm gonna start on my theory hw! Bye!

#878.

2011-01-22T21:35:00.001+08:00

22 January. School has been on for two weeks, alot of struggling within myself because I had too much fun at camps during the holidays I still feel very attached to my workplace! Not that now I'm no longer attached to it but I NEED TO BUCK UP.

Need to start being on time and put in my 100%! seeing my friends setting their new year resolution as to start to be on time, I feel bad making her wait for me for an hour yesterday! :(

So my friends at ak are right. I can make school fun and awesome like how I can do in camps, so long as I put in my 100%!

Another two weeks and yuan enters NS. Time is flying real fast! In one month it's term break which means half a sem will be gone!!

Rachael you gotta buck up now!!!!

Okay so now im going to shower, practise piano and work on the present for yuan! Jiayou Rachael you can do this! Ak is waiting for you :))

On a side note, thanks so much Andrew Goh for empowering me time and time again when confidence fails me.

#877.

2011-01-08T15:54:00.001+08:00

AN AWESOME START TO THIS YEAR.

Such an irony how I would say this camp is awesome when I faced negativity in the camp like a bad EV or bad feedback from a teacher, but this camp really kickstarted my 2011 well!

(long reflection)

In 2010 I always had mirrors better than me and everytime I screwed up my mirror would be able to help me out and cover up for me. Learnt alot from my mirror Lims in this year. Woodlands ring primary showed me how much I had to learn and how much I wanted to make a difference in those kids' lives. Bukit panjang primary showed me how much more I could learn, and west spring sec showed me how much I could do to make a difference.

Throughout this few camps which I could do during the holidays, i watched and learnt but as much as they taught me alot and brought me to where I was on Sunday, this camp brought me even further and now I am typing this with a totally different feeling. The change is really great and I don't wanna stop learning.

The takeaways and learning while working in AKOE is like a slope. Definitely will learn something but the steepness of the slope would come in and for this camp, the slope was real steep.

Started off coach training feeling lousy because I was separated from my friends and I wanted to see how awesome they were at work. I wanted to work with them again and bond with them. So even though I feel distant and left out because they have so much to talk about live ops but I don't know what's going on and they don't understand what went on over at Outerspace, I'm sure there are many more opportunities as learning and bonding don't stop here!

So I was informed that I was the major 2 IC and that freaked me out. Totally. I have never been a major IC and I really don't know if I could do it! And being in charge with Gaz of 4 classes with only me and Gaz being thr experienced coaches, we had to teach the other 10 new coaches alot of stuff! Really freaked out so while the rest of the coaches were sleeping, fadz, Jeryn, and I had prata bought from Bukit batok and when they all went to sleep Jerrald and I stayed up writing all the debrief points we were going to use in out respective camps. I was totally not prepared to screw up the camp and myself in front of the new coaches! So together with Louis and mahesh's loud snores I worked on the points till 5am and I totally didn't sleep at all. Bad start to the camp man totally!!!

We all went to school in the morning, my heart was still feeling a little lousy but I knew I had to feel good about this camp. I knew that if I did my best I can also make this camp awesome!

So as much as my goal was to make a difference in my campers' lives, on the first day I realised my goals changed. My new goal was to make a difference to my new coaches and to give them alot of learning points to take back so that their next camp would be awesome!

The coaches posed me many many questions and I was totally bf-ed. I knew I had to come up with the solutions fast and I shouldn't bother the apds with such questions. I had to be capable of helping them. I managed to come up with learning points for my coaches to takeaway, proud of myself!

As much as I have learnt, I also learnt how much more I have to learn, totally sucks to know school is starting and I can't do camps till May. But I'm gonna grab any chance I have to go help out! :D

Back to the camp, yuan did live ops and I'm so proud of him! He really surpassed our expectations and I'm glad he gave us a chance to make a difference to him.

Throughout these 4 days I only had 3 hours of sleep! On the last day I left early to go to school to take a test, damn lucky I passed, and then bought bubble tea back for some of them and went back for debrief. The rest of the guys then came and broke camp and then we waited for Ridtz and the rest to come, so Noel and I waited for their debrief before going for lunch, and by the time they ended it was time for dinner HAHAHAAHA

So despite our shagginess yuan brought me to lavender for pig stomach soup!! :D like after so long we finally had a chance to eat that! Through this camp and separation with him, I realised our relationship was stronger than I expected. Really feel so blessed to have him with me!

Most importantly I want to thank sab and Andrew for always being there for me! They really taught me alot, especially during our htht I really appreciate it.

Okay I spent a long time on this, time to get prepared for granny's birthday celebration and this time yuan is coming with me :))

Suspended reality sucks :/

#876.

2011-01-02T01:47:00.001+08:00

Woahhhhh it's 2011 already! Hi 2011!

2010 was a good and a bad year. I remember 2010 started out badly, I was totally not looking forward to it but time really flies a year has passed!!! It was a year filled with unhappiness, difficult decisions, risks, and really, faith and trust that things would find a way to work out.

Arrival of the new year was awesome, spent 4 hours at marina square Mac playing daidee and monopoly deal! Damn fun and yeah after that was squeezing, fireworks, squeezing and more squeezing.

Funny fact, everytime ever since nomadic black!, when we see someone jaywalking Yuan and I would naturally think and say: Orh hor! Jaywalk minus five stars!!! No integrity!!!!! HAHAHAHA what difference I make to them! :> it's like MXE teaching me not to use the word t-r-y! It got stuck so MXE, well done k :)) HAHA

So 2010 was filled with school, withdrawal, contract signing, new school, new responsibilities and probably one of the most important things now, difference making.

Life at akoe is awesome. When I say awesome it really doesn't stop at awesome. The place which pushes me out of my comfort zone, the place which forces me to change for the better and the place which makes me happy when I make a difference and upsets me when I don't. You probably have no idea how much tears I shed when I realise I failed to make a difference. Hopefully one day these people whom I think I failed will not fail me.
Oh and also the place which brings me to many many difference makers who also make awesome friends. Friends who will clean each other's tears, hug one another when our heartstrings are tugged, friends who laugh at and with each other, friends who never fail to zeng each other HAHAHA

And of course the rocky road of love and life.

Those uncertainties, those unhappiness, those confused and stressful moments, those insecurity, comes with all the happiness, laughter, love, appreciation, many more to say but I just wanna say it hasn't been easy, the journey was tough but we made it through.

So what I wanna say to you, yuan, watching the fireworks with you don't just mean the video taking or the amount of taxes it cost our parents and friends, but it signifies the celebration of our hard work, our determination and our perseverance. All the sacrifices we made for each other, all the fights we had with each other and ourselves, it really hasn't been easy and WE MADE IT.

So the arrival of 2011 only reminds me that if I could do it in 2010, I can do it in 2011. Yes I can! And if I can't, then I must!

MXE is coming home in 12 days Omg I can't wait missed her so very much!!!!

#875.

2010-12-29T22:46:00.001+08:00

Our new rings! Hehehe still havent worn it yet cause I'm waiting for yuan to put it on for me!!!

Today I met up with Dwayne, had my fav food but it was disappointing :( anyway I really hope I can scrape through this music tech thing!

New year is coming!!! Hopefully 2011 will be a nice year :))

#874.

2010-12-28T22:01:00.001+08:00

Woah I havent blogged for months! I wonder who still reads this space...

So exams came and left, holidays came and leaving soon :( , did some camps (WHOOSAY!) and went for black! with yuan!

Speaking of black!, we have been excited about it for months and though the people whom I expected there didn't turn up there in the end, it was still awesome. I met even more awesome people and I know I have changed once again.

So this camp, before, during, after, brought some stress, pressure, unhappiness but I know I did what I could.

After camp I stayed over at Yuan's home cause I was really too tired to move. Slept in the afternoon all the way till the next morning and we went to the zoo HAHA.

And then was Xmas preparation, baked cookies and gingerbread men for the ak guys and Yuan's family and my own family, and then was Xmas with yuan! Had fun as usual, and the next day he was supposed to go Msia but passport expired (LOL) and I went to accompany him cause he was so upset and lonely I think he was going to cry la Hahahahha

And oh ya! Tomorrow we're going to receive our second part of the xmas gift exchange! We upgraded our rings heheheh

Sooooo eggxcited!

K so that's what happened in two months hahhaahaha

Will update you again, blog! <3

#873.

2010-10-16T22:18:00.003+08:00

I'm thinking of taking up a second 'instrument', Mr Poon charges 80 bucks per hour. Should i?

Today is a bad day because i have cramps. Felt so bad that i didn't even go look for yuan to study together. Even though we didn't meet up, today is a love-filled day. I really could just survive with his love and i don't need any friends.

But that's not really true, i still get bothered when i think people don't like me. Thinking too much? i don't know and i don't wanna care. If people were interested to call me out, they would. So i'm no longer going to think whether would they ask me out cause if i truly mattered, they would.

Yuan is doing pull ups now. (AGAIN)
Gonna lie in bed and enjoy the aircon and stop my cramps from attacking me.
Hate this time of the month.

#872.

2010-10-16T00:59:00.001+08:00

TIRED OF BLOGGING.
BLISSFULLY IN LOVE.

#871.

2010-10-03T22:16:00.003+08:00

HI I'VE BEEN ON HIATUS FOR A WHILE.

Been busy with school, yuan's busy preparing for A levels and we only met up once in a while. Despite his busy schedule, he actually came to my school and gave me flowers! :') So sweet of him right! hehhehheh

Friday was NAFA fun day, few of us tanned and i got burnt like !&$^*%&!&*^$!. Met up with yuan after that, we planned to go for dinner together but mom called me home so he sent me home, though we met up for like only 1 hour or so, we had the most fun and happiness together. 1 hour with him beats hours with others.

Today we met up to study, had breakfast together and we went to the library but it was full! So we went to the study corner near his home but it was dirty. So we just went to the void deck next to it and studied.

No words can describe the love we have for each other i guess. Today yuan told me he wants to marry me! (I was shocked, i even took it as a joke) I wonder if it's really a joke! HAHA

Yuan sent me home and for the past days he has been having fun watching me scream when he scratch or tap my back, so he made up for that by applying lotion on my back for me. :) Soon after he went home. HAHA so his purpose of coming? Apply lotion and take the tee shirt i bought for him recently. But the shirt is too small for him! :(

K i'm really tired alr. Watching tv, facebooking and blogging at the same time don't work. Keep getting distracted. HAHAHA GOODNIGHT!

#870.

2010-09-25T16:17:00.002+08:00

Today is our 17th monthsary!

We were supposed to meet up and hang out/study together but mom forced me to go out with her instead. So yuan's mom, zhenyu and yuan came over to my place so that yuan could take his wallet (left it in my bag last night) and he passed me the present he made for me!

Guilty to the max cause i didn't make him anything! Gonna get something done tonight, since he said he'll give me something tomorrow cause he feel he didn't do enough! He gave me a bottle of messages and he told me to read one everyday. But i finished reading it like in half an hour.

So today my mom met his mom for the first time.

Anyway yesterday was a really tiring day. Even now i still feel tired. That's because on thursday i slept only at 3.30am! I really fought hard to survive friday lessons.

I remember the last time i had a tiff with my best friends, was just after i left YJ. I remember how i handled the situation. I wonder how this tiff would turn out to be. Too disappointed to want to salvage this friendship. Don't even feel like talking about it anymore. Not because i feel guilty and i did something wrong, but there is simply no worth going through the trouble anymore.

#869.

2010-09-19T22:03:00.002+08:00

Did i mention on friday when yuan sent me home, we spent nearly an hour playing with the cat downstairs my house?

We call it cow cat cause the cat has cow prints! Super cute la that cat.

Anyway we played with it and had alot of fun with it, today when i went downstairs i saw it lying there motionless! For moment i was scared it was dead! i went there to wake it up and since it was awake i went on to the coffeeshop. Was so crowded, we went home to wait till it was less crowded. Way back home, still lying there, looked so sad :( i felt sad for it! When we left home again for the coffeeshop, it was still lying there! Oh man, felt really sad for the cat! Don't know why its so sad! :(

So after dinner, while walking back, i realised the cat wasn't there anymore! Looked around for it but didn't see it. So i went up, and i saw it outside my home!!!

OMG the cat is so cute and i have no idea how it found its way up there!

But mom is like anti-cat and i felt so sad for it! :( Really had the urge to go out and get the cat in and care for it!

I went out, the kids were all crowding around it but it still laid behind my bicycles. I squat down and made the sound and it immediately came up to me! SUPER CUTE LA COW CAT.

Hope yuan can bring it home!

#868.

2010-09-19T18:40:00.003+08:00

I look around facebook, i see people getting in a relationship, living their new life with their partner and posting photos which they would remember for a long time. I saw myself in that when i too, posted photos of us, during the so-called 'honeymoon period'.

Nowadays we don't meet up as often (we used to see each other everyday), we don't take as much photos anymore, and we don't meet up for dates as often. We only meet up to study, go out for a few hours, eat together and travel together.

Days are rather different from the past, we seem to have passed the honeymoon period. But love doesn't disappear. Now and then he still makes me feel loved with his actions and words. So cliche but i really appreciate his gestures.

Yesterday was an awesome day with yuan. A typical day where we don't do much, just study and have lunch and spend time around with each other. He was digging my ears and when it was my turn to dig his, i had cramps. He got up and asked me what he could do to make me feel better. i shook my head, and he asked me if his hug could make me feel better. He gave me a long hug and i really felt better. Maybe the pain was still there but i was more focused on my happiness.

Who says couples don't enjoy each other's company after the honeymoon period?

#867.

2010-09-16T22:03:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow is friday!
Can't wait for lessons to end tomorrow, then i will be able to see yuan again!
It's been 3 days.
I miss him.

#866.

2010-09-10T23:06:00.002+08:00

I realised i have had lots to blog about over the week, but somehow i ended up not blogging.

Monday i went to Woodlands Ring Pri, lims was my 'mirror' and we were dead beat after half a day! Had good experience, every camp has its takeaway, whether indoors or outdoors. There was a really really cute girl named lovelle in our class! Luckily i brought my polaroid!! :D

On tuesday, yuan came and brought me to school. After PS we went for lunch, brought him to that nice western food store! I didn't disappoint him! HEH and after that he waited for me while i had music tech, but in the end we didn't go home together because he had to go home to accompany zhenye while i had dinner with my dear parents, granny and godpa!

On wednesday, yuan and i went to sengkang pri to do a 4hour indoor camp. Had alot of fun at his place, can't wait to spend such quality time with him and his brothers.
<3

Thursday was a family day for both of us, spent time with our respective families. Love times like this too! :)

And today, met up with weiwei and yuan, we went for lunch and because library was closed, we went to my place to study :)

K yuan's pestering me to sleep now. so bye!

#865.

2010-09-03T23:32:00.002+08:00

Today i nearly fainted in the train. NOT. FUN. AT. ALL.

And so school was very very tiring because i was feeling totally unwell but i felt alot better when i went to office! (Perfect medicine) HAHAHA

So monday we'll be going to woodlands ring pri and i have 3 rachels in my class!!!

Anticipating for monday, it's study break and it's time to watch movies, go swimming, go tanning, and etc!
I hope i don't screw up on monday though.

Yuan would be working with me on wed! :) :) :)

#864.

2010-09-03T00:54:00.002+08:00

I look back on the photos taken last year, i miss the days in school when i had my friends and my boyfriend so close to me.
I miss those PW times where he would wait for me outside and hang around with us and i really love how he make friends with nearly all my friends. It really makes me feel like he's connected to me in nearly every aspect.
I miss those times he would wait for me while i attend council meetings, he made friends with my council friends, he studied with me and oh damn, i really miss him.

Our life together is really different now but thankfully we still love each other very much.

We have had so much memories together and i know we'll continue to create more beautiful memories.

:)

#863.

2010-09-01T23:55:00.003+08:00

Over the last 3 days, lost phone, went through first theory test, met up with beloved friends from SG22, met up with two favouritest teachers,
suddenly it feels as though ALOT has happened.

But i'm tired and i love yuan.

Nothing beats having a boyfriend who loves you more than you love yourself.

#862.

2010-08-29T22:28:00.003+08:00

This is yuan's plan for today but as you can see, he only accomplished the ticked ones. It's damn funny la, he had to write it down so that he could do it -.-

Today i went to yuan's place to study. But because his grandmother came and i wanted to spend a little time with her, i started late and didn't study much because we were all chatting and gossiping and having fun.

His mom then came home and while having tea break, his auntie and uncle and their little son came. OMG he's damn cute and the next time i see him i MUST take a picture with him!! HAHA

we then waited for yuan's dad to come home and we all had dinner together.
Nothing much, just small jokes here and there and after that yuan and his family sent me home :)

K so today, i didn't study much! :(

And it's time for bed, thankfully for me, nelson helped me book a studio to practise tomorrow morning! BYE !

#861.

2010-08-25T23:02:00.003+08:00

I MISS MAH :( I hope she can come on skype now! cause i'm sleepy and going to bed soon so if she doesn't i'll have to wait till another day :(

Today was performance class and Dr Goh sat through my performance. I was kinda worried i'd screwed up because of my injured arm and i don't want him to look down on us! I was really scared but anyway Dr Lim said i did quite well so i'm relieved!

Next performance is in less than a month and i'm still sightreading my piece and trying to get the fingering right! D: Time to buck up yihe!

Tomorrow's keyboard studies and i have to present the duet with charlene! And practise my minuet and transposed minuet! D:
And there's theory in the morning and history tutorial in the afternoon. I really dislike the tutorial teacher. D:

I can't wait for tomorrow to quickly end and friday to come cause i'll be meeting my loverboy and i really miss him! He makes things worse when he says all the sweet stuff to me and just now he even sent me an MMS to show me he put my polaroid picture on his notice board!

I really miss him alot and i need a BIG HUG FROM HIM.
PHUA IF YOU READ THIS YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO UH.

Gonna spend friday night with him, saturday baking with him and sunday studying with him! <3
After that it's him chionging for his A's and me, time to chiong on my ejournals :(

Okay i'm going to bed now and theory homework isn't done because i don't have manuscript paper D:

P.S. the only thing that makes me slightly happier about tmr is my pay is in! :D

#860.

2010-08-24T21:40:00.002+08:00

Yesterday after school, i met up with vivien and lims. Lims came an hour late! D: We were soooooo hungy lahzxzx and then after he reached we started buffet-ing at Seoul Garden. It's damn fun eating with the AK people srsly, i never fail to enjoy myself when i'm with them!

After that we headed to the Airport to meet MAH!!! Oh man i miss her already :( Vivien and i sat in the trolley and lims pushed us all the way! Damn fun srsly!!! Took a couple of shots and leebs sent me home!

So i reached home at like 1am and i went to school feeling tired. School was draggy and time passed slowly and boringly, i wished i could see yuan for one minute! i would feel happy and the unhappiness would fly away!

So i went home feeling damn sian, walking at snail speed and yuan called. He asked me where i was and he said he saw me. i thought he saw the wrong person but then i saw his car waiting for me at the loading bay. DAMN HAPPY I TELL YOU. i only saw him and his family for like minutes and after that they went home and i went home feeling so happy and excited because it's fate that we met!!!

Alright, so even though i'm so happy about it, i still feel like sleeping! Yawning till i'm tearing and yuan asked me out on friday to celebrate our 16th monthsary! :D it's tmr but because he has prelims.... :(

K SO BYE!

#859.

2010-08-21T11:49:00.003+08:00

I soft-rebonded my hair! HAHAHA

K i haven't blogged in a week and i cannot remember what happened on monday. I think i met up with yuan. (Did i?) OH YA i did. i met up with him at AMK Hub and we had dinner with ronald! HAHAHHA It felt like it happened weeks ago la HAHA

K so tuesday was a happy/unhappy day, went for Winning Keys and it was enjoyable!
Wednesday there was performance class!! And the coming wednesday i have to perform! K so i gotta go practise soon! HAHAHAA
Thursday was rebonding day and yuan came down to accompany us! So yuan as 'bonded' with my clique except B2! Time to bring both of them out together! HAAHHAH
And yesterday i was sick :(
Yuan came to pick me after school ended (<3) and we went to have a quick dinner. He bought me porridge and he sent me home after that! Train rides totally suck when you have to squeeze with so many people and train rides can kill when you're not feeling well! Thankfully yuan was there and we managed to get seats halfway through! I then fell asleep all the way back to tampines! Love then took bus home with me and sent me to my doorstep. Okay not exactly doorstep. Liftstep. HAHAHAHAH whatever but i still feel thankful for his company!

K i need to practiseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

#858.

2010-08-15T15:58:00.002+08:00

I MISS YUAN. but it's prelims and i'm like the best girlfriend so im not gonna disturb him! HEHHEHEHEHHEH

Anyway yesterday i met up with wanjing and jinhwee, we went for lunch and then kite flying! But damn intimidated cause others' kites were like so big and theirs could fly! Our kite only stayed in the air for i think 5 minutes!

K so i'm going to practise piano now, principal study on tuesday and i haven't even tried the new bach inventions! :(
Yuan's gonna scold me if he knows i haven't studied the entire day!!

#857.

2010-08-13T23:02:00.002+08:00

Today is Friday the 13th but i enjoyed my day. It's like one of the nice days filled with love and care and hugs and kisses :)

I went to school feeling very tired and pissed off with the morning rush hour. So i texted yuan to grumble and he called me like almost immediately and cheered me up! (L)
He then told me he wanted to have dinner with me! <3<3<3

So during gamelan lesson, i was so tired i fell asleep. And gamelan lesson isn't like some theory lesson but i still fell asleep! After that was aural (:@) and then we had this long break which we normally used to do manicures but because this week we didn't do it, the time past so slowly :(

Then after that we had two more lessons and we went to get bubble tea and i went to meet yuan!!!
We went to get his watch changed and we had dinner at this place at Tan Quee Lan Street. WE HAD KANGKONG and omg it tastes so much better than the previous one we had! HAHAHA

Anyway i'm spending so much time on fb i feel so tired now. So i lazy to blog alr! but after dinner we went cologne hunting and had so much fun! :D
Anticipating the next time we meet up and it's gonna be fun like today <3

#856.

2010-08-09T13:12:00.009+08:00

Friday was a bad day. A real bad one.

Saturday i went to yuan's house to study, after that yuan sent me home, bought me chicken chop (Y) and had dinner at my place. After that i tried to teach him piano and with lots of laughter and impatience, i only taught him the introduction of the song. RAHHHHH

And yesterday, we went for a photoshoot! The day didn't really start out well, but i'm glad it ended well :)

I didn't want to load the original copies so i made some of them into a collage. But in the end i still took so long and Ejournal isn't done!!

K so today is Singapore's birthday and i still wish to watch the fireworks today. But yuan's too busy for me and he thinks it's a waste of time! :'(

OH MAN. don't watch also good! I have alot of homework!!!!!! GONNA DO THEM NOW BYE!!!!

#855.

2010-08-06T21:29:00.002+08:00

I really hate to face the fact that everything else in the world makes you happy, except me.

#854.

2010-08-04T22:08:00.002+08:00

I just realised i haven't been blogging!!!

Well, everyday i go home feeling so tired so i don't even do my work, i just chat with yuan and then i go to sleep.

Homework, not done. I need some discipline!! Yuan has been scolding me when i don't do my work. HAHA tough on him!

K so last friday, yuan came down specially to have dinner with me. How nice of him! But i got damn annoyed by someone because everything i wanted to eat i couldnt just because she didn't want to! OMG damn pissed at her! But anyway i enjoyed dinner with yuan :)
So after that he sent me back to school while i went to attend the masterclass and he went home!

We then met up on saturday for dinner with my family! With the invitation from uncle jeff! Of course i enjoyed my time, time spent with yuan is always so precious and lovely <3

K so oh! Sunday!!! I went to watch Despicable Me with weilun, vincent and xinwei!!!
I wanted to watch with yuan but he has no time for movies :( But nevertheless i enjoyed th movie!!! And i'm so gonna get the DVD when it comes out, i'll watch it again with bro and sis, and with yuan of course :)

And monday i met up with yuan at AMK to give him a surprise! Random surprise, not some anniversary or occasion AHAHAHAHAH
In the end i accidentally brought his wallet home :(

And tuesday, yesterday, yuan came down to take his wallet, to do shopping with me and my friends, we went to have beancurd, he waited for me to end school and we had dinner with the AK guys!

And today i went to Yishun thinking of looking for mr poon but yuan ended early so i didn't enter school!
I love every moment spent with yuan.
And i feel so loved when he tries to cheer me up. Not that he really succeeds, but when he feels sad he can't cheer me up, i feel so bad and sad i cheer myself up so that he wouldn't feel so upset.
Okay whatever. i feel so sleepy :(

I. NEED. TO. DO. MY. WORK.
LIKE. TOTALLY.

#853.

2010-07-29T22:15:00.000+08:00

i miss the old us.

#852.

2010-07-27T19:43:00.004+08:00

Today is tuesday and it's a busy day as usual. Not so busy but i kept myself busy with decorating my locker and stuff! HHAHAHAHA

K so after principal study, yuan came over and had tau huay with me!! <3<3<3
I then brought him to see my newly decorated locker, and he said it was ugly :(
I'm gonna make him decorate the locker for me!! HAHHAAHHAHA

K so after that was music tech class. I HATE SIBELIUS. not the composer but the software!!!!!!!!!! :@
I saved the work i did, went to close the window and checked my thumbdrive. No work. DAMN IT I HAVE TO REDO!!!!!!!
I HATE SIBELIUS.

Okay i'm feeling so sleepy and i'm going to do my work tomorrow! NOT GNA PROCRASTINATE!!!

#851.

2010-07-25T21:52:00.005+08:00

15th month with yuan was awesome :)

That's our junior, DOG. :) i told mom we bought a dog and she was damn shocked. Like :O!!!! We laughed hard and then we went: no it's not real la HAAHHAHAHAH

Today yuan brought me to BBQ Chicken and for some reason i couldn't finish the meat :( We walked out feeling so very full, then we walked around to look at clothes and stuff. Anyway i spent alot of time making the card and present for him, and he got me a tigger pencil case and DOG :DDDDDDDDDDDD

I love him so very much and of course i love yuan. When i have so much stuff to do and i feel tired/sleepy, i have DOG on my lap and i can videocall yuan. Then i'd feel better and more energetic!

Citations almost done i guess, 4 more to go! I AIM TO FINISH THEM TODAY BUT I FEEL SO SLEEPY :(

#850.

2010-07-24T15:39:00.000+08:00

My new favourite picture <3

#849.

2010-07-24T15:37:00.000+08:00

#848.

2010-07-24T13:08:00.001+08:00

Conversations With Yuan

HAHAHAHHAH i'm going to fill it up with our funny conversations!
According to ridtz, it'd be a hit if i do that cause everytime i post it on facebook so many people like the status!

I really need to finish my card like in half an hour and do my ejournal!!!

SO SICK OF BAROQUE :(

#847.

2010-07-22T22:27:00.001+08:00

I LOVE MONDAYS AND THURSDAYS. MAYBE I'LL LOVE FRIDAY TOO.
oh and today is a real good day.
I love my new tigger pen, my new umbrella, and my new notebooks!!!

I like life like this and it's time i do my homework.
It's time i finish up my present for yuan really quickly so that i have time to do homework before monday!!!

I feel so happy about so many things i don't know what to blog about now.

So anyway i'm B1 and Mich's B2. Banana in Pyjamas. (Y)

#846.

2010-07-19T20:11:00.002+08:00

K so the reason why i was sick, and yuan was sick too, and xiuxiu and keekai too, because of the satay bee hoon we had!!! But i didn't really eat it! i only took the veg on top! :(

Anyways today was school and it was quite funny. School's always funny and everyone would be like cracking up and stuff. I'm not really looking forward to tomorrow cause tomorrow's a long day and there's a concert at 8pm we're supposed to attend :( i wanna go home/ go out with yuan!

Today i met up with yuan and because i made him wait for me, i redeemed my 'sin' by buying him a cheesecake from TCC! How nice of his girlfriend rightttttt :D HAHAHA and then we went to The Cathay, wanted to watch Despicable Me but it was sold out :( really damn sian and we were both not feeling well so we went to eat instead! After that yuan sent me home, we took the longer and more expensive route, and we starting taking pictures!! :D (Y)

We then walked a long distance home, my bag was sooooo heavy and i was so damn tired! :(

Anyway yuan is really an ass.

Me: Should i bring my polaroid?
Yuan: bring la :)
Me: K! i squeezed into my bag alr!
Yuan: You so fat, how you do it?! Is it stuffy in there?

HOW RETARDED! He made me laugh in the train. HAHAHAHAHAH

Oh and last night he totally made me smile to sleep too!!

Me: I know its embarrassing so i ask you ah, how to go to peninsula?
Yuan: I thought we went there together before?
Me: No...
Yuan: Then who was it i walked hand in hand with to peninsula?
Me: I HAVE NEVER BEEN TO PENINSULA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

K he was joking la, he mixed it up with going to far east. HAHAHAHA asshole!

I hope to see him soon!! :D
(L)

K i need to do homework now if not michelle's gonna kill me!!!! I hope she sees this HAHAHHAHAHAHAH

#845.

2010-07-17T19:00:00.002+08:00

I. HATE. BEING. SICK.
AGAIN.

I just got well and then i got sick again.
Vomited through the night on thursday, totally dehydrated so i went to the doc's on fri, for the entire day i survived on 100 plus and glucose. Alr no energy and my period had to come.
!(*%&*^$*!

And yuan was going to come to give me some 'energy' when he fell sick too!! ;(

So in the end now i'm yuan-deprived and i srsly wanna get well!!!

I really need to get well!
School starts on monday and i need a companion to get the stuffs i need!

And you're so lame.

#844.

2010-07-15T18:32:00.002+08:00

K blogger's not so much an ass now. Anyway today i went to school for aural test and theory test was cancelled!!! :D

OH and i changed my blogskin! I still like my previous one so maybe one day i'll change it! HAHA

I feel so tired manzxzxz.

#843.

2010-07-14T22:15:00.003+08:00

I haven't been updating this space properly and haven't been uploading pictures. Now i wanna upload ONE picture but this uploader is being such an ass. And i got homework to do and i need to sleep early. So i'll just cut short!

Today was orientation (without the rahrah) and i found out Phoon Huat is just beside my campus. Mad happy and i kind of like my timetable but kind of don't like it cause my busiest day is also yuan's free-est day. Damn it. but anyway he'd soon be really free and we can meet up alot more often! :D

We haven't been taking pictures (except on my polaroid) cause we spend so little time together we don't find time to take pictures. We just spend time together HAHAHHA and on sunday when he came for dinner, we (I) took two funny videos for him to watch when he's free/upset/stressed. Time for him to make a video for me too!!!

Anyway i met up with him for dinner and we coincidentally met keekai and xiuxiu so we had dinner together! It's fun meeting up with my old friends!! I miss them so much man! :(

Yuan then sent me to block 1 and he insisted on watching the video in the bus. So embarrassing but he doesn't care!

Had alot of funny conversations and by the way he chooses facial foam like a girl. He thinks he's lesbian. HAHA
And i like him to stroke my hair and he likes to stroke my hair. Okay random but i feel kind of hooked on to typing!

K anyway i'm looking forward to campus life at NAFA and i'm gonna work hard! Today's only orientation (not even first day) and yuan told me to quit school. Whatthehell right!

And i really miss my long hair and i can't wait for it to grow out and do smth to it. I need my long hair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

K so i'm going to bed now BYE.

#842.

2010-07-10T14:50:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time since we were genuinely so happy over something so small like this. But happiness comes with a sacrifice. And the sacrifice is really huge. So the sacrifice should be attended to so that happiness will stay when it's over.
The happiness now won't stay for long cause in the end we'll still be unhappy over that big thing. The big thing must be well taken care of and the big thing must be over so that we can have happiness with us, forever.

We can do it!

I just realised i don't make alot of sense. But what's sense? We don't really have to make sense, as long as we don't make sense together, sense don't matter.

Okay i'm really spouting nonsense and yuan's coming now. So bye!

#841.

2010-07-09T18:05:00.003+08:00

It totally sucks to be sick.
Everything becomes gloomy and dark.
Everything nice becomes not nice.
You start to want more care and when it's not given, you feel unhappy.
If you were not sick you wouldn't feel unhappy.
You would be understanding enough.
If you were not sick you would be able to do alot more activites which could divert your attention and keep you company.

IF I AM WELL TODAY I WOULD BE ABLE TO WATCH DESPICABLE ME WITH MUZZ AND MAH AND LIM AND JERRALD AND GAZ!!!!!!!!!!!! :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

i feel damn depressed about not being able to meet them.

And i really need some little things to cheer me up sometimes.
Stop expecting me to be happy on my own.

#840.

2010-07-05T14:10:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was a happy dayyyyyyyyyyyyy :)

Yesterday morning i met up with yuan, we went to Sim Lim Square and we bought a polaroid camera!!! :D
Yuan then brought me to have my favourite dessert!
And that was my lunch. (Y)

After that we went to Somerset, yuan then went to study while i met up with the AK people, and they're damn fun people!! :D
We went to get some stuff, eat and headed down to office.
Met alot of familiar faces, and FOYO was really good. The feelings from last year totally came back to me! Standing there reading their goals made me feel like crying.

Anyway camp ended at midnight and we were contemplating whether to cab home or stayover, we decided on staying over but suddenly we finally decided to cab home. Funny ttm and so i reached home at 2am, finding a lizard with no hands and legs on the ground. Freaked the shits out of me and this morning i told mom and granny about it, ryan took a fake lizard out. He's damn sick la!! Totally have no idea why he cut off the limbs.

Oh and instax spam! Gonna upload soon!! (L)

#839.

2010-07-03T21:56:00.003+08:00

Today a P6 boy spoke to me on facebook. He was one of the kids i took care of during PSLE Seminar.
This boy takes Foundation Maths and is rather naughty. But like all naughty kids, they are always very nice to their teachers or seniors. In my case, coach.

I asked him what school he is aiming to go into, he told him about his plans and i really feel the want to keep encouraging him till his PSLE. Should do that with my brother too, right? But ryan's motivated enough! HAHA

And then he asked me if i watch soccer. I said no and he said "You wasted." HAHA! Typical of him and i could totally imagine him saying it!
I think of him as one of my best campers in the PSLE Seminar.

I miss coaching suddenly. Can't wait for tomorrow to come.
So now i shall go to sleep so that tomorrow will come faster!
GOODNIGHTTTT!

#838.

2010-07-03T20:17:00.001+08:00

The weather is such a bitch!!!!

Today i woke up so damn early, met up with patri at Harbourfront and it rained. :(
We didn't even suntan la!!!!!!
We then went back to Vivo, ate and started walking aimlessly, deciding where to go! We then went for a manicure! HAHAHAHAHA

K so after that we went to eat again, it was such an emo meal :(

And after that she met up with yvonne while i went to meet yuan.

The meeting with yuan was supposed to be an 'unhappy' one but then we started laughing when we saw each other wearing the same colour combination. White top, denim bottom. We then made up and he sent me home.

Anyway my grandmother and yuan are funny people. Their conversation cracks everyone up. HAHA

And tomorrow i'm going to help out at the nomadic race! Hope i have fun!! :D

#837.

2010-07-02T21:47:00.002+08:00

PLEASE DON'T RAIN TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today mom and i went to a massage parlour. Came back feeling feverish so i slept for awhile, and i got awakened by jerrald's message at 5.20pm: You at where? Fre to help at YJ?
And i was supposed to meet them at Northpoint at 5.30pm.
GG.com

Anyways i didn't meet them in the end cause i was totally unprepared to stayover! But i kind of feel like meeting limhui to ECP at 8am on sunday! :D

I miss my boyfriend :( I hope i see him tomorrow and we can go and buy it!! I spent about 15 minutes last night persuading him!!! :D

And my funnyman dotes on me. That's why i love him so much right! He always want to give me things that make me happy and even if he has to struggle to give it to me, he will.

So i thank god for him and he's stuck with me for life man.
TOO BAD YUAN YUAN! :)

#836.

2010-07-01T21:49:00.003+08:00

K so i didn't have a good night cause i was irritaed by 20 calls and 10 messages from a nuisance caller.

So early in the morning (i overslept!!) i accompanied yuan to the hospital at yishun and i can't remember the full name of the hospital!! K after that we went to have laksa together and we went to see pets!! Now we changed our minds again, he wants to get a pair of rabbits so that they can snuggle up together.

I love times like this with yuan :)

So after that i went home, did some packing with mom and washed the car (i mean Shell washed the car) and my day passed like this.

Tomorrow we're going to go for massage and yuan is jealous cause we didn't invite him.

Oh yeah, so mom and i went to the police post to make a report of that nuisance caller and one of the policeman called the number, and started scolding the guy and stuff! I was controlling my laughter throughout!! So he hung up on the guy and told us to go back to him if the guy called again. I walked out of the police post telling mom police damn cool. i wanna marry a policeman!!
After that we were talking about a banker from Citibank i knew of, and i said: Banker also good! Police also good! So many eligible men!!!
And mom said... Ask zy to join the police force la!!
HAHAHAHAHHHAHAHA I nearly LOL-ed man!

K so my brother met some trouble in school and he called yuan to talk about it! He then told yuan: the pain would go away if you give me your bike! You seriously can take my sister!!!

This brother... !&%^(*$&!

#835.

2010-06-30T20:11:00.002+08:00

Me: Yuan, brother wants to buy your bike!
Yuan: Can, no prob. Ask him to send you here and i'll send the bike over.
Me: Meaning??
Yuan: Exchange! He don't have to pay me!
Me: Okay then i think my brother rather have me than your bike.

After picking brother up from tuition...

Me: I've asked zy about the bike, he say you must exchange me with the bike.
Ryan: Go ahead and ask him to take you then
Me: I told him you'd rather want me than the bike.
Ryan: Don't make me vomit pls!

HAHAAAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHHAH

Yuan is so gonna laugh at me when i tell him what brother said :(

K i just talked to him over the phone and he laughed at me ;(

Today was spent with mommy. I like days like this! :D
We went to run some errands and on the way we bought quite a number of stuffs!
So today, yihe is a happy girl!! :D

Tomorrow am going to accompany yuan to the cardiologist! And after that it's time to work on making my room neater and prettier :p
FRIDAY! I can't wait for friday cause we're going to massage! No job and spending like some rich people (Y)
SATURDAY! TANNING WITH PATRI!!!!! This is excited and i hope nothing goes wrong that day! HAHAHAHA
And sunday, hopefully can meet yuan for awhile, and gonna meet the AK guys to go to yj!

And then i'll be closer to school starts again.
Kind of excited about the new school life and hopefully i won't be too busy! :)

#834.

2010-06-29T22:45:00.002+08:00

Today yuan and i went to watch She's out of my League! :D

I think it's a good movie, though i didn't really enjoy it and didn't get some of their jokes but then if yuan laughed throughout the show it must be good man! HAHAHAHA

K so today wasn't exactly the best day but nevertheless i'm happy we got to meet up today. Today's Tuesdays With Yuan!

K so i haven't bought xue er the watch yet cause i haven't walked past the place, but i've alr thought of what to tell her! HAHAHAHHA i can totally imagine her laughing/smiling when she reads it la!!! :D

K i wanna talk to my boyfriend now, so bye!

#833.

2010-06-28T21:38:00.002+08:00

Today i went to ITE College East, and then with the 'kids' i went to GB Campsite with them! Totally different experience, and totally different age group of kids i normally handle!

Was a little, or rather VERY lost cause i totally didn't know what to do! And the ulcer on my lip didn't do me justice :(

In short, ALOT TO LEARN.

K so let's focus on the happier stuff. HAHAHAHA

The kids are like funny and rowdy but i think deep inside they're nice! HAHAHA so they played the minefield game, just srsly ALOT more dirtier than last year's!!! Luckily i didn't bring extra shirt!! HAHAHHA

So after that peiyun and jerrald(newly appointed BFF) drove limhui and i to AMK. Went to have selegie bean curd on the way! HAHA i totally had no idea man. After that i met up with my love and we had dinner together! :D

We had Pepper Lunch again cause i wanted to see if that day's vomit was because of the Pepper Lunch, and apparently not cause till now (11.30pm) i haven't vomited. HAHAHAHHAH

K so i'm gonna see the AK guys and Xueer on sunday! :D
Have to return her her watch cause she left it in my bag! And i feel so tempted to buy her another one cause hers is spoilt! HAHAHHA
I hope she doesn't read my blog cause i wanna surprise her!!! HAHAHAHAHAH

K i'm gonna talk to my boyfriend now and so goodnight world! :D

#832.

2010-06-27T20:36:00.001+08:00

I love yuan.
I love yuan.
I love yuan.
I love yuan.

YAY can't wait for tuesday!!!! :D

This is such a last minute thing, tomorrow i'll be going to work!!!
I hope i have fun :D

#831.

2010-06-26T22:57:00.002+08:00

Should we plan to go to Bangkok, Bali, Phuket, Tioman Island, Genting Highlands, or Cameron Highland???

Just thinking about it really excites me!! HAHAHHAHA

K i've got really alot to tell yuan! So bye!!

#830.

2010-06-26T17:58:00.002+08:00

I CAN'T WAIT FOR DECEMBER!!! I CAN'T WAIT FOR MARCH NEXT YEAR!!!
HAHAAHAHAHHAHA

K today was a hectic day. Spent the day running about, eating and eating and i miss yuan!

Hope to see him tomorrow, LET'S GO PRAWNING YUAN!!! :D

#829.

2010-06-25T22:02:00.003+08:00

14th ♥

Today's 25th, but we didn't meet up.
Quite sad but not exactly sad cause i haven't made yuan anything!
That's because i've been really busy for the past few weekdays.

On Monday, i left home at 6am to go to RP for the PSLE Seminar. So i met familiar faces there, like Xue Er, Gazalli, Faiz, and Muzz. K Muzz isn't exactly a familiar face, but he looks so much like ridtz so he's considered a familiar face! HAHHAHAHAHHA
First day was tiring. TIRING TTM. Really forced to step out of my comfort zone, like a girl vomited and because i'm her coach, i have to clean up for her and stuff!

And then on Tuesday, i went back to RP again, and maybe because i've been tired, i lost my patience with the kids. 25 kids to a coach! NO JOKE! Thankfully the other coaches helped me out. Arranged to have dinner with them and yuan, but i had to go home last minute so yuan sent me home. Still upset that i didn't get to eat with them :(

So on Wednesday, things got better. Maybe because i have the mentality that it's ending soon! I mean, the kids were like more well behaved and more cooperative! HAHA except THAT boy. hmph
Supposed to meet yuan for dinner, but because of the debrief i ended late and tired, so i met him only the next day!

THURSDAY!!!! I was supposed to accompany yuan to his NS checkup, but because of some stuff i couldn't go, and i feel so bad cause i really should have been there with him!! :( And after that i met him near his place, we went to AMK Hub to walk around! We nearly bought clothes for ourselves but then we decided to save money for our year-end holiday getaway! :D We then went to Pepper Lunch for lunch+dinner, i thought the food was good! HAHA We then went to AMK Library, looked at books and took pictures with the laptop and then yuan sent me to block1 and i went to E!Hub to meet mom and dad and bro and sis! HAHA

K so i had motion sickness, and i felt better after that. We went to watch Karate Kid, but i didn't really enjoy the show cause i felt soo uncomfortable and i vomited in the cinema!!!!!
OMG I felt like a kid la. I mean, who does that nowadays? (Except kids)

Went home, rested and stuff, today went to the bank with mom and dad, and then after brunch we went to NSC to put brother down before going to parkway. Bought alot of stuff and i'm gonna work on my card for yuan now. He says he alr made smth for me! I wonder if it's true cause if it is, it's the first time he made me smth before i did! HAHAHAHHAHA

K so i love my boyfriend and bye.
P.S. I'm beginning to love my part-time job as a coach!

#828.

2010-06-20T22:34:00.003+08:00

Hi, so my boyfriend came back yesterday/this morning at 2am! And i was still trying to fall asleep so i called him and we caught up a little (<3) and then we met up today.

Today we intended to go cut hair, so when i told my mom about the idea, she wanted to go too! Then sis wanted to go too, so in the end my entire family went to cut hair with us! After that we went to Tampines Mall, and our 'couple watches' became 'sibling watches' cause we bought another two for my brother and sister. (SAME COLOUR SOMEMORE!!!)
We then went to Fairprice to look for mom and dad, i bought a CUTEEEE MUG!!! :D
K so after that we went back to my place to have dinner and celebrate Father's Day!
My mom was like: You never celebrate Father's Day with your own father??
Yuan: His bday is on the 17th, so celebrate tgt alr.
Mom: Oh so now celebrate for father-in-law! HAHAHAHHA

K and this is the cupcakes i baked for yuan during his absence!
HAHHAHHAHAHHA glad that he liked it!! :D
He says it tastes like the Dark Chocolate Truffle from The Royals!!
That's (Y), cause the cake from there is nice! HAHHAAHHA

I. SO. NEED. TO. GO. TO. BED.

Tomorrow i have to reach RP at 7.15am!!! :(
And stupid jude is not letting me go to bed in peace!!!!

#827.

2010-06-19T21:35:00.000+08:00

Today, a very good friend of mine told me: "It's not whether you are good enough for him or not. It's whether you love him enough or not. A good guy like him just deserves someone who totally loves and adores him. That's you."
I felt alot more confident when she said that to me. I was worried if i was good enough for a good person like him. I felt that i didn't deserve him. There are so much better girls around. But i felt confident, cause that's indeed what he deserves and i can give it to him.

I happened to see this image online and i suddenly have so much to tell him.

Yuan, i want you to know:
I love you.
I enjoy spending my time with you, even if we were just lying around at home doing nothing. I love the times where you would hug me to sleep, even though for only awhile cause i would end up tickling you intentionally or not. I enjoy the times and feeling when you dig my ears for me, I enjoy every time we tickled each other and roll around laughing till our stomachs hurt and until chia mary shouts at us for being so noisy, I like all the small kisses you'd give me out of surprises, all the tight hugs you'd give me before you part with me, I enjoy seeing you laugh and smile. It makes me feel a sense of accomplishment. There are so much things i like about you. I like your nose and your teeth. I like your hair. I like your hands, your muscles, I like the jokes you make, I like all the sweet messages you send me anytime of the day. I like every handmade card you made me, I like the way you and chia mary can sit down and watch tv. I like everything about you. I like you for who you are.

BUT I don't like it when you send me messages like you don't deserve me and you're unthoughful and all. I am responsible for making you think this way too.
I'm sorry that i haven't been a really nice person. Love you? Of course i do. But i haven't been understanding. I haven't really stood by you and support you in anything you wanted to do. All i did was to claim that i loved you and everything should be how i wanted it to be. I was wrong.

Love, i want you to know that...

I really love you and i want you to be happy. I'll do my best to do anything for you if it'd make you happy. I'll always support you in anything you do, I'll always stand by you, be it happy times or sad times or hard times. I'll always hold your hand and help you in any way I can.

Sometimes you just need someone to make you smile when you’re sad, someone to tell you you’re beautiful, someone to look forward to seeing you everyday. Someone to call you every night, someone to say I love you and mean it. Sometimes you just need someone.

Thank you yuan, for being that someone to me. You have been a really wonderful boyfriend. Now it's my turn to work to be understanding and supportive of you.

I love you, yuan. :)

#826.

2010-06-19T03:29:00.000+08:00

This ass left me in spore all alone while he went to M'sia with his family.
And i miss him! HAHAHAHAHAHHA
K so he left on thursday, and he only contacted me last evening! It's nice to receive his text and i feel happy cause he's coming back today!!!! :D
OH! And i baked cupcakes for him to welcome his return! HOHOHOHO

K so now patricia's at my place and we're going to bed now! HAHAHAHAH

P.S. I like painting nails and watching movies and gossiping in the middle of the night. (Y)

#825.

2010-06-17T18:17:00.008+08:00

K so yesterday was my birthday, also my chinese birthday AND dumpling festival or whatever festival you call that. HAHAHA

So early in the morning i went to godpa's house with chia mary to do prayers, and then i got prepared when we got home while yuan made his way to my place!

Yuan then stayed around for awhile before bringing me to Mr. Punch restaurant!

I like the setting of the restaurant!

It was a REALLY good decision to go there! We were like, next time we'll bring our kids here to view the toy museum and then we'll dine here again!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

So we ordered a set lunch each, it's a 3-course meal and worth for money!
The soup of the day was Cream of Mushroom and when the waiter said it, he was like, Oh that's great!! HAHAHAHAHA and he gave me that ^^ face!

This is my main course!! Pacific Cream Dory. Quite impressed by the decoration and quality was there!

Yuan's main course, Baked Chicken Roll! I liked it too!! HAHAHA

The dessert was cream based pudding but i forgot to take a picture of it! It's nice and yuan loves it! I didn't love it cause it was too creamy :( Anyway it came in this small petite cup. I like the cup more than the dessert!
HAHAHHAHHA

So after that, we paid the bill, we then walked around Bugis Junction before going back to Tampines to meet my family for dinner!
So we went to Icing Room to get the birthday cake, and i think that's like one of the happiest moments of my birthday! It was total fun doing it together with my loved one!

Yuan thinks it's ugly, i think it's messy but i still love it!
It's damn funny, we just drew without planning and in the end it went like, "<3 ZY Happy birthday Yihe". Totally distorted la!! HAHAHAH

We then went to BBQ Chicken to eat (bad decision) and cut cake!

So my birthday wasn't like a 'SURPRISE!!' thing, neither did it consist of flowers or balloons.

But that wasn't really as important as i thought it would be, cause ultimately i'm still blessed to have him celebrate my birthday for me, and with my family later on.
It may not be the best, but he definitely did his best.
Thank you for giving me yet another happy memory to keep in me.
I love you! :)

#824.

2010-06-16T22:07:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!! HAHAHAHAHAH

I totally enjoyed myself today!
I'll blog more when i upload the photos!

P.S. I love my boyfriend. We're gonna be stuck together for life.

:)

#823.

2010-06-15T23:11:00.003+08:00

Only my laptop would stick with me no matter what happened.
Only 'Friends' (the show) would stay by me through good times or bad times.

#822.

2010-06-15T18:17:00.002+08:00

Boredom is such a bitch.

K so i shall blog about yesterday.
Yuan came over and after that we headed to town. On the way there we bought a pair of watches!!! It's damn stupid and gay to get that colour! And because of that, now we look like kids. HAHAHAHAHA. We walked around Somerset@313, it's so bloody tiring and esp when you don't see anything you like, the feeling's like crap!
But before we left, i got a skirt from Cotton On. :D

We then walked all the way to Ion (mad tired), had BK for dinner cause i had a craving for it, and after that we bought a pair of t-shirts! Love it manzxzxz! HAHAHA and then yuan bought my birthday present!

Yuan also bought me two pairs of diamond studs, (i think we could have saved on that la HAHAHA) and i bought stickers to add to my collection! <3

Yesterday we spent alot. Thinking back, we could have saved some money. HAHA but at least we had fun together :)

So today, i woke up feeling sick, ended up watching Friends and i STILL LOVE THEM!!!!
The day passed in a blink. It's night time and time for bed again. HAHA

04x23 TOW Ross' Wedding

FUNNY TTM!!!!!!! :D :D :D
I cant wait for the A levels to be over so i can stayover with nithya and jiali to watch the entire series of Friends with them!!!! :D

#821.

2010-06-14T22:50:00.000+08:00

Today marks a new phase of our relationship :)

Shall blog tomorrow :D

#820.

2010-06-14T15:54:00.001+08:00

Sometimes in life, there really are bonds formed that can never be broken.
Sometimes you really can find that one person who will stand by you no matter what.

Maybe you'll find it in a spouse and celebrate it with your dream wedding, but there's also a chance that the one person you can count on for a lifetime,
a one person who knows you sometimes better than yourself,
is the same person who's been standing beside you all along.

#819.

2010-06-14T15:19:00.002+08:00

I TOTALLY HAVE NO PATIENCE.

I was feeling bored, so i created a blog for my cookies and the thing hanged halfway!!!
I lost all the changes made :( and yuan's alr on his way here.

I can only do it next time :(

Just now my mom and yuan had an 'indirect conversation' with each other over the phone.
FUNNY TTM.

Me: Check your bank acct later to see if the money's trf-ed alr ok!
Mom: Yeah and then got money can treat her on her birthday!
Yuan: Okay then we go hawker centre eat hokkien mee set!
Me: Noooooooo!
Mom: Not only treat her, still got us! HAHA
Yuan: K i'm gonna leave home soon.
Mom: V clever hor! Know got ba zhang(dumpling) then come!
Yuan: HAHA YEEESSS!
Me: On the way here check your bank acct k!
Mom: No.. on the way here buy dessert!
Yuan: I didn't hear anythinggggggggggggggggg!
Me: HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAA

K so now i need to shower and prepare!

Patri let's go tanning tomorrow!!!!

#818.

2010-06-13T14:17:00.002+08:00

It is really not easy.
But I'm sure we'll be fine.

#817.

2010-06-11T23:00:00.003+08:00

"this is the love i have found, and in this love i am found."

BUT AFTER I AM FOUND, MY LOVE FOUND SOCCER.

pftbh.

FUNNYMAN IS SUCH A BAD MAN.
He's not talking to me because he wants to watch Soccer!!! :(
And even when he does talk to me, he's so distracted and thinking whether did they goal or not!
FUNNYMAN IS REALLY A BAD MAN.

#816.

2010-06-11T11:38:00.003+08:00

Today shall be a non-yuan day!

I took out my butter, intending to bake today, but when i got to Blogger, they introduced me their new Blogger Template Designer. So i started playing with it and changed my blogskin!

I like all my blogskins! And i think blogger's blogskins are nice! I kind of miss my previous blogskin so maybe if i miss it too much i'll change it back! HAHAHAH

K so now i need to bake my cookies!

BYE!

#815.

2010-06-10T20:11:00.002+08:00

MY LIFE IS BORING.
MY LIFE REVOLVES AROUND BAKING, ADAM KHOO, FAMILY, INTERNET, TV, AND YUAN.

Today yuan came over to my place, we hung around on facebook and stuff, i then went to cook for yuan and he bought me carrot cake! <3 it ttm! HAHAHHA
Then we started playing in my room, he took all my nail polish and started painting my nails (not nice at all) and started painting his own! (how gay)

I then forced the nail polish remover on his fingers and after that he said: No wonder people like to go to manicures, because it's so comfortable! Help me buff my nails! (gay ttm!)
So we striked a deal, if he dug my ears for me i'd buff his nails for him. So he helped me to dig my ears but i never helped him to dig his or buff his nails. (What a bad girlfriend)
There was a part of my ear which hurt when he dug it, so i shouted pain! But he thought i was playing with him!!! AND HE DUG EVEN HARDER!! OMG until the 5th time i shouted pain, he was like:"ARE YOU FOR REAL?? I THOUGHT YOU PLAYING WITH ME EH!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHA"
HE LOL-ed like anything. pftbh

So after that i sent him to the bus stop, and he gave me his shirt (in his bag la) and told me to wear it before he leaves cause he don't want people to look at me! (What a selfish guy!!!) HAHAHHAHAHHAAA
But i likeeee (Oooh La Lah) HAHAHAHHAAH!! If yuan sees this he'd surely LOL!!

And yuan calls me a stupid girl. Even when i laugh out loud and make him laugh too, he'd hit me with the pillow and call me a stupid girl! So bad :(
He's my funnyman. See, i gave him such a nice nickname while he gave me such a bad one :( But i'm his stupid girl, so i'm only stupid to him! AND it's not like as if he's smarter than me la.
HAHAHA

I love yuan. But on the contrary, i hate copycats. TO THE MAX.

#814.

2010-06-10T13:33:00.002+08:00

Today, i took out the box of things yuan gave to me over the past one year plus, and i started to read the cards he gave me!

There's this card he gave me last year, it made me particularly happy. This card was given to me on the day i returned from Desaru, Malaysia. I went there with council and the house excos for the Nomadic Race.

Yuan's cards always consists of jokes and sweet nothings and his cards always make my eyes tear.

He made the card in red and white and he went smth like: Did you miss our country? Or you miss me more! HAHAHA
And on the left hand side it was rather empty with some words, like 'I NEED A HUG' and 'This was completed by cheeky round on -date, time-' His round is like a signature, it shows a round face with eyes and black specs, and a smile with crooked teeth shown. SO CUTE LA.

And there was a 'GOOD LUCK' card for my piano practical promos, there was a sentence which cracked me up! He said:' How could you bear to leave shiying to be the only j2 music student! You'll miss that crow right?' and 'JIA YOU!' with a bottle of oil he drew. Damn funny la! HAHAHAHA

But on some cards, he'd say smth like, study hard gf, we'll pass the promos together!
I feel like i'm such a letdown. I left him alone to go on to J2, and i even left him in the school while i went to pursue smth else. If i made more effort to study harder, maybe things wouldn't be like this today.

But one thing i am really grateful for, is that yuan is really supportive. He supports me in everything i do!

Okay he's on the way to my place now, we gonna spend some time together before he study while i do my baking!

Now, i needa go shower and start putting the photos to add on to my wall mural!

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

#813.

2010-06-08T22:11:00.002+08:00

So today... is T.U.E.S.D.A.Y.! It's Tuesdays With Yuan!!! :) :) :)

I woke up early in the morning to finish my cookie orders, bathed and prepared to meet yuan! :D

Yuan's classes ended at around 2, so we met up only at 3 plus. We were walking hand in hand, laughing with & at each other, and when we walked past the movie posters outside the mall, we suddenly decided to catch a movie! So we watched Sex And The City 2, (Oh ya! They didn't check our ICs!) and it's a really really funny movie! Some would say it's a movie to catch with your girlfriends, but i thought the guys enjoyed it too! I'm sure yuan enjoyed it!

Everytime smth funny happens, everyone would laugh, and yuan would laugh longer than others(i have no idea why) and then the laughter would end with his. It's DAMN funny!

In short, i enjoyed the movie with him! :D

Just this morning, i was thinking about the last time we caught a movie together. I told myself it was okay cause he's busy! And surprisingly we did today!

So we then went to BK to grab a bite, i felt so full that my stomach was going to explode! Yuan then walked me home cause i didn't want to take a bus, (how nice of him!) and while waiting for the bus with him, we started chatting and i really felt like i was the luckiest girl on earth! He really never fails to make me feel so blessed and fortunate.

He was telling me about his mom's friend who has cancer and is undergoing chemotherapy. I then asked him, "If i have to do chemo, would you dislike me because i have no hair?"
Yuan: No!
Me: Then would you take care of me? Everyday?
Yuan: Yes of course :)
Me: Then you must always be there to give me a bucket so that i can vomit!
Yuan: No, i will give you my mouth so that you can vomit into it!
Me: Then you better finish up every single bit of the vomit! Not any should be left in the side of your teeth!
Yuan: *Slurp*

He's damn gross la!!!
But he always cracks me up!
Cause he's my funnyman :)

Did i mention that my funnyman thinks i'm gullible and stupid? He called me a stupid girl cause i remembered his acct number wrongly! Okay i only remembered ONE number wrongly la! So he knocked the numbers into my head and said: REMEMBER OKAY!!!! REMEMBER ALR OR NOT!!
:(

Okay my forensic show is coming up nowwwwwwwwwwwww!
BYE!!!!!!!! :D

#812.

2010-06-07T22:34:00.003+08:00

On sunday, we brought the two kids to the beach. They looked so happy i had to take a snap of it and sent it to yuan. I bet he was jealous cause while they're having so much fun and i'm there, he's at home doing chemistry homework. WAHAHHAHAHAH

We then went to Parkway Parade, went for lunch at Fish And Co., and then we went to take these princess and prince shots. Queued DAMN long! My legs were so tired after that! But seeing them happy makes it worthwhile! :) I told yuan i wanna wear the Sleeping Beauty Princess Dress when i get married in future cause it's my favourite Disney princess! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH and he said okay!!! :D

The two kids then stayed over at our place, sleeping with two kids is no joke. I couldn't really sleep in peace cause i was worried they would suddenly wake up and cry!! It did happen at 4am, but luckily it was for a short while!
I then brought the kids to the field to play soccer (with yuan) and we had a mini picnic there! Chubby and i sat at the mat, took funny videos and photos, ate and drink while the boys+guy played soccer. Yuan really has a way with kids and he always likes to hang out with chubby more than justin! (I remember he likes girls more than boys!)
Here are two shots i like the most! There are many more shots which chubby took of me, and one of them is yuan's new display picture :p

Chubby calls me "pretty girl" and she calls yuan "smelly korkor"! Sometimes she'd tell him: You're smelly like a poo poo!

She's sooooooooooooooooooooo cute i could just squeeze her cheeks!

Yuan's been such a dear too! OH tomorrow is tuesday! It's Tuesdays With Yuan!! :D We're still deciding whether to eat at Gelare or the Ice Cream Cafe! Every tuesday we either eat ice cream or yoghurt! (So fattening!!!)

#811.

2010-06-04T22:20:00.002+08:00

Today we went to Corporation Pri again. Today's a better day than yesterday cause we were alr quite bonded AND MOST IMPORTANTLY WE HAD AIR CON :D

Had alot of fun, laughing and stuff. The kids are really cute and i always have this sense of satisfaction when i cheer a kid up!
They're so cute that yuan turned to me and said: Hey let's have a daughter in future. I want a daughter more than a son!
HAHAHA. Know why they're so cute? They always turn back to look at us, when we make some funny faces, they giggle and turn to their friend behind and ask them to look at us! But by the time they turn we'd pull a stern face and they'd be like: But just now ........' HAHAHHAHAHA

There was a girl, she forced me to take a photo and put it as her wallpaper in her handphone! OMG i was damn shocked.

We taught them the 'Where's the peanut' game while waiting for their break to end. They're sooooooooooooooo cute i tell you. If there was a booster session i'd definitely go back!! There're so much to talk about la, but my mind is like shutted and i can't recall much details. And while teaching them the game, a few of them took their phones out and started snapping away! We felt totally like animals on display la. HAHHAHAHA

Today yuan and i took a train there instead of taking daddy's car. We took a train down, slept throughout (on yuan's shoulder) :'), and halfway through the journey he suddenly held my hand, and all the way till we reached Boon Lay. :')
And idk how he did it, but he drank water with only his left hand, cause his right hand was holding my head so that when he wouldn't wake me up when his left arm moved. How sweet of him :)

We then went to Fairprice to get snacks and after work, we met jun and had dinner with him :) Been so long since i saw him and we're gonna meet only next year's CNY! HAHAHA
Took a train back to Tampines, intended to sleep but didn't in the end, we chatted and tickled each other. Yuan then sent me back, hung around my place to play with my two little cousins and i wanted to send him to the bus stop but he disallowed me because i was in my pjs. The moment when we parted, that hug and kiss from him totally gave me the feeling of bliss. The tight hug he gave me, makes me look forward to the next one. :)

#810.

2010-06-03T22:26:00.002+08:00

Today yuan became my big brother. HAHHAHAHAHA

We went to Corporation Primary today (Damn far i tell you).
Dad and i left home at around 6.10, went to grab coffee and then with yuan, we setted off to jurong! So when we were about to get down the car, i said to my dad: Thank you uncle!
OMG! I was damn damn damn shocked by what i said. We laughed like anything and it became the joke of the day!

We then went to have breakfast, i had a craving for Toast Box but i couldn't find one and jun was still sleeping so if i asked him he wouldn't reply me. So we settled for Macs and yuan was like a clown. Idk why early in the morning so hyperactive alr!
So we then took a bus there, there were only 2 'official' coaches there which is me and him, we then became their 'lao da'. -.-

It was fun to play with the kids. I enjoy my time better when i get to interact with the kids. Had a bit of trouble with those rather naughty and hyperactive kids, but trust me. They're so much more fun than the previous school i went to. I nearly wanted to kill myself la!

There were cute girls and boys there! Like really cute ones! Sounds quite sick but i'm not pervertic. I just find them so cute and amusing when they laugh and all. And they have REALLY good memories. I just did this particular thing once, folded something with a towel and they immediately knew and could remember how to fold it! Amazing right! I was like, damn. why they remember!!!

And yuan and i introduced ourselves as brothers and sisters. Some of them think we're married cause we wear black specs and black teeshirt. HAHAHAHAHAHHA
There was a girl, she said she wanna marry yuan! Damn cute!

Tomorrow i shall try to snap some pictures with them! And i should post my gingerbread men online one day too!

Yesterday, yuan came over and he reached when i finished baking my gingerbread men. He then made pancakes with my little brother and sister. How nice :)

K i'm gonna go to bed now, recharge my energy for tomorrow! (Totally drained out) HAHAHHA

#809.

2010-06-02T20:41:00.002+08:00

Have i ever blogged about the things yuan and i do at home?

We like to dig each other's ears!
Sounds sick right? I always feel this fuzzy feeling when yuan digs my ear for me! Even if it's totally clean i'd still ask him to continue and i'd say: I still feel smth inside! Dig somemore!

Yuan would always say: Okay enough! Damn clean alr la! Now my turn!!

But his ears are always clean! Then everytime i tell him his ears are clean, he'd insist it's dirty and refuse to get out of my lap! He'd close his eyes and i believe he feels that fuzzy feeling!

That's the kind of bliss i have and i'm contented.

#808.

2010-05-30T15:27:00.002+08:00

THE TWO MOST IMPORTANT MEN IN MY LIFE. :)

So yesterday, we celebrated Dad's Chubby's and Aunt Flo's birthday together at aunt flo's condo function room. Left home to meet Guodong to pass him his cookies, then went to pick godpa and family up because justin had golf lessons. Spent about an hour at the golf course before heading to aunt flo's home. The kids went swimming and shortly after that dad mom and i went to meet yuan at City Square Mall. We had yoghurt (alot of them) and then we headed back. They were still swimming and playing with their water guns, suddenly yuan started playing with them!! At first ryan wasn't sure if he could play with yuan, but then dad encouraged him!! So yuan VS justin and ryan, he obviously lost!! He got all drenched and cold! HAHA it was really funny to see them play :p

We sneaked out to take a stroll, but we stopped at the pool because we saw a really cute cat! First time i let a cat rub itself on my naked skin (As in i'm not wearing jeans or smth) HAHAHA.

After that was dinner, yuan was such a dear (as usual). Helped me to peel prawns, even though he himself ate the prawns with the shells even though he knows he's allergic! I'm so gonna peel the prawns for him in future so that i make sure he doesn't eat them together! :)

After that we just slacked around, took photos, cut the cake and stuff, laughed around and then Er Ge and his gf sent yuan home :)

Can't really remember much details, but i'm glad dad liked his present!! :D

#807.

2010-05-27T23:32:00.002+08:00

This card made me feel v touched. And smth creepy, we wrote nearly the same stuff for each other. Writing our full names and thanking each other for the same things, etc! Nearly the same!!!

Today i went to school to deliver cookies, went down to town with yuan and yingling. We had fun, i bought two dresses and three belts! :D

Tired ttm.

#806.

2010-05-26T19:59:00.002+08:00

Today's a bad day. _|_

#805.

2010-05-25T16:14:00.003+08:00

Today is the 25th again, and it's the 13th 25th i've spent with yuan :)

Do you have the feeling of bliss when you work till late to come up with a gift for your loved ones, you have no time to call/text him, but it doesnt matter cause he's also busy doing something for you?
I felt the feeling last night. We both made a card for each other till 1am, waited for each other before falling asleep together (on our own beds la!) HAHAHHAA

Yuan's phone batt is dead, and he's prolly on the way to my house. He's gonna bring me out YAY!! :D
Can't wait to see what card he did for me, shall take a picture of it!! :)
And the picture above is the BIG card i made for him. I like it! :p

#804.

2010-05-23T22:55:00.004+08:00

So what have i been doing?

Mr Poon's birthday present :)

Studying with yuan always ends up like this. Yuan even wrote smth cheesy for me. Literally. HAHAHAHA

Yesterday i went to Wild Wild Wet with my family. Yuan was supposed to come but he couldn't come in the end. His ticket is still in my bag! :(

My siblings have muscles and all. But i'm all skin and bones (and fats). Yuan ordered me to do sit ups at home! So far how many done? ZERO. ;)

So today yuan came over to my place to make up for not turning up yesterday! He came over while i was still sleeping!! So we went to lunch with my family, funny moments and after that he hung around before going to AMK to meet his friends. I love all the times we spend together! He saw his card on my table but he refused to take it or open it. He wants it only on tuesday when he comes to meet me! 25th is our month-sary and it's Tuesday! Every Tuesday is pure indulgence day at haagen dazs!! :D We had haagen dazs last tues, this tues i wanna have frolick yoghurt!! (See why i need to do sit ups?) Tuesday is our 'dating day'. HAHHAHAHAAHA

Daddy's birthday is approaching. Starting from yesterday i've been working on the scrapbook present for him! It's tiring and it requires alot of patience! But i completed it (halfway), now i need to get photos printed and i can get it done by the day of the party!! (Yuan's invited too, i hope he can come!) :D

K he's online!!! :D BYE!

#803.

2010-05-19T23:03:00.002+08:00

Mr Poon: Very nice. Thanks. ;)
Me: Hahahha mr poon sasy the cookies very nice! :)
Yuan: Woah! For him to say that, it should really mean that it's good :)
Me: Yeah i thought of that!! :D i happy leh. It means more than you saying it is nice! Hahhahahaahahhahahahahah
Yuan: I know.
Me: Aiyo.. Don't like that leh.. You know i don't mean it that way right?
Yuan: Aiyo.. Don't like that leh.. You know i don't mean it that way right? Hahaha. Exactly what i want to reply you

DO YOU BELIEVE?? IT'S EXACTLY THE SAME!!!! HAHAHAHAAH HARD TO BELIEVE! We always have instances where we say the same things at the same time, or when we do smth alr expected by the other party, but this time it's exactly the same words!! Even the dot dot all the same!!! HAAHHAHAHAHAH

Just when i thought i could take a short break from the baking, I got like new orders and ALOT of them! Mom says thinking of it makes her scared, i said thinking of it makes me tired and wanna sleep!!! HAHAHAHAAHA
So sorry to yuan, cause i wouldn't be free to go out with him on friday! He asked me out to eat laksa with him. HAHAHHHA!
Okay not so lame as it thinks la, laksa because we wanna reminisce the past!! :)
But i have to bake and bake and bake :(

I always have weird dreams.
There was a day i told shiying i dreamt that she was murdered! And today i told nithya and jiali i dreamt that they stayed over at my place to watch Friends! K a nicer dream. HAHAHAHA
And i also dreamt that i had huge red spots on my body because i baked too much (-.-) and i sat outside Wild Wild Wet for the doctor to come and clear my red spots before i went in to suntan!! SO LAME! HAHAHAHAHAH!!!

K so yuan replied me and he said,
Hahaha! I meant just nice la, your msg was sth like what i would reply. I was kidding
Me: Idiot!!!
Yuan: Can't believe you went to check. Hahaha.
Me: Hahahhahhhhaahahahahahha what's wrong?!?!?!?! Cannot check meh!!!!!!!!!!!
Yuan: Who's the idiot now? Haha!
Me: Don't friend you alr :(
Yuan: Don't worry la, i won't tell the world what you did :)

SO MEAN RIGHT THIS BOYFRIEND!!!!!!
HAHAHHAHAHHHAH

I have a really really retarded boyfriend. Today we were walking to the interchange when we smelt soyabean, so we went downstairs to buy. And while walking the same way the second time, (with the soya bean drink in his hand) he said: i feel like buying soya bean. Let's go! That was exactly what he said before that -.-
HAHAHAHHAA k i think i'm crazy. It's as if only i understand what i just typed.

K i'm going to sleep! Work at Chongzheng Primary tomorrow! :)
Hope to get cute kids like that time when i was at Rosyth with yuan! :)
BYE!!!

#802.

2010-05-18T22:54:00.002+08:00

Today i had an enjoyable day with yuan :)

Woke up and went to Phoon Huat with dad and mom, mom and i then went to see bro's teacher. After that we went home, baked cookies (i only baked one batch) and i went to prepare to meet yuan.

We went to Haagen Dazs cause porky pig said there was some free cone thingy, but i got scammed by him!! We ended up buying 3 scoops and we got a complimentary scoop cause members get special treatment on tuesdays!!!! :D We wanted to dine in and we'd have 30% discount but then we decided not to. So yuan chose rum raisin and mango with passionfruit, while i chose strawberry (as usual) and Mac Nut. I wanted two scoops of strawberry! But yuan didn't want :(

So anyway his rum raisin were like melty and its alcoholic smell overpowered my poor strawberry icecream :( He even ate the icecream with the mac nut cookies i baked him!! HAHAHAHA

We then walked around, went to Popular to buy stuffs and bought quite a number of pens! Two pens he bought cause he liked it and one pen is like totally redundant! We bought it because it looked "Different" and "Special", compared to the others. Shall take a photo of it one day!! HAHAHAHHA. Sis was damn fascinated when we showed her! Same, we were damn fascinated when we discovered it. Actually no big deal la, we just liked it alot. HEHHHEHHHEH

We then walked around, went to Fairprice to get baking paper, and we headed to my place for dinner! Mom ate with us and the conversations were damn funny.
We then hung out at my place till around 9 before he went home!

I really enjoyed today :) even though i'm damn tired now!

K anyway i bought a book to write all my reflections from the cookie baking business, and i'm gonna start on it now while waiting for yuan! BYE!! :D

#801.

2010-05-17T20:26:00.002+08:00

Just finished baking and there are new orders. Tomorrow i gotta head down to Phoon Huat (again) to buy more containers.

Today i completed mr poon's birthday present. I baked him cookies, just that it's a different kind of jar. Hope he likes it!! :)

I feel so tired. And lazy. Today i haven't spoken to yuan. He said he'd call me when he gets home cause his phone battery went flat but he haven't called me since. :(

I feel like buying a nice notebook to write my reflections for my cookie business!! :D

#800.

2010-05-17T10:47:00.002+08:00

HI TODAY IS MONDAY AND I HAVE TO START BAKING AGAIN.

I got a few jobs now, which is like what i did with yuan during the march holidays, i'm going to primary schools to be a coach, but this time not with yuan, with my mom. And we've calculated, i'll prolly earn about 800 bucks but i have to give it to the family, only gonna have 100 bucks from there :(

So i'll still be broke when i go out shopping even though i've worked. SUCKS!

K i better sell more cookies, cause the profit from the cookie making is mine!

Today i gonna work hard and sell cookies, BYE!!

#799.

2010-05-16T17:28:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR POON!!!!! :D

K today i told mom i don't wanna bake because i wanna pack my room, it's near evening but i haven't really packed yet!!! :(

I'm GONNA GO NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!

I'll update more when i finish packing my room!!!
BYE:D

#798.

2010-05-14T11:28:00.002+08:00

Yesterday yuan and I had an argument. It lasted for about half an hour before we decided to take a shower and cool down. So we hung up, and less than half a minute later he called me back. He said loads of stuff that made me cry. Not because he said something that upsetted me, but i was really touched by what he said.

Today is more baking again.
I have been going to Phoon Huat nearly everyday.
Today i finally succeeded with the new oven! YAY :D

Heading to Ikea soon to get more photo frames!!! :)
And meeting guodong to pass him his cookies, and meeting auntie for dinner!

Hopefully yuan can come over tomorrow!

And mom asked us out to go to Wild Wild Wet together, she got some free tickets to the family day or smth like this.
Told yuan about it and he said: But i shy leh. HAHAHHAAHHHA!!
Cute ttm!

K so bye.

#797.

2010-05-13T12:46:00.002+08:00

So yesterday yuan and i went to catch The Back Up Plan,
it was a happy day spent with him.
I hope we'll spend more happy days together even though i know he's too busy!!

We rushed out of school to buy tickets, and went to grab a bite at the foodcourt. And he left my blazer at the dessert counter. (By the way their dessert suck!!!)
HAHAHAHAHAHA

So later we're going to collect it back, and i have more cookie orders.
I hope i can do some tomorrow so i don't have to finish them today cause i wanna go to AMK with yuan!!!!!

I'm glad i have yuan whenever i feel unhappy.
It's funny that he feels more sadness when something unhappy happens to me!
But when we part, i start to feel the sadness and disappointment.
But life is such, i have to think positive, and tell myself i still have great friends around and i have a loving family and a wonderful boyfriend!
:)

And a big thank you to those who praised my cookies. I never knew it was that nice. I don't know if it's me or everyone's like this, but i really dislike eating something i bake. Even if it's nice. HAHAHAHHAHA!

And i love my brother. CUTE TTM!
K my sister isn't as cute but she has her funny side which i love too.
HAHHAHAHHA

K now i'm going to bake again :(

#796.

2010-05-12T22:24:00.002+08:00

What should you do, if the people you thought were 'Friends' do not treat you as their friends anymore?
Meeting up once a month to catch up, staying in contact all the way till 10 years later when we all are teachers, plan to get into the same school to teach in the same school?
When you thought this could really be the real friends that would stick together for the next decade, you find out that they have already turned their backs against you and treated others as their friends, planning about what they should say, thinking twice about how to answer a simple question like 'do you have cca later?', choosing only somethings to say, how should you react? How would you react?

How would you react, if this is the friend you call up crying when you quarrel with your boyfriend, if this is the friend you talk to about anything and everything under the sun, this is the friend whom you pass messages with in class, laugh over everything, and if this is the friend whom you hang out the most with, you go to a favourite toilet everyday like a routine?

How would you react if you realise your two best friends signal to each other, quickly change a topic when you come, look at each other with messages in their eye contact whenever you say something? How would you react if you realise all these are happening because you have been away from them for only a week or so?

How would you react if you realised that this friendship you thought could last for a decade, was actually so fragile and gone within a week?

#795.

2010-05-11T16:29:00.003+08:00

Do you remember the nights
We'd stay up just laughing
Smiling for hours
At anything
Remember the nights
We drove around crazy in love

When the lights go out
We'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be a dream

I love you, that's why.

#794.

2010-05-10T20:53:00.002+08:00

So, i'm not as understanding as i thought i already was.

Today i made a mistake.
I feel so guilty over that mistake i made.

Yuan said: Daryl wants one $5 one.
Me: Ok:)
Yuan: I want you, the priceless one.

:')

i really can't figure out why he knows the right time to give me assurance. :')