I'M SO UN-SATISFIED WITH MY BLOG.
i seriously must spend a day to perfect it man.
LOL.
i'm a perfectionist you know.
gosh,
just now was shopping,
now im going shopping again.
this time with my parents.
LOL.
i seriously should start on my hol homework,
and i have PLENTY of amaths worksheet.
who would like to help me with it? xP
Saturday, May 31, 2008
#229.
my handsome, cute, suave, etc., godpa. xD
my handsome, cute, suave, etc etc, daddy and godpa. xDDD
look at my handsome father and godfather.
LOL.
oh yes. my dad's wearing that $1 shirt. LOLOLOLOL.
note: the picture's nothing to do with renny. x)
anyway,
went to order the mug for ms lim,
met up with eugene and yizhen,
and soon after wanjing came.
so eugene&yizhen left first,
while wanjing and i continued to shop.
went to popular to buy paper,
and then buy facial foam,
walked around to buy hair clips,
and seriously,
the shopping habit is back.
we realyl saw alot of stuff which we would normally miss,
like shoes, bags, dresses, etc.
we've decided to buy all these man.
and that particular dress i saw,
omfg. it's EFFING beautiful.
they all say i look damn nice in it,
but wanjing says IM TOO SHORT!
so the dress looks longer on me.
but with the heels, i look great.
omfg, i really am going to buy that dress.
but the lady said,
there's only 8 of them,
and these 8 are of different colours.
so if someone buys that green one,
gone case.
))))))))):
oh and that Rachael G shop,
we saw this pair of shoes that looked like cinderella's glass shoes.
it's affordable,
but REALLY PAINFUL.
and this not pain heels,
with DAMN DAMN HIGH heels.
we've decided to buy them too.
LOL.
then this handbag,
very very very classic.
this is a MUST GET.
omg.
now you know that the shopping habit is back.
omg omg omg omg.
mummy says i have a weird habit,
i love to buy shoes.
whether suitable or not.
and yes,
if you realise,
i always wear slippers,
if not only a pair of pumps.
i hardly touch the rest, unless i go to work.
and now that pair of pumps is spoiled.
):
happy birthday. (:
"Happiness isn't something you experience; it's something you remember."
-Oscar Levant
Friday, May 30, 2008
#228.
IT'S THE END OF STRUCTURED PROGRAMME! :DDDDDD
officially.
i will still have english remedial, science practicals,
and WORST OF ALL, dnt.
im effing tired now,
eugene just made me lose 99% of my energy
on editing the photo for ms lim.
lol.
and then lots of thankyou-s to wanjing,
for helping me scan the background picture.
yes, the background is hand-drew by me.
i spent 45 minutes on it!
but now,
im still trying to edit the colour.
it's too striking.
so, stay tuned! LOL.
oh yes, the new gatsby ad is effing sparstic.
serious.
mrs siow went to do her eyelashes!
nice, i would say.
but mr siow thinks she looks ridiculous.
and then what she said really made me laugh.
she said, she feels like a camel.
and then she added, if it rains,
the bottom part of her eyes would be dry.
we laughed,
and then joy laughed only like seconds after that.
we were like, so slow!
HAHA.
but the way she reacted was fuggin cute man.
then she asked if i was still at yamaha,
see, even joy knows how long liza has been working for yamaha.
sigh.
called ronald BROTHER this morning,
asked him about some drum thingy,
then he started to mock at me,
disturb me, and whatsoever.
LOL man.
im so glad we're fine now. :)
oh yes,
heman wanna join me after the o's! xDDD
okay, he's a good friend alright.
later he say i never give him credits.
you once said,
you dont really care about your birthday.
it's who remembers it that matters.
well, i remembered your birthday.
dont matter if you know or not,
happy birthday darling.
"Laughter is by definition healthy."
-Doris Lessing
officially.
i will still have english remedial, science practicals,
and WORST OF ALL, dnt.
im effing tired now,
eugene just made me lose 99% of my energy
on editing the photo for ms lim.
lol.
and then lots of thankyou-s to wanjing,
for helping me scan the background picture.
yes, the background is hand-drew by me.
i spent 45 minutes on it!
but now,
im still trying to edit the colour.
it's too striking.
so, stay tuned! LOL.
oh yes, the new gatsby ad is effing sparstic.
serious.
mrs siow went to do her eyelashes!
nice, i would say.
but mr siow thinks she looks ridiculous.
and then what she said really made me laugh.
she said, she feels like a camel.
and then she added, if it rains,
the bottom part of her eyes would be dry.
we laughed,
and then joy laughed only like seconds after that.
we were like, so slow!
HAHA.
but the way she reacted was fuggin cute man.
then she asked if i was still at yamaha,
see, even joy knows how long liza has been working for yamaha.
sigh.
called ronald BROTHER this morning,
asked him about some drum thingy,
then he started to mock at me,
disturb me, and whatsoever.
LOL man.
im so glad we're fine now. :)
oh yes,
heman wanna join me after the o's! xDDD
okay, he's a good friend alright.
later he say i never give him credits.
you once said,
you dont really care about your birthday.
it's who remembers it that matters.
well, i remembered your birthday.
dont matter if you know or not,
happy birthday darling.
"Laughter is by definition healthy."
-Doris Lessing
Thursday, May 29, 2008
#227.
OMFG,
i just wasted 3 hours on the comp
trying to edit my blog.
apparently,
things that i like dont seem to go together.
lol.
I WAS LATE FOR SCHOOL TODAY!
details dont matter,
but office boy was cute!
the three of us, and syafiq was late.
he nearly died when he saw 4 consecutive late-comers from the same class.
LOL.
anyway, im effing tired now.
i've finished learning relative velocity!
it's a GREAT achievement,
and i did feel a sense of satisfaction.
Though,
i still dont like those aeroplanes to fly about.
lol.
today had 5 bars of kinder bueno,
and i learnt my lesson.
DONT TAKE TOO MUCH CHOCOLATE.
caused me to feel so unwell.
jinhwee kept asking me if i was okay,
and he still asked if listening music would help. -.-
and eugene,
kept disturbing me,
and kept saying those horny stuff.
LOL.
kudos to mr leung,
advised me on the teaching thingy.
thanks man. :D
oh yes,
we had this oscar thingy,
and a music teacher was advised cuz of my interests and abilities.
cool, and i was also told i could be an author. =.-
but the printout showed that i should be a waitress.
pftbh.
eileen's damn cute.
she was so pissed when the paper showed that she should be an author.
LOLOL.
ah. i was nearly cheated couple of hours ago.
some guy called and crapped.
so i told him off nicely,
and i doubt he'll call again.
wat not sales gimmicks and win dunno what prize.
lame shit.
and im so gonna make jun fret over what to get.
LOLOL.
okay, either i continue to edit my blog,
or i go to sleep.
im effing tired!
"Intuition is truly a feminine quality, but women should not mistake rash conclusions for this gift."
-Minna Antrim
i just wasted 3 hours on the comp
trying to edit my blog.
apparently,
things that i like dont seem to go together.
lol.
I WAS LATE FOR SCHOOL TODAY!
details dont matter,
but office boy was cute!
the three of us, and syafiq was late.
he nearly died when he saw 4 consecutive late-comers from the same class.
LOL.
anyway, im effing tired now.
i've finished learning relative velocity!
it's a GREAT achievement,
and i did feel a sense of satisfaction.
Though,
i still dont like those aeroplanes to fly about.
lol.
today had 5 bars of kinder bueno,
and i learnt my lesson.
DONT TAKE TOO MUCH CHOCOLATE.
caused me to feel so unwell.
jinhwee kept asking me if i was okay,
and he still asked if listening music would help. -.-
and eugene,
kept disturbing me,
and kept saying those horny stuff.
LOL.
kudos to mr leung,
advised me on the teaching thingy.
thanks man. :D
oh yes,
we had this oscar thingy,
and a music teacher was advised cuz of my interests and abilities.
cool, and i was also told i could be an author. =.-
but the printout showed that i should be a waitress.
pftbh.
eileen's damn cute.
she was so pissed when the paper showed that she should be an author.
LOLOL.
ah. i was nearly cheated couple of hours ago.
some guy called and crapped.
so i told him off nicely,
and i doubt he'll call again.
wat not sales gimmicks and win dunno what prize.
lame shit.
and im so gonna make jun fret over what to get.
LOLOL.
okay, either i continue to edit my blog,
or i go to sleep.
im effing tired!
"Intuition is truly a feminine quality, but women should not mistake rash conclusions for this gift."
-Minna Antrim
#226.
And as I look into your eyes
I see an angel in disguise
Sent from God above
For me to love
To hold and idolise
And as I hold your body near
I'll see this month through to a year
And then forever on
Til life is gone
I'll keep your loving near
And now I've finally found my way
To lead me down this lonely road
All I have to do
Is follow you
To lighten up my load
You treat me like a rose
You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
And gave me air so I can breathe
You open doors that close
In a world where anything goes
You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose
And when I feel like hope is gone
You give me strength to carry on
Each time I look at you
There's something new
To keep our loving strong
I hear you whisper in my ear
All of the words I long to hear
Of how you'll always be
Here next to me
To wipe away my tears
And now I've finally found my way
To lead me down this lonely road
All I have to do
Is follow you
To lighten up my load
You treat me like a rose
You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
And gave me air so I can breathe
You opened doors I closed
In a world where anything goes
You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose
And though the seasons change
Our love remains the same
You face the thunder
When the sunshine turns to rain
Just like a rose
You treat me like a rose
You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
And gave me air so I can breathe
You opened doors I closed
In a world where anything goes
You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose
You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
#225.
I HAVE NO MORE RIBENA!
))))):
anyway,
morning was chem, followed by english.
english after english.
i swore i nearly died.
died of boredom.
Luckily,
i had jun to keep me company.
LOL.
though he nearly made me vomit blood.
i told him," i got a very good feeling that we're gonna eat air if we dont decide what to eat."
he said, "good wat. free de." and ask me if i want ex or cheap.
of course if he's paying, expensive is not a problem for me right? xD
and he said to eat macdonald. pftbh.
i said, i want something that cannot be found in the east.
so he said, he cook.
LOL! this really set me curious man.
i wonder if it's edible.
THOUGH, his mum prepares great food,
it doesnt mean that he'll inherit that set of genes.
LOL.
so i decided, i wanna eat tangyuan!
but of course cannot let him cook,
if not i'll have to marry him.
damn. im not gonna risk that man.
HAHHAHAHA.
anyway, a little background on what happens usually,
everytime we meet up,
i'll make him come down to the east.
and everytime we spend loads of time deciding what to eat,
and we end up with either macdonalds or kfc.
so apparently i got sick of it,
and decided to look for him instead.
BOON LAY OKAY!
but im not exactly nice.
is shun bian one. x)
and i also got sick of macdonalds,
so this time it's hands-on man.
xD
though havent decided on what to make,
i wanna try the spaghetti mummy tried that day!
okay, now i gotta prepare to teach.
):
"If I know what love is, it is because of you."
-Anonymous
))))):
anyway,
morning was chem, followed by english.
english after english.
i swore i nearly died.
died of boredom.
Luckily,
i had jun to keep me company.
LOL.
though he nearly made me vomit blood.
i told him," i got a very good feeling that we're gonna eat air if we dont decide what to eat."
he said, "good wat. free de." and ask me if i want ex or cheap.
of course if he's paying, expensive is not a problem for me right? xD
and he said to eat macdonald. pftbh.
i said, i want something that cannot be found in the east.
so he said, he cook.
LOL! this really set me curious man.
i wonder if it's edible.
THOUGH, his mum prepares great food,
it doesnt mean that he'll inherit that set of genes.
LOL.
so i decided, i wanna eat tangyuan!
but of course cannot let him cook,
if not i'll have to marry him.
damn. im not gonna risk that man.
HAHHAHAHA.
anyway, a little background on what happens usually,
everytime we meet up,
i'll make him come down to the east.
and everytime we spend loads of time deciding what to eat,
and we end up with either macdonalds or kfc.
so apparently i got sick of it,
and decided to look for him instead.
BOON LAY OKAY!
but im not exactly nice.
is shun bian one. x)
and i also got sick of macdonalds,
so this time it's hands-on man.
xD
though havent decided on what to make,
i wanna try the spaghetti mummy tried that day!
okay, now i gotta prepare to teach.
):
"If I know what love is, it is because of you."
-Anonymous
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
#224.
THE MATHS PAPER WAS KILLER.
yes, it nearly killed me.
the paper came,
i opened it,
first thing that came into my mind was wtf?
and it's crappy when we decide to concentrate on two chapters,
and burn the rest.
cuz,
when you see the question paper,
you get jumpy over how to do it,
and MIRACULOUSLY,
you cant tell what's algebra and what's trigo.
serious.
anyway,
at least i got a sense of satisfaction when i managed to solve some questions,
and the number of questions solved were considered alot,
though not as fantastic as leon who solved 11+ questions.
sounds pathetic when the paper has 35 questions,
but it's really an achievement to solve like 5?
LOL.
and dammit!
no calculators allowed.
i dont know how i divided, 2008/3 can get 666.
damn me man.
anyway,
end of maths olympiad,
dont mean end of maths torture.
went to tuition at 2,
left the place only at like 7+pm.
pftbh.
relative velocity sucks BIG TIME.
what relative to this to that.
just drive the damn plane,
or just swim across the damn river lah!
what for calculate the resultant!
just like permutation and combinations,
what this guy don wanna sit with this girl,
so how many ways to arrange.
just sit together lah.
solve all my problems.
LOL.
and differentiation and integration,
someone tell me what's the point of learning them?
as if when im old,
i'll go to the market and differentiate the mass of the fish
and see if it's a good buy.
LOL.
that's what i always tell afeeq and the rest,
when i get pissed with maths.
why am i grumbling!
later still gotta do emaths notes for yensoon.
BOO HOO.
im sick of maths.
oh yes,
yesterday's sight was really unsightly.
jinhwee, varian, zakee, eileen and i were laughing our asses off.
the minimart auntie summore very cute,
said:" ee, mei you chuan bu shi liang liang de?"
lame shit.
we couldnt stop laughing.
but it's too horny.
i wont spell it out here.
LOLOLOL.
oh yes,
bev stop laughing at me!
it's not funny when u get bird shit on your shoulder!
xDDDD
you know,
im really sick and tired of you always going against what i say.
i have my own ego, friend.
"We better tolerate imperfect friends. Perfect ones wouldn’t tolerate us."
-Anonymous
yes, it nearly killed me.
the paper came,
i opened it,
first thing that came into my mind was wtf?
and it's crappy when we decide to concentrate on two chapters,
and burn the rest.
cuz,
when you see the question paper,
you get jumpy over how to do it,
and MIRACULOUSLY,
you cant tell what's algebra and what's trigo.
serious.
anyway,
at least i got a sense of satisfaction when i managed to solve some questions,
and the number of questions solved were considered alot,
though not as fantastic as leon who solved 11+ questions.
sounds pathetic when the paper has 35 questions,
but it's really an achievement to solve like 5?
LOL.
and dammit!
no calculators allowed.
i dont know how i divided, 2008/3 can get 666.
damn me man.
anyway,
end of maths olympiad,
dont mean end of maths torture.
went to tuition at 2,
left the place only at like 7+pm.
pftbh.
relative velocity sucks BIG TIME.
what relative to this to that.
just drive the damn plane,
or just swim across the damn river lah!
what for calculate the resultant!
just like permutation and combinations,
what this guy don wanna sit with this girl,
so how many ways to arrange.
just sit together lah.
solve all my problems.
LOL.
and differentiation and integration,
someone tell me what's the point of learning them?
as if when im old,
i'll go to the market and differentiate the mass of the fish
and see if it's a good buy.
LOL.
that's what i always tell afeeq and the rest,
when i get pissed with maths.
why am i grumbling!
later still gotta do emaths notes for yensoon.
BOO HOO.
im sick of maths.
oh yes,
yesterday's sight was really unsightly.
jinhwee, varian, zakee, eileen and i were laughing our asses off.
the minimart auntie summore very cute,
said:" ee, mei you chuan bu shi liang liang de?"
lame shit.
we couldnt stop laughing.
but it's too horny.
i wont spell it out here.
LOLOLOL.
oh yes,
bev stop laughing at me!
it's not funny when u get bird shit on your shoulder!
xDDDD
you know,
im really sick and tired of you always going against what i say.
i have my own ego, friend.
"We better tolerate imperfect friends. Perfect ones wouldn’t tolerate us."
-Anonymous
Monday, May 26, 2008
#223.
IT'S MATHS AGAIN.
i promised stupid that i'll do maths,
so i switched off the comp and did it.
but why am i online again?
cuz he asked me to.
pftbh.
the maths questions are killing my brain cells!
"The best things in life are never rationed. Friendship, loyalty, love do not require coupons."
-George T. Hewitt
i promised stupid that i'll do maths,
so i switched off the comp and did it.
but why am i online again?
cuz he asked me to.
pftbh.
the maths questions are killing my brain cells!
"The best things in life are never rationed. Friendship, loyalty, love do not require coupons."
-George T. Hewitt
#222.
!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*
i just got some bird shit on my shoulder!
BLOODY HELL!
i dont mean to swear, but it's like effing gross.
anyway,
today's mt paper suck.
i dont think i'll do well.
came online yesterday,
wanted to see if that someone would wish me.
but he didnt.
i waited the entire morning,
but to no avail.
im so disappointed.
"Happiness is like a cloud, if you stare at it long enough, it evaporates."
-Sarah McLachlan
i just got some bird shit on my shoulder!
BLOODY HELL!
i dont mean to swear, but it's like effing gross.
anyway,
today's mt paper suck.
i dont think i'll do well.
came online yesterday,
wanted to see if that someone would wish me.
but he didnt.
i waited the entire morning,
but to no avail.
im so disappointed.
"Happiness is like a cloud, if you stare at it long enough, it evaporates."
-Sarah McLachlan
Sunday, May 25, 2008
#221.
"Success is not the key to happiness. Happiness is the key to success. If you love what you are doing, you will be successful."
-Herman Cain
-Herman Cain
#220.
"The mediocre teacher tells.The good teacher explains.The superior teacher demonstrate.The great teacher inspires."
-William Arthur Ward
-William Arthur Ward
#219.
DAMMIT!
omfg, what have i done!
i just accepted an interview on the 7th,
to be a part-time teacher in a music school!
dammit dammit dammit.
i shouldnt have accepted.
how to reject the offer?!
she actually wants me to go for the interview despite failing the theory!
omfg.
AHHHH!
im becoming mad!
omfg, what have i done!
i just accepted an interview on the 7th,
to be a part-time teacher in a music school!
dammit dammit dammit.
i shouldnt have accepted.
how to reject the offer?!
she actually wants me to go for the interview despite failing the theory!
omfg.
AHHHH!
im becoming mad!
#218.
I'VE BEEN SLEEPING LATE EVERY NIGHT,
I FEEL SO TIRED EVERYDAY,
AND MY EYES FEEL LIKE IT CANT EVEN OPEN!
THEY GET SWOLLEN AS A RESULT,
AND I SO FEEL LIKE SLEEPING FOR THE REST OF THE 24 HOURS!
omfg, i think im going back to the bed when i finish using the comp.
wanted to blog yesterday,
but stupid internet died on me.
SINGTEL SUCKS MAN.
anyway,
tuesday is maths olympiad,
but I HAVE NOT TOUCHED THE QUESTIONS FOR THE ENTIRE WEEK!
im dead meat.
oh yes,
yesterday learnt skating,
and i bet brandon was shocked.
LOL.
for 2 years, he couldnt get to coach me,
and failed to persuade me to learn.
but i did yesterday.
well, intially i really truly didnt want to.
skates turn me off. :D
but i still went,
and now im glad i went.
xDDDDD
this is how fate plays with you.
there was a short class to teach you how to fall and how to stand and blah,
and there were 4 coaches there.
so they took turns to take a class and coach them.
i saw this handsome, but he didnt teach my class! )):
instead, i got this quite handsome but attitude suck guy.
actually not exactly attitude,
but he just didnt like my family.
so anyway,
daddy and i had fun laughing at each other!
HAHAHA.
mummy and brother didnt have to learn, cuz they did so last week.
WITH THAT HANDSOME!
LOL.
so it sucks when you get yourself a coach that you dont like,
and he dont like you either.
the entire afternoon,
he would help anyone but not my family.
what kind of guy is this man?!
but guess what,
i didnt get the handsome for the group class,
but private lesson seemed better.
LOL.
and on the 8th, i have to go back again.
for the inline skating festival by SAMSUNG.
it's by samsung,
why am i involved?!
mummy says i just want to see that handsome.
LOL.
actually im only curious,
to see how his eyes look like.
LOLOLOL.
and im stuck with the show again,
i spent 3 hours blogging.
lol. i missed that show for an entire week!
so i think i'll take back my words about heading to the bed.
dammit.
something is seriously wrong with me. lol.
chatted with him for awhile,
and it's saddening to see him like that.
he put in so much effort in her,
but she's so ..
whatever,
it's none of my business.
"When I sit down at a piano, I feel what's going on in my life and what led up to it. Certain songs are born from that motivation."
-Corey Hart
I FEEL SO TIRED EVERYDAY,
AND MY EYES FEEL LIKE IT CANT EVEN OPEN!
THEY GET SWOLLEN AS A RESULT,
AND I SO FEEL LIKE SLEEPING FOR THE REST OF THE 24 HOURS!
omfg, i think im going back to the bed when i finish using the comp.
wanted to blog yesterday,
but stupid internet died on me.
SINGTEL SUCKS MAN.
anyway,
tuesday is maths olympiad,
but I HAVE NOT TOUCHED THE QUESTIONS FOR THE ENTIRE WEEK!
im dead meat.
oh yes,
yesterday learnt skating,
and i bet brandon was shocked.
LOL.
for 2 years, he couldnt get to coach me,
and failed to persuade me to learn.
but i did yesterday.
well, intially i really truly didnt want to.
skates turn me off. :D
but i still went,
and now im glad i went.
xDDDDD
this is how fate plays with you.
there was a short class to teach you how to fall and how to stand and blah,
and there were 4 coaches there.
so they took turns to take a class and coach them.
i saw this handsome, but he didnt teach my class! )):
instead, i got this quite handsome but attitude suck guy.
actually not exactly attitude,
but he just didnt like my family.
so anyway,
daddy and i had fun laughing at each other!
HAHAHA.
mummy and brother didnt have to learn, cuz they did so last week.
WITH THAT HANDSOME!
LOL.
so it sucks when you get yourself a coach that you dont like,
and he dont like you either.
the entire afternoon,
he would help anyone but not my family.
what kind of guy is this man?!
but guess what,
i didnt get the handsome for the group class,
but private lesson seemed better.
LOL.
and on the 8th, i have to go back again.
for the inline skating festival by SAMSUNG.
it's by samsung,
why am i involved?!
mummy says i just want to see that handsome.
LOL.
actually im only curious,
to see how his eyes look like.
LOLOLOL.
and im stuck with the show again,
i spent 3 hours blogging.
lol. i missed that show for an entire week!
so i think i'll take back my words about heading to the bed.
dammit.
something is seriously wrong with me. lol.
chatted with him for awhile,
and it's saddening to see him like that.
he put in so much effort in her,
but she's so ..
whatever,
it's none of my business.
"When I sit down at a piano, I feel what's going on in my life and what led up to it. Certain songs are born from that motivation."
-Corey Hart
Friday, May 23, 2008
#217.
LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!
officially.
but next week is MT o's,
maths olympiad,
and structured programme.
PLUS english remedial,
chem, and D&T.
IM TIRED!
anyway,
today was the use your hands campaign.
and i seriously think it's effing lame.
had some time before break ended,
so jing hock eugene jinhwee and i headed to 4/2A classroom to play cards.
and during that campaign,
we had loads of fun.
like playing scissors paper stone to decide who shall clean the table,
whatsoever,
and AZRI kept pissing me off lah.
but both of us looked more like we were entertaining afeeq.
LOL.
and we played the whacky game,
and i SUCCEEDED in pulling out from the game JUST before i kena from jh.
xD
and hock hit my hand till my finger's skin came off!
stupid! stupid. LOL.
went for lunch after that,
and met bev.
she's still as cute as before,
see me must whack me a few times,
then the way she spoke to hock was effing funny.
shan and her were bickering,
and she asked me the way to the food court.
i claimed i didnt know the place well.
you should have seen hock and jing's faces.
LOLOL.
anyway,
im getting diabetic.
tuition just now was really tiring,
and i finished one whole packet of sweets.
one packet consisted of probably 50 over.
omfg, no more sweets for the week!
and i got really fed up with relative velocity,
i wished i could kill maths.
pftbh.
and BOO HOO!.
tomorrow have to go skating!
)))))))))))))))))):
i lost it again.
"The right word may be effective, but no word was ever as effective as a rightly timed pause."
-Mark Twain
in your life, you meet people. some you never think about again. some, you wonder what happened to them. there are some that you wonder if they ever think about you. and then there are some you wish you never had to think about again. but you do. it's like a coffee stain on a napkin, brown and used.
do you believe in wishes? i don't, not particularly. people say you could wish on pink cars, especially old ones. and stars of course, first stars and shooting stars. planes will do if they are the first light in the sky and look like stars. wish in tunnels, holding your breath and lifting your feet off the ground. birthday candles. baby teeth.
i didnt believe.
now i'm trying to.
officially.
but next week is MT o's,
maths olympiad,
and structured programme.
PLUS english remedial,
chem, and D&T.
IM TIRED!
anyway,
today was the use your hands campaign.
and i seriously think it's effing lame.
had some time before break ended,
so jing hock eugene jinhwee and i headed to 4/2A classroom to play cards.
and during that campaign,
we had loads of fun.
like playing scissors paper stone to decide who shall clean the table,
whatsoever,
and AZRI kept pissing me off lah.
but both of us looked more like we were entertaining afeeq.
LOL.
and we played the whacky game,
and i SUCCEEDED in pulling out from the game JUST before i kena from jh.
xD
and hock hit my hand till my finger's skin came off!
stupid! stupid. LOL.
went for lunch after that,
and met bev.
she's still as cute as before,
see me must whack me a few times,
then the way she spoke to hock was effing funny.
shan and her were bickering,
and she asked me the way to the food court.
i claimed i didnt know the place well.
you should have seen hock and jing's faces.
LOLOL.
anyway,
im getting diabetic.
tuition just now was really tiring,
and i finished one whole packet of sweets.
one packet consisted of probably 50 over.
omfg, no more sweets for the week!
and i got really fed up with relative velocity,
i wished i could kill maths.
pftbh.
and BOO HOO!.
tomorrow have to go skating!
)))))))))))))))))):
i lost it again.
"The right word may be effective, but no word was ever as effective as a rightly timed pause."
-Mark Twain
in your life, you meet people. some you never think about again. some, you wonder what happened to them. there are some that you wonder if they ever think about you. and then there are some you wish you never had to think about again. but you do. it's like a coffee stain on a napkin, brown and used.
do you believe in wishes? i don't, not particularly. people say you could wish on pink cars, especially old ones. and stars of course, first stars and shooting stars. planes will do if they are the first light in the sky and look like stars. wish in tunnels, holding your breath and lifting your feet off the ground. birthday candles. baby teeth.
i didnt believe.
now i'm trying to.
#216.
lost hopes and shattered dreams.
someone tell me what the f*ck is going on in the world!
i need help!
help help help!!
someone tell me what the f*ck is going on in the world!
i need help!
help help help!!
#215.
NOTE TO ALL O LVL MUSIC STUDENTS 2007,
there may be a gathering in june,
as requested by sanche.
so please do leave me a tag to tell me if you're interested!
majority wins,
thanks! :D
love,
rachael.
there may be a gathering in june,
as requested by sanche.
so please do leave me a tag to tell me if you're interested!
majority wins,
thanks! :D
love,
rachael.
Thursday, May 22, 2008
#214.
TODAY'S WANJING'S BIRTHDAY,
and it's so sad that IM THE LAST among the three of us.
BOO HOO!
anyway, this is what i found at home, which pissed wanjing off very much.
xD
oh yes, her birthday present.
kudos to mummy for helping me hunt for it.
and jing requested i draw something i've never drawn.
that's the disadvantage of letting her see too much.
WAHAHAHA.
so we went for dinner at E!hub,
and we obviously went to the place that served cheap and good food.
and why cheap?
cuz we went before 6pm,
and we enjoyed a 50% discount! ((:
so we ordered food,
and started cam-whoring!
look at STUPID'S stupid face! LOLOL.
we bring her out for dinner and she still show us face.
):
haha. she claims that she did smile.
NOTE: the word CLAIM.
and it's so sad that IM THE LAST among the three of us.
BOO HOO!
anyway, this is what i found at home, which pissed wanjing off very much.xD
oh yes, her birthday present.kudos to mummy for helping me hunt for it.
and jing requested i draw something i've never drawn.
that's the disadvantage of letting her see too much.
WAHAHAHA.
so we went for dinner at E!hub,
and we obviously went to the place that served cheap and good food.
and why cheap?
cuz we went before 6pm,
and we enjoyed a 50% discount! ((:
so we ordered food,
and started cam-whoring!
look at STUPID'S stupid face! LOLOL.
we bring her out for dinner and she still show us face.
):
haha. she claims that she did smile.
NOTE: the word CLAIM.
now she smiles wider. cuz she knows food's on the way.
er, yes. hock now joins us,
and we're too SHY to ask ppl take picture for us,
so we DIY,
and obviously im not a very fantastic photographer.
see?! she's unhappy with either my photography skills, or her phone.
THIS ISN'T FAIR.
their drink is free,
i ordered another one,
and MINE IS SMALLER!
!@#$%^&*.
well, i expected this to be rather nice, but was disappointed by the standard.
wanjing wanted this,
and i think she regretted,
cuz her cutting skills are as lousy as my photography skills!
LOL.
oh. i love this dish.
we all agreed i have taste,
cuz I ORDERED THE BEST DISH!
(applause please)
actually,
not that im that good.
i just knew how to read the menu better.
it says CHEF'S RECOMMENDATIOIN.
x)
and i had a hard time choosing the cake.
kindad budget,
cuz it wasnt practical to buy a big cake and the three of us share it.
i dont wanna grow fat,
and i believe jing wont want to more than i do. :P
but she BU LING QING! SEE HER FACE! :D
and her retribution.
cream ALL OVER HER MOUTH!
SO. people who know me,
know im a MATHS FREAK.
look at what i've done.
PERMUTATIONS.
hock didnt believe we can take 6 different pictures with 3 people.
well, i showed him the AMATHS way,
and that is to PERMUTATE.
fyi, for permutation, ORDER MATTERS! LOLOLOLOLOLOL.
the FIRST,
the SECOND,
the THIRD,
and this is th commercial.
we ran out of poses.
the FOURTH,
th FIFTH,
now it was their turn to fight.
the SIXTH.
not exactly the sixth actually,
first one failed,
cuz i couldnt stop laughing.
this group photo looks better right,
cuz WE DECIDED TO estimate.
hock didnt prewarn us that it would be black!
HOCK SAYS WE LOOK LIKE TOURISTS.
and he says im cute.
look exactly like how i should look.
PIG. )))):
DO WE NOT LOOK LIKE SINGAPOREANS?
LOL.
oh and this.
my hands nearly broke.
left abit, higer abit, wait! camera turned to standby mode.
i tell u,
one more time we had to do this,
i wont volunteer my hand. LOL.
this car is really cute.
we nearly got caught taking picture of it.
i saw the driver look at us okay!
yuck.
im too pretty for this guy.
LOLOLOL! hockie, dont kill me when u see this alright.
xD
anyway, i had to leave,
so we only did it till here.
oh yes.
there's this picture of wanjing pasting scotch-tape and ribbon all over her leg.
but im too lazy and tired to get the pic.
LOL.
chem lesson today,
mrs low flared up.
was kinda angry at him, who angered her.
ahh watever.
not the main point.
main point was the part where erica's phone suay suay rang.
so cute lah,
lucky she got her phone back.
xD
oh yes,
today's also cassandra's birthday.
happy birthday! (:
and dont say i forget,
it's jun's birthday too.
i spent a little more effort,
by sending him 18 birthday sms-es.
2nd one aldy made him blur.
4th one made him crazy.
and by the ninth,
i lost count.
and he told me,"nine more to go."
pftbh.
but i was obviously smart enough to turn the tables.
i've requested he give me birthday sms-es according to my age,
when im 70! WAHAHAHHAHA.
his fingers by then,
omfg. i cant imagine.
xDDDDDDD
and 3ed june,
i have something planned in line for u.
u bully me more lor,
it'll become a nightmare.
i'll bring a 100cm tall girl with me.
xD
and ms junainah says i look blur,
cuz i forgot monday is MT o lvl!
dammit.
she had her fair share of disturbing me.
pftbh. xP
alright,
it's midnight,
and i Have to study for chem test tmr.
SIGH.
"You will give yourself peace of mind if you perform every act of your life as if it were your last."
-Marcus Aurelius
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
#213.
WANJING'S PRELUDE.
LOL.
this happened when we decided to play a prank on her before her birthday.
and this would become like this only after we found these at my place.
boxes, boxes, and more boxes.
initially we wanted to put a peanut in there,
but i couldnt find any!
so i put a note in there which said:"CHEERS MAN! :D"
i figured out she would be breathless.
LOL.
so anyway, we wanted to picture the whole scenerio,
and i started taking the picture when she opened the first box.
she said,"no reaction. bleah."
LOL.
this happened when we decided to play a prank on her before her birthday.
and this would become like this only after we found these at my place.
boxes, boxes, and more boxes.
initially we wanted to put a peanut in there,
but i couldnt find any!
so i put a note in there which said:"CHEERS MAN! :D"
i figured out she would be breathless.
LOL.
so anyway, we wanted to picture the whole scenerio,
and i started taking the picture when she opened the first box.
she said,"no reaction. bleah."
when she opened the second one, she said the same thing.
but she kinda spoke too soon. LOL.
she started to get pissed when she opened the third.
and she's pissed!
i didnt take the next 8 pics,
cuz we were laughing hard already,
and i couldnt hold the camera properly.
LOLOL.
and i know she's so gonna kill me when she view my blog later.
:O
was banging my piano two days ago,
and i dont know why,
i merged two songs into one.
like MAD lah.
imagine you play a song,
and before you know it,
you actually played another song.
just because they had one same chord.
so i just continued,
and replayed the song.
after a few moments,
i was like," darn! i played the other song again?"
and i told myself dont care, just continue.
and before i knew it,
i was playing the first song again.
either i changed back,
or i was playing that song all along.
but i swore i heard the second.
omfg,
im becoming mad.
i'll put the track on when my imeem work again.
pftbh,
im sick and tired of my comp.
i wanna sleep!
BOO!
"Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down."
-Oprah Winfrey
#212.
IM SO DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF!
why did i not trust him?
why did i not believe him?
the whole class didnt believe him,
why didnt i believe him?
that so-called reliable source was not reliable at all lah!
im sorry too, for doubting you.
sorry afeeq!
anyway, my gastric is ridiculously back.
dont know why the hell it came back,
but it was darn embarassing for me,
to suddenly crouch down in the bus.
pftbh.
and it's like so upset now.
i feel so unwell now! )):
oh yes,
idiot taught me that there's only one gender in the world!
LOL.
oh yes,
dunno what's wrong with me today,
told stupid off,
and even raise my voice at him.
SORRY STUPID!
mr chang wants to quit teaching and drive taxi!
LOL.
"If it's nothing more than a smile - give that away and keep on giving it."
-Beth Brown
why did i not trust him?
why did i not believe him?
the whole class didnt believe him,
why didnt i believe him?
that so-called reliable source was not reliable at all lah!
im sorry too, for doubting you.
sorry afeeq!
anyway, my gastric is ridiculously back.
dont know why the hell it came back,
but it was darn embarassing for me,
to suddenly crouch down in the bus.
pftbh.
and it's like so upset now.
i feel so unwell now! )):
oh yes,
idiot taught me that there's only one gender in the world!
LOL.
oh yes,
dunno what's wrong with me today,
told stupid off,
and even raise my voice at him.
SORRY STUPID!
mr chang wants to quit teaching and drive taxi!
LOL.
"If it's nothing more than a smile - give that away and keep on giving it."
-Beth Brown
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
#211.
my masterpiece, when i was darn bored during lunch. :DDomfg, if you zoom in, the mistakes and scars are darn obvious! ))):
chanced upon this pic on duno who's blog,
and i think it's nice la. xD
#209.
this is specially for afeeq,
"Friendship is always a sweet responsibility, never an opportunity."
-Kahlil Gibran
"Friendship is always a sweet responsibility, never an opportunity."
-Kahlil Gibran
#208.
i lost nearly lost a friend today.
whether it was a misunderstanding or not,
i've decided to wash my hands off him.
i tried to help, but it was taken for granted.
though we had our own cliques,
he still made it to my list of good friends.
why did we turn out this way?
i just wanted to see if he would lie to me,
but it ended up as a tug of war between the class and him.
and ALL UNDER MY NAME and number.
it was then misunderstood,
and talk became argue, argue became hopeless.
i didnt blame you,
i didnt hate you.
i just didnt know how to face you and talk to you.
i know you're sorry for misunderstanding me.
im not mad at you.
i just needed to cool down.
i'll be fine tomorrow,
i'll be back as my usual self.
dont worry.
i know all those i've said was but a facade.
but he's still my good friend.
thanks to stupid and idiot for staying by brainless.
im seriously brainless.
WHY RISK THAT FRIENDSHIP?!, people ask.
i believe he's not that bad.
i believe his words.
i believe he was truly sick.
and i know i wont lose that good friend.
ANYWAY,
today was photo-taking session.
T.T T.T T.T T.T T.T T.T T.T T.T
I'M TALL! ))))))):
they arranged us according to height,
and CAN U BELIEVE IT?!
i was standing next to eileen!!
BUT,
my happiness was not to last.
i was the last girl to SIT.
pftbh.
I JUST HAD TO SIT.
do you know how much it tells about my damn height?!
HAHA.
eileen and wc was LITERALLY LAUGHING AT ME.
!@#$%^&*
and then during the fun shot,
everyone could move around,
and I DUN KNOW WHY,
i still ended up sitting.
PFTBH.
i was like, why sec 1 to 3 also stand,
last two years have to SIT?!
mrs wong says cuz EVERYONE GROW AND IM NOT!
))))))))))))))))))))))):
oh yes,
today went for tuition,
mr siow came out to talk to me.
asked me about the guy on friday and blah,
and then fa lao sao to me.
anyway,
not up to me to talk about that guy,
NONE OF MY CONCERN.
im only in charge of listening to my tutor,
buy popcorn and watch the show on friday.
mr siow said there would be a boxing ring.
LOL.
and dammit,
mummy wants me to go INLINE SKATING WITH HER ON SAT!
!@#$%^&*!!
i have a o lvl paper on monday,
olympiad on tuesday,
and SHE WANTS ME TO APPEAR IN HER COMPANY EVENT!
im dead meat.
dont worry, you're still as perfect in my eyes. (:
"When we lose a friend we die a little."
-Robert Herrick
whether it was a misunderstanding or not,
i've decided to wash my hands off him.
i tried to help, but it was taken for granted.
though we had our own cliques,
he still made it to my list of good friends.
why did we turn out this way?
i just wanted to see if he would lie to me,
but it ended up as a tug of war between the class and him.
and ALL UNDER MY NAME and number.
it was then misunderstood,
and talk became argue, argue became hopeless.
i didnt blame you,
i didnt hate you.
i just didnt know how to face you and talk to you.
i know you're sorry for misunderstanding me.
im not mad at you.
i just needed to cool down.
i'll be fine tomorrow,
i'll be back as my usual self.
dont worry.
i know all those i've said was but a facade.
but he's still my good friend.
thanks to stupid and idiot for staying by brainless.
im seriously brainless.
WHY RISK THAT FRIENDSHIP?!, people ask.
i believe he's not that bad.
i believe his words.
i believe he was truly sick.
and i know i wont lose that good friend.
ANYWAY,
today was photo-taking session.
T.T T.T T.T T.T T.T T.T T.T T.T
I'M TALL! ))))))):
they arranged us according to height,
and CAN U BELIEVE IT?!
i was standing next to eileen!!
BUT,
my happiness was not to last.
i was the last girl to SIT.
pftbh.
I JUST HAD TO SIT.
do you know how much it tells about my damn height?!
HAHA.
eileen and wc was LITERALLY LAUGHING AT ME.
!@#$%^&*
and then during the fun shot,
everyone could move around,
and I DUN KNOW WHY,
i still ended up sitting.
PFTBH.
i was like, why sec 1 to 3 also stand,
last two years have to SIT?!
mrs wong says cuz EVERYONE GROW AND IM NOT!
))))))))))))))))))))))):
oh yes,
today went for tuition,
mr siow came out to talk to me.
asked me about the guy on friday and blah,
and then fa lao sao to me.
anyway,
not up to me to talk about that guy,
NONE OF MY CONCERN.
im only in charge of listening to my tutor,
buy popcorn and watch the show on friday.
mr siow said there would be a boxing ring.
LOL.
and dammit,
mummy wants me to go INLINE SKATING WITH HER ON SAT!
!@#$%^&*!!
i have a o lvl paper on monday,
olympiad on tuesday,
and SHE WANTS ME TO APPEAR IN HER COMPANY EVENT!
im dead meat.
dont worry, you're still as perfect in my eyes. (:
"When we lose a friend we die a little."
-Robert Herrick
Monday, May 19, 2008
#207.
"You have not lived a perfect day, even though you have earned your money, unless you have done something for someone who will never be able to repay you."
-Ruth Smeltzer
-Ruth Smeltzer
#206.
SICKLY SICKLY SICK!
i cant stop sneezing!
someone give me something nice to stop my sneezing!
now i cannot enter the kitchen unless i find myself a mask and a cure.
DAMMIT!!
im also constantly perspiring, ( i dont know the hell why).
went to temple with family today,
and my head was like literally spinning.
couldnt walk straight,
and didnt feel well at all.
then went to phoon huat to get the pastry slices,
and mummy tried spaghetti.
the different one, milky one.
was nice, but didnt have appetite to finish it,
so daddy helped me. :D
oh yes,
the handsome neighbour told me to learn
so i can teach my laogong in future.
LOL!
"I have had dreams and I have had nightmares, but I have conquered my nightmares because of my dreams."
-Jonas Salk
Jonas Salk was the man who outpaced the other scientists to discover the vaccine for Polio.
Called the “Man Who Saved the Children” Salk was denied a Nobel Prize and was turned down for membership in the National Academy of Sciences by his fellow scientists due to their disagreement.
Instead of claiming the patent to his vaccine, this son of Polish-Jewish immigrant had no desire to profit from it directly.
Instead, he wanted the cure to be distributed as widely as possible. At 80, he died while finding the cure for Aids.
i cant stop sneezing!
someone give me something nice to stop my sneezing!
now i cannot enter the kitchen unless i find myself a mask and a cure.
DAMMIT!!
im also constantly perspiring, ( i dont know the hell why).
went to temple with family today,
and my head was like literally spinning.
couldnt walk straight,
and didnt feel well at all.
then went to phoon huat to get the pastry slices,
and mummy tried spaghetti.
the different one, milky one.
was nice, but didnt have appetite to finish it,
so daddy helped me. :D
oh yes,
the handsome neighbour told me to learn
so i can teach my laogong in future.
LOL!
"I have had dreams and I have had nightmares, but I have conquered my nightmares because of my dreams."
-Jonas Salk
Jonas Salk was the man who outpaced the other scientists to discover the vaccine for Polio.
Called the “Man Who Saved the Children” Salk was denied a Nobel Prize and was turned down for membership in the National Academy of Sciences by his fellow scientists due to their disagreement.
Instead of claiming the patent to his vaccine, this son of Polish-Jewish immigrant had no desire to profit from it directly.
Instead, he wanted the cure to be distributed as widely as possible. At 80, he died while finding the cure for Aids.
Sunday, May 18, 2008
#205.
PISSED PISSED PISSED.
IM DARN PISSED NOW!
SOMEONE TELL ME WHY IM FEELING PISSED!
ARGH ARGH ARGH!
i just needed to vent my anger.
on the keyboard dont seem a really good idea.
shall vent it on my teddy later.
LOL.
god knows why im feeling this way.
it's just the stress for the MT o's and olympiad.
im feeling tied up,
and I CANT BREATHE FOR GOODNESS SAKE!
it's the stresssssssss,
the darn stress that i dont wanna haveeeeeee!
gosh. what the hell am i doing?!
dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit!
damn the stress,
damn the weather!
now im having flu and sorethroat.
i cant talk properly,
i cant breathe properly,
whatever man!
this is it.
RIBENA; ORANGE JUICE; RIBENA; ORANGE JUICE;
LOLOLOLOLOL.
"Do you love me because I am beautiful,or am I beautiful because you love me?"
-Cinderella
IM DARN PISSED NOW!
SOMEONE TELL ME WHY IM FEELING PISSED!
ARGH ARGH ARGH!
i just needed to vent my anger.
on the keyboard dont seem a really good idea.
shall vent it on my teddy later.
LOL.
god knows why im feeling this way.
it's just the stress for the MT o's and olympiad.
im feeling tied up,
and I CANT BREATHE FOR GOODNESS SAKE!
it's the stresssssssss,
the darn stress that i dont wanna haveeeeeee!
gosh. what the hell am i doing?!
dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit!
damn the stress,
damn the weather!
now im having flu and sorethroat.
i cant talk properly,
i cant breathe properly,
whatever man!
this is it.
RIBENA; ORANGE JUICE; RIBENA; ORANGE JUICE;
LOLOLOLOLOL.
"Do you love me because I am beautiful,or am I beautiful because you love me?"
-Cinderella
#204.
想念属於纯真年代
快乐单纯如晴天
白云蓝天绿野阳光
看得见的美好
成人的世界好复杂
彷佛总走入阴天
乌云灰暗冷冷空气
好想加快步伐
往熟悉的方向回去
有一个家能够回去真好
家人的爱永远不减少
关切的慰问或安慰的拥抱
受伤后是最好的治疗
有一个家能够回去真好
家的温暖是不会熄灭的光芒
让我又重燃了希望
孩提时候奶奶哼的歌谣
每每失落时总不经意哼唱
彷佛回到童年时光
回家真好其他都不重要
#203.
久未放晴的天空
依旧留着你的笑容
哭过却无法掩埋歉疚
风筝在阴天搁浅
想念还在等待救援
我拉着线复习你给的温柔
暴晒在一旁的寂寞
笑我给不起承诺
怎么会怎么会你竟原谅了我
我只能永远读着对白
读到我给你的伤害
我原谅不了我
就请你当作我已不在
我睁开双眼看着空白
忘记你对我的期待
读完了依赖
我很快就离开
久未放晴的天空
依旧留着你的笑容
哭过却无法掩埋歉疚
风筝在阴天搁浅
想念还在等待救援
我拉着线复习你给的温柔
暴晒在一旁的寂寞
笑我给不起承诺
怎么会怎么会你竟原谅了我
我只能永远读着对白
读到我给你的伤害
我原谅不了我
就请你当作我已不在
我睁开双眼看着空白
忘记你对我的期待
读完了依赖
我很快就...
我只能永远读着对白
读到我给你的伤害
我原谅不了我
就请你当作我已不在
我睁开双眼看着空白
忘记你对我的期待
读完了依赖
我很快就离开
Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
There's just no rhyme or reason
Only this sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I've found my way home
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I've found you
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有云都跑到我这里
有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走
你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走
你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
看不见你的笑
要我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕环绕
没有理由我也能自己走掉
是我说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
#202.
RACHAEL'S FALLING... SICK!
woke up in the morning,
went down to meet stupid,
then train-ed down to somerset.
went to centrepoint to look at the SimonT shop,
saw that pair of studs i lost months ago!
*gasps*
such a waste i lost it.
if i go there again,
i'll buy them back.
but it'll be ages before i go back there again.
so as you people surely know,
the train goes from raffles place to city hall to douby ghaut to somerset to orchard.
we alighted at somerset,
walked towards orchard to look for plaza sing!
LOL.
i swore i forgot where it was.
and after probably half an hour,
we found our way to plaza sing.
oh yes,
the yamaha there is EFFING BIG.
bigger location, more handsomes.
LOLOLOLOL.
ronald says im blind.
)))):
okay, then bus-ed back and blah blah blah.
stupid is pressing me to do dnt!
tata! :D
I can fill the darkness
with just one flash of light
break the silence
with just one word
you can be a witness
you can be a prophet
you can make the whole world believe
there is hope in every heartbeat
tiny as it seems
you're a beautiful seed.
"If you are distressed by anything external, the pain is not due to the thing itself, but to your estimate of it; and this you have the power to revoke at any moment."
-Marcus Aurelius
woke up in the morning,
went down to meet stupid,
then train-ed down to somerset.
went to centrepoint to look at the SimonT shop,
saw that pair of studs i lost months ago!
*gasps*
such a waste i lost it.
if i go there again,
i'll buy them back.
but it'll be ages before i go back there again.
so as you people surely know,
the train goes from raffles place to city hall to douby ghaut to somerset to orchard.
we alighted at somerset,
walked towards orchard to look for plaza sing!
LOL.
i swore i forgot where it was.
and after probably half an hour,
we found our way to plaza sing.
oh yes,
the yamaha there is EFFING BIG.
bigger location, more handsomes.
LOLOLOLOL.
ronald says im blind.
)))):
okay, then bus-ed back and blah blah blah.
stupid is pressing me to do dnt!
tata! :D
I can fill the darkness
with just one flash of light
break the silence
with just one word
you can be a witness
you can be a prophet
you can make the whole world believe
there is hope in every heartbeat
tiny as it seems
you're a beautiful seed.
"If you are distressed by anything external, the pain is not due to the thing itself, but to your estimate of it; and this you have the power to revoke at any moment."
-Marcus Aurelius
Saturday, May 17, 2008
#201.
IM SO EFFING WORRIED FOR THE OLYMPIAD!
overslept in the morning,
skipped tuition, (and made myself busy next week )
and went to school for the olympiad training.
that's where the problem came.
the school had to lock up the classroom,
sohock stupid and i had to go to 4/2A classroom to get the portable whiteboard.
and shortly after we shifted to canteen,
the security guard chased us out of the school.
we were kinda reluctant,
and HE CALLED SINGH.
!@#$%^&*
so we had no choice but to leave,
and we had ALOT more to do lah.
pftbh.
so after that went to simei for chinese(AGAIN),
and went to phoon huat to meet daddy&mummy.
bought ingredients again,
and monday will be baking session.
LOLOLOL.
this time i'll remember to bring it to idiot and stupid.
xDDD
tmr will be meeting stupid for d&t and some other stuff,
and i will HAVE to work on my letter-writing VERY SOON.
maybe it's fated.
"Expectation is the root of all heartache."
-William Shakespeare
overslept in the morning,
skipped tuition, (and made myself busy next week )
and went to school for the olympiad training.
that's where the problem came.
the school had to lock up the classroom,
so
and shortly after we shifted to canteen,
the security guard chased us out of the school.
we were kinda reluctant,
and HE CALLED SINGH.
!@#$%^&*
so we had no choice but to leave,
and we had ALOT more to do lah.
pftbh.
so after that went to simei for chinese(AGAIN),
and went to phoon huat to meet daddy&mummy.
bought ingredients again,
and monday will be baking session.
LOLOLOL.
this time i'll remember to bring it to idiot and stupid.
xDDD
tmr will be meeting stupid for d&t and some other stuff,
and i will HAVE to work on my letter-writing VERY SOON.
maybe it's fated.
"Expectation is the root of all heartache."
-William Shakespeare
Friday, May 16, 2008
#200.
PISSING AND IRRITATING.
please give us some privacy and RESPECT we deserve.
you wouldnt like people to eavesdrop on your conversations.
fine if we were talking very loudly, and you people couldnt help but listen,
but you DO NOT HAVE TO PUBLICISE.
i do not mean that what we talk about is not for people to know,
but we DO NOT owe you any explanation.
no need to explain why things are different,
no need to explain why this is not that.
whatever the case is,
we do not owe you a living.
and stop staring at us.
we dont have to look at you to know that you're eyeing on us,
and I WILL NOT BELIEVE YOU GUYS ACCIDENTALLY LISTEN TO OUR CONVERSATION.
we need our privacy,
and we will not stop talking just because of you people.
and please do not expect me to be courteous or polite to you people.
please do not blame me or curse me for being crude.
i think i have been very tolerant,
and i dont see a reason why i should be putting up with this.
whatever you people say,
i dont care.
you people should know,
that i will never live for the sake of others.
anyway, i've seen my results,
and proud to announce,
i did very very badly.
though im one of the top for english,
it's useless cuz im still failing that goddam subject.
and without my emaths and music,
my L1R4 and L1R5 is damn effing high.
it's like, can go nowhere lah.
but after adding emaths and music in it,
it looks much better.
in terms of L1R4,
im prolly the highest.
but if i did not count wrongly,
my class position should be say.. 12th?
and it's shocking,
cuz my overall % is like ONLY 55.5%.
anyway, tmr it's maths day again,
and this time i have RIBENA WITH ME.
:DDDDDDDDDDD
well, ribena helps stimulate your brain
and you'll think better when dealing with maths.
(:
"Never idealize others. They will never live up to your expectations. Don't over-analyse your relationships. Stop playing games. A growing relationship can only be nurtured by genuineness."
-Leo F. Buscaglia
please give us some privacy and RESPECT we deserve.
you wouldnt like people to eavesdrop on your conversations.
fine if we were talking very loudly, and you people couldnt help but listen,
but you DO NOT HAVE TO PUBLICISE.
i do not mean that what we talk about is not for people to know,
but we DO NOT owe you any explanation.
no need to explain why things are different,
no need to explain why this is not that.
whatever the case is,
we do not owe you a living.
and stop staring at us.
we dont have to look at you to know that you're eyeing on us,
and I WILL NOT BELIEVE YOU GUYS ACCIDENTALLY LISTEN TO OUR CONVERSATION.
we need our privacy,
and we will not stop talking just because of you people.
and please do not expect me to be courteous or polite to you people.
please do not blame me or curse me for being crude.
i think i have been very tolerant,
and i dont see a reason why i should be putting up with this.
whatever you people say,
i dont care.
you people should know,
that i will never live for the sake of others.
anyway, i've seen my results,
and proud to announce,
i did very very badly.
though im one of the top for english,
it's useless cuz im still failing that goddam subject.
and without my emaths and music,
my L1R4 and L1R5 is damn effing high.
it's like, can go nowhere lah.
but after adding emaths and music in it,
it looks much better.
in terms of L1R4,
im prolly the highest.
but if i did not count wrongly,
my class position should be say.. 12th?
and it's shocking,
cuz my overall % is like ONLY 55.5%.
anyway, tmr it's maths day again,
and this time i have RIBENA WITH ME.
:DDDDDDDDDDD
well, ribena helps stimulate your brain
and you'll think better when dealing with maths.
(:
"Never idealize others. They will never live up to your expectations. Don't over-analyse your relationships. Stop playing games. A growing relationship can only be nurtured by genuineness."
-Leo F. Buscaglia
Thursday, May 15, 2008
#199.
IM SICK AND TIRED OF CHINESE.
the school came up with some intensive programme,
and we are expected to STAY BACK TILL 5pm EVERYDAY.
pfbth.
yesterday went to jing's house for a while,
and i didnt notice the floor,
i stepped on sth (which i dont wish to say here).
afterwhich,
after i finished tuition,
i realised my shoes were filled with ants.
DAMN GROSS.
though i got rid of them,
i still felt itchy all over.
so i brought it to wash,
and wore slippers to school.
and it's damn irritating,
that i HAVE TO REPEAT MY STORY FOR 1234567890 times.
omfg,
i could have killed the next person who asked me.
HAHAHA.
oh, and afeeq, hock and i had a FANTASTIC time
entertaining ourselves during the boring-est lesson.
HAHA.
havent been feeling well these days,
sorethroats, headaches, stomach upsets, fever.
whatever, it's post exam blues.
oh yes,
i cant believe,
my chem is BETTER than my physics! for once.
and so i still got an A2,
and my dnt got 15%.
LOL.
trust me,
im not the lowest. xDDDD
"Intuition is truly a feminine quality, but women should not mistake rash conclusions for this gift."
-Minna Antrim
the school came up with some intensive programme,
and we are expected to STAY BACK TILL 5pm EVERYDAY.
pfbth.
yesterday went to jing's house for a while,
and i didnt notice the floor,
i stepped on sth (which i dont wish to say here).
afterwhich,
after i finished tuition,
i realised my shoes were filled with ants.
DAMN GROSS.
though i got rid of them,
i still felt itchy all over.
so i brought it to wash,
and wore slippers to school.
and it's damn irritating,
that i HAVE TO REPEAT MY STORY FOR 1234567890 times.
omfg,
i could have killed the next person who asked me.
HAHAHA.
oh, and afeeq, hock and i had a FANTASTIC time
entertaining ourselves during the boring-est lesson.
HAHA.
havent been feeling well these days,
sorethroats, headaches, stomach upsets, fever.
whatever, it's post exam blues.
oh yes,
i cant believe,
my chem is BETTER than my physics! for once.
and so i still got an A2,
and my dnt got 15%.
LOL.
trust me,
im not the lowest. xDDDD
"Intuition is truly a feminine quality, but women should not mistake rash conclusions for this gift."
-Minna Antrim
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
#197.
!@#$%^&*
!@#$%^&*
THE RESULTS ARE OUT.
though not all,
but the current ones are enough to kill me.
english paper 2 failed.
f*ck man.
paper 1, passed.
ms junainah marked it,
and added that it was refreshing and dont know what.
LOL.
and IF i added oral, i would pass 50%.
but i was told oral not added.
!@#$%^&*
chinese, PASSED!
LOL. i was darn shocked.
and guess what,
not a borderline.
B4!
mai siao siao.
LOLOL.
physics,
managed to get a dist.
and IM SO NOT SATISFIED WITH IT.
the prac was WRONG,
they gave the WRONG AXIS,
and i kay kiang go flip it.
resulted in me losing alot of marks.
!@#$%^&* again.
i pray my chem will pull up the results.
add maths,
it was crap.
though i got 80+%,
i could have done better.
careless mistakes,
and WRONGFUL DEDUCTIONS.
)))))))):
NO ONE TOLD ME I COULDNT WORK IN SURD FORM!
!@#$%^&*
and combined humanities,
failed hist, passed ss,
and thankfully i passed overall.
oh great, tmr will get dnt paper.
mr chang was like. shaking his head hopelessly.
if stupid and i,
marks add up together,
more than 20,
we'll be damn satisfied.
:D
oh yes.
stupid is really funny.
he wrote his essay in FRENCH.
LOLOLOLOL.
his spelling actually,
he was cursing and swearing and the marker,
and during ss,
i was asking him,
hey, dont u think this handwriting look like the one in your compo?
THEN WE REALISED,
ms junainah was the marker.
IMMEDIATELY,
his tone changed 360degrees.
"now i think the message is out of care and concern, not critism."
CUTE HOR.
LOLOL.
tmr, im in for worse shit.
DAMMIT!
"If the shoe doesn't fit, must we change the foot?"
-Gloria Steinem
!@#$%^&*
THE RESULTS ARE OUT.
though not all,
but the current ones are enough to kill me.
english paper 2 failed.
f*ck man.
paper 1, passed.
ms junainah marked it,
and added that it was refreshing and dont know what.
LOL.
and IF i added oral, i would pass 50%.
but i was told oral not added.
!@#$%^&*
chinese, PASSED!
LOL. i was darn shocked.
and guess what,
not a borderline.
B4!
mai siao siao.
LOLOL.
physics,
managed to get a dist.
and IM SO NOT SATISFIED WITH IT.
the prac was WRONG,
they gave the WRONG AXIS,
and i kay kiang go flip it.
resulted in me losing alot of marks.
!@#$%^&* again.
i pray my chem will pull up the results.
add maths,
it was crap.
though i got 80+%,
i could have done better.
careless mistakes,
and WRONGFUL DEDUCTIONS.
)))))))):
NO ONE TOLD ME I COULDNT WORK IN SURD FORM!
!@#$%^&*
and combined humanities,
failed hist, passed ss,
and thankfully i passed overall.
oh great, tmr will get dnt paper.
mr chang was like. shaking his head hopelessly.
if stupid and i,
marks add up together,
more than 20,
we'll be damn satisfied.
:D
oh yes.
stupid is really funny.
he wrote his essay in FRENCH.
LOLOLOLOL.
his spelling actually,
he was cursing and swearing and the marker,
and during ss,
i was asking him,
hey, dont u think this handwriting look like the one in your compo?
THEN WE REALISED,
ms junainah was the marker.
IMMEDIATELY,
his tone changed 360degrees.
"now i think the message is out of care and concern, not critism."
CUTE HOR.
LOLOL.
tmr, im in for worse shit.
DAMMIT!
"If the shoe doesn't fit, must we change the foot?"
-Gloria Steinem
Monday, May 12, 2008
#196.
"Dear Rachael,
The Higher Music students of Saint Hilda's will be presenting a concert on the 25th of June and it will be held at the Esplande Recital Hall.
The piano recital will feature works from Bach, Chopin, Brahms, Debussy, Mozart and many others. There will be solo performances, 4-hand piano duets, along with violin-piano and vocal-piano works.
The pianists are made up of the Higher Music Performance Majors, Joshua Yong and Wayne Teo, along with Composition Major, Kion Cheun Rong. Also performing will be Virtuoso Violinist, Annabel Koh, who will be accompanied on the piano by Wayne, and outstanding Soprano, Melissa Gazder, who will be accompanied on the piano by Joshua. Our Composition Major, Kion Chuen Rong will be showcasing two pieces.
However that's not all! In addition, the Hildan Chorale will be collaborating with Vox Camerata, a Singapore based choir, and under the baton of Mohd Shahril, they will be performing chorale music from composers such as Moses Hogan and Anton Bruckner, among others.
Tickets will be sold at $20 each and you could approach any of us or the music teachers (Mr. Shahril and Ms. Lam) for the tickets.
This is one concert not to be missed, so grab them as fast as possible as there are limited number of seats! You are more than welcomed to invite your friends or family. Please kindly inform us if you are interested or not.
We hope to see you there!
ps: you may contact any of us if you have any questions.
Thank You."
SEE THIS? THIS IS FINAL CALL!
LOL.
whoever wanna go please tell me asap!
(:
The Higher Music students of Saint Hilda's will be presenting a concert on the 25th of June and it will be held at the Esplande Recital Hall.
The piano recital will feature works from Bach, Chopin, Brahms, Debussy, Mozart and many others. There will be solo performances, 4-hand piano duets, along with violin-piano and vocal-piano works.
The pianists are made up of the Higher Music Performance Majors, Joshua Yong and Wayne Teo, along with Composition Major, Kion Cheun Rong. Also performing will be Virtuoso Violinist, Annabel Koh, who will be accompanied on the piano by Wayne, and outstanding Soprano, Melissa Gazder, who will be accompanied on the piano by Joshua. Our Composition Major, Kion Chuen Rong will be showcasing two pieces.
However that's not all! In addition, the Hildan Chorale will be collaborating with Vox Camerata, a Singapore based choir, and under the baton of Mohd Shahril, they will be performing chorale music from composers such as Moses Hogan and Anton Bruckner, among others.
Tickets will be sold at $20 each and you could approach any of us or the music teachers (Mr. Shahril and Ms. Lam) for the tickets.
This is one concert not to be missed, so grab them as fast as possible as there are limited number of seats! You are more than welcomed to invite your friends or family. Please kindly inform us if you are interested or not.
We hope to see you there!
ps: you may contact any of us if you have any questions.
Thank You."
SEE THIS? THIS IS FINAL CALL!
LOL.
whoever wanna go please tell me asap!
(:
#195.
ITS MATHS MADNESS.
)):
the olympaid is madness.
we have to learn H2 Maths!
mr siow refused to teach me,
so i asked alvin to teach me.
it was fun and l learnt something. :D
and I OWE HIM RIBENA.
LOLOL.
anw, after that went for mother's day lunch,
the waiting time was CRAP,
let alone the food.
and girly contracted hand foot and mouth disease.
made me damn worried and scared.
i hope she'll be fine. )):
oaky, it's maths again.
the lecturer seem to put some hope on us.
i dont wish to let him down.
i wanna get a gold medal!!
:D
okay, back to maths.
but that's only possible if i dont watch the show.
spent the weekend watching the hongkong serial drama.
it's darn good.
captivating,
and i could glue my eyes on the screen for 5 hours without realising the time.
the HARM teevee does.
LOL.
okay, it's really back to maths now.
MUG MUG! xDDD
想念属於纯真年代
快乐单纯如晴天
白云蓝天绿野阳光
看得见的美好
成人的世界好复杂
彷佛总走入阴天
乌云灰暗冷冷空气
好想加快步伐
往熟悉的方向回去
有一个家能够回去真好
家人的爱永远不减少
关切的慰问或安慰的拥抱
受伤后是最好的治疗
有一个家能够回去真好
家的温暖是不会熄灭的光芒
让我又重燃了希望
孩提时候奶奶哼的歌谣
每每失落时总不经意哼唱
彷佛回到童年时光
回家真好其他都不重要
)):
the olympaid is madness.
we have to learn H2 Maths!
mr siow refused to teach me,
so i asked alvin to teach me.
it was fun and l learnt something. :D
and I OWE HIM RIBENA.
LOLOL.
anw, after that went for mother's day lunch,
the waiting time was CRAP,
let alone the food.
and girly contracted hand foot and mouth disease.
made me damn worried and scared.
i hope she'll be fine. )):
oaky, it's maths again.
the lecturer seem to put some hope on us.
i dont wish to let him down.
i wanna get a gold medal!!
:D
okay, back to maths.
but that's only possible if i dont watch the show.
spent the weekend watching the hongkong serial drama.
it's darn good.
captivating,
and i could glue my eyes on the screen for 5 hours without realising the time.
the HARM teevee does.
LOL.
okay, it's really back to maths now.
MUG MUG! xDDD
想念属於纯真年代
快乐单纯如晴天
白云蓝天绿野阳光
看得见的美好
成人的世界好复杂
彷佛总走入阴天
乌云灰暗冷冷空气
好想加快步伐
往熟悉的方向回去
有一个家能够回去真好
家人的爱永远不减少
关切的慰问或安慰的拥抱
受伤后是最好的治疗
有一个家能够回去真好
家的温暖是不会熄灭的光芒
让我又重燃了希望
孩提时候奶奶哼的歌谣
每每失落时总不经意哼唱
彷佛回到童年时光
回家真好其他都不重要
Saturday, May 10, 2008
#193.
白色的风筝
安静的纯真
真实的感觉
梦境般遥远
甜甜的海水
复杂的眼泪
看你傻笑着
握住我的手
梦希望没有尽头
我们走到这就好
因为我不想太快走完这幸福
很可惜没有祝福
但爱你并不孤独
不会再让你哭
我陪你走到最后
能不能不要回头
你紧紧地抱住我
说你不需要承诺
你说我若一个人会比较自由
我不懂你说什么
反正不会松手
我陪你走到最后
能不能别想太多
会不会手牵着手
晚一点再到尽头
你说不该再相见只为了瞬间
谢谢你让我听见
因为我在等待永远
english translation:
The white windmills whirling silently
The feeling of reality appears so surreal
The beautiful sea,
the intricate tears
Watching your silly grin,
clasping my hand
I hope this dream has no end,
so let's just walk till here
Because I don't wish for this bliss to end so soon
It is a pity that there is no blessing,
I don't feel lonely at all when loving you,
I won't let you cry again
I'll carry you till the end,
can we not turn back
You embraced me,
telling me you don't need any promises
You said I will have more freedom if I am by myself
I don't understand what you said,
regardless, I won't let go of your hands
I'll carry you till the end,
can we not think too much
Will we still be holding hands,
reaching later to the end
You said we shouldn't meet anymore just for this brief moment
Thanks for letting me know,
for I will be here waiting for eternity.
#193.
today is MATHS-FREE DAY! :DD
woke up in the morning, went to the market with granny, mummy and daddy.
so went to buy stickers again.
now i have about 127 packs of them. ^^
then went home, studied history, ( i just refused to touch maths). LOL.
of course not. it's just that i dont know how to do the sums,
so tmr alvin will have to teach me summation and whatsoever,
so i'll be able to do the questions. :D
anyway,
had lunch and then went to neighbour's place
to bake cookies for mother's day.
i actually wanted to do cake de lor.
but anyway, the cookie looks much better than
the usual ones we see out there.
then did pastry,
omfg,
Polar wont have any businesses from me for the time being.
cuz the pastry is like nicer than theirs lah!
xDDD
tomorrow's a hectic day.
maths in the morning,
mother's day lunch after that,
mother's day dinner at night.
SOMEONE HELP ME!
"Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, but sometimes your smile can be the source of your joy."
-Thich Nhat Hanh
woke up in the morning, went to the market with granny, mummy and daddy.
so went to buy stickers again.
now i have about 127 packs of them. ^^
then went home, studied history, ( i just refused to touch maths). LOL.
of course not. it's just that i dont know how to do the sums,
so tmr alvin will have to teach me summation and whatsoever,
so i'll be able to do the questions. :D
anyway,
had lunch and then went to neighbour's place
to bake cookies for mother's day.
i actually wanted to do cake de lor.
but anyway, the cookie looks much better than
the usual ones we see out there.
then did pastry,
omfg,
Polar wont have any businesses from me for the time being.
cuz the pastry is like nicer than theirs lah!
xDDD
tomorrow's a hectic day.
maths in the morning,
mother's day lunch after that,
mother's day dinner at night.
SOMEONE HELP ME!
"Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, but sometimes your smile can be the source of your joy."
-Thich Nhat Hanh
Friday, May 09, 2008
#192.
reminisced.
you know, it's funny how songs tell your mood.
that's one reason why i posts music and lyrics.
and anyway,
was looking back at my life,
and it's impressive.
look,
when i was in love, you would hear this song from my speakers.
when i was damn sad over it, i listened to this song because of the lyrics.
i then slowly picked up the pieces, and though it dont mean i dont love him,
i looked at things differently.
right now it's no longer those emo songs.
(:
cant explain it, but things really happen to the way you think of it to be.
i continue to look at things differently,
and i still hold on to the belief that
things will get better,
if i work hard for it.
that's it folks,
it's TV time.
too much stress aldy.
ALL THANKS TO MATHS.
LOL.
"...love from one being to another can only be that two solitudes come nearer, recognize and protect and comfort each other."
-Elizabeth Comber
you know, it's funny how songs tell your mood.
that's one reason why i posts music and lyrics.
and anyway,
was looking back at my life,
and it's impressive.
look,
when i was in love, you would hear this song from my speakers.
when i was damn sad over it, i listened to this song because of the lyrics.
i then slowly picked up the pieces, and though it dont mean i dont love him,
i looked at things differently.
right now it's no longer those emo songs.
(:
cant explain it, but things really happen to the way you think of it to be.
i continue to look at things differently,
and i still hold on to the belief that
things will get better,
if i work hard for it.
that's it folks,
it's TV time.
too much stress aldy.
ALL THANKS TO MATHS.
LOL.
"...love from one being to another can only be that two solitudes come nearer, recognize and protect and comfort each other."
-Elizabeth Comber
#191.
MATHS CAN KILL.
i nearly died doing maths the entire day.
luckily i dont have depression and will feel like dying,
otherwise i think i would have been dead by now.
LOLOL.
anyway, today morning had mcq paper.
such a shame, i forgot the dice.
hence had to use my brains,
and made some careless mistakes.
so much for the brain.
:D
anyway, after that went to jing's house to slack, play, laugh, whatever,
then we rushed down to school for the maths olympaid training.
the teacher was good,
and not boring. (unfortunately, that's like the most important.)
and so, this is what he mentioned.
"If you make it to the second round, it'll be private and free lessons and lunch from me.
then if you make it to the International Maths Olympaid, you'll probably become my personal student.
if you win a medal in the IMO, you dont have to take a level. NUS will offer you a slot in the U."
you know, the feeling is like,
yeah, it's kinda impossible that i can do it,
but HOW COOL IF I COULD.
then again, if i could do it,
i wouldnt be here already.
anyway, it was really tough but not tough.
it's tough when you look at it with a blank,
and dont know what shit they're talking about.
then it becomes very simple when you get some hints,
and you'll wonder why you're so dumb.
Maths can make you feel like a moron.
then went to tuition,
did pemutations and combinations.
was kinda so-so,
but it's kinda sucky when you've been doing maths the entire day.
im glad i could leave early and just did pemutations.
and that ! is cute.
LOL.
it's called factorial. !! haha.
you'll also understand that maths kill when you read this post.
u'll also feel like killing me. HEEHEE.
mrs siow is really cute, i tell you.
she gave me a good stare when i entered the house just now.
LOL.
over that 3 marks.
and her sms-es were really humourous.
xD
i'm proud of you. (:
"Life is like an onion: You peel it off one layer at a time, and sometimes you weep."
-Carl Sanburg
i nearly died doing maths the entire day.
luckily i dont have depression and will feel like dying,
otherwise i think i would have been dead by now.
LOLOL.
anyway, today morning had mcq paper.
such a shame, i forgot the dice.
hence had to use my brains,
and made some careless mistakes.
so much for the brain.
:D
anyway, after that went to jing's house to slack, play, laugh, whatever,
then we rushed down to school for the maths olympaid training.
the teacher was good,
and not boring. (unfortunately, that's like the most important.)
and so, this is what he mentioned.
"If you make it to the second round, it'll be private and free lessons and lunch from me.
then if you make it to the International Maths Olympaid, you'll probably become my personal student.
if you win a medal in the IMO, you dont have to take a level. NUS will offer you a slot in the U."
you know, the feeling is like,
yeah, it's kinda impossible that i can do it,
but HOW COOL IF I COULD.
then again, if i could do it,
i wouldnt be here already.
anyway, it was really tough but not tough.
it's tough when you look at it with a blank,
and dont know what shit they're talking about.
then it becomes very simple when you get some hints,
and you'll wonder why you're so dumb.
Maths can make you feel like a moron.
then went to tuition,
did pemutations and combinations.
was kinda so-so,
but it's kinda sucky when you've been doing maths the entire day.
im glad i could leave early and just did pemutations.
and that ! is cute.
LOL.
it's called factorial. !! haha.
you'll also understand that maths kill when you read this post.
u'll also feel like killing me. HEEHEE.
mrs siow is really cute, i tell you.
she gave me a good stare when i entered the house just now.
LOL.
over that 3 marks.
and her sms-es were really humourous.
xD
i'm proud of you. (:
"Life is like an onion: You peel it off one layer at a time, and sometimes you weep."
-Carl Sanburg
Thursday, May 08, 2008
#190.
SCREW THE DNT PAPER.
some people hope to get A1 for the paper,
some hope to pass.
as for hock and me,
we hope to get 20 marks.
xDD
though it's kinda expected that we'll get such marks,
but i know i'll get affected when i see the marks.
bad dnt results means bad overall results,
means bad chances of being the top 10% of the cohord.
DAMMIT!
but it's thanks to the dnt paper that i got ample sleep.
:DDD
the paper was 2hrs30min long,
and i slept for about .. 2hours?
but if i had my bolster and bed,
it would have been much much better.
xDDDDDDD
oh yes,
the a maths paper.
WTF LAH.
first question wrong aldy.
the matrices question,
i went to do the wrong way,
and mr siow replied me:
"No. It means it had no inverse so the determinant is 0. Idiot!"
the main point is the last word.
pfbth!
but overall, counted the marks,
still an A1. xDD
i wanna know my english results!!
"Most things break, including hearts. The lessons of life amount not to wisdom, but to scar tissue and callus."
- Wallace Stegner
some people hope to get A1 for the paper,
some hope to pass.
as for hock and me,
we hope to get 20 marks.
xDD
though it's kinda expected that we'll get such marks,
but i know i'll get affected when i see the marks.
bad dnt results means bad overall results,
means bad chances of being the top 10% of the cohord.
DAMMIT!
but it's thanks to the dnt paper that i got ample sleep.
:DDD
the paper was 2hrs30min long,
and i slept for about .. 2hours?
but if i had my bolster and bed,
it would have been much much better.
xDDDDDDD
oh yes,
the a maths paper.
WTF LAH.
first question wrong aldy.
the matrices question,
i went to do the wrong way,
and mr siow replied me:
"No. It means it had no inverse so the determinant is 0. Idiot!"
the main point is the last word.
pfbth!
but overall, counted the marks,
still an A1. xDD
i wanna know my english results!!
"Most things break, including hearts. The lessons of life amount not to wisdom, but to scar tissue and callus."
- Wallace Stegner
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
#188.
THIS POST IS SPECIALLY FOR HOCKHAO.
hock taught me,
that if during the exam,
if the question requires you to sketch,
you should do it with a graph paper.
WTF.
he really thought so okay!
i was LAUGHING MY ASS OFF.
haha.
hence this post.
i told him it would be with credits to hock.
LOLOLOLOL.
but i gonna steal abit of his post to post about wanjing.
LOLOL!
i bet wanjing'd rather i dont post.
she nearly fell outside her lift.
someone made the floor damn oily.
HAHAHA!
and though i didnt see the real thing,
i saw the acting by hock
and i could well imagine it.
xDDDDDDDDDD
hock taught me,
that if during the exam,
if the question requires you to sketch,
you should do it with a graph paper.
WTF.
he really thought so okay!
i was LAUGHING MY ASS OFF.
haha.
hence this post.
i told him it would be with credits to hock.
LOLOLOLOL.
but i gonna steal abit of his post to post about wanjing.
LOLOL!
i bet wanjing'd rather i dont post.
she nearly fell outside her lift.
someone made the floor damn oily.
HAHAHA!
and though i didnt see the real thing,
i saw the acting by hock
and i could well imagine it.
xDDDDDDDDDD
#187.
:D
i like today.
slept for11 HOURS,
actually intended to meet hock and go school study chem,
but i woke up slightly late and we reached school only on the dot.
LOLOL.
anyway,
the chem paper was okayyy, i would say.
hopefully i see the marks i like.
xDDD
oh yes,
tomorrow gotta teach ys trigo.
and i have to leave home like normal time,
when my paper start at like .. 12!
pfbth.
RACH HATES HER MOUSE!
keeps double-clicking on its own.
!#$%^&*
oh yes. my memory is failing me badly.
on sunday,
i forgot my things on the table at the coffeeshop and market.
two times.
yesterday,
i forgot marshall plan. only remembered truman doctrine.
but i still remembered us.
dont know how, but i kept remembering.
"Love is like a campfire: It may be sparked quickly, and at first the kindling throws out a lot of heat, but it burns out quickly. For long lasting, steady warmth (with delightful bursts of intense heat from time to time), you must carefully tend the fire."
- Molleen Matsumura
i like today.
slept for11 HOURS,
actually intended to meet hock and go school study chem,
but i woke up slightly late and we reached school only on the dot.
LOLOL.
anyway,
the chem paper was okayyy, i would say.
hopefully i see the marks i like.
xDDD
oh yes,
tomorrow gotta teach ys trigo.
and i have to leave home like normal time,
when my paper start at like .. 12!
pfbth.
RACH HATES HER MOUSE!
keeps double-clicking on its own.
!#$%^&*
oh yes. my memory is failing me badly.
on sunday,
i forgot my things on the table at the coffeeshop and market.
two times.
yesterday,
i forgot marshall plan. only remembered truman doctrine.
but i still remembered us.
dont know how, but i kept remembering.
"Love is like a campfire: It may be sparked quickly, and at first the kindling throws out a lot of heat, but it burns out quickly. For long lasting, steady warmth (with delightful bursts of intense heat from time to time), you must carefully tend the fire."
- Molleen Matsumura
Monday, May 05, 2008
#186.
TODAY SUCKED BIG TIME MAN.
really can make me pissed off like toot toot toot toot.
LOL.
as it is, it's bad enough that i have 3 IMPORTANT papers on one day,
english, history and amaths.
english paper started late cuz of short of papers.
nevermind.
history paper, they lost our papers.
find paper aldy, dont even know if the paper is correct,
and no one ever told us we were supposed to do the full history paper.
!@#$%^&*
and after everything got settled,
we started the paper like half an hour later.
pissing, cuz we HAD OUR A MATHS PAPER AFTER THAT.
pfbth.
had a very short break, and after lunch, didnt really have time to do amaths.
omfg, i swore i could have screamed at them.
and soon's phone got confiscated.
i thought i really wanna do well for the amaths.
but i made alot of mistakes,
and i think it's unforgiveable.
LOL.
anyway, yesterday was bbq to celebrate sister's birthday,
and the candle thing sort of backfired.
LOL.
now i know i shouldnt play with fire.
LOLOL.
and girly&justin is effing cute.
they tried to push me down the pool
cuz i threw the float further than them.
HAHAHA.
and xiong ge just has to argue that a girl should know how to bbq.
HAHHA.
on account that he gives me his students,
i shant be bothered by him.
HAHA.
and i so love tmr and wednesday.
only have to go to school like 11 plus 12.
:DDDDDDDDDD
oh yes,
RIBENA REALLY STIMULATES THE BRAIN.
yesterday was doing this very tough amaths question,
and couldnt solve it.
i then went down,
walked a few rounds,
had a cup of ribena,
and i could solve it.
x)))
"love without patience is like soup without liquid - impossible to drink. in this frantic, demanding world we live in, patience has been relegated to a shadow of the past. patience makes it almost difficult to love without it.
in the Greek myth, Sisyphus was doomed to roll a very heavy rock up a mountain. right before he reached the top, the rock rolled back down again. Sisyphus then had to engage in the same effort, rolling the rock back up. his entire life was like this, mechanical, repetitive, empty of meaning or the gratification received from fulfiling a task. how many of us felt that way at some point of our lives?
we simply must stop rolling that rock back up the mountain. break our attachment to mechanical patterns and the false notion that the love we so desperately crave comes from somewhere else. conditions change, people leave, our sense of self falters with the changes wrought by time.
don't brood. get on with living and loving. you don't have forever."
really can make me pissed off like toot toot toot toot.
LOL.
as it is, it's bad enough that i have 3 IMPORTANT papers on one day,
english, history and amaths.
english paper started late cuz of short of papers.
nevermind.
history paper, they lost our papers.
find paper aldy, dont even know if the paper is correct,
and no one ever told us we were supposed to do the full history paper.
!@#$%^&*
and after everything got settled,
we started the paper like half an hour later.
pissing, cuz we HAD OUR A MATHS PAPER AFTER THAT.
pfbth.
had a very short break, and after lunch, didnt really have time to do amaths.
omfg, i swore i could have screamed at them.
and soon's phone got confiscated.
i thought i really wanna do well for the amaths.
but i made alot of mistakes,
and i think it's unforgiveable.
LOL.
anyway, yesterday was bbq to celebrate sister's birthday,
and the candle thing sort of backfired.
LOL.
now i know i shouldnt play with fire.
LOLOL.
and girly&justin is effing cute.
they tried to push me down the pool
cuz i threw the float further than them.
HAHAHA.
and xiong ge just has to argue that a girl should know how to bbq.
HAHHA.
on account that he gives me his students,
i shant be bothered by him.
HAHA.
and i so love tmr and wednesday.
only have to go to school like 11 plus 12.
:DDDDDDDDDD
oh yes,
RIBENA REALLY STIMULATES THE BRAIN.
yesterday was doing this very tough amaths question,
and couldnt solve it.
i then went down,
walked a few rounds,
had a cup of ribena,
and i could solve it.
x)))
"love without patience is like soup without liquid - impossible to drink. in this frantic, demanding world we live in, patience has been relegated to a shadow of the past. patience makes it almost difficult to love without it.
in the Greek myth, Sisyphus was doomed to roll a very heavy rock up a mountain. right before he reached the top, the rock rolled back down again. Sisyphus then had to engage in the same effort, rolling the rock back up. his entire life was like this, mechanical, repetitive, empty of meaning or the gratification received from fulfiling a task. how many of us felt that way at some point of our lives?
we simply must stop rolling that rock back up the mountain. break our attachment to mechanical patterns and the false notion that the love we so desperately crave comes from somewhere else. conditions change, people leave, our sense of self falters with the changes wrought by time.
don't brood. get on with living and loving. you don't have forever."
Saturday, May 03, 2008
#185.
changed my blogskin again.
was studying history,
but got distracted. LOL.
so anyway,
i still feel like changing it back to the old one.
LOLOLOLOL.
was studying history,
but got distracted. LOL.
so anyway,
i still feel like changing it back to the old one.
LOLOLOLOL.
#184.
my friend is selling tickets:
ST HILDA'S HIGHER MUSIC PRELIM PERFORMANCE
AT THE ESPLANADE RECITAL HALL
ON 25TH JUNE.
please let me know if you're interested! xD
ST HILDA'S HIGHER MUSIC PRELIM PERFORMANCE
AT THE ESPLANADE RECITAL HALL
ON 25TH JUNE.
please let me know if you're interested! xD
#183.
WYS IS AT MY PLACE NOW.
LOLOLOLOL.
"he is very kind,caring and serious!"
-yensoon
he just caused my table to have FULL OF ANTS.
pbfth.
went to bedok with family and they went to get their life jackets and stuff,
then daddy fetched us to the handphone shop.
sold it at $___ and made like 30 bucks NIA.
then met up with yensoon,
and studied HIST.
LOL. really. we now know alot about war in europe.
LOLOLOL.
and im EFFING SLEEPY.
luckily he has to work, if not.
i dont know how le. LOLOL.
xD
LOLOLOLOL.
"he is very kind,caring and serious!"
-yensoon
he just caused my table to have FULL OF ANTS.
pbfth.
went to bedok with family and they went to get their life jackets and stuff,
then daddy fetched us to the handphone shop.
sold it at $___ and made like 30 bucks NIA.
then met up with yensoon,
and studied HIST.
LOL. really. we now know alot about war in europe.
LOLOLOL.
and im EFFING SLEEPY.
luckily he has to work, if not.
i dont know how le. LOLOL.
xD
Friday, May 02, 2008
#182.
today's chinese paper was great.
LOL.
of course it's because i knew how to do it. xD
after that was maths paper, so the few of us could leave at like .. 9.30am.
but we stayed behind till 10.30 to help the rest with the questions.
and i admit, im kinda rusty.
HAHA.
to the extent, hock gave me a EFFING simple question,
but i couldnt do visualise.
anyway, hock, isk and i then proceeded to central to have brunch,
and we walked the WHOLE central because we couldnt decide where to eat.
in the end it was the old usual coffee express.
SUPER SIAN.
but anyway, had fun talking and laughing about old stuff,
and then hock and i headed to my place.
we were in the bus when i saw that old man again.
different person,
but still old men who ask for ur ez-link.
reminded me of the time when i left my wallet in school,
and was chased down the bus.
pbfth.
and i just remembered that day,
had a little quarrel with him.
but we made up after that.
i wonder,
when we'll make up again.
anyway, hock gave me 10 minutes to change and get my stuff,
and i did it in 4 minutes and 53 seconds.
i sure impressed him. x)
then went to tm to wait for jing,
and i shant comment about the people we encountered in the bus.
anyway, went to tm to walk and waste time,
then found out she wasnt gonna meet us.
anyway, then gave simon a call to see if hock's specs were ready,
and he was really idiotic.
talking to him makes me breathless.
i get asmathatic and feel like my blood vessels will burst anytime.
LOL.
so it wasnt ready,
and went for tuition.
on the way there, i asked hock to press the bell.
so i said, hey, bang wo an.
he replied, an she me?
i was like. duh, the bell of course.
and then realised he was just being horny.
LOL.
he then sent me to tuition,
aww, what a nice fellow huh. xDDDD
i then reached at 2 SHARP.
i was sincerely guilty okayy.
lol.
i then received sms-es from different people in the midst,
like rickyKOR, ask me if everything's okay.
i then replied, why? thought i commit suicide ah?
then i found out he sms-ed me for a motive.
wanna jio melissa. HAHA. so cute lah he.
still tell me do research le and what.
LOLOL.
ended, and then simon called, saying the specs is ready.
!@#$%^&*
purposely play me one sia.
LOL.
then proceeded down to tm with hock and jing,
and simon gave me a ARMANI casing for my sunglasses,
MAI SIAO SIAO. LOL.
then went to perlini's silver to get mummy's present,
and then went to yamaha to help cass look for her book.
but couldnt find it,
and it hurts me to see liza like that.
what a pity,
i so feel like going back there to work with her and take care of her,
since no one ever does that.
liza deserves more than a contract and black polo tees.
missed jenna and fitri they all too.
)):
then slacked at popular,
and i saw two books i really love to get.
one on romance, and one on wisdom.
the wisdom one is really effing good.
oh yes, hock and i couldnt find the maths olympaid book,
and we, out of curiousity took the pr1 standard maths olympaid book and looked.
TO OUR ALARM,
WE COULDNT SOLVE IT.
it was really, primary one standard.
imagine, we cant do primary one work. what about sec 4?
"it's not that hard to imagine."
-adapted from samsung.
LOL.
and here i am blogging,
suddenly recalled i said im not to blog today.
LOLOLOL.
Close my eyes
I try to hide
I'm listening to my voice inside
What's on to tell me right or wrong
I need to know where I belong
For all the days I ran away
I never dare to ask me who could I be
Who can bring back the love that's inside me
Could it be you
Or do I lose my way
I'm here but colorblind
Could It be you
Or do I break away
So leave the past behind
I only wanna feel the sunlight stop the fight and see it in your eyes
Wish I just knew what I should do
Could it be you
Somebody tell me if it's true I don't have a clue
Could it be you
Too many things said and done
Sure if you could be the one
To dry the tears I left behind
To chase these demons off my mind
I see your face
Touch your skin
Is this a fight
We both can't win
Sometimes the truth is miles apart
But it's hard to break your heart
Could it be you
Or do I lose my way
I'm here but colorblind
Could It be you
Or do I break away
So leave the past behind
I only wanna feel the sunlight stop the fight and see it in your eyes
Wish I just knew what I should do
Could it be you
Somebody tell me if it's true I don't have a clue
Could it be you
Baby i don't wanna waste your love
Though it's hard to just walk on
Well will this hurt be neverending
Where do I belong
Could it be you
Or do I lose my way
I'm here but colorblind
Could it be you
Or do I break away
Just to leave the past behind
I only wanna feel the sunlight stop the fight and see it in your eyes
Wish I just knew what I should do
Could it be you
Somebody tell me if it's true i don't have a clue
Could it be you
Maybe it is me
Used to plan to see that it's you
For everything I am everything I need lies in you
"It's no good trying to keep up old friendships. It's painful for both sides. The fact is, one grows out of people, and the only thing is to face it."
- W. Somerset Maugham
LOL.
of course it's because i knew how to do it. xD
after that was maths paper, so the few of us could leave at like .. 9.30am.
but we stayed behind till 10.30 to help the rest with the questions.
and i admit, im kinda rusty.
HAHA.
to the extent, hock gave me a EFFING simple question,
but i couldnt do visualise.
anyway, hock, isk and i then proceeded to central to have brunch,
and we walked the WHOLE central because we couldnt decide where to eat.
in the end it was the old usual coffee express.
SUPER SIAN.
but anyway, had fun talking and laughing about old stuff,
and then hock and i headed to my place.
we were in the bus when i saw that old man again.
different person,
but still old men who ask for ur ez-link.
reminded me of the time when i left my wallet in school,
and was chased down the bus.
pbfth.
and i just remembered that day,
had a little quarrel with him.
but we made up after that.
i wonder,
when we'll make up again.
anyway, hock gave me 10 minutes to change and get my stuff,
and i did it in 4 minutes and 53 seconds.
i sure impressed him. x)
then went to tm to wait for jing,
and i shant comment about the people we encountered in the bus.
anyway, went to tm to walk and waste time,
then found out she wasnt gonna meet us.
anyway, then gave simon a call to see if hock's specs were ready,
and he was really idiotic.
talking to him makes me breathless.
i get asmathatic and feel like my blood vessels will burst anytime.
LOL.
so it wasnt ready,
and went for tuition.
on the way there, i asked hock to press the bell.
so i said, hey, bang wo an.
he replied, an she me?
i was like. duh, the bell of course.
and then realised he was just being horny.
LOL.
he then sent me to tuition,
aww, what a nice fellow huh. xDDDD
i then reached at 2 SHARP.
i was sincerely guilty okayy.
lol.
i then received sms-es from different people in the midst,
like rickyKOR, ask me if everything's okay.
i then replied, why? thought i commit suicide ah?
then i found out he sms-ed me for a motive.
wanna jio melissa. HAHA. so cute lah he.
still tell me do research le and what.
LOLOL.
ended, and then simon called, saying the specs is ready.
!@#$%^&*
purposely play me one sia.
LOL.
then proceeded down to tm with hock and jing,
and simon gave me a ARMANI casing for my sunglasses,
MAI SIAO SIAO. LOL.
then went to perlini's silver to get mummy's present,
and then went to yamaha to help cass look for her book.
but couldnt find it,
and it hurts me to see liza like that.
what a pity,
i so feel like going back there to work with her and take care of her,
since no one ever does that.
liza deserves more than a contract and black polo tees.
missed jenna and fitri they all too.
)):
then slacked at popular,
and i saw two books i really love to get.
one on romance, and one on wisdom.
the wisdom one is really effing good.
oh yes, hock and i couldnt find the maths olympaid book,
and we, out of curiousity took the pr1 standard maths olympaid book and looked.
TO OUR ALARM,
WE COULDNT SOLVE IT.
it was really, primary one standard.
imagine, we cant do primary one work. what about sec 4?
"it's not that hard to imagine."
-adapted from samsung.
LOL.
and here i am blogging,
suddenly recalled i said im not to blog today.
LOLOLOL.
Close my eyes
I try to hide
I'm listening to my voice inside
What's on to tell me right or wrong
I need to know where I belong
For all the days I ran away
I never dare to ask me who could I be
Who can bring back the love that's inside me
Could it be you
Or do I lose my way
I'm here but colorblind
Could It be you
Or do I break away
So leave the past behind
I only wanna feel the sunlight stop the fight and see it in your eyes
Wish I just knew what I should do
Could it be you
Somebody tell me if it's true I don't have a clue
Could it be you
Too many things said and done
Sure if you could be the one
To dry the tears I left behind
To chase these demons off my mind
I see your face
Touch your skin
Is this a fight
We both can't win
Sometimes the truth is miles apart
But it's hard to break your heart
Could it be you
Or do I lose my way
I'm here but colorblind
Could It be you
Or do I break away
So leave the past behind
I only wanna feel the sunlight stop the fight and see it in your eyes
Wish I just knew what I should do
Could it be you
Somebody tell me if it's true I don't have a clue
Could it be you
Baby i don't wanna waste your love
Though it's hard to just walk on
Well will this hurt be neverending
Where do I belong
Could it be you
Or do I lose my way
I'm here but colorblind
Could it be you
Or do I break away
Just to leave the past behind
I only wanna feel the sunlight stop the fight and see it in your eyes
Wish I just knew what I should do
Could it be you
Somebody tell me if it's true i don't have a clue
Could it be you
Maybe it is me
Used to plan to see that it's you
For everything I am everything I need lies in you
"It's no good trying to keep up old friendships. It's painful for both sides. The fact is, one grows out of people, and the only thing is to face it."
- W. Somerset Maugham
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